Satya Drabble: Outsider

Satya Drabble: Outsider

Satya never knew what it was to be an outsider. He was the apple of the eyes of all his family members. Satya's wishes were, and are, their commands. Girija loved him to the moon and back. Even in her death, she held on to him, as if as if taking his memories in her afterlife. His new colleagues and patients loved and adored him, except maybe Dr. Sai Joshi, but it wasn't like she considered him an outsider. Then he got married to said Dr. Joshi and had to witness her breakdown, something he knew only the closest people to Sai had the privilege to witness. Savi and Vinu treated him like their friend, never making him feel like he didn't deserve as much, if not more, love and respect than their parents did.

But then, Sai held an injured Virat's hand, and something crashed in Satya. The realization that he was running away from since the photograph at Vinu's birthday party. He was never a part of Sai's world. He was an outsider, and at times, an intruder. He had to witness her world from the boundaries, and be there to help her, but he could never be in that world. He wasn't allowed, and he had had moments when he had thought he was. He didn't blame Sai. In her defense, she had witnessed her world break a million times and was protective of it.

But why couldn't she consider him? He wouldn't hurt her. He would do his best to keep her happy. He didn't want to sit on the outskirts as her world hurt her, but he wanted to hold her. But he wasn't allowed because no matter what they said, his Aai was right that he was an outsider in Sai's world.

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I just...I don't know what's going on🤣cry fest 2023 happened a bit earlier for me🤣 ik Satya sounds a bit pompous in start, but i wanted to explore his privileges wrt people loving him.

so beautiful

Satya's monologue is so painful but some how true....

So beautiful and so painful. This is a realization that will break Satya soon. 💔 He is running from it but it will soon hit him hard.

Well written. But I want him to realize that as much as he feels hurt by Sai not seeing him as part of her inmer circle, he needs to realize that NO ONE is! Not V certainly. She is a lone wolf at this point and no one is privy to the inner workings of Sai Joshi. Infact he's the one who is closest to breaking her sky high concrete walls. Shes an extremely guarded and complicated individual now.

Can you write a conversation of Satya and even Amba perhaps with Barkha Tai or Usha maushi so that they realize that the Sai they are seeing now is vastly different from who she used to be and she deserves their patience and understanding because in the end she is worth it.

A beautifully written painful realization of Satya.

Something he wished to have but couldn’t.

And unfortunately, it’s nobody’s fault for now.

Originally posted by: Srijeeta06

A beautifully written painful realization of Satya.

Something he wished to have but couldn’t.

And unfortunately, it’s nobody’s fault for now.

Thank you🙈

Originally posted by: Nja91

Well written. But I want him to realize that as much as he feels hurt by Sai not seeing him as part of her inmer circle, he needs to realize that NO ONE is! Not V certainly. She is a lone wolf at this point and no one is privy to the inner workings of Sai Joshi. Infact he's the one who is closest to breaking her sky high concrete walls. Shes an extremely guarded and complicated individual now.

Can you write a conversation of Satya and even Amba perhaps with Barkha Tai or Usha maushi so that they realize that the Sai they are seeing now is vastly different from who she used to be and she deserves their patience and understanding because in the end she is worth it.

@first para, I never really thought it that way😳

@second, who is Barkha Tai? Great jdea

Originally posted by: janecastle

So beautiful and so painful. This is a realization that will break Satya soon. 💔 He is running from it but it will soon hit him hard.

Thank you🥰 till the realization will hit, he is going to be so deep into his delusions🫠 hopefully today's scene helps to slow down a bit

Originally posted by: KrishnaSourav

so beautiful

Satya's monologue is so painful but some how true....

Thank you🙈

Originally posted by: oye_nakhrewaali

Thank you🙈

try to give some os about -touch consent n Satya accepts his fault yet slowly distances himself from Sai