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hi friends ...
for those who don't know me ..i am SOBIA ..
here for the first time sharing my OS ..😳
SAIYAAN ..aur iss ke liye mujhe thanks nahi bolna warna yeh Eza di hai na mujhe aaj bhi fir se daant de gi ..so here is a OS AS A RETURN GIFT FOR EZA DI FOR ALL THE SMILES SHE GAVE ME ON MY SPECIAL DAY ...😳 LUV YA DI 😳
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MG OS : Saiyaan
Saaiyan mere saaiyan
Saaiyaan mere saaiyan ..
I am Maan Singh Khurana …the name known for his power ..position ..status n intelligence ..
In the last 9years of my life all I have achieved is my own construction company which I started from a chawl n now is listed among the most successful firm on India ..a happily married life for my sister n a fianc my one n only friend ..cousin .. at this point of life … Meerawho stood by me when thr was no body ..no body at all …
But …Today I am Walking on the same street of Delhi from whr this story started …like a failed person …a person who has failed in every aspect of life …in recognizing his love …to protect her …to trust her ….just a selfish person who never bothered for anyone other than his own good for nothing ego …n now remembering all her antics years back …her laughter …her smile …those concealed painful eyes …n the hurt written all over is flashing in front of me …today I can relive every moment of that one year spent around her …when I never recognize how much deeply she loved me …
It was the same place whr I was just a normal middle class orphan brother who had just a sister to take care of in the name of family …whr I was copping with my life with a positive attitude …adjusting in a budget of just 30,000 …I was studying in my last year of graduation while aniee was stepping in the first year …
We had all what we wanted studying in the top graduation college of Delhi through scholarship standing in between the rich spoilt brats of high societies …I never cared a damn about all the comments they passed over my status …I was as arrogant for the outer world as friendly I was for my friends n for me all mattered was just my baby sister who was really innocent to stand those pricking comments …but this was just until that day when I saw her for the first time …
Mere saaiyaan ..
It was raining really heavily I was walking through the same dark streets of delhi enjoying the rain drenching as loved doing that n that's when I saw a girl stepping out of her car in light pink churidar struggling with her umbrella ..her hairs were scattered all over her face making me curious to see her n soon I saw her umbrella floating in my direction with a stormy wind ...n she just stood thr adjusting her dupatta frm slipping away in that wind ..n I like a gentleman took the umbrella n walked towards her n called with the most usual word "Suniye" but next moment I still don't know what exactly was that but I wasn't able to remove my gaze off her n I just kept looking at her drenched face n the water drops falling off her face n the few strands which were troubling both of us ..making my throat go dry with the urge to remove them off her eyes …a thunder bolted making me come out of my trance n saw her scared face fully for the first time the lightening ..she was shivering I guessed she was scared …but y she was looking down I couldn't understand then but thought it to be my constant gaze n I turned handing over her umbrella only to listen the most melodious voice ever in my life "Suniye" this was defo the most sweetest name I was given ever .. I still remember the way she said all at that time ..her soft enchanting voice is still echoing in my ears …I turned towards her n saw her nervously clutching her umbrella stick then after waiting for few minutes I said "ji" she looked up into my eyes n I felt like drowning into the depth of those Hazels …soo much was hidden in those deep almond eyes I just couldn't fanthom then n next moment she disappeared in the darkness with her car saying the last set of words "thanks for the Umbrella" ….
This was my first meeting with her …I didn't knew at that time she came with the storm of that night was not for this city but ME …
Oblivious to the future I was lost in that meeting till a week n kept thinking and smiling at that innocent looks n nervous state of hers …
Saaiyan mere saaiyan mere saaiyan
Mere saaiyan re, saaiyaan re ..
That was colleges first day as well as a day of ragging so only I told aniee to join a day after …but I felt to be on cloud9 seeing the very person whom I was thinking off from last 1week was now in front of me …glad in white churidar looking as divine as the goddess of beauty would be ..i was totally flat with her simplicity n pure beauty …I never saw someone looking soo beautiful in such a simple attire ..but that was my dream girl yes now I know that's the one girl made for me …n I saw her entering in college out from a lavish Mercedes ..walking with all the elegance one could possess but the ragging session was taking a toll on my temper n stood up for her rescue but next she surprised me by putting up her demand in front of a flirt senior my classmate Rahul Jadeja that if she did what he asked he will have to bow in front of her for the next whole year every time she passes bye him …n as decided she wore the short skinny dress ..i was seething in anger looking at her un-comfortable look n next she tripped on principal ..n talked with him in utter seductive manner ..as we all expected principal got immensely angry n called her to his room .. n we all heard him shouting at her …Rahul was giving high five to his friend for succeeding in his plan to have thought her a listen to mess with seniors but I was really feeling helpless as we knew she will be expelled for doing this knowing the bad temper of our princi but I was glad she wasn't n came out with a bright smile …
I was shocked ..i assumed her to be a nave simple girl as she really looked tensed with Rahul n his gang approached her but now seeing her back firing at them made me stunned but I enjoyed those fuming disappointed looks at their facing n next her eyes met mine …n I practically lost some beats ..it was not for a minute either …n when she tore her gaze ..I actually recognize her looks as till that moment I was just worried for next moment n she was all what could define the word graceful in that deep red short fitted dress but my heart was beating faster with every step she took in my direction n next I heard her voice asking about her class ..n was blank for a moment n then saw her talking with my classmate Ridhima …n then I saw her stepping 2wards change room ..lost in her sweet n melodious voice i stood thr spell bounded feeling her aroma in the air ...
Sacha bole na jhootha mahiya re
Mere saaiyaan re, saaoyaan re
Jhoothi maya ka jhootha hai jiya re ..
It was second day of college n as expected aniee was one of the prey of Rahul's gang ..n saw her standing with tears in her eyes n I marched with sheer anger …but before I could reach her ..i saw the same angel standing beside aniee circling her hand over aniee's shoulder supporting her threatening those je** about the approaching princi ..making them halt n next princi came thr asked for the reason for the crowd n then all dispersed with geet taking aniee with her ..i was satisfied …don't know y but I felt aniee to be with a safe company …the whole day went like that n I kept onn stalking her with aniee …just couldn't gather the courage to face her still don't know y …I still remember how she was trying to make aniee smile ..the way she laughed ..her sweet voice n her naughty antics all were just making me fall for her all the more ..n today I finally got to know the name of my dream girl ..''geet" …so perfect it felt …she was truly like a song ..smooth ..soothing ..calm n pure ..just as a musicians melody …
Ab kis disha jaaon, kit main basera paaon
Tu jo thaame sambhal jaaon
Saaiyan mere saaiyan, saaiyaan mere saaiyan ..
Its has been a months n every time I tried interacting with her some how I failed ..i was truly dejected n even started feeling that she was avoiding me ..even though she was being very nice to my sister or should I say geet n aniee has now become an inseperable friends ..
But today I felt to be restless ..didn't knew the reason but I was …till that day my every feeling was just connected with my sister but today I was feeling a strong urge to see my dream girl my geet just wanting to assure my self that she is fine n my doubts turned to be true she was in trouble ..locked in the top floor class room which was not in use with Rahul who was trying to take advantage of her but for the first time I thank my star to have stalk her soo much so that I knew I wanted to visit that top floor to see whats thr ..my blood boiled seeing him hovered over geet n her dress torn..i knew I have a bad temper …I was very well aware of the fact I can go to any extent to protect my love one but the rage I felt at that moment was something which even I couldn't understand I just wanted to make that Rahul die 1000 times a minutes …beating him furiously I took him to princi's cabin n made him rustigated …this created a big hype in the college I was worried for geet … after all for any girl this was not an easy situation to face… but she never fails to surprise me …I was sitting in a lonely corner with a medical box beside me thinking of her when I saw a faint image of some1 standing behind the pillar n then saw her coming towards me with shaking steps …her dress was changed n I was relieved seeing her …though she was sweating furiously may be she was still in that moment but I was confused y she is here ..in all these moths she never approached me or should I say she tried her best to avoid me but today she is coming to meet me ..?? or its just a co-incident ….my heart skipped a beat when I saw her shaking hands grabbing the medical box n she sat on her knees in front of me …I can still feel the soft touch of her fingers on my hand …the way she bandaged my bruised hand ….my heart is still bleeding remembering the painful teary Hazels which were looking at me pleading …but what I didn't knew …I was confused what she was trying to convey but before I can say anything she left sobbing ….
Mere saaiyaan re, saaiyaan re
Mere saaiyan re, saaiyaan re
Sacha bole na jhootha mahiya re …
Its was almost 6months since then …geet was pretty normal even after that may coz of her cousin around her …I so much hate that Armaan Malik … but then more than him I hate this in-different behaviour of hers only with me …she is talking with my sister …with my friend Ridhima …even with other student ….in front of me …standing beside me but what's the problem talking with me …I was just not able to get whats bothering her …every time I am hocked up b/w my job n annie she always thr as my savoir giving company to aniee n helping her dealing with seniors phrank …whenever aniee needs any help she is thr …even when I gets head ache due ti my tough schedule she some how manages to make me have those pain killers through others or even when my boss has ordered me to do over time as my performance was getting effected due to this so called love life of mine where I still didn't had a proper talk with my love interest …she was bringing my favorite grill cheese sandwiches in the name of aniee so that I could have something in college be4 leaving to office but I was not a fool to recognize thr were 3 sandwiches n we all know aniee can't have more than one though she liked it very much like me…so who the hell is going to have those 2 left sandwiched when she never joins me n aniee with our combine group in canteen at the lunch time …knowing her cousin will be providing that book worm her lunch in the library it self …I cant believe she can study this much …
Daman mein samete andhere layi hai
Behroopiya roshni
Oh loriyaan gaye toh ninde jal jaati hain
Lage kalsuri chandni ...
Well I had enough of this stalking session even my friends circle had started doubting me with geet …but then I was way to smart for them to guess anything about me ..still Ridhima was close to me n she guessed it ..n even asked me straight forwardly so I couldn't denei her n confessed the way I have been hitting geet to just have a simple talk but she is purposefully avoiding me still every single gesture of hers is saying it out loud she do have some feelings for me …the way she gets restless not seeing me around when required …all was pretty confusing for us as we were still guessing the reason of her behaviour since her cousin is also an year elder than her n Is quite a flirt type guy ..finally we decided to put geet in to a situation n ill get a chance to talk with her …
It was Saturday n as per plan we messaged her with aniee's number to make her come to a near by mandir in pretext of getting stuck over thr ..n as expected she came out of worry for aniee without her cousin all panting … as it was late night Mandir was all empty n the time she entered I walked in front of her n told her it was my plan as she was delebrately avoiding me since Rahul's incident so I had to do this ….but the moment I finished my explanation she made her way out of the mandir but today I was not in a mood to let her go so I grabbed her wrist n asked her why she is behaving so but all I could see was fear in whose eyes with constant attempts to free herself …n out of blue I confessed my love in front of her ..she looked at me with teary eyes ..for a second I was lost in the love I saw in her eyes that made me believe that she loves me too but next moment her eyes were full of hurt n pain ….n intensity made me jolted n I instantly removed my grip over her hand n she backed 2 steps …looking at me with a blank look …I just didn't know what to expect next then came the most piercing words " door raho mujhse ..plss door raho ..i cant love u ..i just cant love u" ...n i just stood thr drenching my self in the rain trying to swallow the harsh reality ...confused with her words n the emotions i saw in her Hazels ...
Mere saaiyaan re, saaiyaan re
Dil sheeshe ka toota aashiyaan re ...
After that night I never tried to come in front of her … neither I told anything to aniee …she was happy being with geet they both were still doing the same n I guessed geet has never mentioned any of our encounter to her ..Ridhima still tried once to ask her about her refusal but she never gave a proper answer … while I was totally shaken with the painful look I saw in her eyes …but still the love for her was carved deep in my heart n she cant remove that …n I cant help it ..just sooth my bleeding heart I still continued stalking her …n every time I saw her in any trouble I made every attempt to solve her problem ..though that good for nothing cousin of hers were always tagged along with her but then when I saw her tying Rakhi over his hand in Mandir when me n aniee paid a visit thr all my thoughts n doubt about the only reason I had for her refusal got a halt ..it was tough time for me as her behaviour was still the same ..she still took utmost care of aniee ..they were more like soul sisters …n her sandwiches were still tagged with aniee at lunch time as aniee loves her food …n we both don't like having outside food stuffs ..
Ab kis disha jaaon, kit main basera paaon
Tu jo thaame sambhal jaaon
It was last day for all the final year students before exams as well as for first year ….as per my routine I was sitting in the library with a book in my hand actually looking at her from a place where she won't be able to caught me ..n suddenly libraries lights went off …n some of the students in hustle got out of thr but as a result the old door got locked ..as it was late hours to sit thr not many students were around n for our bad luck we both were the only 2 persons locked up …in my mobiles torch I went upto her but got the shock of my life seeing her cuddled up in a corner ..sweating badly eyes closed murmuring something ..placing my hands on her shoulder I tried to get her attention only get snapped by her n she stood up shaking with fear …I still tried to calm her saying "relax geet its me ….Maan, students gaye hain key lane ..darwaza jaldi open hujayega ..calm down" …but looks like she was in a different world …I was fearing don't know y but something told me to do so n I came close to her placing my hand on her face ..trying to know what happened if she is scared of dark …but she just hugged me tight ….i didn't knew what to feel in any other circumstances I would have by now fainted but now she is shivering with fear I could feel my shirt getting wet with her tears n her hiccups were getting louder …I just didn't knew if I should reciprocate the hug …of if she will feel I took advantage of her fear but then her state was un-bearable for me so hid her in my embrace wanting her to believe that Ill be thr for her for ever but what she said made me frozen at my step …''mujhe nahi marna maan …mumma bhi iss hi tarha andhere room mien gayi thi aur fir kabhi wapis nahi aayi ..plss mujhe bachalo ..mujhe nahi marna …" …I was not able to believe nor did understood at that moment what she wanted to say but all I knew was I wanted her to believe me n that I wont let anything happen to her coz now she is not only the person I love but she is my life …my soul ..looking straight into her eyes I gave the promise of a lifetime ..''geet just look at me …I promise u geet I will never let anything happen to u ….i promise u every trouble will have to face me first …just believe me geet ….plss just once believe I love u …I really do love u …u don't need to be scared of this darkness I promise ill be with u at every step of ur life when ever this darkness will approach u ill be standing as a shield to protect ..i promise u geet I will be thr for u …with u forever .."she looked at me with an unknown look …her eyes were always concealed but today they were speaking volume …don't know if it was her heart or I was seeing the reflection of mine but the trust shown in her eyes was giving me a feeling of possession …n her next set of word surprised me "aap sach mien kabhi mujhe chor ke nahi jaoge na …I wont be able to take that …"I had a contended smile that finally she will except my feelings but then her behaviour from the start of all this was bothering me n her words at that night "I cant love u" it was all too much confusing for me to understand but for now I was just concerned for her ….n I cocooned her in my arms …n we sat thr hugging each other on the ground till the door opened n geet slept may be coz of her mental state few hours before n I was just stairing at her …our proximity was quite questionable I can accept that n when the door opened all the students present thr saw us in that state n this got them a topic to gossip over …
Saaiyan mere saaiyan
Saaiyaan mere saaiyan
It was a day after that day n I went to college for collecting some documents but then met up with aniee's group n heard some students gossiping about me n geet …that's when I got to know it was going since morning but geet was no where to be seen after that …she didn't even came to give her last paper ..i was worried ..n then went to geet's house along with her friends making a long reasoning session in front of Aniee n her group that we should at least meet her once ..but I didn't knew that will only bring a poisoned end to our story which never actually started …it was her brother asking me about how I know geet …I was blank for the first time I realized that I actually don't have any relation with her neither of her friend but what pierced my heart was her coldness 2wards me …n her answer "no one bhai …he is just my friends Brother n nothing else" …I just looked at her not able to believe that she actually said that …after all the concern she have showed towards me ..after all what happened in the library ….n before I could say anything Ridhima said out of shock "but we thought u love each other" …I knew after she saw me with geet in library she must have assumed that we are now together but my eyes were just questioning geet n I saw 2wards geet n her blank face didn't let me had any idea of what was going in her mind …n so effortlessly she said it all " LOVE …r u crazy Ridz ..mien inn se pyaar yeh aap se kis ne kaha …I never loved him ..neither can I ..how could u even think of it …han Aniee meri buhat achi dost hai …Magar sirf dost aur YEH ………yeh mere liye Aniee ke bhai se ziada aur kuch nahi …tum logoon ne kabhi humien baat karte bhi dekha hai …for god sake kal koi bhi uth kar kuch bhi kahega n u will assume it to be true …library mien mien darr gayi thi …I am hell scared of darkness aur yeh baat aniee bhi janti hai n that's coz of all what happened thr it doesn't mean mien inn se pyaar karti hoon …no ways Ridz ..i know aap Maan ki buhat achi dost hain par I guess aap ne kuch galat assume kar liya hai …." I was just not myself anymore ..i cant believe what I saw in her eyes in library was not true ..i was rooted at my place …n just kept looking at her eyes just trying have a single glimpse of fake or lie in them but as usual they were blank …n next set of words from her brother made me realize whr I actually stands in her life "forget it sis ..inn middle class larko ki tou adaat huti hai jahan ameer larki dekhi chal diye luck aazmane …par yahan tumhari daal nahi glane wali larke …abb agar apni salamati chahte hu tou iss hi waqt dafa hu jao" …my blood was boiling with anger …n never knew she was also in the category of those rich spoilt brats who considers poor men to be a filth …I was feeling a sudden hatred not towards her …but for my own self to have loved someone like her to this extent …n then i heard her saying " let it be bhaiya …meri kismat hi kharab hai jab bhi dost banaoo yahi hota hai …" I was lost in my own thought recalling every encounter with her …nothing else comes into my mind after those filthy words …n could no longer hear what the other friends of mine were saying n I made my way out of her house to walk on a path of success to prove her that what I was capable to do …to make her realize that the poor middle class Maan whom she left was not a filth or a scrap to use n throw …n I did it standing at the highest point of success …today I am the most poor person living on earth …
Saaiyan mere saaiyan
Today after 9 longs years of hating the same person whom I love the most in my life ….i got to know that the feeling which I said to be an untamed love was just nothing more than a dust in front her feelings ….I was the one who always said it loud how much I love her …or tried to interact with her …but she always tried to distance from me yet helping me with every problem silently ..she never said she loved me …but every action spoke it volumes …n I was such a fool to just see her actions not her heart …I got to know that she loves me through her action …n I assumed her to be a selfish rich brat by listening her words …but I never tried finding out the actual reason why she was distancing me ….never tried to listen to her heart which was bleeding furiously while she was saying all that to me ….
A person whom I considered to be the biggest bretayer of my life is the soul reason coz of whom I am alive today …I promised to be with her in every walk of life but she always tried to be away from my life …just to make me go away from her ..i promised her to be as a shield in front of her but actually she guarded me from her own father ….the UnderWorld Don …Rajesh Handa …who was ready to kill me the moment he got to know about the rumor spread in the college about me n her …she did all this just to save making them realize its nothing b/w us …n made me go far away from her succeeding in her plan …every time the fear in her when I approached her was just coz she knew my life will be in danger if her family in Mumbai got to know that any guy is stalking at her …
Today sitting here in the hospital seeing the same person lying like a dead body with soo many drips covering her I felt to just end my life but then again this life is no more mine …then how can I end this …my geet did all this to save me n now she in comma just coz of me ..I still cant believe what Armaan said "I tried my level best to protect her but after Rajesh sir's dead her brother Brij was not letting her even breath at her own n was forcefully making her marry some other underworld goon …so she escaped from thr house but couldn't escape thr bullets n cars …n while running away she met an accident n from past 7years she is in comma" I just don't know what to think at this moment …my geet …my innocent dream girl went through soo much just to protect me just made it sure for them its nothing b/w us n what I was doing all the while cursing her …n now when she is fighting for her life I was actually going to marry someone else ..but now what can I say toMeera …she was not at fault what have she done to deserve a bretayal from me …she was the only person to hold me when I went to nani maa's house in Manali all broken …
Meera "don't think soo much maan"
Her words were heavy hearted I can feel that but I was not at all able to look at her eyes n what will I say …but seems like I had done something really good in my life to have get these to angels in my life to love me selflessly"maan aap chahiye jo karlo jitna pyaar aapne geet se kiya …kabhi kisi se nahi kar paaonge ..hum ache dost tou ban sakte hain magar pyaar …who tou sirf geet ka haq hai, jao maan andar jaa kar geet ko miloo …uss ko sirf tum hi wapis laa sakte hoo maan …aaj waqt hai apne har wade ko nibhane ka …jao maan plss jao"
I glanced at her with utmost respect n she reciprocated it with a smile n finally gathering all the courage I went in geet's room whr she is from last 7years ..quite …lifeless ..
Saaiyaan mere saaiyan ...
Tears made thr way out of my eyes n I held geet's hand in mine …closed my eyes said all what I wanted since the moment I got to this all …
"I am sorry geet ..plss mujhe maaf kardo I know I am not worth it ..but plss wapis aajao plss geet …I just live without u anymore …plss ek baar bas ek baar mujhe ek mauqa tou do ..plss geet kuch bolo ..mien buhat jhoot bol chukka 9saaloon mien aapne aap se …aniee se ..meera se poori dunya par sach yahi hai tumhare siwa zindagi mien kabhi koi iss dil tak pohanch hi nahi paaya …plss geet bas ek mauqa ..i promise u iss baar mein apna koi vaada tootne nahi donga …plss wapis aajaoo …..
but I guess now Almighty is punishing me for cursing n misunderstanding his Angel ..gods know better when ill get to see my dream girl back to normal but this ill wait …n wait till eternity …
Music …
here it is what i wrote without thinking much just a result of my dukhi aatma ...now me waiting to know what u think about it should i post it ...??
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