Suffered!! -MG OS- Pt-3 Pg-14 28/11

"Pappaa... where ish mama?"

Asked 2 year old Pari to her dad who is cuddling her close to his heart... What will her answer his baby... this question was asked by Pari 3 times a day... He always covers up saying mama is far away and will return... but how will she face the real truth when she hears that her mama is dead...how can she take the fact that her mama will never return back...

"Mama will come angel... she is far away now but she will come... okay... now sleep."

He cuddled her close to his heart feeling solace in her warmth... but his heart is still paining despite his pari is with him... but his geet is not with him now... she is no more... the mere thought brought darkness around him... but this is the truth his geet is not with him... a lone tear escaped from his eyes... even if he is with his angel but his soul is not with him... his geet is not with him...

After pari dossed off... he kept her on bed and covered with quilt... pecking her forehead he went to his dark room.. the room once which is used to be with full of colors and life now it is dark... he opened the door.. Still the aroma of his mishty is in this room.. the sound of her bangles and her soft smile... her unique laugh...everything of her is in this room... he never allowed anyone to enter this room after geet died...he switched on the light... there a huge portrait of his mishty smiling...he went near that and kissed her picture...

"Geet... why did you leave me? Why geet? Why this punishment for me?...please come back... I want you... I need you... I am not strong... I cannot act anymore...please geet... come back to me..."

He cried falling down on his knees...he cried for so long till his tears got exhausted... he is nothing but a dead soul... only he will smile and laugh with his angel... but he is now totally broken without his geet... why destiny played a cruel role in their lives... everything was perfect... he loved his mishty from childhood.. she was his princess... everything from the school days to college he was with her... he fell in love with her each day... then after their studies they both got married.. Everything was perfect... he still remembered the day when geet told him that she was pregnant... he still remembered the way she told him the blush, her rosy plum cheeks.. he lifted her and twirled feeling so happy...he took extra care of her... she was pampered by his mom and dadi... the day of delivery came... he cursed himself and planned not to have another baby just hearing his mishty's screams... then he heard his pari's cry... his family was completed...

But that day... the most dreadful day of his life... After 1 year of pari's birth geet said she has to meet her mom and dad... maan felt something bad is going to happen... he asked her to stay back... but geet was to stubborn that she drove her car alone to her parents place... till that night he didn't get any call from her... his insides started to tremble... he called her numerous times but her mobile was switched off even she didn't reach her parents place... then he got the call saying that geet's car crashed from the mountain and everything gone to ashes...his world crashed that day... he became numb to the surroundings... He became a dead man... he even didn't cry that day... his mom, dad even dadi tried but he didn't even open his mouth... Then he heard cry of his angel... that cry brought him back to reality... he cuddled her closer and cried his heart out that day... from that day onwards his tears never dried... he cried everyday remembering his mishty...

He engaged himself in work... he only spends time with his pari... otherwise he has become stone...his parents and dadi got worried seeing his condition... They cannot bring geet back... but they have to bring their son back... so they decided to get him married again...but it is not easy task for them... when they asked maan's fury was like volcano... he burst blasting everyone...

"Maan... how many years you're going to be like this?... don't you think you need your own life and also pari needs a mother?"

"Stop it dadi... JUST SHUT UP... I don't want anyone... my pari has her dad... so just stop it"

He roared...

"Maaan... if you don't accept to this marriage then you will see our dead body.."

His mother blackmailed him... at first he denied and went to his room... then he heard shouting of his dad and his dadi when he came out he saw his mom lying in the kitchen in the pool of blood... they carried her to the hospital... She again asked him... he cannot say no to her... so he accepted for second marriage...he is getting married to sameera his childhood friend... who was his and geet's best friend...

He accepted because he knows if he marry other girl that girl expects his love which he cannot give... he cannot love anyone... sam know everything about him... so he spoke to her first telling that he cannot love her.. sam accepted without any complain... he was thankful to her...

It was the day of the marriage... he is sitting silently... he is not feeling good today... he don't want this marriage to happen... but he cannot do anything...his mom came and asked him to come down... he went down and sat at the mandap... pari was in his dadi's arms playing with her... Sam also came and sat next to him...

He started to do the rituals... but he is not liking it... he remembered the time of his marriage... how he loved that day... his mishty was looking the most beautiful bride in this whole world... her blush and her naughty looks made him hard to control himself... the way he put the jaimala on her the way he tied the mangalsutra and filling her maang with sindoor... everything he captured in his heart...but now he is going to do same thing for another woman was making him dead... he was numb to the surroundings... he was just lost in his mishty's memories... Then time to time he capture glance at pari who is stretching her hands towards him... he wanted her to be with him but he cannot...he is not at all happy on what is going around him... His heart is refusing to do each and everything... But he is tied with his promise...