MG~NASHA # 4 LINK TO THREAD 5 pg/1 :) - Page 38

read at ur own risk dont be mad at me with the content!!!

PAST:

Nurse: Dr. juhi!! Geet ko hosh aagaya after months the nurse informed the doctor, who got damn happy listening to the news who had lost all the hopes to get geet back into the normal world. She went into the room where geet lied not less than a like a dead body. She looked everywhere except the people who were present around. The moment her eyes opened fully she found her mother's images around playing live and active. All she could do was to still lie limp as she had no energy in her body, not even to move any part!! Her head was aching badly while tears made way feeling helplessness within. She wanted to move!! Wanted to scream!! But she felt her body was completely shackled with agony. She wanted to end her life, for not being able to stand for her mother, for her sister. She could hear all the voices around!! But among those voices she clearly heard her mother's screams. Her body trembled with fear and guilt, she felt so impure within!! When her mother was giving herself to every random person just to save her she was living happily without any sense of the torment that lied in her mother. For a moment she thought how would it had been if she was in her mother's place?? She vomited blood thinking about it!! She felt that can be her punishment, after that she could atleast give away her life happily. All the while geet forgot that a mother is the god on the earth and its only her would selflessly love her child to no boundary.

PRESENT:

Doctor: Mr. Dev khurana jab tak yaha Maan singh khurana nahi aajate tab tak hum kuch nahi karsakte, its only he who can help us!! Warna geet ko bachana hamare bus ki baat nahi the doctor replied looking at the report of geet feeling bad for her condition. It was her mind which was making her vulnerable, her love for maan which was letting her to struggle for the life she had been cursed with death. She didn't want to live, die forever but before that her desire to die in HIS arms was letting her to fight against the fate. She for once needed to confess the truth to maan!! Tell him she did not kill the life in her, it was her mental imbalance but whatever it might be she couldn't forgive herself for it!! Her mother gave her life to save her and here she had killed her child!! That thought itself was enough for her to ignite the fire of selfhatred within.

Its Maan singh khurana doctor!!! A man walked in elegantly with attitude oozing out but more of a worried and tensed face

Dr: toh aapko ab fursat mili hai Maan khurana?? She is struggling for her life and after almost a week you come here?? He said in frustration!! The doctor for the first time felt it can be a miracle if geet is being saved from this and right now that miracle can be done only by maan!! He quickly recovered to mouth a sorry to maan knowing that it can cost him something he cant pay, but maan was lost in his thoughts looking at dev. That was really tuff on him to leave geet and now he couldn't just wait to meet her!! to take her in his arms!! Love her!! give her his life if needed!!... main geet se milna chahta hoon!! Maan said punching on the table scaring the doctor gazing dev for not telling him anything about geet's condition till now!! Yes they fought because of geet that doesn't give him any right to hide such big fact from him. Geet had always been an enigma to him but he loved her dammit!! So its him who has all right on her!! He owned her in every sense, mentally!! Physically!! He owned her existence!! Her form!! And how dare dev just tried to take geet's pain to himself something which only belonged to him!!

With in no time maan walked into the room where geet was admitted. His heart wrenched looking at the form of geet, wasn't it enough that they lost their baby and now she is fighting with life but what hit him hard was dev knows everything when it should be him and he had been with geet saving her in the turbulent times. A possessiveness ran through his senses and he simply wanted to take geet away from dev!! More than anything he wanted to take geet for himself, take her pain and give her the love she deserved.

Rafta rafta ho gayi Tu hi meri zindagi

Maan stood watching the unconsious form of geet who lay admist the those tubes and the blood that was being injected into her body through the bottle via a needle that was pierced into her wrist. He couldnt help but cry, he closed his mouth with both the palms feeling chocked with the sight!! He paced out in the corridor thinking while the doctors were holding her and she was screaming out his name again and again.

Rafta rafta ho gayi chaaron taraf roshni

Her screams made him to barge in but the doctor didn't want maan to come in at that point of time, they were treating her and it took them almost 7 to 8 men to drag maan out trying to console him.

Sajde mein tere sar hai, thoda sa dil mein darr hai

Maan remembered every single moment of their closeness, it was a punishment to her!! Is that a way one would punish oneself?? How hard it had been on her to just sleep around taking it as a punishment?? She might have died a hundred deaths!!

Kaise karoon main bayaan?

How would he expressed he felt sorry?? Will sorry stand the way he had taken away her everything?? That too from a girl who had been facing a mental imbalance problem?? Why couldn't his sharp mind make out the right and wrong???

Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa...

He didn't know he had actually pushed her into a far loom darkness that will eat her up!! What an irony he failed!! He failed to understand her mind why would he?? After all a bodily pleasure was concealing him stopping all his rational thoughts!! He felt ashamed of his acts, and of all he blamed her for the life which she couldn't protect!!

Rafta rafta ho gayi

After their little treatment of shocks maan was allowed inside, he pushed his hair behind seeing her so fragile and shivering body among the instruments that were saving her life!!

Chaahe deedar tera nazre jhuke bhi

She opened her eyes after a long time to see maan standing at the same place when he just entered into the room. She wondered from when he was like that, and for a while her heart almost stopped beating seeing him. Geet didn't even blink taking it to be an illusion of her, her blink will make him disappear from there.

Mere kadam chalna chahe ruke bhi

He took a step further towards her but the other leg was not letting him to go further!! Like she understood his turmoil geet tried to lift her hand to call him which was enough for maan to pace and hover her on the bed.

Lab bhi kuch kehna chahe

Both his hands rested on the either sides of the bed, his eyes trying to capture her blurred image. When those filled tears fell on geet's face, he saw her smiling at him.

Lekin gum hai sab baatein

What will he talk to her?? He felt chocked with millions of emotions running in his mind!! And then remembered the words of doctor

She is fragile right now don't break infront of her!! That can confine herself into a shell, let her cry out her pain to you!! Its only you who can read her mind and only after that we will be able to treat her

Gumsum si bhi hai zubaan

Maan did open his mouth to speak something!! Nothing came!! Except for the faint voice, he rested himself on her completely and hugged her madly caressing her, assuring himself with her presence.

Rafta rafta ho gayi tu hi meri zindagi
Rafta rafta ho gayi chaaron taraf roshni

Maan withdrew himself from her and made her to sit on the bed, still he did not talk except look at her pale face. All he could do was to capture her lips into his. Both of them did not know till when they kissed each other unaware of time and then geet separated herself from maan coughing blood on him

Sajde mein tere sar hai, thoda sa dil mein darr hai

His whole upper body became red with it and maan feared with the sight, she was smiling dammit!! How could she?? He didn't know when the doctors came and cleaned her, he just sat like a statue with those red clothes on his body.

Kaise karoon main bayaan?

Maan looked at himself in the mirror and then the shirt, he punched the mirror with his bare hands making the hospital staff to attend on him. He did not let anybody touch him, his misti's blood was floating too!! And it doesn't matter to him about himself anymore

Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa...
Rafta rafta ho gayi

Geet began to have the soap that maan was feeding, it had been two days since he came both of them did not speak to each other not even a single word.

Mera wajood ab tu mujhme hai shaamil

But she had enough she pushed his hand away to hug him and cry out the pain that she had been hiding in her heart till then... I want my baby maan, kyun kiya maine aise?? Apne bache ko maarke bhi jinda hoon what kind of a mother I am?? Mujhe mera bacha dedo nahi jee sakti main uske bina, usne mujhe kyun chod diya?? Kyunki main uski maa banne ki laayak nahi hoon?? She caressed her flat stomach trying to feel her baby yehi tha maan woh yehi tha yehi se mujhe pukaarta tha, woooh ... Woooh ... main ... She held his collar firmly shaking him ... dedo mujhe mera bacha tumne diya tha na usse?? Toh mere babaji tum ho tum hi mujhe bache ko wapas de sakte ho dedo she tore his shirt while maan cried hiding her in his arms feeling helpless!!

Sohbat mein teri mujhe sab kuch haasil

Woh bacha hamare naseeb mein nahi tha geet bhool jao usse he caressed her back trying to soothe her, she fell back on the bed venting out her pain holding the pillow banging her head onto it.

Phir kyun lagta hai aisa
Jaise main hoon khud bekhud saa
Dhoondu main khud ko kahaan

He held geet by grabbing her arms and looked into her eyes... bacha wapas nahi aayega geet accept karlo yeh sach tumhare liye yehi behtar hoga, she wriggled to let go off herself and slap him hard...Kyun nahi aayega?? Woh mera bacha hai woh aayega wapas mujhse naaraaz hai bus she said gritting her teeth

Rafta rafta ho gayi Tu hi meri zindagi
Rafta rafta ho gayi chaaron taraf roshni

Maan didn't know what he could do!! His feelings were dying within going numb but when her other side of pain surfaced and she ran towards the balcony to die his heart sank tugging her into him... chodo mujhe maan I need to die meri maa mera wait kar rahi hai, mera bacha maa ke paas hai she said looking at the sky

Sajde mein tere sar hai, thoda sa dil mein darr hai
Kaise karoon main bayaan?
Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa, Jaanu naa...
Rafta rafta ho gayi

The doctor made all the arrangements in the room where he would generally treat psychological suffering people, only maaneet were present!!!

Precap: same!!! And a little teaser I gave check it out!!

Dekhiye Mr. Maan khurana geet is very high with emotions, she can love madly, she can hate madly aur jaha tak main jaanta hoon she is right now its only YOU!! who can get her into a normal world, she can kill to get you and in that process she can kill you even you or herself she can go wild, insane to get you better be careful as you are married already the doctor said not knowing the fact behind maan's fake marriage which would really make geet go possessive for him!!

Kitne joote chappal milenge abhi mujhe?? First it can be abi!! Gussa hone mein coz the precap is still a precap

shoba di i am scared right now i hope you come out of your problems soon ill pray to god lub you

PREVIOUS PART:
PART 26

NEXT PART:

Originally posted by: lovesia

Didu yeh aapke liye