Sai is trying to make the best of her circumstances. She knows that studying in a place like nagpur is good for her education/career but she can no longer afford to stay with virat/CN. So shes doing the next best thing- settling for a smaller college but atleast she has not given up on her education. She is still determined to study, and fulfil her goal. Going to a new big city will put added pressure on her in many aspects including financial so she has opted for the best available option- going to a place shes familiar with n coat of living isnt exorbitant. But I'm bummed to see her have to make a choice to compromise on a spot that she earned by merit.....but this is a practical decision on Sai's part.
Sai looks so hurt as she talks to pulkit. She didnt put the blame on virat, she said we both are hurting each other. Shows her nature. She wasnt tattling on virat. She eased a small teeny teeny bit of the burden she carries. N she told him how the family cannot see anything but flaws in her. No matter what she does they are ready to find faults, call her names, insult her upbringing....its so disturbing. Her self esteem has been crushed by them. Its so heartbreaking to watch her speak in this subdued, sad manner.
She has been rendered alone despite having this large namesake family. If she had been left alone , she'd have learnt to fend for herself but now she has been abused, emotionally tortured n gone through so much unecessary drama. She had dealt with enough - losing her parents n jagtap/molestation but CN has made her only suffer more. her life in CN has comprised a few good moments that raise her hopes followed by 100 other things that bring her crashing down again.
I really really hope that Samrat doesn't hold back when he speaks to virat tomm. I really want him to hold up a mirror to virat n give him a few choice words for his inexcusable behavior.
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