My heart broke for Sairat but mainly Sai....

So Sai as usual in her big heartedness is buying gifts for everyone but herself until virat tells her to buy something for herself too. But i wish she had bought something for virat too. He was expecting it....but if you look at it from Sai's shoes she didnt even want to buy herself a gift. She got sad as soon as she was reminded of the anniversary by maushi/pari by their messages. She said to herself- deal kaun celebrate karta hai n scoffed out loud- saying happy anniversary. It hurts her every day to remember that this whole marriage was a zimmedari exercise with no love involved.....at age 19- life played a cruel joke on her taking away her father and making the biggest decision of her life- her wedding into a deal. We can see how much the words- zimmedari n deal affect Sai..she uses it the most but actually she is most hurt by it. More than virat. Coz virat is like- ok, lets just call it a deal but move on but to Sai that word means that she has no real haq on him...

There was a sweet moment today when Sai picked the green kurti over the purple only because virat liked it and virat saw through it and bought both. Thats the essence of their relationship. True love. They make compromises but they both acknowledge each others compromise too. And compromise isnt always a bad word. Sai knows how virat has made a lot of adjustments to fulfil his promise to her dad. And virat is seeing that behind the brash exterior of Sai is actually a very thoughtful girl with a heart of gold....

The Sairat lovers point scene was interesting. It started off as virat trying to explain his state via friend ki kahaani but as it went off in another tangent, he didn't know how to end the kahaani ...virat looked so bummed when Sai said the girl probably didnt love him back but didn't want to break his heart. But Sai gave him every scenario in the book. I dont know why Virat didnt see that.... .first she said, oh she doesn't love him, then she said- oh but if she didnt love him she never would go with him, then She said- ok ladki is stupid that she didnt get the hints, then she said oh she is acting- she knew his feelings, ladki ki intution strong hoti hai but she pretended not to know because she didn't want to hurt him, then she said but if he never told her then what to do- its so easy, ladka is darpok. And to prove her point she showed virat how its done. Found a rose, got down on one knee, said i love you and virat not only reflexively said I love you too, he said ILU too, SAI.

But both Sairat brushed that aside. That was the confession. But it was gone with the wind.

Virat in the end of the story made Sai feel like he was telling her his own tragic tale of love and grief of separation from pp. Poor girl is SO SO heartbroken. Everytime something happens that could make her feel like they are in a real marriage things happen to give her a rude shock. Today the yoga camp lady coming to say hello to virat and in front of Sai raving about virats "chemistry" with pp, their "moments", etc etc just shattered Sai but she stood strong. Virat knew it would hurt Sai yet he let the woman blabber a fair bit before finally shutting her up to say- this is my WIFE.

And after this happened Virat actually thinks Sai ka mood will be good....like really?! I wish they had talked some more about it ....

Sai's inner monologue about - virat sir does so much for me, i will unite him with his love- pp made me cringe, tear up and broke my heart all at once.

My heart goes out to Virat because he is frustrated n cant find it in him to confess his feelings because Sai is a tough nut- has all these walls.

But my heart breaks for Sai. The girl is so lost. She loves Virat but cannot acknowledge it even to herself because it'll break her. She prefers to lie even to herself to console herself that everything is as per plan. She cannot admit that she is in love with a man who she thinks is in love/belongs to another. She is so black n white, so pure- Sai is so idealistic in her notions. I just want to go and guve her a hug.

And everytime Sai starts to forget the deal n take a few steps forward, sees Virats advances and reciprocates....but then something happens that pushes her back...and she is only 19-20. She has no one to counsel her. Aai/shivani are not really listeners. They are good people, they are Sairat shippers but they do not understand the dynamic....i wish Sai had someone like a sunny in her life....

I love how Ayesha shows Sai's pain but doesn't over do it. Its done with a stoic straight face but her eyes betray her. Her eyes show her true pain....

My heart truly broke for Sai today. 😢😢😢😢

P.S. as usual i fast forwarded all of pp, zillat arena mein bak bak vaale scenes. Truly no one annoys me as much as the actor playing pp. I am sending out wishes in the universe for the makers to decide to bump off this character for good and fire her.

Beautiful writeup, Neerja

Amazing analysis Neerja❤️

My heart broke for Sai, at such a young age, you can't expect a person to have clear cut thoughts about their feelings. Especially in case of Sai, where there is constant reminder of Virat's past looming around her.

I feel bad for Virat, everytime Sai sheds down her walls and starts looking through his action, some or the other thing happens and pushes her back.

Both have their own monsters which they need to overcome.

Even I want a confidante for Sai just like Sunny. She needs someone with whom she canshare all her thoughts, insecurities and feelings sans filter. That young girl needs someone who can guide her through all these.

Originally posted by: Nja91

So Sai as usual in her big heartedness is buting gifts for everyone but herself until virat tells her to buy something for herself too. But i wish she had bought something for virat too. He was expecting it....but if you look at it from Sai's shoes she didnt even want to buy herself a gift. She got sad as soon as she was reminded of the anniversary by maushi/pari by their messages. She said to herself- deal kaun celebrate karta hai n scoffed out loud- saying happy anniversary. It hurts her every day to remember that this whole marriage was a zimmedari exercise with no love involved.....

There was a sweet moment when Sai picked the green kurti over the purple only because virat liked it and virat saw through it and bought both. Thats the essence of their relationship. True love. They make compromises but they both acknowledge each others compromise too. And compromise isnt always a bad word.

The Sairat lovers point scene was interesting. It started off as virat trying to explain his state via friend ki kahaani but as it went off in another tangent, he didn't know how to end the kahaani ...virat looked so bummed when Sai said the girl probably didnt love him back but didn't want to break his heart. But Sai gave him every scenario in the book. I dont know why Virat didnt see that.... .first she said, oh she doesn't love him, then she said- oh bit if she didnt she never would go with him, then She said- ok ladki is stupid that she didnt get the hints, then she said oh she is acting- she knew his feelings but pretended not to know because she didn't want to hurt him, then she said but if he never told her then what to do- irs so easy, ladka is darpok. And to prove her point she showed virar how its done. Found a rose, got down on one knee, said i love you and virat not only reflexively said I love you too, he said ILU too, SAI.

But both Sairat brushed that aside. That was the confession. But it was gone with the wind.

Virat in the end of the story made Sai feel like he was telling her his own tragic tale of love and grief of separation. Poor girl is SO SO heartbroken. Everytime something happens that could make her feel like they are in a real marriage things happen to give her a rude shock. Today the yoga camp lady coming to say hello to virat and in front of Sai rave about virats "chemistry" with pp, their "moments", etc etc just shattered Sai but she stood strong. Virat knew it would hurt Sai yet he let the woman blabber a fair bit before finally shutting her up to say- this is my WIFE.

And after this happened Virat actually thinks Sai ka mood will be good....like really?! I wish they had talked some more about it ....

Sai's inner monologue about - virat sir does so much for me, i will unite him with his love- pp made me cringe, tear up and broke my heart all at once.

My heart goes out to Virst because he is frustrated n cant find it in him to confess his feelings because Sai is a tough nut- has all these walls.

But my heart breaks for Sai. The girl is so lost. She loves Virat but cannot acknowledge it even to herself because it'll break her. She prefers to lie even to herself to console herself that everything is as per plan. She cannot admit that she is in love with a man who she thinks is in love/belongs to another. She is so black n white, so pure- Sai is so idealistic in her notions. I just want to go and guve her a hug.

And everytime Sai starts to forget the deal n take a few steps forward, sees Virats advances and reciprocates....but then something happens that pushes her back...and she is only 19-20. She has no one to counsel her. Aai/shivani are not really listeners. They are good people, they are Sairat shippers but they do not understand the dynamic....i wish Sai had someone like a sunny in her life....

I love how Ayesha shows Sai's pain but doesn't over do it. Its done with a stoic straight face but her eyes betray her. Her eyes show her true pain....

My heart truly broke for Sai today. 😢😢😢😢

I think this episode was shot before the release of the promo

In the promo samrat saying virat need to take pakhi responsibility and in this episode sai saying she will unite virat and pakhi, i think vankar wanted to make some changes with his pakhi creativity by trying to bring virat and pakhi. (it is just my wild thought )

After the failure of the promo hope vankar would not dare to do pakhi overdose on us.

Originally posted by: Devikadish

Amazing analysis Neerja❤️

My heart broke for Sai, at such a young age, you can't expect a person to have clear cut thoughts about their feelings. Especially in case of Sai, where there is constant reminder of Virat's past looming around her.

I feel bad for Virat, everytime Sai sheds down her walls and starts looking through his action, some or the other thing happens and pushes her back.

Both have their own monsters which they need to overcome.

Even I want a confidante for Sai just like Sunny. She needs someone with whom she canshare all her thoughts, insecurities and feelings sans filter. That young girl needs someone who can guide her through all these.

For Sai, that guide, that confidant is Virat. But unfortunately in this matter she doesn't have anyone. She is truly alone. At least Virat has sunny to vent to, grieve to, but Sai has no one.

Where are they taking this story?! Never ending zimmedari deal wali shaadi ! And why the hell is Sai still in this marriage. Why isn't she walking out if it? Same everyday! Deal wali deal wali. Please put a full stop to this nonsense!

Neerja, absolutely beautiful analysis. What you have written about Sai having no one to talk to has actually made me think that Samrat will be that person for her. Out of everyone in her life, he is the only one who can relate to how she is feeling. I know that their situations are entirely different. Virat is madly in love with Sai, and Pakhi is a lost case. But, Sai and Samrat both feel the tremendous pain of thinking that they have come in between some eternal love story. And, in the end, once Samrat realizes the truth about SaiRat relationship, I think he will play a part in uniting them as well.

Originally posted by: tptwi

Neerja, absolutely beautiful analysis. What you have written about Sai having no one to talk to has actually made me think that Samrat will be that person for her. Out of everyone in her life, he is the only one who can relate to how she is feeling. I know that their situations are entirely different. Virat is madly in love with Sai, and Pakhi is a lost case. But, Sai and Samrat both feel the tremendous pain of thinking that they have come in between some eternal love story. And, in the end, once Samrat realizes the truth about SaiRat relationship, I think he will play a part in uniting them as well.

forgot to tag you!

Your update really brings forth the pain that is underlying in two loving hearts united in soul but separated by endless misconceptions.

I agree. Ayesha did a great job today ..it really is a boon to have her play Sai Joshi.

My heart goes out to Virat also..two days yoga camp turned out to be a curse of a lifetime for him.. His past is ruining his present.

I don’t know how I bear to see Sairat go through troubled times. Forum only is the shelter..to keep myself strong..

For me it was one of the best emotional episodes in terms of sairat but I was so happy when didi cried buckets.I was like you cry more buckets ,Samrat is on the way,soon you will be fried .felt sad for Sai,Virat and Samrat