Everytine I see Sai Bai on screen I love her more because she lives/breathes her character, makes her a real person. She enacts with SO much sincerity. The vulnerability she brings as she takes off the mangalsutra and says- i worried about it breaking not realizing that my relationship itself would break. I also have to mention just how unbelievably pretty she looked in the red outfit with those curls and those ear-rings. 😍😍😍 I in love with her maturity n bigheartedness. She is so clear that just because someone wronged her she is NOT going to wish ill on them, become inhumane. She is such a beautiful soul. Has such a great outlook on life. And Sais biggest grouse is not even the "cheating" but the lies. She knew that her relationship was on unusual grounds and was prepared for a love-less relationship even though she recently was hoping for love and started feeling for him BUT Sai was mature enough to understand if Virat never did love her. All she wanted was honesty. She just wants two people who love each other to be happy together. I dont see her as "mahaan" but just an idealistic uncorrupted, kindhearted person.
I'm glad Ashwini is seeing Sai's pov and is wishing her success in her career n studies. But the mention of dusri marriage is unecessary at this point. Let the girl heal, its not like you will never see her again. Yeh kuch mahinon/saalon ke baad bol sakti thi. But I look forward to seeing the rest of the conversation with Ashwini because Sai's response is SO measured and honest. She speaks about how she never thought about being a wife etc and its only recently that she started to feel differently and unfortunately that never came to fruition for her. Ayesha Singh as Sai has all my ♥️.
And what to say about Sada, Shruti or Virat?! i ff'ded Sada scenes a tad but basically crux is that he somehow survived, somebody's helped, 1 month hospital mein tha and hes back now fit n fine. n so far Sada is not doubting Shruti/Virat. His comrades have shared newspaper clipping but Sada is like- no he loves his wife so he must only be fulfilling the promise to help Shruti and baby as per what Sada requested. jabb PDA dekhega tabhi only he will get angry. Shruti is as despicable as PP. She has in no time given her husband's place to Virat. Fantastic. Loose, characterless phir kyun naa bulaye. No guilt also. That Sai is still there. Nahi. Aise matlabi, selfish log hai. Atleast in pp's case, she never fell in love with Sam, he was missing for a long time when she was hitting pn Virat....but yahaan toh Shruti loved Sada, was his "comrade", supposedly shared the same ideologies, infact her dad is his guru. Matlabb her own father is responsible for training, grooming her husband. So how is it SO easy to move on for her?! Especially when she has just had his baby. And Virat SHOT her husband dead. No Matt hiw much she forgives the act because he deserved it for engaging in a shootout with a police officer, ultimately he killed her husband. I would even understand if she was super vulnerable and Virat was available and single also but hes NOT. I dont believe that our feelings are SO out of our control that we dont know whats permissible or whats not. And if we maintain a certain boundary or see someone as a brother figure we would NEVER fall for them. Thats what i believe. Virat toh hai hi vaahiyat insaan but Shruti is equally despicable.
Today Virat didn't share the pp related backstory with Shruti. Sirf Sai ko badmouth karega pp ko nahi. If Shruti knew about the pp Sairat triangle and Virats deal proposition- then she may become even more shameless OR maybe she will finally put a break qbd see Virat as a casanova.
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