FLAMES OF DESIRE
PART-27
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"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."
"leave" he said hurriedly...fearing to breakdown before her...the emotional turmoil was creating havoc in him...making him do such things which he could regret later...
Geet stood there rooted looking at his back...not wanting to leave, as she knew if she leaves now, she wont be able to see him for next 5 days...and parting away like this meant, breaking there relationship...
"I said leave now" he shouted, making her jump back with fear...as geet ran out crying madly...not able to take this much stress and hatred...
It was sheer luck that no one in KM, saw her in this vulnerable state...she ran madly holding her duppatta on her bruised torso...hiding the marks he gave her...she was feeling disgusted with the turns of events yet was pained with the way he insulted her...
but then she never wanted to part this way...her poor heart cried with helplessness...that she didnt even got the chance to tel him that she will be leaving tommorow...she walked crazily on the road, guessing in her half cautious state, which way to go...her mind clouded with the moments they shared few minutes back...what where they doing? what was he doing to her? what she felt when he touched her there? why she felt the urge for him to move his hands on her forbidden parts? was all this normal?
"no" she screamed with anger..."this is not right i know...fir woh kyu mujhe iss tarah chute hai" she cried...
"then why i could feel him hurt with my denial" confused with her own thoughts she kept walking endlessly on the road...finally reaching her home...she directly went to her room, slamming the door behind...she thumped on her bed, crying bitterly...
"babaji maine sahi kiya na unn par chilla ke...mai kya karu, ab unka gussa mujhase bardashta nahi hota...nahi bardasht hoti unki nafrat...kyu woh mujhe iss tarah dard dete hai..."
she complained her heart out...till she felt asleep...she was worn out both mentally and physically...the trauma and panic which she went through, has now started showing his effect on her...although maan was everything to her, but now his anger was creating an irrevocable fear deep down in her subconscious mind...the fear that would last for lifetime , if maan didnt try to wipe that off with his care and love...
Here maan was still standing in the same position in which geet left him...left him to burn in his anger and love...he was stunned with the events that took place so quickly...
did she really dared to deny him? was the only question playing in his mind..."aisa maine kya kar diya uske saath...jo woh mujhe chod ke chali gayi" he brushed his sweaty hair back..."my touch disgusts her...this is what she said" a tear dropped from the corner of his eyes...as he closed them painfully letting the pain pierce deep inside his soul...
"how could you say that geet...bas itna hi samjh payi mujhe, mere pyar ko" he cried falling on his knees...
"i will never forgive you geet...because you left me to burn in this flames of desire...and i promise you, will make you burn in the same...you will crave for me my touch, to the extent of insanity"
he was determined to bend her down this time...
"i endeavoured a lot to protect your innocence, to coocoon you from every harsh reality, to make you understand what our relation is...but not now...now you will see the worth of maan singh khurana" he was sounding intimidating...the every word he spoke only showed the level to which he was brutally hurt...his heart cried in pain and sorrow of his lonelyness...
Later after composing himself he went to office...as he knew, if he stayed at home, then geet's thoughts wont let him breath in peace...
in office he tired to concentrate on work...but geet's thoughts didnt left his mind even for a second...he kept thinking about her all throughout...her teary hazel, her trembling form kept haunting his thoughts...as he knew he was the only reason behind it...but then what was his fault? the only thing he did, was to love her insanely...and what in return he got...only accusations...
with this, his ego took over, as he started bashing and shouting everyone coming his way...not even dev was spared , he got an nice lecture on unprofessionalism and that to without any fault...
It was night and geet was sitting grumpily on her bed, looking at her mom who was packing her cloths...poor soul was not in a mood to leave her house and enjoy there with her cousins...as she knew she wont be able to stay there with all this misunderstandings...but now it was too late to backout, as brij was on his way from hoshiyarpur, just to pick up geet from her home...and he could reach any time soon...
they had already planned, that brij would come to stay over night at handas, and then he would take geet with him to hoshiyarpur early morning...
geet was brij's most pampered cousin, and how on earth would he get married without her presence...and he knew mohinder and rano wont be able to make it...becuase of some official commitments of mohinder, and rano had to stay back just to look after his needs...and so only geet was jumping in joy for her veer ji's wedding...she was so much excited when rano told her about brij's wedding and how suddenly there marriage date got fixed...
poor girl was so much excited for this wedding, but now she was acting all whacked out, to even move her leg from her bed...
"geet what is this...you are not doing any favour on me by going to hoshiyarpur...just move your body and help me in packing" rano was irritated looking at geet's laziness...but poor geet was just so much drowned in her sorrows, that she didnt knew what her mom was saying...she thumped herself on bed...sleeping on her tummy...she took her face in her palm...thinking deeply of something...
"geet this is too much...brij would be here anytime soon...and look at you...not at all bothered to even spare me a glance" rano shouted...
but geet was really unaware of the happenings around her...she took her mobile...contemplating the idea of calling maan...she just wanted to let him know that she was leaving...an unknown fear was taking over her mind and body...fearing for the consequences for their fight...
Finally after thinking a lot she called him...waiting for him to pick up the phone...not knowing what will she speak to him and that to infront of her mom...that is when it struck her, that her mom was in the room...and what will she speak to him infront of her...so she hurriedly disconnected the call...
Maan was heavily engrossed in doing his tai- chi...he was doing it with hard and vigorous moves...just to punish his body and satisfying his rage...he smashed few bricks in small pieces with just his one blow...and then he moved to the ice slab...he stood infront of it...and flexing his muscles...then broke it in one go, screaming his heart out...finally letting the pain drench him in and out...thats when he heard his mobile ringing...irritated he went towards it, to pick it up...but then in his half way it got disconnected...he looked at the caller id and found it to be geet...
"still she is playing her childish games...by calling me...isnt she satisfied yet????" he smacked the mobile angrily on floor...
Here geet was finding ways to send her mom outside her room, so that she could get some privacy to talk to maan...
"mumma aap jao...mujhe abhi sona hai" geet said meekly, pretending to sleep...
"geet hadd hai bachapane ki...mai tumhari packing kar rahi hu aur tum mujhe jane ko keh rahi ho" her mom screamed with sheer irritation...making geet jump on her bed with fear...
"i am sorry mumma" geet said on the verge of crying...looking at her mom with teary hazels...
her mom just melted looking at her tears...finally bidding her goodnight...rano went out, closing the door behind...letting her duaghter sleep peacefully...
Geet hurriedly fished her phone out of her blanket...and called maan...he was again busy with his tai-chi, when he saw his mobile blinking on the floor...he picked it and looked at the caller id, and saw it to be geet...not even giving a second thought he smashed his mobile hard...and left from there to his room...he had a cold shower, thinking of numerous reason why geet must have called...but then knowing geet he knew she must have come up with another of her childish tricks...so it would be better he keeps her out of his sight for few days...just to put some sense in her brain...with this thought he slept...unaware of the pain and longing he will go through for missing his geet...
Geet tried calling him several times...but it kept ringing...she knew he wont pick up her call this soon...as his anger wont have subsided even a bit...
"i tried calling him babaji...par unko mujhase baat hi nahi karni..."
"itni jaldi unka gussa shant nahi hoga mai janti hu...par chahe kitna bhi khudko unse dur karlu...par yeh dil unse dur bhi toh nahi reh sakta" she sighed...
"i know i am lacking in our relationship...i am not able to understand his needs...and that is why i think it wont be right for him, if he marries me..."
"unki jarurate mai kabhi puri nahi kar paungi...aur fir woh aise hi mujhase jabardasti..." her words died as the images of him forcing her came flashing...how his hands roamed on her private parts...how hungrily he kissed her...how madly he gave her so many bruises on her neck and chest...
geet shivered with the mere thought of it...what will happen if they get married...will he everytime do this to her...force her to bed...or will just bark at her for not understanding his needs...will he hurt her just like the way he does now...or will he shout at her showing his anger...
Her mind clouded with all sort of horrifying thoughts...kicking the breath out of her...she abruptly throws her mobile away, getting numb with the thought of him forcing her...
"nahi mai kabhi unse shadi nahi karungi...i will better go to hoshiyarpur and wont come back...i dont want to face him again"
with this thoughts she cried herself to sleep...not able to understand what is happening with her life...at one moment she was so happy living with her mom and dad...and then her marriage got fixed with maan...how he entered her life, giving her all new emotions and feeling she was kept deprived till then...his touch everytime evoked new desires in her...making her crave for more...but now the same touch is scaring her to death...
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Precap:- missing eachother
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Edited by mahimaneet - 13 years ago
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