Sai is really breaking down. She has had enough. Everytime she thinks she has found stability, family , comfort something rattles her.
Meanwhile Virat doesn't even want to text/call. I don't understand why not. Lets accept that hes genuinely sad n guilty about not being able to go, isnt it even more important then for him to take 2 minutes to type a swwet, heartfelt message or a personal voice note telling Sai- i know you are gussa or disappointed that I am not coming and I want to be there but i cant. But know that I am proud of you and always there for you. 2 line bolne ke liye toh bilkyl vakt tha. Instead of washing face, cutting phone calls n monologue, praying to bappa, he could have used 2 minutes to send a message. Whats this rubbish logic ki i don't have the guts to call you?!
The point is not him breaking his promise to be there, its the lack of communication. If instead of Shruti, Virat had work, a case, a mission, heck even just traffic jam- Sai would understand. She is NOT stupid or unreasonable..all she wants is to feel loved n appreciated and have him around to celebrate her every little joy, success. To have him not even text her or even let her know before leaving that he may be late/get caught up- thats so hurtful. If he is anyway hiding truth, lying- why not another white lie to keep his wife happy on a special day. He could've made up an excuse and said sorry I cant come. He KNOWS how much she will yearn for him, still he has not communicated with her. Its not rocket science that his not even sending a text is viewed as even more of an indifference than his absence at the function.
He already knows to what extent Sai is hurt,upset- why is he adding more insult to her injury. And then he had the audacity in his monologue to think- oh eventually i hope you will forgive me/punish me but dont leave me. Arey. Why should she not leave a guy who is not even communicating with his wife. If she feels like she doesn't even know whats going on in her spouses life n there is constantly someone else who is hogging his attention - why should she stay and endure daily stress n torture. Pehle pp, ab Shruti.
Precap- has Sai give a very emotional speech. Probably referring to her aabaa n feeling lonely without him as she inches closer to her goals. She feels the loss of a loved one, someone who is only hers. She has not counted CN peeps in people who are "hers" . She has acknowledged their support but none of them can ever be her apna. Only virat was that person for her but he has let her down too many times by his indifference and neglect recently.... Looks like Virat finally gets to the auditorium to catch Sai's speech and gets upset to hear her say that she has no one but hey, what did you expect. This is how HE made her feel. So how can you get upset at her saying the truth about how she feels. She feels despondent, lonely and sad. Instead of realizing that its his absence that makes her feel so, he is playing self pity game again to cry about- oh , you still dont think of me as your family. Like how does he make everything about himself?! Its impossible to sympathize with him when he keeps making wrong choices all the time!
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