Did I read correct? You had initially planned to make MG reunite after Geet's college? 😲 Aditi, trust me I would have happily killed you had you done that. With no regret whatsoever. Damn, how could you even plan that in the first place? Wasnt 6-7 months enough a punishment for Maan? Also it would have looked a forced separation cos there was nothing Geet needed after the closure she had with her parents. Closure with Armaan was something she could have got even after meeting Maan. She was anyways aching to be with Maan right after she met her mother and spend time with her. So you in fact saved yourself from getting killed from me. I had anyways talked about Maan the most despite his scenes being so less in last couple of updates. So Im glad you cut short the prolonged separation and have MG meet finally.
Now coming to the update, it was a hell emotional, painful, heart breaking and intense than I had thought. I had somewhere imagined their meeting just like you had planned, with loads of crying and consoling each other, apologizing and forgiving. But I never thought I would be crying for Maan so much. That guy had suffered and only suffered when he wasnt even at fault at most of the places. He endured all pain as his punishment silently which was worse.
The start itself was so forming the lump in my throat. He dint cleaned his penthouse from the dinner date they had 7 months back just to have Geet's last touch near him. Height of loving someone with such madness. The way he blasted on receptionist, gosh never thought he was capable of such anger.
But what tore at my heart was him think he was hallucinating Geet. I know his state made Geet cry more but I guess it was needed for her to know how exactly he lived for these 7 months. He was not just emotionally losing but mentally too he was getting affected as he started to grow insecure and feared that Geet will probably never return and he will have to live without her with the guilt of killing his own brother. His reaction on seeing her was heart wrenching but needed for Geet. Plus it was written so beautifully that I really felt goosebumps rising when he actually laughed and said he should hang out with Dev more. It was creepy to say the least. He dint wanted to even touch her thinking she might disappear and then you give a note at the end of the update saying you had planned to make them meet after Geet's college? Seriously? I would have so murdered you Aditi. You give such a heart breaking renuinion after 7 months then I dont even want to entertain the thought what would have happened had they really met after her college? I would have surely stopped shipping Geet with Maan saying she was underserving. So really, thank you for not dragging this separation. It made me super happy.
That kiss was divine. You described it so so beautifully.
I knew so, I had felt that Maan was on the verge of giving up hope. So Im glad Geet came back before it was too late for Maan to accept her back. Im glad she wasnt late in returning back to him.
Im yet again amazed by your writing and my feelings. Usually I feel a lot whenever Geet cries. No doubt she suffered too, she is in guilt to see Maan in such a state, feel herself undeserving of his unconditional love, doubt her own love for him and most of all feel blessed to be loved by a person who has a golden heart and only love to shower on her inspite of her giving only pain. She cried even more for all the love she missed from her parents, for Armaan death, for her separation with Maan, for having Maan love her so crazily yet my heart went for Maan when he was alarmed seeing Geet in tears and the questions he threw her way. "Geet what's wrong shona? Did I do anything wrong? Did I hurt you? Do you need something? Do you want me to go?"
He cried with her seeing her cry. The scenes were just making me chocked with emotions. Geet got the shoulder to cry on to as always. Maan was ever ready to provide all the care and support she needed from him.
Just why Aditi? Why have you made him like this for? You really cant blame me for being so ridiculously bias towards Maan. Its all your writing. The way you write Maan's scenes, emotions, feelings, dialogues; they force me to be bias.
I like how they wiped each others first. I also liked how Geet was so comfortable with his close proximity even after meeting after 7 months. Instead of any awkwardness they were relax having each other so close.
Even after such a long separation he was justifying her reasons when she kept saying she dint deserve him. He truly is a man from another world. He just cant be from planet earth. His generosity and big heartedness who forgives people without as much they even apologizing is so unreal. I have never even experienced such unreal good people in real life and dont even wish too. I can never handle such goodness of any people in real life so its good that its in a fiction that Im reading about such a man who simply never as much complains.
Glad Geet shut him from speaking he killed Armaan. Finally it was her time to console him and give the support he needed but never recieved.
True, if Geet dint grieved for Armaan's death then Maan dint too. Both had kept n's death then Maan dint too. Both had kept him bounded with themselves refusing to let go. Both tried moving after they met after 4 years of Armaan's death. Maan might have his selfish reasons to be close to Geet but he did healed her knowingly and she healed him unknowingly. She finally managed to let go of Armaan when she accepted she loves Maan. But Maan was still in guilt. Her pain returned with Maan's truth but still she had few positive things in her life whereas Maan was pushed more into guilt, first of killing Amy, then breaking Geet's trust and then Geet telling him on his face that he indeed killed her Armaan. But at the end she got Armaan's diary which in all real self set her free. But Maan? He was still suffering, right from the start he only suffered with no peace at all. So Im thankful that Geet came and set him free from all the guilt he was living in for 6 bloody long years.
Her few words meant so much for him. He thought she forgave him cos she loves him but again Im glad that Geet made him understand why she blamed him for Armaan's death first but why she does not consider him as Armaan's killer now. It was all human psychology but in her heart she knew Armaan's death was purely accidental.
The way he cried at the end was my limit of controlling my tears. I cried with him really. I guess it was the first time he would have cried with all his heart, releasing all his pent up emotions of 6 long years which he had locked up in his heart. Only Geet was capable of this, only her. For the first time, she supported when he cried, she gave her shoulder to cry on. For the first time she gave something to him knowingly and with all her heart. I cant explain the beauty of this particular scene Aditi. Cos everytime I have only read Geet's pain, tears, her parents, Armaan, her reasons for first not accepting Maan, her reasons of leaving him,her healing process; everything was about her. Maan had most of time given willingly to her to help her out but this was probably the first time Geet was playing Maan's role.
Still after everything the guy asked if she forgives him. Kya hoga iska? Sigh. He is a hopeless case to me.
From Geet's pov, it was really true, she dint need to hear his part of the story. Its truly not important now. Armaan'a diary was enough to answer all her queries she had.
Finally the ordeal and separation is over.
It made me so happy to see them eating together and being close to each other. And finally going to a peaceful sleep.
The confrontation was beautifully written. It had every emotions and it made me a lot emotional. I have no idea what bakwaas I did in my comment. So if something goes above your head please ignore.
-Sanjana!
Edited by BrainEaterOwl - 10 years ago
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