ESSENCE OF LOVE-PART -155
Part-155
Geet continued while Maan stood stunned and baffled hearing her, which he never in his dreams thought about it . He allowed her to open up fully.
Geet:- Maan mai phirse unn saare khubsorat pal me jina chahthi hu,.. pata hai Maan,.. jab se hum Ankitha ko ghar leke aye tab se mere man me ye ehsaas honelagi ki mai kya khogayithi,.. Maan har aurat ki zindagi me ye bahut khubsoorat aur mahatvpurn pal hotha hai ,..per uss wakth mere pass koi nahi hai maan meri khush me shaamil honeki auri baat neki , koi nahi hai mere pass mere choti choti kwaishe pure karnewaale,.. koi nahi hai maan ,.. mai akelithi,. Pata nahi chala kaise mai ye jimmedari puri ki ,..ye khushi tho mai kabhi mehsoos nahi karpaayi,..ladayi ,.. zindagi ki ladayi,.. kaise mai bachhon ko pal sakthi hu? Kaise mai unki dekhbhall karsakthi hu? Yahi sangharsh me mai kuch mehsoos nahi karpaayi.
Aur Dishu ke wakth bhi mujhe ye ehsaas nahi hua,..shaayad tab aap nahi the mere pass,.. per ab ye armaan mujhe nahi chode rahe Maan kyunki ab aap mere saath hai .. aur hum ek shaadi shuda zindagi jee rahe,.. shaayad iskilye meri ander ki ye kwaish ab baahar arahe,.."maine bahut khoshish ki Maan,.. bahut ,. Apne app ko samjhane ki bahut koshish ki,. "log kya sochega? Dunia aur society kya kahega? Khaas kar ke Arpitha aur Ankitha per kya beethegi ? kya wo humare bacche ko apnasakthe?ye sochkar mai apni aap ko samjhaneki bahut khoshish ki ,.. per mere ye armaan har pal mujhe me aur badnelagi ,.. mai kya karu Maan?she looked at him with full of hope and expectations in her eyes while Maan stood like that listening her trauma and turmoil trying to understand her ,.. don"t know wat to say her never thought before about this.
" ek taraf dekho tho Geet ka ye khwaish sahi hai ,.. Maa bannna har aurat ka haq hai isse koi tall nahi saktha,. He too never deny her wish ,.. even in his dreams ,.he never want it. Duseri taraf,.. iss umar me geet conceive karna thik hai?unki sahat keliye ye thik hai? Bahut pblms face karnai padegi,.. . he is witnessing how Annie is suffering due to her late pregnacy ,.. Geet keliye tho wo aur bhi mushkil hosakthi hai ,.. kya wo bare kar sakthe ye sab ,.he cannot loose her har kiss nahi . cannot live without her,.. dar lagraha hai,... abhi abhi badi mushkil se unhe ek family milgayi ,.. only he knows how much they had to face to be one ,. Kitne saare pblms aur hurdles ko par karna pada ,. Kitna samjana pada sab ko, he is not ready to loose all ,.. he feared to loose his Geet and his family ,.. khass karke for this petty reason ,. Like khud ka khoon ki baccha ,.. aur khandan ki waaris,.. khud ki aulad ,.etc,,.etc,.. he don't believe in all these ,. ,.. isa nahi hai ye bacche nahi chahthe ,. he don't bother wat people say ,.. he never bothered about them and he proved it by marrying her, ,..,.. .. For him his family is completed , he has accepted them as his children long back whole heartedly ..no need to extend it ,khaas kar ke Geet ki health ko daav pe laga ke ,. He is not ready to loose her ,.. cannot live without her ,..
Aur kayi sawaal chalrahe hai inki man me..he is worrying about Arpitha and Ankitha,..how they will take it ?will they accept their baby? He know how much possessive they are regarding Geet ,..it took lot of effort to manofy them to marry her ,..then again why this pblm? Wat happens if they don't accept their child? Again the same pblm ,.".this southeli ,.. southeli," all ready they have faced a lot . They losed a lot ,.. then why again go through this and put the baby also in this same?
But,.. how can he deny her ,.. he is dieing to deny her ,.. how can he? How can he say no to her? It drained all his strength ,.. a lot affort to reject her wish,. Her each and each word his command ,.. hamesha sirankhomper ,.. phir ab kya bolega wo ?he groaned inward in great pain ,.. pain to say no to her to see her in disappointment and in devatrated,.. he now seeing her how she netted her dreams around him and his baby ,.. pain to shatter her dreams ,.. no he cannot do it ,.. not in this life ,.. but he has to ,.. he has to for the better of her and his family.
Maan:-He took her face in his hands ,.. not sure how can he make her convince and understand,.. he gulped down his lumping throut,.."Misty ,.. he called her in voice that depicting his pain ,.. mai ,.. mai samajsaktha hu ki thumper kya guzarthi hai ,.. aur mai thumhari wo saare khushi phirse dena chahtha hu ,. Thumhe hameaha khushi dekhna chahthahu ,.. hamesha muskurathe hue dekhna chahtha hu,. Per misty ,.mai tho already papa ban chukka hu ,. Apni dono betia merliye kaafi hai,.. ab humari family pura hogaya geet ,.. mai aur kuch nahi chahtha hu,.. mai nahi chahthahu ki isi wajese humari family me kuch daraar, unban paida ho,..Geet thum jaanthe hona hum dono ye "southeli ,.. southeli " pblm se kitna kuch khoya hai,.. kitna kuch bardash karna pad hume ,.. bahut sahna pada hume,. Kya phir se inper guzarna jaruri hai kya ? humare bachhe ko bhi ye sab sahna jaruri hai kya ?Arpitha aur Ankitha thumhe leke bahut possesive hai,.ye hum jaanthe hai ki unkeliye thumhe mere saath share karna kitna pblm hua ,.. badi mushkil se hum unhe manaya is shaadi keliye ,. Ab unper ek aur dabaav lagana thik nahi hai ,.. unkeliye shayad ye badi mushkil hoga,..mai ye nahi sah paunga geet unhe jarasabhi takleef ho ye mai bardaash nahi karsaktha ,.. agar wo humare bacche ko apna nahi karpaaye tho ? socho geet ye sab jaruri hai kya?mai khush hu geet ,.. job hi mere pass hai unse mai bahut khush hu .
"Aur dusera aur sabse jaruri baat ye hai ki thumhari sahat ,.. ab is umar me thum ye sab nahi sahpavogi,.. mujhe thum jyaada important ho ,.. mere liye sab se ehmiyat thum ho geet,. Mai baaki puri zindagi sirf aur sirf thumhare saath jina chatha hu,.. mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye,.. ye khud ki khoon ki aulad ,. Khaandaan ki waris ye sab mere liye ahmiyat nahi hai ,.. kuch maine nahi raktha mereliye,.. jinahi saktha mai thumhare bina,. Mai sirf a happy family life jina chatha hu ,.. misty mujhe maaf,...
Geet kept her palm on his mouth stoping him saying maafi, ,.. mai bilkul thik hu Maan ,.. kuch nahi hoga mujhe ,.. ek maa bannekeliye kya jaruri hai wo sab hai mujhe me ,.. mai ye sab bare karsakthi hu ,.. 9 mahine mai humari bachhe ko meri kok me pal sakthi hu ,..ek healthy baby desakthi hu mai aapko ,.. maan mai humari pyaar ko ek zindagi desakthi hu ,..mai kaabil hu maan iskeliye,..
Maan aap kyu isa soche rahe ki Arpitha , Ankitha humari bache ko nahi apnayenge? Aapne unhe apnaya ,.. pura dil se unhe apki bachhe maanliya ,..bahut pyaar diya aapne unhe ,.. sab kuch diya aap unhe ,..ek pita mila unhe ,. Phir wo kyu nahi apnayega humari bache ko? Aur kisi ko apnane keliye,. Pyaar karnekeliye,.. mamatha baat ne keliye wo apni khoon ka ristha hone ki jaruri nahi hai,... ye baat aapne saabit karke dikhaya Maan,..aapne unhe sab kuch di. ab unki baari hai,.. aapkeliye aur humare liye kuch karna ,..Maan cut her middle
Maan:- Ye thik nahi hai geet kisi se isa kuch expect karna ,.. ki mai ne kuch kiya badle me thum kuch karo,.. hum kisi per isa dbbav nahi dlsakthe ,. Apnapan tho dil se honi chahiye ,.. kisi ki force se nahi ,.aur mai Arpitha aur Ankitha ko bahut pahle hi apnaliya jab humari pyaar ki khahani shuru hue nahi tab se ,..thum aur thumhari family ,.. aur bacche sab ki beech pyaar ,.. ek dusere keliye itna laggav izzat ,.. mamatha thum sab ki beechi ye khubsoorat bandhan ,.. mai unse bahut pasand hue,.. aur mai inme se ek banna chatha tha,.. thumhari family me shaamil hona chahtha tha ,.. humari pyaar bad me hua hai geet ,..isiliye ye sab mereliye itna aasan bangaya,.. per har kisi ko isa nahi lagtha,.. har kisi ko apna apna soch hothi hai apna perspectives hothe hai ,,..isa unper dabaav dalna thik nahi hai.
"Geet mai thumhari har baat ko maansaktha hu ,..siva ye,.. mujhe samajhneki khoshish karo misty[ he kept hs face in her crook of neck unable to see her devastated state hearing his rejection,..fearing to see in her hope full eyes ,..knowing how much she breaks] mai thumhe wo saari khushi desktha hu ,.. thumhari har kwaish pur karsaktha hu ,.. bus iski alawa,.. thum jobhi mango mai khushi khushi desaktha hu" Maan said this succumbing her all hopes shattering her by his denial,.eyes floading rivers by his this rejection.
Her condition and pain making Maan vulnerable ,.. not able to see her like this inki ankhome aasu kaise bardash karsakthe hai wo?He cupped her face and wiped her tears but they never stopped,.. he hugged her begging her to leave this and understand his fears,.. he is saying sorry repeatedly ,.. I am sorry misty ,.please ,. Maaf karo mujhe ,..try to understand me ,..
But she is no where to stop . then he decided to sop this truce.
Maan:- thik hai ,.. mai do sharat per thumhari baat maanjaatha hu.
Geet looked at him as a ray of hope poped in her face.
Maan:- palhe hum bachhonse baat karthe hai ,.. agar unhe iss baat per jarasabhi takleef hue tho thumhe ye khayaal yaha chodna hoga,..
Aur dusera,.. kal hum dr. se milke unki advice lethe hai ,.. agar dr. ne 1% bhi risk bole tho tabbhi thum ye idea drop karna hoga ,.. manjoor hai thumhe?
Geet nodded her head still not satisfied , this is a very big thing to her how can she shun it?
Maan:- ab rona band karo ,.. dekho ro ro ke kaise haal banarakha hai apne aapka ,.. muskurao ab,.. she smiled still in wet eyes praying her babaji to make everything perfect.
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