RECAP : Her gaze was fixed on ground , and his words sinking in her ... she knew she had to answer all these questions someday and to save herself from those questions she isolated herself .. no one will trust her , even if she tells .. ..
" answer me , y r u silent now ? ok , I will go ... and I m going "
PART 12
He push her back and she was too weak to bear his strong push due to high fever , so tremble and was about to hit the floor when he hold her in time ..
He inhale a sharp breath , calming himself , she falls on the haystack on her knees ,silently , while he put her head on his chest ... she don't react or say anything... as if she is deaf , she didn't listen what he just said ..
His own words started haunting him , he knew he said too much , but first time he was instigated to this extent .. he wanted her to share her pain with him , cry for once to remove all pain ... But she did otherwise ...
It was almost an hour and she didn't react , or say anything , even no tears .. she was still sitting in same position with her head on his chest ... He didn't want this , he knew she is hurting herself by doing this ...
" baby plz , don't do this .." he trace fingers in her hairs .
" plz react , shout at me , answer me back .. but don't do this " he tilts his head down to get view of her face ... she was blinking her eyes , but no answer ..
" don't answer anything , but plz get back to ur own self "
" r u listening ? punish me , I know u r angry at me .. but ... ?"
She get her head off , and walks outside ... he follows without saying anything ... she jumps into the lake , he gets more worried , don't know what she is gonna do now ...
" come out u have fever , plz don't hurt urself , plz forgive me "
But she dives in and start swimming , towards mid where water was deep , and then sits on the large rocky stone in the middle of lake .. he removes his shirt and goes in , then joins her ...
She was shivering with cold , and due to her fever too , he makes her sit between his legs , giving her support ... tracing fingers in her long wet hairs .. which were open like always
" main khud ko princess nahi samajhti " [ i dont consider myself a princess ] she finally speaks ... he looks down to see her , what she actually mean ..
" main jaanti hun , main princess nahi ho sakti , tu theek kehta ha " [ u right .. i cant be the princess]
" main ne bht sab keh dia us k liye I m really sorry , plz aisay khud ko ..." [ sorry i said too much .. i m really sorry ..plz dont do this to urself]
" kuch galat nahi kaha tu ne ... main bhul gai apna naam , apni identity , meri koi identity nahi ha " [ u didnt say anything wrong , i forgot my own name .. my identity .. i have no identity ]
He never felt any word this much bitter , but his own words now, felt like pricking his heart ...
" don't repeat my words plz ..."
" mere liye koi prince nahi aay ga ,tab bhi nahi aaya jab muje us ki zarurat thi , jab muje andhere se dar lagta tha " [ no prince came for me .. even he didnt come when i needed him ..when i feared darkness ]
He couldn't believe , she ever feared dark , who don't fear to kill , once feard darkness ... but he let her speak .. he already said much ...
" muje har roz aisay hi bukhaar( fever ) hota tha , jab andhere main janwaron ( animals) ki awaazain aati thi ,.. jab main khud ko bachanay k liye paani main kud jaati thi "[ i used to have fever every night , when i feared darkness .. when the sounds of wild animals used to come .. when i jumped in water to save myself .. ]
He couldn't imagine , what she went through all alone ... but she is telling him something, he wanted to know ..
" main har roz yahaan baith jaati thi , issi jagah , saari raat , muje lagta tha paani main koi janwar muje kuch nahi karay ga" .. [ i used to sit on this rock daily ,every night .. i thought no animal can harm me in water]
" Bj mujhe princess kehta tha but mera prince nahi aaya , un stories ki tarha , jo bj muje sunaata tha " [ bj used to call me princess , but my prince never came ,like stories he used to narrate me ]
her voice was chocking with the lump formed in her throat ..
It was more then enough of pain for him ... he couldn't handle more , all this was so heart wrenching , n her condition was getting more worse recalling all those painful momentsof past , she didn't deserve this much pain .. he cursed himself of saying all that , her pain was making him weak , but he needed to b strong for her , that too in this condition , when she was so vulnerable and he was the reason himself ...
" jab muje bhook lagti thi to khana nahi hota tha ... muje jungle se kuch nai milta tha , aur ..." [ when i felt hungry , i didnt find anything in jungle and ... ]
" bus , main nahi janna chahta, [ i dont want to know anymore ] plz don't say anymore , I cant bear this right now"
" tu ne kaha main koi nahi hun tere liye, phir kun nahi chala jaata mujhe chod k , kun mere baaray main janna chahta ha ?? " [ u said , m nothing for u .. then y dont u go ? y u want to know about me ? ]
" pata nahi , main nahi jaanta , but ur world haunts me ... I cant live peacefully in my own mansion , with my own family "
" wo ... " [ hmm , n ]
" shhh , ander chalo " [ shh !! lets go in ]
" main yahaan kuch der aur ..." [ i wan to sit here for some more time ..]
" nahi , baad main baith jaen gay , tum theek nahi ho ,plz ander chalo " [ no !! we will sit later , u r not well , please lets go in ] she finally agrees and both go back ...
...
he gives her one of anarkali. to wear ...
"yeh kahaan se aay ?" [ where did these come from ?]
" main laaya hun , tumhaaray liye " [ i brought for u ]
" tu kun laaya ? main aisay achi nai dikhti ??" [ y u brought ? dont i look good like this ?]
There was too much of sadness in past few hours , now no more .. he didn't like her weak self .. he loved the carefree one ..
" tumhain inners main dekhne se muje koi problem nahi ha " [ i dont have any problem to see u in ur inners ] he winks , followed by magical smile ...
" chal , bahar ja, muje change karna ha " [ ok go out .. i have to change ]
" haan to mere samne kar lo " [ so ?? do infront of me ] .. he was active in his flirt nature this time ...
" hero , muje inners b change karnay hain , yeh bheeg gay hain " [ hero i have to change inners too .. these r wet ]
" jaldi se ok .." [ ok hurry up ]
" kun meeting main jaana ha ??" [ y ? do u have meeting ?]
" arrey nahi bus wese hi " [ no its nothing ]
" haan , theek ha, ab ja " ... [ ok , now go ]
He goes out and wear his shirt , n waits for her to come out ... after five minutes she don't come back ... he couldn't wait anymore so goes in , and there she stood , having her back toward him ,struggling with her zipper which got stuck in her hair ...
Hearing footsteps she looks back quickly , n he loose himself in her looks .. she looked gorgeous in that white anarkali .. even without any makeup or accessories she looked so divine ..
He comes close ,
" hero , yeh to band hi nahi ho rahi mere se , " [ hero , i m not able to zip it ] he comes more close ..
" tu nikal de ga ?" [ will u do it ?] he don't say anything , just pull her toward him , she hit his body , he unzips the half that was done ... she feels his hand roaming on her back n steps back quickly ..
" kya kar raha ha ?? " [ what r u doing ?] he was lost in her ... she pokes his forehead , he comes back to his senses ..
"hmm ?"
" yaar hero ,tu to romeo ban gya ha , aisa karti hun tera naam romeo rakh deti hun " [ hero u became romeo , i must name u romeo now ] she giggles ...
He gives a weird expression " romeo ?? no ways ... hero hi theek ha " [ no ways , hero is ok ]
" acha chal zip band karay ga k nai ??" [ok will u zip it or not ?]
" hmm ,kar deta hun ." [ hmm i will ]
" aur haan ,touch karney ki zarurat nahi ha "🤣 [ and yes .. there is no need to touch 😆] ... he get embarrassed at his own actions and her straight forwardness ..
She turns and he quicky zips , before he loose again ... he gets her chunri n place it around her neck properly ...
" u look beautiful " ,
" sachii ,?? [ really ?]
" hmmm ," he says lifting his eyebrows
" muje pehlay se pata tha " [ i already knew it ]
" kya ??? " [ what ]
" I look beautiful " ( overconfident 😆)
He chuckles ,, she always have something to answer back ...
"acha suno , ab medicines le lo " [ ok now take ur medicines ]
" wo to main laayi hi nai " [ but i ddint bring my medicines ]
" haan tum to kabi apni care nahi karo gi na .. main laaya hun " [ i know u dont care about urself , i brought for u ]
" tu medicines b le aaya "? [ u brought medicines too ?]
" haan , tum mansion se raat ko bina btaay aa gai , aur back wall per blood marks b dekhe the main ne , tum aisa kun karti ho apne saath " [ yes . u came from mansion last night , with out telling ... y u do this to urself ?]
" wo muje yahaan aana tha aur tera guard aanay nahi de raha tha " [ haan !1 i had to come here , but ur guard wasnt allowing me ]
" to muje bol deti " [ u could have asked me ]
" tu muje aanay deta ??" [ would u have allowed me ?]
He was silent as he knew if she asked him he would have never let her come back in that condition ..
" kahaan ha medicines ??" [ where r medicines ?]
she looks at other packets ... did he get all these for her ?/
" yeh sab mere liye laaya ha ??" [ did u bring all these for me ?]
" haan " [ yes ]
" 1 kaafi nahi tha kya ?" [ wasnt one enough ]
" nahi wo sab achay lagay is liye le aaya , muje laga yeh sab tum pe suit karain gay " [ no , i liked and i thought these all would suit u ]
" hero itna sab kuch..." [ hero , this much ?? ]
" ab aik aur sawal nahi , , medicines le lo aur kuch der so jao " [ on now no more questions .. take ur medicines , and sleep for some time ]
" par abi din k time .. " [ but its day time ?]
uff !! she argues too much
" tum raat bhar nahi soi na ,ab so jao " [ u didnt sleep whole night .. now sleep ]
She take medicines making bitter cute faces ..
" tuje office main kaam ho ga na ?? tu ja main so jaon gi " [ u must have work in ur office .. go i will aleep ]
" tum kuch der yeh sab kehna band kar sakti ho ???? [ could u stop saying all this for some time ]
" haan wo ... " [ yes ,but ... ]
" shhh ..so jao ". [ shh!! sleep ] .. he makes her lay on his lap ...
" kitni weak dikh rahi ho na tum .." [ u r looking so weak ]
" tu chahta ha main moti ho jaon ?? moti cow ??" [ u want me to be fat cow ??
He smiles " not that way, chalo ab koi baat nahi " [ no that way ... now sleep ..no more talking ]
She don't say anything ... just keep looking into his eyes , laying on his lap , she feels his eyes have many unsaid emotions...
After sometime she doze off on his lap due to the affect of medicines ... he brush his fingers in her hair .. she looks so innocent while sleeping ... he promise himself to give her life of a princess .. she deserves to b treated as a princess ... what she shared with him was too painful , but now she will surely get what she dreamt of ..
NEXT : PART : 13
Precap :
"to theek ha , tu jab chahay yahaan aa sakta ha , mujh se milne "
He smiled whole heartedly ... hugging her side ways .finally he succeded in first step .. he knew its gonna b difficult but interesting too ... .
" thank u .."
did anyone imagine maneet sitting on rock , in the mid of lake all alone 😆.. romantic ..isnt it 😆😉 chalo do post ur reviews and hit likes , so that i update next part jaldi jaldi 😆😛
and this one update , is mixture of emotions ..hain na ?😉
Edited by abba12 - 10 years ago
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