Originally posted by: Svt611
It’s funny how I was also rewatching those episodes last night...
honestly I started watching the show when abba got shot...
Ayesha’s emotions were top notch, it didn’t feel like she was acting.
From her praying to usha maushi coming to her to tell her he is no more. The way she stopped usha maushi and walked to the room praying.. started scolding him in disbelief and then asked maushi to tell him to wake up and that he’s upset that she keeps scolding him..
Even Neil, the sheer pain in his eyes seeing her go through that trauma.. they way he held her shoulder and she shrugged him and him shaking her out...
her trying to find that raksha kavach and realizing her father is no more.. I broke down when she was told to sambhalo herself and she said how, mujhe sambhalne wala toh chala gaya..
even the cremation.. virat remembered his guru but Sai stopped him saying I’m his daughter and son, remembering their moments and finally breaking down seeing his soul leave his body forever..
To the song playing during the prayer meeting with their memories
O Ri Chiraiya, Nanhi si chidiya
Angana mein phir aaja re
O Ri Chiraiya, Nanhi si chidiya
Angana mein phir aaja re
Andhiyara.. hai ghana
Aur lahu se sana
Kirno ke tinke, ambar se chunn ke
Angana mein phir aaja re
Humne tujhpe hazaaro sitham hai kiye
Humne tujhpe jahaa bhar ke zulm kiye
Humne socha nahi, Tu jo udh jaayegi
Ye zameen tere bin sooni reh jaayegi
Kiske dum pe sajega mera angana
O Ri Chiraiya, Meri chiraiya
Angana mein phir aaja re
Tere pankho mein saare sitare jadhu
Teri chunar thanak setha satrangi bhunu
Tere kaajal mein main, kaali raina bharu
Teri mehandi mein main, kachi dhoopa malu
Tere naino sajaa doon naya sapna
O Ri Chiraiya, Meri Chiraiya
Angana mein phir aaja re
And her getting his uniform and breaking down to her hallucinating her father and him saying aaja mere pass main yahi hoon.. and ofcourse finally taking the dreaded step of wanting to be with her father..
I remember post donating blood when Virat looks at Sai through the glass window and questing kyun Sai tumne aisa kadam kyun uthaya... Usha maushi responds saying woh aur kya karti, uski poori duniya uske abba the aur jab duniya hi nahi rahi toh aur kya karti woh...
It was completely heartbreaking! The way ayesha emoted in those scenes made me fall in love with her..
it showed the relationship abba and Sai shared and what she went through... all the transition of emotions from hope to disbelief to pain to anger to helplessness to the feeling of not living without her father..
I have tears while writing this because that was the beauty of those episodes ( and ofcourse I skipped didi scenes as usual)
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