Part 52
Divorce…. The mere thought tat he would leave her was taking a toll on her. She was all quite throughout the drive while Maan's concentration though on the road his heart was not at peace. Her words tat will he divorce her were making him restless. Was he really going to do tat. He himself did not know wat he wanted. Since the time they had left KM he did not even look at his life sitting next to him as how could he do? How could he look into her eyes that were blank due to him? She sat next to him but she was far away from him. Her heart stopped beating the moment he brought her out of KM.. her house.. her family… whom she would never be able to say hers. Her tears threatened to flow but her eyes were against it. She was a mere dead body who wanted to hide herself far away from the pain. Her heart and mind drifted to her dreadful past and in reflex she held her tummy protecting and fearing to loose the precious gift. Her lips unknown to her started to say " Nothing will happen… kuch nahi hoga.. I will keep you safe.. I wont let anyone to harm you.. not anyone.. aaj pir hum dono wahi akele khade hain.. but not this time.. I will fight with god.. I wont let him take you away… I wont.. I wont…"
Maan who was in his own reverie was brought back by her words and the moment her words reached his ears, he was shocked the way she behaved. He tried to call her but she was all in her own world of fear continuously saying " Hum kal bhi akele the.. aur aaj bhi..i don't deserve anyone.. but I wont let anything to harm you.. I wont" Maan stopped the car and shook her but she was not at all in her senses. Her lips were moving with each word tat was coming from her mouth " Dadda.. left us.. I know.. he does not love us.. he left us.. but I will love you… I will keep you safe this time." Her fear of Maan leaving her was taking a toll on her. Maan tried to get her out but she just kept looking at him while her lips murmured those fearful words that her heart felt. Feeling dejected Maan did start the journey back again but now his eyes were on her who was still in her own dark fearful world. Soon the car halted at HH while Maan opened the door for her. She was so lost in her own world tat she did not even knew where she was and where she was walking. She passed through Maan but he was shocked to see her walking away from the HH or rather say she was going towards the main busy road. she walked where her legs carried her, her hands safely protecting her tummy while her lips saying those words which her heart and mind thought. Maan stood there watching her going away from him. He for a second could not believe wat he was looking at. His heart and mind just made him to stand there and watch the most painful sight of his life. The pain tat he had instilled in her, the pain for whom he was responsible and is still responsible. However, the moment her figure started to appear blur in front of his eyes he was brought back making him run towards the love that was caring their love with her. He ran and ran but the more he ran the more he felt her far. He feared the moment he saw how busy the road was and she was walking all alone in the middle as if she wanted to die. His heart stopped making him close his eyes when he saw a speedy car almost hitting her but when he opened he was relieved tat the car did not hit her but the driver was yelling at his Geet who kept walking away.
This time Maan ran with all his speed and stopped her before she could move further but the moment he touched her she jerked his hands away saying Hume jaane dijie.. I want to go.. I have to save my baby.. My Maan is not there with me.. he left me.. I have to save… god will take away my baby again.. I need to hide.. I need to hide.. my Maan is not there. His eyes spilled the tears, which he was holding, and her words pierced his already wounded heart and soul. He held her tight but still she struggled saying each word Leave me.. jaane diiye.. hume jaana hain.. I need to go far.. My Maan is not there to save me and our love like last time.. he is not there.. I need to protect the baby.. I need to…Maan shook her hard making her look at him but her words did not leave her lips Jaan.. please.. calm down Jaan.. see m here.. Your Maan is there to protect you and our love.. see Jaan.. Geet looked at him but still her heart that was in dark did not believe it Nahi… I know.. my Maan left me.. he left me like before.. leave me.. please.. I need to go.. nahi tho.. babaji mere bache ko mujhse jinn lega.. please.. i…Geettt… Geet pushed him with all her force making him to step backwards. She started walking away but now towards the HH while still on the middle of the busy road. Maan walked behind her making her to stop but she just kept walking in dark. He feared the way she behaved and her words were taking away breadths from him. His world crashed when he realized how insecure she still was but she never let him know wat she felt. She always made him to believe tat she trusted him and today his own fear and act made him to realize tat she was still somewhere living in her past.. The most painful past and she was more scared than him for losing their love their baby. The way she held her tummy the way her lips were saying those words made him to hate himself more tat he could never take her out of this fear.. The fear tat she would loose him forever, the fear tat he still did not love her. This realization was enough for him to break and shatter but this was not the time. He now realized tat just by hearing wat doctor said he had taken the worst and most painful decision. He could not see his life suffering coz of him. He had to take her insecurities, her fear away now which she had hidden it deep inside her heart for him, for him to come out of his guilt. She was walking with no destination. She just followed her legs wherever they took her while Maan ran behind her again to hold her in his arms. To embrace and cocoon her in him. He reached near her and held her by her waist and next second she was in her arms while her lips kept murmuring her fear. Maan closed his eyes tight for a second and than walked away taking her away from there.. to the place where she belonged.
Maan walked carrying a shattered Geet in his arms inside the Mansion and the moment everyone saw them they ran but the sight and the words shook them to death. She was numb, eyes blank but her lips moved with her words Leave me.. jaane diiye.. hume jaana hain.. I need to go far.. My Maan is not there to save me and our love like last time.. he is not there.. I need to protect the baby.. I need to…Vicky's eyes rested on her lips but his mind on Maan who was once again responsible for it. Dadima and Naina broke down hearing the painful words from the person who had always given them happiness while Yash he was all alone in his miseries tat he could never save her from all this pain. Pari stood watching her Bhabi with fear hearing her words and in all this Maan could not say a word to them. He walked passed through them climbing the stairs holding her tight into their room shutting the door tight behind with his leg. He placed her on the bed and hid his own face into the crook of her neck shedding his tears while she gazed at the ceiling. Her body was turning cold while her breadths started to decrease fearing Maan even more. He looked up at her and her pale face made him to shiver. He held her face kissing her all over trying to get her back but the more he kissed the more he feared Jaan.. breadth Jaan.. please… talk to me.. breadth Jaan.. the more he talked the more her breadths started to decrease and next second he landed his lips on hers pulling hers into him giving her his breadths. The kiss was not of desire or passion but it was to give her life, her breadth, which was taking her away. He kept giving her open mouth kisses trying to regulate her breadths fearing tat he may fail, his tears wetted her cheeks while his words mingled in their breadths along with the kiss M sorry.. Sorry Jaan.. please.. talk to me. breadth Jaan.. don't punish yourself and our baby like this… baby needs you Jaan.. baby needs you… I need you Jaan.. please.. get up.. talk to me.. Jaan.. please…His lips fiercely kissed her trying to make her respond but she was still numb. Her mind, soul and heart did not register any of his words while Maan kept blubbering into the kiss Please Jaan.. I was scared.. scared for wat doctor said.. please.. breadth Jaan.. please He pulled her kurti up caressing her tummy making her feel him.. feel the baby inside her Please Jaan.. see baby is scared.. baby wants her Mumma Jaan.. please.. I need you.. please.. please…don't make me to die Jaan.. I will die.. talk to me.. talk Jaan.. breadth Jaan..
Maan tried everything but there was no response from her though her breadths were a bit normal but she lay still there on bed. Each passing second was creating havoc and next moment he screamed for his family, opening the door who ran by hearing the more fearful scream from Maan. The moment they entered the room the sight held their breadths making them to fear for the worst. They saw Maan continuously patting and kissing her lips but there was no response from her side. Naina ran to Maan trying to make him talk but he was all-busy in Geet. Dadima sat next to Geet trying to make her see them but still there was no response. Vicky without wasting time called Dr. Tripathi and suddenly the room echoed with a sound. All were shocked to see Naina slapping Maan hard but still there was no result. His hands still patted her while his mouth calling out for her Please Jaan.. talk to me.. please.. please.. aisa na karo.. please.. don't punish yourself and baby Jaan.. don't punish me Jaan.. talk to me..please.. I promise ab aisa kabhi nahi karunga.. baat karo na please. He cried holding her hand kissing it while Naina and others were helpless to do anything. Each second Vicky's anger was increasing but he controlled it and moved towards Geet trying to make her talk. He patted her cheeks while he kept her hand on her own tummy making her to realize tat she was carrying their baby but he failed. His eyes explained wat he was going through while Pari hugged Yash crying and fearing for their happiness.
Dr. Tripathi: Enough Mr. Khuranna.. enough… did I ever say tat to take my words in this way.. Kya kar diya tumne Maan. How could you do this.. Haan.. Maine ek doctor nahi balki ek Maa samjh kar tumse woh sab kaha tha.. but wat did you do.
Everyone there was shocked to hear wat Doctor was saying while Maan stood shedding his tears. Dr.Triptahi was cursing herself now for wat she had said.
Dr. Tripathi: Do you even know Maan.. do you realize tat she.. your Geet is yet not out of her past and now you once again send her into tat darkness. How could you Maan.. how could you.
Naina: Shilpa.. yeh sab.. wat do you mean.. Maan ne kya kiya..
Dr. Tripathi: Naina.. do you remember.. when I asked you about her medical history you did not tell me everything and knowing you all I could say tat Maan would never let Geet to carry the baby when she was suffering from tat deadly infection par nahi. She carried and when I went through her reports again.. I came to know everything. How could you hide everything Naina.. how could you.. Maine zindagi mein kabhi koi case personally nahi liya tha.. but Geet was special.. I wanted to make to sure tat nothing goes wrong but you hid the biggest truth.
Naina: How could I Naina.. par how did you know..
Dr. Tripathi: Savitri deviji.. Ya.. tumari saas. I had to Naina.. I wanted to know everything as I had to make sure tat nothing goes wrong and when I learnt everything I was shocked.. I could never think tat your son would do this and for a second I wanted him to punish him for wat he did.. but I saw.. I saw the love he had for her… the way he used to get scared for everything. Aur sabse badi baat.. I never told you tat I had taken Geet to a psychiatrist as I was feeling somewhere tat she was in fear a fear related to her past and yes during counseling we did come to know about her fear.. fear tat Maan will leave her.. fear tat she will loose her baby again.. fear tat her Maan does not love her but I was amazed to see how she kept tat fear inside her to take Maan out of guilt.
Everyone was shocked to hear her words, as they never knew wat Dr. Tripathi was doing when she would take her for treatment. They had full trust on her and this was something very strange. Doctor continued with her words.
Dr. Tripathi: Par Maan ne tho sab galat kar diya. how could he think of leaving her.. when I had clearly told him tat she needs him each second. When I had warned him tat she needs to be happy. (She turns to Maan) Maan did I say tat you should stay away from her. did I say tat you need to punish her like this. Answer me.. Answer to her Doctor Mr. Khuranna.
Maan: But Doctor..
Dr. Tripathi: Wat Mr. Khuranna.. did not I say tat you need to stay away from her for some days.. did not I say tat she is weak as I had said earlier tat her body is still not ready for pregnancy. Did I not say tat she is still weak as her past medical history says. And did not I say tat you were responsible for all this. But you took my words in a different way.
Maan just stood there hearing to her.
Dr. Tripathi: You know Mr. Khuranna.. when she was pregnant with her first baby.. she was already in depression and your continuous physical and mental torture made her so weak tat her own child was spreading poison inside her womb. Itni hi nafrat thi than you could have killed her. This is wat you did to her. do you even know tat her doctor nor your Dadima ever mentioned to her tat your first child was dead when she was 5 months pregnant and she was carrying a dead fetus inside her body for about a month. A month Mr. Khuranna which was killing her inside.. making her weak.
This truth shook their whole world. The truth tat she was carrying a dead baby inside her womb made them guiltier while everyone looked at Dadima.
Dr. Tripathi: Aur sabse badi baat… Your Dadima did a grave mistake by not telling you this. She was so happy tat she forgot the truth tat if Geet gets pregnant without healing and making her body ready for the pregnancy will lead to more complications as she is still unfit for pregnancy and now its even more dangerous as we cant even abort the baby as she has been reached to her third month. You just all played with her life..
Maan: Abort..
Dr. Tripathi: Haan.. Abortion.. coz this was wat I had in my mind but the moment she was taken for counseling and her revelation made me to stop thinking about abortion. Her life is depends on this baby and the fear tat you may go into further guilt if anything happens to the baby. I had just said tat a mere mistake from you will harm her and the baby but you took it in a different way. Mistake was in the sense tat your over passion and desire for physical activity, mistake was in the sense of not giving her tension or stress, not making her to carry or do any hard work not letting her to climb stairs often, not keeping her away from you Maan.. this was wat I meant.
She blurted out everything in anger while Maan and others were shocked.
Dr. Tripathi: I had already raised my doubts on this pregnancy earlier and the way it was progressing I was scared and it turned into truth when she was hospitalized due to pain phir bhi I made sure tat she and the baby is safe. I never wanted to abort the baby and made sure tat she would be fine along with the baby but now I don't think so. You have complicated the things more Maan. Janthe ho Maan.. she was right.. right to say tat Maan can go to any extent to keep her away in guilt. Any extent fearing for losing her and the baby and you did it.. you did by taking this decision.
Maan: I was scared….
Dadima; yeh sab meri galati hain.. I was so happy tat I forgot to tell the biggest truth about her pregnancy. I feared tat I would loose this happiness again.
Naina: yeh kya kar diya Maa.. why did you hide such big truth. (Naina turned to Maan and hit him hard again) Kya kiya Maan.. why you did all tat.. Shadi kyu ki thi ushe.. nafrat karte the na.. tho maar diya hota… ya chod diya hota ushe.. but why.. why did you make us to feel guilty in our own eyes.. why Maan.. why tat she had to hid from us tat she was pregnant. Tumari aur Annie ki baato mein aakar we did the biggest mistake by blaming her…. ( She turned to doctor and said) Shilpa.. how was she infected with the infection.. how
Dr. Tripathi: Do you really want to know Naina.. will you be able to hear it.. will you Maan.. than hear it is… Geet was taking anti-depression tablets and the biggest thing is her tablets were changed and on top of it was tat your son was physically torturing her.. is it right Maan... The tablets that she was taking had a reverse effect on her body and when she became pregnant, it worsened the condition leading to her dangerous infection in her uterus. The infection was so deadly tat m surprised tat she was saved but sadly it killed her baby.
Dadima: But I never saw her taking any tablets.
Dr. Tripathi: Than wat's her reports say Savitri ji. I had a talk to her doctor who was treating her here when she was brought back from Shimla and he did say tat he had informed you about this.
Dadima thought for a second and she remembered tat the doctor was trying to tell her something but she was so much in pain and anger tat she did not even hear a bit.
Dr. Tripathi: Do you know wat tablets she was having.. It was slow poison.. slow poison to kill her but she was lucky enough tat she stopped taking them soon when she found she was pregnant but it did effect her body in the form of your ruthless torture when she was pregnant.
Slow Poison.. this word shattered them further and only one word was out from their mouth " ANNIE." They did not want any proof tat it was she. Naina broke down completely thinking tat she had given birth to a monster in form of Annie and than her eyes held Maan who was equally responsible for everything.
Dr. Tripathi: M sorry.. agar main kuch jyada hi bol di.. but she was like a daughter to me Naina. As a doctor I need my patient to be healthy and here you all just pushed her back into depression. Maan.. I never meant tat you would keep her away.. she needs you and your love more than everyone may it be emotional or physical love but she needs you. if you don't oblige to her needs she may loose the baby Maan.. loose everything as her fear and past. She needs you and her fear will only leave her if you are with her.
It was an hour since Dr. Tripathi had left KM, but the realization and pain of wat she had said was still in air. Dadima continuously blamed herself for wat she did. Her one mistake brought Geet back where she was. Though she was aware of the fact she forgot to inform everyone and specially Maan to delay pregnancy and later she completely forgot in happiness tat it was dangerous for Geet while Maan sat in one corner blaming himself again and again for everything. Naina and Yash were no better as they blamed themselves for giving birth to Annie and Maan who had destroyed an innocent girl. A girl who always forgave them, as she loved them truly. Vicky was speechless, as he could not say a word when his own siblings were at mistake. He sat down holding Pari who was crying continuously. But now it was time tat they leave everything behind, forget their past for the one person who needed them, for the life who was their life and it was Maan's turn tat he makes everyone understand tat he would never do anything again. He stood up and knelt down in front of his parents.
Maan: Mom-Dad.. can we forget everything. Can we please.. I know its not easy but we need Mom.. we need to forget for her. we need to forget for our baby Dad. I don't want to loose her Dad. I don't want.. main apni galati ki sazza ushe nahi dena chahta. I cant Mom.. I want you all.
Yash: Is it easy Maan.. we never knew wat we came to know today. Hum kaise sab bhool jaye. Kyu Maa.. why did you hide all this
Maan: Please Dad.. don't blame Dadima.. she always protected her from me.. but now.. I need you all Mom.. I need you all for her. I just need you all..
Vicky who was hearing all these came forward and held Maan by his shoulders.
Vicky: Bro.. Please get her back bro.. get her back..
Maan hugged Vicky tight. He knew Vicky was angry and wanted to kill him but he could never do tat as he knew wat Maan meant for Geet. He knew tat a small scratch on Maan would kill Geet.
Maan: M sorry.. m sorry Vicky…and I need you all.. Vicky I need you all..
Precap: A small leap….and a glimpse of the evil.
Do like and comment and get ready for the evil and guess who can the evil be.
Now.. me will take the story a bit ahead.. not worry will make you enjoy as well as cry with the updates. But I don't want to drag it more as its high time tat I move ahead and this was the last part which was from their past relating to Annie.
Ok.. now need a serious answer from all of you.. Will bring the baby track now. so want to know wat you all want.. A baby Girl or a baby boy... But me was thinking as most of the FF have baby girl so why not go with a baby boy this time with Love and Hate.. However, it is my idea but seriously need your choices.. wat you prefer..
So answer me soon so tat I can plan accordingly to it. will simultaneously go with the evils and our dear Maaneet and Pari-Vicky track. There is lot to be revealed further. So do answer me and I will go with majority.
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