Originally posted by: Nja91
Sai has given up on V for good. She laments ever loving such a man who dropped her all too easily for his gf P. There is no indication that she seeks to be with him at all and rightfully so. She is hurt seeing him happily moved on and thats natural. but all she wants is for Vinu to accept her as mom. She has even come to terms with the fact that P and V will never be out of her life because V is the father of her kids and P has forged a bond with Vinu. But all she wants is for both of them to live with her, grow up together and see her as mother and their primary caregiver. They can have an independent relationship with P and CN folks- she wont stop it. She just wants her rights, her place in their life as their MOM. Its unfair that she has to go back to CN to achieve that objective- the very place where she has such bitter, horrific memories.
V only feels guilty that Sai is in pain but has no realization that P is corrupting Vinu. He should have been the one taking care of Vinu , not P. HE should have kept P away from him for a few days since she is responsible for this mess.
but as usual he is pandering to Ps whims and fancies.
She will insist on going to Mumbai and he is gonna go with it until BK does her plotting and Sai in her desperation shows up to CN to ensure that she is not away from both her children.
The person suffering will be Sai again.
V can make tall claims about how torn he feels to see Sai's pain and 2 mins later he will be guilty about Ps state too. He is responsible for both. And he will continue to keep flipping
When Sai breaks down in tears and shows her vulnerability that she normally hides, it impacts him- he knows that its not easy to make sai crumble and show her weakness. but as soon as she builds back up- he will be pro P again
He still doesnt understand why Sai didnt return. and everyone keeps saying sai ran away- NO she did not. She gave full intimation. She didnt hide her identity. She didnt return for very much valid reasons. She didnt tell them about Savi because they didnt deserve to know.
He doesnt see his decisions as a mistake. He doesnt see any fault in his decision to make P surrogate, the way he snatched Vinu, the bailing out of P, the decision to not support Sai when she said she wont stay in CN if P is there, the decision to not search harder for her and Vinu after accident, the decision to make P his friend, confidant and now wife, the leeways he has given P to be in his room, in his space- she has done everything a wife does- from sharing a room to a closet and a bed, from helping him get dressed and feeding each other, from getting to close-dance and cuddle with him to hugging him and comforting each other. This relationship he shares with P may not be "love" but its definitely a relationship of husband-wife and friends, companions, and there was even physical attraction. He was smitten by Ps yoga look- he remembers every detail of that look. So there is both physical and emotional closeness. what more is needed to show that he never valued Sai. He cant claim to love sai after doing all this with P.
He would have 100% had sex with P too in due course if it wasnt for "circumstances". One thing we can give him, he takes time to get physically intimate but emotional involvement and intimacy is easy for him. It took him years to have sex with sai too. So its not like there was any difference there either.
And if Sai had really been dead, he would have found some other ablaa naari to cheat on P with. Another shruti would have happened in due course...its his nature to cheat his partner but then justify it as his farz and circumstances.
He feels guilty that he is so affected by Sai and lusts after Sai too. But thats it. He doesnt love her. He never did. He would like to believe he does because love is supposed to be pure and sacred and it makes him feel less guilty to claim he loves Sai instead of acknowledging that that he IS a two-timer who cant be loyal to anyone. Neither was he loyal to Sai nor is he loyal to P. P deserves it though because she is a horrible person and this is her karma. She was cheating on Sam always and she wanted to snatch V from sai. Well she has him now but he still cannot be fully hers. He was and will always be an immoral, loose character who has ZERO sense of boundaries, He is a compulsive liar and cheat and he justifies himself with some foolish ideas of farz, being cornered by circumstances etc etc. And his family and P will excuse it all and blame Sai for everything.
Sai herself is so broken that she is forced to consider that maybe she has only done something bad, wrong that everyone she loves leaves her in this manner. It was so so heartbreaking to hear her say- I cant be alone, I cant stand this anymore, what have I done that everyone I love leaves me....I was in tears hearing her....heartwrenching.
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