putting a strong face he entered in the ICU ...seeing her in such a week state tears skipped from his eyes n his every attempt to be strong was now no more successful walking towards with trembling legs... he sat near her holding her one arm in his and placed a soft kiss on her forehead ... he said ...
kyun itna pyaar karti hoo mjh se ...mene aisa kya kiya hai ...jo tum ne mere liye apni jaan ki bhi parwa nahi ki ...mein tou apna vaada tak nahi poora kar paya ...sameera ke sath apna rishta bhi nibha nahi paya ...mene kabhi kisi ko koi khushi nahi di mishty phir bhi uss ne mere liye apni jaan de di aur ab tum bhi meri waja se yahan hoo iss halat mien ... plzzz mishty mjhe choor kar mat jao ...mien nahi jee paaonga tumhare bina ...wapis aajao mishty ...wapis aajao ...
mien jaanta hoon mene sab ka dil toora pehle tumhara aur phir sameera ka ...par mien yeh nahi karna chahta tha ...nahi karna chahta tha mishty ...mene poori koshish ki sameera ko apni patni maane ki magar nahi maan paaya ...jo pyaar tumhare liye mehsoos kiya ...jitna pyaar tum se kiya ...nahi kar paya mien sameera se ...aur uss din woh ye jaan gayi iss hi liye woh mjhe choor kar chali gayi ...aur ab tum ...
he closed his eyes with his face resting on her hand... tears flowing from his eyes non-stop remembering the day 4 months back when geet left for Spain ...the day Sameera died...
FLASHBACK...
Maan : khair adi tumm meri fiqar mat karo ...i am fine ...tum..
with that he turn only to find SAMEERA standing just behind him ...with a blank face
Adi saw her and said : Sir ...aap mam ko ghar chor dijeye ..tab tak mien hotel mien meeting ke sare arrangements dekh leta hoon ..
Maan and sameera drove off towards the KHURANA MANSION... sameera heard everything but did'nt questioned maan ...
maan saw her lost somewhere ...but as she did'nt questioned him ...so he thought may be she did'nt heard anything ...trying to get a clue he started the conversation .,...
Maan : sameera ...tumhari dadi se baat hui ...unki tabiyat kaisi hai ...??
Sameera : ...
Maan : sameera ....tapping her on her shoulder ... wht happen ...y are'nt u answering me ...everything alright ..??
Sameera : maan aap geet ko kab se jaante hain ...?
maan began to fumbil ...he did'nt want to hurt her ...she was a nice girl even though he dont love her but she managed to potray their healthy relation infront of his dadi and took great care of her ...because of which he respects her alot and dont want her to be hurt with his past ... seeing him still sameera continued ...
Sameera : maan ...i saw u with geet in the airport ...
that came as a shock for him ... he broke the eye contact ...thinking ..sameera saw me hugging geet and even heard our convo .. god wht she wld hv been thinking all the while ...
sameera observe the tension on his face and tried to say some thing ...
Sameera : maan ...aap plzz..
but before she could cont. she hit the front seat with a jerk and maan saw that the driver had broke the signal .,..
Maan : what was that ...driver tum ne signal kyun break kiya ...
Driver : sorry sir ...par car ke break fail hugaye hain ..
Maan : what ...break fail ..par aese kaise ... aur agar break fail hain tou hand break use karo ...
Driver : sir mene kushish ki magar hand break kaam nahi kar raha ...
Maan : god damit ...acha ab ghabraoo mat aur car ko control karne ki koshish karoo ... aur kisi aisi jaga car ko lejao jahan traffic na ho ...
saying so he looked 2wards sameera who was injured coz of the hit with the front seat with a sudden jerk ...
Maan : sameera tum theek hu ..?
Sameera : ji maan ...i am fine ..par ab hum iss car se kaise utren ge ...i mean ye break fail ..?
Maan : dont worry everything will be fine ...hum kisi aisi jaga jakar jahan traffic na ho... car se jump karlien ge and let the car be crashed ...iss ke ilawa abhi mjhe kuch samaj nahi aaraha ...u just calm down ...
all the while sameera was in some other world ...thinking about something and stairing at maan every now and then ...while maan thought that she must be disturbed with the turn off event ...
with that they some how managed to reach a lonely highway near the airport and maan told the driver to turn the car towards the bushes and we all will jump at the count of 3 ...
as decided maan and driver jumped off the car ...but sameera did'nt jumped ...and when the car crashed with a trees sameera got injured very seriously ... maan somehow managed to get her to the hospital but doctors told him that its too late as she has lost alot of blood and has a deep head injury moreover she had a miscarriage ...may be she didn't knew about her pregnancy n was careless with her health as it was an early one to detect normally..... she only had some minutes left and the last person she wanted to see was maan ...
IN SAMEERA'S ROOM ...
maan sat beside her ...and said
Maan : ye sab kiya kara tum ne ...y did'nt u jumped ...
Maan : sameera tum ...
sameera cutted him in between and said...
Sameera : maan please aaj mujhe bol lene dejiye ...waise bhi mere paas waqt kam hai aur mjhe buhat kuch batana hai aapko ... maan started thinking she must be talking about him n geet...
he was feeling uneasy nt knowing wht will he answer to her questions...
Sameera ( seeing a tint of guilt in his eyes she said ) : maan ... ...I LOVE YOU ..
he did'nt expect this coming after all what she saw at the airport ...
Sameera: aap ko kyun guilt mehsoos hu rahi hai ...aapne kuch galat nahi kiya ...sirf pyaar hi tou kiya aur pyaar karna galat nahi hai ...mien janti hoon ke aap geet se pyaar karte hain aur aapne jo kuch kiya woh kyun kiya woh bhi... aur yaqeen maanye maan ...aaj iss pal mien mujhe aapse koi shikaayat nahi hai ...mien iss dunya se buhat khush hokar ja rahi hoon ...
uss raat hotel room mien aap bukhaar ki waja se buhad bori tarha kaanp rahe thay ...aapko us haal mien dekh kar mujhe kuch aur samaj nahi aaya aur mene humare rishtey ki who haad ( limit ) paar kardi ...aap tu sambhal gaye magar mien apne jazbaatoun ko nahi sambhaal payi...aur un kuch paloon mien mene aapni zindagi ka sab se haseen lamha jee liya maan ab mujhe zindagi se aur kuch nahi chahiye ... mujhe maaf kar dijeye mien aap se keh nahi paayi ...aapne pocha tha mujh se subha ke raat ko kya hua par mien kuch nahi bata payi ...
maan closed his eyes in shame ...hw cld he ... just coz of him she is loosing her life and moreover her child about which she doesn't even know ...
maan ...aap apne aap ko dushi mat maan ye ..jo kuch hua woh meri waja se aapko bukhaar me kaanpta dekh kar mujhe aur kuch samaj nahi aaya tha...aur mene ..
Maan : par tum ne kaha tha ke tum ne sirf mujhe body heat di ...phir ye sab kaise ...mene ye ..
Sameera : aap uss raat hosh mien nahi thay ...doctors ne aapko high ki dawai di thi ...magar shayad aapko aapki tabiyat se ziada kuch aur pareeshan kar raha tha...
(he closed his remembering... hw badly he was carving to meet geet on that day )
humare saath ke har lamhe mien mishty ka naam le rahe thay ...uss waqt mujhe laga ke mishty mien hoon aur shaadi baad se mien aapko apne aapse door rakha shayad iss liye ...
par dekhye na mera ye wehem bhi airport par door hugaya ...jab aapne geet ko MISHTY keh kar bulaya tab mujhe samaj aaya ke meri zindagi ka sab se haseen lamha bhi geet ka diya hua hai ...dekha jaye tu meri har khushi uss ki hi tu ...aapke aane se pehle mere zindagi mien koi khushi nahi thi par aaj mien iss dunya ki sab se khusnaseeb insaan hoon ...
maan aap plz kisi bhi baat ke liye apne aap ko dushi mat maan ... aap iss dunya ke sab se ache pati hoo ...aur mien khushnaseeb hoon... kyun mene ek aise insaan ka saath paya jo apne pyaar ki be-intehaa izat karta hai ...aur apni family se bepanaah pyaar bhi ...aaj aapke liye mere dill mien jo izaat thi woh aur bhi barh gayi ... ye jante huye ke aap apna pyaar humesha ke liye khoo deinge sirf dadi maa ki jaan bachane ke ...unke andar dobara zindagi ki chah jagane ke liye aapne mujh se shadi karli ...maan aaj sach mien me buhat khush hoon kyun ke mene aapke naam ka sinndoor apni maang me sajane ka haq hasil kiya ...
maan jab humari shadi hui thi ...pata nahi kyun par mien us sab situation apna nahi saki ...mein aaj bhi nahi janti kaise mujh mien shaadi ki pehli raat woh himat aagayi aur mene aap se apne dil ki baat keh di ...magar jab aapne bina koi sawaal kiye meri baat ka maan rakha ..uss hi pal aap ne mere dil mien apni jaga bana li ...
... har baar ...har moorh par aap ne mera saath dekar na jaane kaise mere dil mien uss ehsaas ko aur gehra karte gaye...humesha ek dost ki tarha mujhe sahi rah deekhayi aur har problem mien mera saath diya ...
mien aaj tak us anjaane ehsaas ko aapke liye izaat ka naam deti rahi ...magar uss raat aapko apne paas paa kar ek ajeeb si khushi mehsoos hui woh khushi jo mujhe kabhi nahi mili ... uss pal bhi mien unn ehsaas ko samaj nhi paayi aur uss kashish ki door mien bandh kar aapki taraf khinchi chali gayi ...😕
jab mene aapko aur geet ko ek saath dekha pata nahi kyun ek ajeeb si jalan hune lagi mjhe uss se ...
aapki patni hokar bhi mera dhyaan nahi gaya ...magar uss ko yaad tha aapki allergy ke bare mien ...us pal mujhe ehsaas hua ke ek hi ghar mien reh kar bhi hum kitne door hain ...aur pehli baar mujhe humare rishte mien us khalipan ka ehsaas hua ...
airport par jab mene aapko geet ke saath dekha tou dil jal sa gaya ...aisa laga jaise geet mujh se meri dunya cheen rahi hai ...jis tarha geet ka dard aapke chehre par utar aaya tha ...mujhe laga mien tu aapki zindagi mien sirf ek ajnabi hoon...mujhe bilkul acha nahi laga aap dono ko waise dekh kar ...
pehli baar mujhe laga ke aap par mera aur sirf mera haq hai ...mein aapki patni hoon ...
aur uss hi pal mene faisla kiya ke ab mien aur dair nahi karoon gi ...aur apne rishte ki ek nayii shuruyaat karoon gi aapke saath ...mien geet ko humare beech nahi aane dena chahti thi ...
kitni pagal thi mien maan ...apne pyaar ka ehsaas hua tou us ko paane ke liye kuch bhi kar guzarne ke liye tyaar hu gayi ...
magar jab mene aapki aur adi ki baatien sunni ...tab mujhe ehsaas hua ke mera pyaar tou aap dono ke pyaar ke aage kuch bhi nahi hai ... mien apni khushi ke leye aapka saath chahti thi ...aur aap dono ne ek doosre ki khushi ke liye ek dosre se door hu gaye ...
me apne pyaar ke saath jeene ki aasha mein thi ...aur aap dono ne apni poori zindagi ek dosre ke naam kar di ... sirf ek duje ke liye ... maan uss pal aapki baatien sunkar mujhe aapke geet ke liye pyaar ka ehsaas hua ...
aur tab mera sara darr nikal gaya maan ...aapko khoone ka darr ...dunya mien akele hoone ka darr ...kyun ke khooya tou uss ko jata hai jo aapka ho ...magar aap tu geet ke pehle hi hu chuke thay maan ... geet kya humare beech aati ...mien hi aap dono ke beech aagayi ...meri waja se aap dono alag hugaye ...
par dekhye na upar wala bhi yahi chahta hai ...jin do dil-loun par usne ek doosre ka naam likha woh ek hoo jaye ... tab hi tou dekhoo us pal jab car khayii ke tarf ja rahi thi ...mera dupatta seat ke neeche atak gaya ...mien usko chorana chahti thi ...magar phir aapki aur geet jhalak dekhi ...maan mien humesha aapke chehre par khushi dekhna chahti thi aur who mujhe dekhi ...jab aap geet se mele ...pehli baar meen aapko dil se muskuraate huye dekha ...aur laga ke sirf wohi hai jo aapko khushi de sakti hai ... aur bas lamha wahin ruk se gaya ...
maan mien upar wale ka shukar karti hoon ke usne mujhe ye mauqa diya... ke mien apne dil ki baat aapko keh paayi ... maan ...us ek pal mien mujhe meri zindagi ka sabse bara sach pata chal gaya ... ... mujhe humesha lagta tha ke pyaar insaan ke liye khushyoon ki sugaat lekat aata hai ...aur uske saath ek darr bhi apne pyaar ko khoone ka darr uska aapko chor ke jaane ka darr ...shayad iss hi liye mene humesha apne aapko iss ehsaas se door rakha magar uss ek pal mie mene jaana ke ...
Pyaar Woh Ehsaas Hai Jo Insaan Ke Andar...
Kisi Par Fanaa Hone Ka Jazba Paeda Kar Deta Hai...
maan ab mujhe kisi cheez ka darr nahi hai ...na maut ka ..na aapse door jane ka ..mujh se vaada kejeye maan ke aap geet ko wapis apni zindagi mien layeinge ... usshe uski muskurahat wapis deinge ...
plzz maan mujh se vaada ke jeye ke aap apne pyaar ko wapis apni zindagi mien le aainge ...aur phir se muskurayenge ...vaada kejeye maan ...
( all the while maan was looking at her eyes amazed with the self-less love she had for him ...even after knowing that he loves someone else ...she wants him to fulfill his love story ...)
maan nodded ...holding her hand in his ...not in his senses ...did'nt knew how say to her that geet is going to marry someone else ...
sameera started breathing hard ...she was at the verge of death and increasing her hold on maan's hold ...
maan shouts for the doctors ...as they came in they informed him that sameera is taking her last breaths and they cant do anything ...
maan was numb ...blamming him for her suicide attempt ...
maan moved forward and bend on her ...placed a tight kiss on her forehead and a tear slipped from his eyes ...he holded there for a brief moment repenting for what she did 4 him ...
and then doctors parted him and next he saw them covering sameera's face with white sheet declaring her to be dead ...
~~~flshback ends~~~
maan opens his eyes and stairs at her face for sometime ...praying for her all the while ...he pulled out a holy band from his forearm and tied it on geet's forearm for her well being ...
and said
Maan : mishty yaad hai ye mene tumhare haath par baandha tha ...jab hostel mien tumhain buhat teez bukhaar aaya tha ...
.mien darr gaya tha... tumhain uss haalat mien behoosh dekh kar ...mujhe laga tum bhi kahen mujhe mom-dad ki tarha choor kar chali jao gi ...
phir school se bhag kar mandir gaya tha tumhari favourite RADHA-KRISHN wale...pandit ji ne kaha ke yeh tumhari raksha kare ga ... wahin mela tha mujhe ye ...aur tum theek hugai thi ...bilkul theek ..
magar phir tum ne zidd kar ke mujhe ye wapis pehnaya ...aaj bhi yaad hai friendship's day par... tum ne kitni zidd ki thi ...
YEARS BACK FRIENDSHIPS DAY ...MAAN N GEET IN DEHRADUN
Geet : maan dekho aaj friendships day hai aur aapko meri baat manni hi pare gi ...buhat hua abb ...
Maan : mishty ye baat mien bhi tum se keh sakta hoon ...
Geet : par kya problem hai aapko ...mien khud aapko ye taveez pehna rahi hoon na ...phir ..
Maan : mien ye tumhare liye laaya hoon ...ta ke tum phir se koi problem mien na phasso ...meri PROBLEM QUEEN.. 😆
Geet ( making an O shape face ) : hawww ...maan aapne mujhe problem queen kaha ..rukoo abhi batati hoon ..
...They started running in the school ground ...and after covering some distance geet was about to trip but as usual maan ne bacha liya ...
Maan : dekha phir ek problem ...mishty mene kitni baar kaha hai dhyaan se chala karo ...abhi gir jati tou ..
Geet : pehli baat ye aapki waja se hua ...
dosrii baat mera dhyaan tou humesha aap rakhte hoo tu mujhe na tou zarorat hai aur na hi aadat ...
aur teesri baat mien nahi girti ..aaj tak gir-ri hoon kya ...aap tou humesha hote hoo mujhe bachane ke liye ...
aur aapki hi galti hai humesha bacha lete hu tu mujhe kisi problem mien parne se darr nahi lagta...
Maan: mishty tum bhi na ..agar kabhi mien nahi hua tou ...
Geet : aesa kabhi nahi hoo sakta ...
Maan : par ...
Geet : shuuu kitna bolte hu ...chalo haath do aur han ab aur kuch bola na tu mien ...
... mien aap se baat nahi karoon gi ...
Maan ( giving his killing smirk 😳): tum mujh se baat kare bina nahi reh paao gi ...
Geet : correct magar agar mien aapke samne hi nahi aaongi tou aap se baat kaise karoon gi ...😛
Maan : ab iss ka kya matlab hai ...
Geet : mien meera ke saath weekend pe usske ghar chali jaaongi ...aur phir aap rehna yahan hostel mien akele ...
Maan : mishty tum mujhe choor kahen nahi ja sakti ...samjhi ...mien tumhain kabhi jaane hi nahi doonga ...
Geet : acha baba promise kabhi choor kar nahi jaaongi ...lekin jab aap humesha mere saath rehne wale hoo tou phir mujhe kabhi koi problem hogi tou aap hi usko solve kar ke mujhe bacha lena na ...
aur iss si liye aap ye taveez bandho ...chalo haath do ..
aur ab se ye aapki humesha hifazat kare gi har problem se ...
...aur ab se mujhe har problem se bacha na aapka kaam ...okiee
Maan : tum se kab jeeta hoon ...
Geet : phir bhi larna nahi chorte kabhi ....waise MSK ko harana bhi sirf mishty ke bas ki baat hai ....😛
Maan : chalo abhi ...
Geet : ek min ...aap ne abhi promise kiya na ke aap meri prob humesha solve karoo ge ...tou chalo mujhe kuch bhook lagi hai aur lunch time khatam hone mien sirf 5 min baqi hain ...dekhoo aur hum ne lunch liya bhi nahi hai ...
Maan : kya ...mishty tum humesha aesa kyun karti hoo ...ye
Geet ( cutting him inbetween ) : acha baba abhi baqi ka baad mien dant lena ...abhi chalo sadho singh khurana gi ...😆
( saying so she began to run toward the dinning area ...and maan was running behind her trying to stop her...)
PRESENT
Maan : mishty rooku ...gir jao gi ...mishty ... and he came back to reality .. 😭
Maan : i am sorry mishty ...mien apna vaada poora nahi kar paaya ... tumhain nahi bacha paaya ...apna vaada nahi nibha paya ...
Maan : mishty ...mien jaanta hoon mien buhat bura hoon... kabhi kisi ko koi khushi nahi di ...magar please meri galtiiyoon ki itni bari saza mat doo mujhe ...mien ye dard bardaasht nahikar paoonga mishty ...please ..
utho ...aankhein khoolo ...bas ek baar ...uske baad tum jo kahoo gi mien karne ko tyaar hoon please aakhien kholo ...please ...
with that doctor came and said its been 8 hours we need to check her and he needs to go outside ...
maan halfheartedly got up and went towards the door but came back and bend on her to kiss her forehead 😳...and wisphered ...
mishty ...please jaldi se uth jaoo ...love u ..can't live without you ..
and he left from there but heard the nurses talking to each other ...
Nurse : do u think that girl will survive .. i heard doc saying that only a miracle could save her ...
Nurse 2 : god knows better ...kya pata koi chamatkaar ho hi jayee ...uski family ke sab log buhat pareeshan hai aur sab ke sab mandir mien hain iss waqt ...
maan started walking in an un-known direction of the hospital and reached cardiac ward ...he came to his sense when a girl bump into him
and said sorry ...
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