~Rejected Love~ Thread 6, Epilogue 2/page 146 - Page 39

They reached to Geet's room but when she opened the door the scene in front shocked them!

The room seemed to be hit by a storm, nothing was at its place, everything was thrown here and there but the suprising element was Nishi who stood by the window , her one hand was fidegting with the curtains while other hand was tightly gribbing the frame of the window...

Maan and Geet were shocked to see the condition of the room and seeing Nishi there it was obvious that she is the one who created this choas..

Worried for her Geet ran to her while Maan paitently stood there...

Geet- Nishi...what's all this??..i ..mean..is everything alright, she was going to put her consoling hand on her shoulder but before she could do so nishi changed her poistion and faced Geet..

Nishi(trying to compose herself , she spoke)- yeah...yeah..everything is normal, she tried to sound normal but it was a futile attempt from her side

Geet- but it doesn't look so..., she looked directly at her , to aviod the direct contact between their eyes , nishi walked to other direction

Geet was calm , she knew she can't directly question Nishi due to her mental health , she has to be calm to handle her or else situation can get worse..

Geet- something is bothering you nishi?

Nishi(still walking as if finding a place to hide herself)- n..no ..no what..wo..would..bo..bother me?, she stammered

Geet- you look tired ..why don't you seat and rest..

Nishi-hmm.., she sat on the edge of bed, her back was towards Geet ,she didn't want to face geet not like this at least, she was trying to control her inner conflict but was finaling in it misberably , she wanted to be left alone ..

Maan who was witnessing all this from the door eyed Geet to go and talk to Nishi, as he too was aware that something is seriousily wrong with her, understanding his unsaid words she went to nishi and sat beside her..

Geet- Nishi..you know na...

Nishi(holding the bedsheet tightly)- geet please...go..

Geet- why?

Nishi(her breaths were heavy now)- go..please..

Geet- why?

Geet was getting on Nishi's nerves now ,it was getting unbearble for her to hold her self control now..

Geet- say nishi...

And that's it Nishi pushed the flower pot which was kept on table beside the bed , it fell and broke down..

Nishi(getting up)- enough!, she shouted shocking geet, it was first time geet witnessed something like this from nishi, because till now she had seen her silent side only..

Nishi- can't you understand geet nothing is okay, everything is messed up and the reason is just you!, you have spoiled my life... because of you i have lost everything... everything...,just see yourself Geet today you are happy, you have Maan who love you so much, you have your own family and friends who love you , who care out you.. and i.. i have nothing..nothing at all..and it's all because of you...just you!, she looked at geet as if she was disgusted by her, her words hurt Geet, she never ever thought that Nishi would feel something like this for her, but hiding her hurt she put up her strong side for her

Geet- nishi..

Nishi-From childhood it was only you who meant world for me, you were my everything Geet, my each and every decision was related by you, before my happiness i put yours , i cared about you so much..and what you gave me...nothing...you know when your marrige got fixed i didn't liked it but then thought maybe he will make you forget Maan and you will move on but then circumstances changed and u got married to Maan, when i came to know about it i was angry on my family that how can they simply marry you to anyone but their thought disgusted me they thought it was good that they are free from one of the burden and at that moment i left them , i left my own family... geet ,just for you..i thought you will support me geet, you will come with me but no you didn't... Maan changed you , you stood for your self respect for which you never did, i liked it but slowly slowly i started feeling that you are going away from me, i felt as if you don't need me anymore, that time i blamed Maan.. , that time i thought it was only Maan because of whom you are changing.., at that time he was my biggest enemy, i hated him..i hated him to core and.. i decided to kill him..., that was the only thing left for me to do but you know when You said you are thankful to maan for changing you for better, i hated u too ,it felt as if what i did for you whole my life that didn't matter to you at all..i felt cheated..i tried to make myself understand but nothing worked , my day used to start with you both and used to end with that too, i tried to distract myself from u both but no use..i was tired.. i wanted to get rid off u both and that's why i planned to kill you both together , after failing the breaks of maan's car and seeing you both sitting in it i was happy that finally i will be free , but as time started passing a guilt started overpowering my mind, the mind which was supporting me before started blaming me only as if it was only my mistake...i was not able understand myself..everything was so... i started fighting with my guilt ,trying to prove it wrong but vicky came there and blamed me , making me believe yes what i did was wrong i shouldn't have done that..i'am the culprit no one else and as the realization dawn upon me.. i realized that i tried to kill you Geet, the Geet whom i love so much , i tried to kill the same Geet, how can i be so cruel ..how can i be so insensitive..that time i thought the problem is within me only and i was blaming you and maan for it..i was not that brave to come to you both and ask for forgiveness..that's why decided to end my own life that way my problems will end with me only but my badluck that stupid vicky saved me...i tried once more but i failed again..

Sameera decided to shift me in rehabilation center or in other words mental asylum,there too i tried to end my life but no use, they gave me shocks as a part of my treatment, i hated that, i hated my life..i hated that toture..but soon i realized its my punishment i deserve it, i wanted to end my life for peace but with passing time i realized for what i did with u both i don't deserve peace i derserve this toture only..nothing else..but then you came back in my life and shifted me to km..

I didn't want face you both, i thought you both will hate me but no i was so wrong, there is no tinch of hate in you both for me not even in Maan , i hated this fact, how come you both can't hate a person who tried to kill you, how come...i got to know u both wanted to treat me , wanted to make me normal but i don't deserve to be normal ,that's why i didn't cooperate with doctors , behave rude with you all so that you start hating me..but see... nothing worked..u still want me to be normal but Geet how can i be..after what i did..i don't deserve it...when i see you happy i too feel happy when i look at the reason of your happiness which is Maan , i feel guilty...i feel guilty that i tried to snatch him from you..and this feeling never let's me feel the happiness Geet...

Nishi poured out her heart infront of Geet, Geet's heart felt Nishi's pain..yes what she did was wrong but she was not in her right state of mind, in this case no one was the culprit..wiping her tears Geet looked at Nishi, who sat beside her...

Geet- nishi..you..

Nishi- send me back to that place geet , that's what i deserve, not your love and happiness in life..

Geet-you say you are mine and Maan's culprit right?, then it's us who should decide your punishment na?

Nishi (with tearful eyes looked at her)- i know a sorry would not mean anything to u both but still i'm sorry geet..., she looked at Maan who stood at door..i'm sorry..Maan..i'm sorry...,the tears which she was holding from ages finally dropped from her eyes i'm...sorry.., and she cried, it was first time for geet to see her sister crying , seeing her pain her eyes too filled up and she too cried along with her, finally today all the barriers were shed between them and they found their sisterly love in each other's arms again..

Maan didn't like to see Geet cry but he knew the tears which are shedding from her eyes today are due to happiness , the happiness which she wanted to feel from so long , she wanted Nishi to drop her guards and pour her heart in front of her and today she did..

Nishi- i'm sorry Geet..she was still blabbering this..while geet took her in her arms and consoled her by ranting that she was not the culprit...she should not blame herself...

Nishi was tired because of the mental pressure and finally finding her solace in his sister's arms she calmed, her heavy eyes closed to capture some sleep in this moment of comfort and peace...

Finding her sleepy , geet properly settled nishi on the bed and patted her to sleep.., she looked at her lovingly..

Geet- wish i could remove your pain..., at the same moment she felt the comforting hand of Maan on her shoulder

Maan- geet..., with teary eyes Geet looked at him, while maan wiped her tears..enough Geet..now no more..and about Nishi you should happy that finally she spoke about her sufferings to you..

Geet(in chocked voice)- i'm..ha..happy!

Maan- so stop crying!, he kissed her forehead

Vicky- oops sorry!, said Vicky , who just entered there at that moment, i came at wrong time..

Maan left geet and looked at Vicky

Maan- you here?

Vicky- yes..but the condition of the room grabbed his attention..anything happened here?, then his eyes landed on Nishi, who was sleeping on bed, worried about her he went close to her.., what happened to her?
Maan- don't worry..nothing much!

Vicky- but all this?

Geet- she opened up Vicky..

Clueless Vicky looked at Geet , not understanding her words but seeing her smile he somewhere understood what she is talking about..

Vicky- really..she did?, he looked at both , to which both nodded their head, getting a poistive response Vicky was really happy, he looked at Nishi..finally!

Maan- i'm sure now her treatment would not be so difficult..by the way why you came here?

in his happiness Vicky forget about his reason of coming there..

Vicky- oh yes..Geet Meera is calling you for some help and bro dadima is calling u to supervise some arrangements before the baarat..

Geet- i can't go leaving Nishi all alone..

Vicky- you go Geet..i will look after Nishi..., hearing his reply Maan was bit surprise and he looked at his younger brother..

Geet- but you..

Vicky- don't worry i have completed my responsiblities of marriage and i'm free now..

Geet- but..

Maan- Geet..leave him if he says he will look after nishi then let him, Maan said while looking at Vicky only which made Vicky bit uncomfortable and he averted his gaze from him while maan continued , you go and help Meera , its her big day afterall..

So, after giving Nishi's responsibility to Vicky Maaneet left to fulfill their respective responsiblites , soon the day turned into evening, Yash was grandly welcomed by Meera's family, after the exchange of garland and some other rituals , the bride was asked to join the groom in madnap, in all these happenings geet stood beside meera and helped her ,after making her sit in mandap she took a sigh of relief..

Soon the mantars started , Yash filled Meera's forhead parition with sindoor and tied mangalsutra around her neck, making her his forever...,seeing these rituals today Geet felt an emptiness around her neck and in her forhead, she missed her marriage symbols today..., she was lost in thoughts when she felt a tap on her shoulder which brought her back ..

Maan- Geet..still worried about Nishi..i told you na..everything will be sorted now..

Geet-no i was not thinking about Nishi..

Maan- then?

Geet-nothing..

Maan- but..

Geet- shh Maan..let me enjoy their marriage!

Nervous about this part..hope you all like it...