APP KI NAZROON NE SAMZHA PYAAR KE KABIL MUJHE..
part 21
(For those who asked how maan knows about kuhu,PRIVATE INVeSTIGATION...Geet used to tell maan how Kuhu-Geet were besties until that one month gap,well it is not normal to have friednship strained or spoiled without anu fight right?? So it irked maan & maan doubted something must have happend,so he called for a invastigation on kuhu)
As maan went out of the room geet looked at kuhu & sighed...
It's good that u are here kuhu,i wanted to talk to you.
About what?She asked rudely.
Look i know that it looks like i want to get back at you the way i entered in your colony,your serial as the 2nd main lead, that too with maan,the way our company has signed a contract with you...
Say directly what you want to say.
I want you to know that i have no intention to take revenge or something,or make u look small. I have forgiven u long ago, infact...what i am now...all thanks to you.
Knowingly or unknowingly u have encouraged to to change for better. So i have no grudge against you. I don't know how you feel,bt if possible,i want us to be friends.
She looked at kuhu...she was mumbling something...
What?? U said something??
WHat do you think of yourself? Kuhu said in a low voice...
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF,This time she screamed,with tears streaming down her face...
WHY ARE YOU SO EASYGOING DAMN IT!!!! WHY ARE YOU MAKING THIS MORE DIFFICULT! FOR ME!!
Geet was speechless with her outburst.
She kept silent.
DO YOU KNOW HOW DIFFICULT IT IS FOR ME TO BEHAVE LIKE THE WAY I AM?? EVERY HOUR,EVERY MINUTE,EVERY SECOND,I AM SUFFERING? WHAT DO YOU KNOW??? HOW CAN YOU FORGIVE ME WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING??
kUHU...
STOP!! Stop right there...Don't come closer to me...or i ...
She was muffled with geet suddenly embracing her tightly.
I am sorry.
Wha...what?? why are you saying sorry??
I had felt it many years before,i wanted to ask you,bt i couldn't...it is my fault that i wasn't for you there when you were suffering...something happened in that in one month ..didn't it??
Kuhu stiffened in geet's embrace...
I felt it long ago..yet,i selfishly immersed myself grieving for myself,thinking about the way u treated me after i came back from my vacation,not asking even for once why u behaved like the way u did...& just made a reason myself,thought that high class life blinded you & u didn't want to mix with me anymore...i was totally wrong,wasn't i???she whispered in kuhu's ears.
Tears streamed down form kuhu's cheeks,no...not tears...years of isolation,years of pain was confined in each tears making them heavy as lid ..
U went to vacation as soon as we got admitted in our colleges. I don't know what i did,bt after someday...girls in my college started behaving rudely with me...it went from worst with each day,at first they just used to passively say bad things to me,bt with each passing day...they started to verbally abuse me, bt the only relief was they won't abuse me physically as it will leave proofs...
On second thoughts,maybe it would have been better...i tried to ask them what was my fault,bt it was as if they wouldn't even go near rationality. U know geet...they went as far as writing my number in boys toilet saying...u understand,right??
Geet clenched her feasts.
When i came to know about this ,i was devastated...u weren't there to support me...so i told all this to my parents. They contracted the principle...u know,when the principle called the girls on office ,what they said??
Geet stayed silent...
They said they weren't at fault at all,they also went as far as saying i change my boy friend everyday,everyday they saw me with a new boy.
U will believe me na geet,they were only friends,i never thought of them like that,never behaved with them like that...yes there was one boy whom i liked...bt he already had ditched me...
U know geet what the principle did?? She didn't even call the boys to justify if what the girls were saying true or no...bas man liye,that they are right...
She laughed sadly..are principle chodo,even my own parents didn't understand me...
I didn't cry that day u know...something inside me, just froze...after that day,i decided to use everyone...make them look smaller,as they did to me till now.
Geet hugged kuhu more...
I wish u were there...i wouldn't have been broken like this then..
I am sorry Kuhu,for not being with you...i am sorry..i a sorry...
Kuhu distangled herself from geet YES!!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT,WHY WERE'T YOU THERE TO SUPPORT ME?? WHY WEREN'T YOU THERE TO SOOTH ME?? WHY WEREN'T YOU THERE TO GIVE ME HOPE!!! WHY?? WHY?? WHY DAMN IT?? She screamed violently as she again & again hit geet with her fist...
Gee again hugged her distressed friend tightly..kuhu first tried to pry herself off from her,bt after some struggling,she hugged her back & cried...
Geet also cried as she patted her back soothingly...she didn't know that her friend suffered as much as she did...
SShhh...i am here now, my BFF..she said with a teary smile.
Kuhu laughed with tears in her eyes...u are still using those cliched words!! U haven't changed from inside did you??
Nope!! Geet gigled as they both parted...
Kavi mat badalna...kuhu said wiping her tears.
Waise u don't want to ask anything about ayush??
nope! Jo vi hua,that is for good...i got my maan,my soulmate.Waise...does ayush love you?
Yes...that was true...Ayush did love kuhu from heart...& so did kuhu,bt she just couldn't forgive him for hurting her best friend...bt she also understood him...she understood that all he did was for hsi friend, believing his friend...like she did for geet...she understood that if she was in ayush's place she would have done the same ,may be more for her friend...
Bt the only difference was Ayush's friend RAHUL was anything bt innocent,he didn't even consider him as friend,he just used him...unlike geet who is ever ready for sacrificing herself for her Family & friends...
Geet i want to tell u something...
She told geet what she had told maan..the truth about her marrying Ayush...
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So it's like this...Kuhu,please tell me truth,since ur marriage was like this...do u two really love each other...
YES...Kuhu said with a serene smile,that is the only thing she was thankful to god...
Ayush actually is a good man,bt...
Guess we can help each other now like before...i will help you with Ayush,so that B**** rahul doesn't get anymore chance to get back to you & you help me...
What do u need help for??
Maan's mom,brothet & sister-in-law are coming...
So what?? Don't tell me u don't like them..it's not like u yaar!!
No actually they are coming for the first time..no I AM MEETING THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME!!
WHAT!!!!
Geet sighed...i really don't know what i feel about them,since dadi told me that they wanted to send maan india alone from US ,practically separate him from them ...it was dadi & Anie who came with maan forcefully...
WOW!! Seems complecated..
ya it is...I hope all the bitterness,for whatever the reason it was..is gone now!!!
Hope so...nahi to MAIN HOON NA..kuhu said in filmy style giggling
Now Who is being dramebazz!!! Geet rolled her eyes smiling.
YOU!!!
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