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Part 24
Only happiness he had.. he lost it because of his own battle within. The struggle within him... didn't let him move on. The wows bounding .. he didn't want to believe but couldn't let his rationality to rule.. guess his constitution didn't let him.. like some one said.
The pain took over. His heart bleed.. the past of losing everything he every loved.. or anyone who loved him tore him. He didn't know he was so week. He didn't know his heart was so fragile.. had he known he would have given in to her every word.. her every will..
Her teary eyes met his & followed to the cause of his pain. She gasped covering her mouth.. knowing how much he loved her. His cry to her that night was all about Sam. Geet had known their relation differently. She knew they have been together.. & he was delaying the wedding.. typical American desi scared to take wows. But deep with in she knew his heart was filled with only Sam. It would just take time before he discovers his love for her. But she expected Sam to be more stronger. The pain in her was so much a little pain to see him made her more vulnerable.
He rushed defeated forward tangled within. He slowly rested his head in her shoulders & crushed her into a hug. Silent tears slid down her cheeks as he broke down in her arms. He broke down in her arms yet again. Geet stood reluctantly.. her heart beating in sync with his hurt.
I can't live without her
she is my world, I so much need her
I can't think of my life without her
I was always scared that my one mistake & I may lose her. I have always been too scared to tell her. Aur aaj mainne ussen kho diya.
I was scared of hurting her.. I was scared of getting hurt.. thats why I could never tell her the truth. .. but it was the biggest mistake of my life. I just want to be with her. I am so scared.. I lost her. I feel this vacuum within me. I am so lonely.. I am so lonely geet he whimpered crushing her closer. He buried his face in her neck, his hands spread on her back pulling her closer.. or to feel her warmth all over. He didn't know how was he going to take this loneliness. He was longing to be freed of his guilt.. he wanted to live at least one day guilt free.. wanted to live one day without the burden of his past .. each day had been a fight within him. Today because of all his sin, he lost his everything.
He was getting mad at himself.. the emotions took over his pain.. his hands like had a will, demanded her more than she could give. She fluttered her lashes not sure how to compile.. she loosely rested her hand on his head.. softly caressing his back, the permission he needed to plant teary kisses on her shoulder. His heart wanted more than just that warmth... more than he could ask for. More than he himself could let go.. his fingers were shaky as it held the brim of her dupatta that rested on her shoulder. She held his hand with tears streaming down her face. He reached for her legs & lifted her in one swift moment.
(By the way she is wearing a suit.. mujhe pic nahi mila iss expression ke saat )
She pleaded him to let go. His eyes were lost in the depth of hazels..that always let him to easily slip into a moment were everything felt right.. even the worst sin seemed heavenly.. morally right. The feel was so serene like even brutal killing could be forgiven in her arms.
He slowly rested her down on the bed.. please.. though every inch want to absorb his pain.
meri zindagi .. he cut her.. meri di hui hain she felt helplessness at her limitation to sooth him
iss janam nahi.. she turned her head as he rested himself on her pinning her hand softly lacing his fingers to hers
jab taak yeh saans hain tab taak nahi she spoke tears running down.. not sure if she was crying of refusing him, or for accepting him.. or something within let going..
kyun nahi he was tired of this fight.. this running away.. this wrong.. this right
kyun nahi he leaned closer kissing the tears
she just got up resisting the lacing of the souls & walked to the window wrapping herself closer in her arms. He came behind & hugged her, wrapping her in a blanket his heart was raised but the madness was long lost in her embrace.
He placed soft kisses on her shoulder I didn't mean to hurt u
umm she said looking lost in the darkness
unsure why every happiness seemed worthless in front of his tears
she could trade anything to give him the peace he craved... like her worthless will get some meaning!
they stood like that for ever looking at the moon, bathing in the moon light.. their souls longing for the togetherness.. when they were already one.. thats why probably every thing felt so right. The two pieces that r supposed to be together missing each other.. still the calmness that stilled their heart was long lasting. The tranquil the soul missed since the last time they were together.
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muskan
Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
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