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ANGEL OF FATE ...!!THE DARK
...geet was avoiding her since 2 years …she knew her little sweetu is way too smart to catch her lies n see through her painful eyes …n now her silence proved it to geet that she has given aniee a point to raise question .. which she really wasn't prepare to face so only hurried to go back in …PART 14
N tripped just passing bye maan …
Maan : gudya sambhal ke …
The moment felt at pause …as if the whole world stopped n aniee looked at him astonished …while geet couldn't even muster the courage to look at him ..her heart screaming that she heard her nick name from him …but mind fighting back that it can't be …the tears pilled up in geet's eyes while she stood still facing her back to aniee n standing beside maan ..
While maan was now apprehensive …he didn't planned to reveal that he got to know everything to them not at least now …but all the while everything only made him think about it …every person around seems to remind him of every word dadi maa said …n the silence few minutes be4 only made him think over n over again about all that …trying to answer his question …struggling to put the dots of past together ..n here he ended up calling her with the name which he use to call her with …years back ..
(people he didn't remember his past yet ...)
Reluctantly aniee came few steps ahead …trying to hold her own tears ..n then geet looked at maan with her eyes full of tears still not falling down …the hope ..the plead her eyes were showing only made him restless …restless with the fact that he don't know anything …he don't remember anything from the past …she was looking at him like she got the world in her hand that slight smile ..n eyes full of tears holding her heavy lids up to prevent them from falling were showing so much that he just couldn't look into them any more …n then came the reluctantly hopeful words …in a mere whisper ..
Geet (shivering lips ..stammering voice n eyes full of tears n hope) : GUDYA …aap …appko sab …wohh ..😭😭
Maan looked away getting chocked seeing her in such a state …in last 24 hours he has seen her as a reserved person who never gives away her emotions in front of every one .. n here she was having tears in her eyes ..hoping that he got to remember her as HIS BEST FRIEND …the name which may have had so many emotions attached to it was now no more an ordinary name for HIM …but for HER …for her he was still the same person who use to fight with her …who use to encourage her ..who use to strengthen her .. all those years he was thr to support her as HER BEST FRIEND …but now seeing that look on his face she was again shattering into bits ..getting acknowledged with the fact that what ever be the reason but he didn't knew her as HIS BEST FRIEND ..
Maan (looking down seeing both the girls looking at him expectantly in tears) : umm ..woh ..mujhe kuch yaad nahi …wohh bas dadi ne bataya sab kuch ..wohh naam I am …//
He looked up only to see aniee in tears placing her hand on geet's shoulder while geet had her eyes closed n a single tear trail left from her eyes …he never wanted to be a reason for her pain ..not at least after knowing it all …but ironically her tears didn't made him hurt as much as her smile did …with a single assuring look to aniee she went in smiling ..just wishing GOOD NIGHT …
Maan was standing thr trying to get rid of the guilt …don't knw y but he was feeling ashamed of himself to have hurt her …she never smiled genuinely but that slight smile through tears was real …coz it reflected the happiness in her eyes …he could feel it …n he snatched that as well ..he just wanted to have another look of hers' didn't knew what difference would it make to his restless heart but he wanted to …but she without even glancing back went in …
Sighing he dipped his head down …n closed his eyes full of regret …n then turned to see aniee in tears ..but she was guilty …he didn't knew y but he saw her eyes pleading apology …aniee turned back n moved ahead towards thr car but suddenly some blur images came in front of maan's eyes ..he stood thr trying to recognize those people …some children running on the road .. n few elders ..his head aching with pain …n he turned back to the opposite side n closed his eyes holding his head …the pain was getting unbearable ..n his gaze went to Handa House ..the whole mansion looked soo quite ..but yet maan could hear some loud sounds … ramu kaka came thr seeing maan sweating badly holding his head n offered a glass of water making him sit on the bench ..
Maan : shukriya ..mien … wohh awaazein ..
Kaka : koi baat nahi tum betho mien gudhya ko bata deta hoon ..woh aajayegi ..
Maan : nahi plss ..usko mat boliye ..meri car hai aur guards bhi wohh drive karlenge …mien chalta hoon ..thank u ..
Maan went to his car n asked aniee to sit at the back with him …while he sat thr already ..he closed his eyes trying to over come the blur images …shrugging off all the things he opened his eyes n saw aniee weeping slightly ..he panicked n wiped her tears
Maan : princess kya huya …tum roo kyun rahi hoo ..plss batao mujhe kya huya ..?
Aniee (crying furiously) : I am sorry bhai ..mene bhi aapse jhoot bola …gudya ke baare mien chupaya ..
he smiled at his lil' sis ..encircling his arms around her shoulder ..
Maan : I know yeh dad aur dadi maa ke kehne par huya ..u don't need to be sorry ..
Aniee (wiping her face with the back of her palm) : aap sach mien mujh se aur gudya se naraaz nahi hu ..hum ne aapse jhoot bola tou ..
Maan : aniee mujhe tum se koi ghussa koi shikaat nah hai ..par mien jhoot nahi bol sakta .. han jab dadi maa ne mujhe geet ke baare mien bataya ..tou buhat dukh huya tha ..aur afsoos bhi ..wohh kabhi meri dost thi aur phir bhi usne itne saloon mien ek baar bhi mujh se baat karne ki kushish nahi ki ..infact wohh tou mujhe hi galat samajhti hai ..
Aniee : nahi bhai aisa nahi hai …geet ne appse baat karne ki kushish ki thi …aur wohh aapko kabhi galat nahi samajh sakti …for all u know geet ke liye tou aaj bhi aap hi uske best friend hu …jis ke saath wohh humesha apni baatien share kiya karti thi ..wohh aapko buhat miss karti thi bro ..wohh kabhi aapko nahi bhooli ..
Maan (confused n hurt as well) : tou phir kyun usne mujh se contact nahi kiya ..
Aniee : aapki disease ki waja se …
Maan (with a hopeful pleading face) : aniee kya tum mujhe sab kuch bata sakti hoo ..jo kuch bhi mom ki death ke baad london mien huya …dadi ne mujhe jo kuch bataya sab buhat confusing tha aur abb lag raha hai ..dadi maa ko khud bhi kuch nahi pata ..london mien kya huya tha aniee …geet aur tum wahan itne saal kaise akele rehe ..plss mujhe batao princess ..
Aniee : bhai relax mien aapko sab batati hoon ..
Jab aap aur mom dad ko surprise dene london se nikle tou geet ko fever tha aur mom ne last minute plan cancle kar diya tha …par surprise ka plan 3 months se ban raha tha iss hi liye sab ne unko kaha ke u both should go ..iss hi liye raat ko geet ko medicine dee kar u both went to india …aur fir geet ko pata nahi kiya huya …wohh next 24 hours tak uthi hi nahi ..(girls remember that sleeping pills wala scene this is same ..but aniee was minor tou she didn't knew about it).. it was 2 days after mom's death we came across the news .. geet buhat hurt thi …mujhe tou kuch samajh nahi aaya …I was too confused mami n geet was crying so much n geet said ITS ALL BECAUSE OF U MOM LEFT US …I didn't understand just saw her running up to her room ..aur fir geet ne 2 din tak apne aapko room mien lock rakha .. aur mami ne mujhe samjhaya ke mom is no more …geet kisi ki baat nahi sun rahi thi .. n then dadi came to london …even she tried to pursue geet but she didn't fir Amy😉 balcony se room mien gaya n he opened the door but only I was allowed to go in …geet was all numb ..sitting in the corner of the room …u know bhai ..wohh pehli baar tha jab mene geet ko itna ziada rote huye dekha tha …she was having 2 letters in her hand ..one was from mom n other one was from U ..n we read mom's letter together ..😭😭
GUDYA ..i know u must be really angry on me …sorry bacha but u know na BADE PAPA is alone thr ..so only I just want to make him smile …please bacha MAA ko ghussa mat hona …n han jab tak mien aur maan wapis nahi aate ANIEE aapki responsibility …tou APNA khayal rakhna so that u can take care of HER as well ..okiee good girl …n I am sorry once again but its just that my heart really wanted to meet ur bade papa today …I really don't know y but yes for the 1st time ever I am taking him on u both angels …but trust me maa loves u the most ..n ill be thr with u in ur heart till the time I am not by ur side …u take care n remember if u cried ill be very sad …tou keep smiling …
Love u
Ur maa ..
(this was the letter whish maan's mom i.e preetie khurana left for geet be4 her death)
Bhai geet ne kaha tha that now we both must be strong n until u will come back like maa said we both will take care of each other ….n we did ..we did bhai all these years we have been just trying to do what maa said us ..taking care of each other …
Bhai yeh sach hai ke initially geet ne aapko responsible mana tha but after reading that letter ..geet aapse ghussa nahi thi ..wohh aapse kabhi ghussa nahi hu sakti ..it was just her hurt that made her say so ..trust me she can never ever think like that …
Maan was lost thinking what would have geet went through in those 2 days when she locked her self …atleast he had his dad beside him in those miserable period of his life ..but she just blocked herself …her anger took a toll on her but when aniee mentioned about his mothers letter ..he knew that was the only source of strength for geet …aniee's word made him smile a bit ..as he can very well guess his little sister would have being trying her best for sure to be with geet …but the way she has been trying n pretending to be strong in front of aniee ..he knew it's the other way …it was only geet successful to in taking care of aniee …
Maan (with a mist eye n confused state) : but agar aisa tha tou usne kabhi mujhe contact kyun nahi kiya …? Y princess y didn't she ..
Aniee : she did bhai ..dadi maa wahin thi aur jab geet mere saath room se bahar aayi dadi maa ne usse baar kaha that mom has left us ..maan has forgotten u gudya …she tried her best but uss room se bahar aane ke baad she never cried niether did she talked about mom's death to any one ..any one means anyone … I was really small that time but bhai I know this it was always u n maa with whom geet shared her feeling n after u both left geet never talked about herself to anyone ..that was the last day when I saw her crying ..next day dadi maa se geet ne suna ke dad is taking u away from KM for sometime ..at least until ur health gets better ..
Maan : yup coz KM mien initially mujhe wahi saari poorani yadien yaad aati rehti thi n I was trying really hard to remember them iss hi liye doctor ke suggestion par dad mujhe delhi out skit mien ek house tha waha lee gaye thay ..soon after mom's death ritual were completed ..
Aniee : dadi maa bhi uss din mami se yahi baat kar rahi thi …geet apse baat karna chahti thi ..iss hi liye usne KM call kiya aapke room ke direct extension par …u did received the call but never recognized her …in fact she heard dad's voice over the call shouting for the nurse n on nakul to call for the doctors …us din ke baad she never tried contacting u …as she heard dadi maa saying about ur disease to be some kind of AMNESIA ..
(okiee a very important thing u all need to know is what problem maan is facing ever since his accident ...plss people do keep this in ur mind that at the time of accident maan himself was just 14years)
Dissociative amnesia is not the same as simple amnesia, which involves a loss of information from memory, usually as the result of disease or injury to the brain. With dissociative amnesia, the memories still exist but are deeply buried within the person's mind and cannot be recalled. However, the memories might resurface on their own …SOMETIMES THEY MIGHT TROUBLE THE PERSON WITH SOME BLUR IMAGES ..LIKE FADED MEMORIES COMING IN FRONT OF HIS/HER EYES IF SEE ANY RELEVANT OBJECT ..
Now maan knows what mis understanding dadi had …what ever geet said in her hurtful state dadi took it in literal sense n avoided thr encounter ..n dad ..he didn't made any efforts to develop communication b/w maaneet was simply coz he wasn't still stable with his mental state to handle soo much in his life …as meeting geet would mean lots of more memories n as geet was herself a kid she won't understand how much n what she should say in front of maan ..
With aniee's next set of words maan came out of his thinking ..
Aniee : Bhai geet was really worried so only Amy ..took her to thr biology professor who was a doctor himself ..he told them about ur disease that as the accident has taken place so recently so may be the memories are haunting u n moreover U must be taking extra pressure to remember all those memories …n in these circumstances everything needs to be revealed in front of u slowly n gradually …that's the only reason coz of which geet never tried to contact u ….n then after few years we heard about an attack on dad …geet was again on panic …u know she actually ran away from the home to the airport getting herself a ticket stealing her passport from mami's cupboard ..but coz she minor the officials didn't allowed her to board the flight alone ..n contacted mami ji ….
Still geet was so adamant to go back to India ..n that was when ..dad paid his 1st visit to London after mom's death …geet was soo emotional seeing him ..i can't forget that day ever in my life bhai …u should have seen gudya ..she actually ran n hugged dad n dad too hugged her lifting up he took her to somewhere else out of the house ..n made her understand that WE both can't come back to India until we complete our studies …aapne notice kiya geet wears a menswear RING in her left thumb …? Wohh dad ki hai ..he had given it to gudya …
Dad ki death ke waqt bhi u came thr to take me remember, a girl was thr in the hall as well it was geet ..but u never recognized her not even her presence …n she again went up to her room ..i tried telling u but geet stopped me saying ke dad ki death ki waja se u are already too much disturbed aise mien agar hum ne bataya tou it may lead to ur health issues again so only I kept numb ….i don't know what happened after we left but when I came back ..geet was all normal ..mami Amy n Ridz told me geet was all the while paying regular visits in the temple to pray for dad's soul to rest in peace …
Maan (hurt remembering that day when they flew to London to take aniee with him ..he remembered now dadi arranged for 3 return tickets but he in his grief took only 2 with him to London n now he knows y thr were 3 tickets ..his eyes got mist n his desperation to ask all his question to geet doubled) : how could she …ek baar bolti tou sahi …at least once …
Aniee (crying) : bolne wali thi bro ..mere 10th b,day par jab aap London aaye thay to surprise me ..u planned for a months trip ..(me : it was the time when sameera dumped him n he went to London).. but u didn't came directly to meet me …geet ne baad mien bataya tha that she saw u in the park …(maan was remembering the day when his whole life changed n then thought park …but he was too engrossed in his pain on that day so must have not recognized anyone around him but that Angel who gave me his life back)… she was really excited ..u know she actually went out with all her saving to get a welcome gift for u …n threatened us all not to tell u as she wanted to tell u everything …I was soo happy that day ..but u came in soo much of a hurry n didn't even waited for a second after my cake cutting n left be4 we could say anything …u know that was the 1st b,day ever which I celebrated without gudya ..when she came back u were no were .. pata hai she was so angry she actually broke ur gift ..n left to mom's favorite place the Thames river bank …I tried once again to make her agree to talk with u …but u know it bye now she is too stubborn😆 …all coz of u 😲…MOM kehti thi geet ko aap hi bigarte hu …(laughed with tears)… abb tou geet bhi uski har galti ke liye aapko blame karti thi 😳😳..saying ..go tell ur great maan bhai ..uss ne hi meri adaat kharab ki .. blame him not me ..😛😛
Bhai wohh sirf ghussa thi ….hurt thi ..after all u forgot her ..15 years old she just couldn't express herself Amy tried saying she could call u but she said she will now face u in India only as dad ne promise liya tha be4 completing our studies we won't come here ever ..specially geet …n fir 2 saal pehle bhi aap ne mujhe India bola liya …I never knew it was not another 2-3 days visit but u were planning for me to shift thr …geet ko bhi yahi laga tha ke 2-3 days mien I'll be back …..but jab 2 months baad aap mujhe wapis London leekar gaye ..i was happy thinking finally gudya will meet u but wahan tou geet hi London mien nahi thi …mami ji told me that 2 days back she left taking all her belongings without even informing her …
Maan closed his eyes in grief …2 years back only he bar-ed his mom's murderers ..he was soo happy that now he can live with his siblings so only he himself went to London n took aniee with him n came back to India to surprise Dadi Maa …but soon after 2 months he realized that still things r not good enough + aniee wasn't comfortable with her school here ..n he decided to send her back to London where she can live a fearless life …but now he know what grief mistake he had committed
Maan (feeling low n stressed as well) : but itne saal guzarne ke baad bhi y she didn't recognized me …?
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