Ruthless Rejection-Last chap@99/ Dec-08. - Page 16

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Chap-5

'Don't cry geet, don't shed your precious tears for him, he is not worth it at all. All he does and has always been doing since you have met him is hurting you, but now enough is enough I won't let him hurt me more. I was drained emotionally and physically completely and so decided to finally freshen up and head for the dinner as my stomach was growling in hunger. Now I am not gonna torture myself for the heartless man at all. He cares a damn for me and so do I am going to do from now on. His ruthless rejection had already broken me from inside enough, that a lifetime will also be not enough to heal my inner wounds. And now I am gonna reject him ruthlessly, what does he think of himself huh? He is a perfect man and I am a helpless imperfect maiden in distress. That's never gonna happen he is not a knight in shinning armour nor am I a damsel in distress. I am gonna quietly perform my duty till maa gets fine and wakes up and then I am gonna leave this place forever never to return back. I have understood finally that what I have to do further in my life and it would be for myself only. I am gonna dedicate my entire life to god, I will give up worldly pleasures, the feeling of lust and love everything that binds me to this unworthy world and to that man I am gonna give up. I will be transforming myself to a nun. And will be leaving this life forever with all the feelings and desires. The decision was made and I made my way to downstairs for the dinner, deciding from then on to start following the rules. So I skipped heavy dinner and rather got myself a very simple meal. The thought of dedicating my life and soul to God Almighty brought a sudden calmness in my heart. A new zest to get my maa fit and fine and then my life with my God was all I had and now there was no place of maan singh khurana in my life or any other for that matter nor that I had before. But my future was crystal clear in my mind. But first and foremost I have to find maan, only to let him go forever from my life by forgiving him and asking for forgiveness in return as my heart won't be able to keep any grudges , while leaving my past life.'

'Wiping my lips I got up only to get halted in my tracks once agan with his deep voice, which held regret and pain this time.'

'I am sorry geet, forgive me plzzz...I was...'

'Before he could finish his sentence I made my way towards him sensing his smell and replied back in a surprisingly calm voice.'

'I forgive you maan, and do forgive me too for my atrocious behaviour, it was really an unlady like act, I should have stopped.'

'No geet, you have done nothing to ask for forgiveness, in fact its me. I am the one responsible for all that happened.'

'Maan now let bygones be bygones, I just wish until my stay here till maa gets well. I hope we can be cordial with each other. That's my only wish maan, and I hope if you have ever considered me as your friend then you will abide by this and fulfil my only wish.'

'She smiled graciously yet I found her so much calmer than before. As if she had decided something really important. There was a kind of aloofness in her behaviour. That playful innocence was gone and I know damn right I was the reason for it. God what had I done in my stupidity. I wanted my old geet back and not this cold and aloof geet with all the warmness gone from her face and presence. '

'Maan, I just had my dinner and now I am feeling really tired and sleepy, hope you don't mind if I retire for the night. Good night maan and sleep well.'

'With those last parting words she returned to her chamber.'

Leaving me baffled and completely heart broken. I had wanted to talk to her and tell her and ask for her forgiveness. In fact I don't know but I really wanted to tell her the truth. I wanted her with me forever when she said she will leave me I died then and there. I have to tell her the truth now, no I can't stay away from her. I wanted to destroy the letter deliberately because I wanted to hide the truth from her but I couldn't find the letter but now I want to tell her the truth myself now and I just hope she believes me.'

'Now I will do whatever it takes me to mend our relationship, now no more sacrifices or hurt and pain.'

'With that determination I smiled after a long time and had my dinner , from tomorrow both of us gonna have everything together, and that's a promise geet from your maan.'

'On the other hand, geet finally slept peacefully after having her phone conversation with her landlady and conveying her decision of being a nun. She was a christian and she agreed to help her in this matter.'

'Once again both of them took another life changing drastic decisions, but this time it was the opposite. '

'Fate always plays an important role in our life and it was playing its part in the form of that letter, which was laying beside a small rose plant pot in the garden.'

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both took decisions about their but opposite to each other.