Sai's thoughts when Virat talked to Aaba?

Just when Sai was looking at Virat with love and longing, while he told Aaba about how he would take care of Sai till his last breath , take her responsibility till his last breath... Just a thought struck my mind..She sometimes gets happy about how dedicated he is about his promise, his towards zimmedari and thinks with yearning, if this is what he gives her when he is taking her responsibility, what would be to be loved by him. She longed that love today, when she looked at him.