CHAPTER 8
Night without the stars'
[Please listen to this song to understand the actual feel of the situation Maan is in'the italics colour coded part is Maan's thoughts'[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_97_rMOfQg&feature=fvwrel[/YOUTUBE]
Kuch kum roshan hai roshni'
Kuch kum geeli hai baarishen'
Kuch kum lehraati hai hawa'
Kuch kum hai dil mein khwahishen'
Thamsa gaya hai yeh waqt aise'
Tere liye hi tehra ho jaise'
Hmmm'.hmmm'hmmm'.
Scrapbook: the name he had given to the room which was filled with stuffs of his love. Photos, papers, art, and paintings etc., and all the things that he had stealthily picked up from her room. This room was the only oasis for a parched him'
Now that his Geet had gone away from him, this room was the only thing that provided him peace. Walking inside with a heavy heart, he looked around to see his Geet filling up every inch of the wall'the photos of her smiling, laughing, confused'every emotion on her face had been captured by him to keep forever'
A painful smile spread across his face as he took in every emotion that was reflected from her eyes behind the frames'bittersweet emotions rose in him showing the pain his heart was feeling'
Kuch kum roshan hai roshni'
Kuch kum geeli hai baarishen'
Kuch kum lehraati hai hawa'
Kuch kum hai dil mein khwahishen'
Thamsa gaya hai yeh waqt aise'
Tere liye hi tehra ho jaise'
Hmmm'.hmmm'hmmm'.
He traced a finger on a photo that was his favorite among all his collections: an iconic picture of Geet lighting a candle. It depicted the deep bond they had between them'she had lit a candle to vanish the darkness in the house but it meant an intense meaning of her lighting up the fire of love in his heart, melting his bad past, making way for a new beginning'
Kyun? Kyun Geet? Kya main itna bura hoon Geet? Am I that bad that you regret loving me? Just a small mistake and this is the punishment I have to suffer? Why did you do this to me Geet? You didn't even here me out'
Kya main tumhari zindagi mein koi mayne nahi rakta Geet? Am I no one in your life? Kya itna aasan hai mujhe chod kar jaana'akele chod kar jaana? Didn't you ever trust me Geet? Didn't you ever think of giving me another chance?
Am I a nobody to you Geet? Don't I exist in your world? Don't I have the right to be with you? To love you? Why Geet? Why did you go?
Kyun mere saas bhi kuch pheeki si hai'
Dooriyon se hui nazdeeki si hai'
Hmmm'.
Kyun mere saas bhi kuch pheeki si hai'
Dooriyon se hui nazdeeki si hai..
Jaane kya yeh baat hai'
Har subha ab raat hai'
Why did that day come? When I lost everything I had'my life now seems worthless without you in it'
It seems dull without the vibrant shades of colours of happiness and love you had painted with'
Besur ban gayi hai meri zindagi meri Geet ke bina'.I hate it Geet'I just hate it'
Cant I get just more chance Geet? Am I that worthless? Couldn't you see the tears glistening in my eyes Geet? Couldn't you feel my heartbeats? Couldn't you feel the pain, Geet?
Kuch kum roshan hai roshni'
Kuch kum geeli hai baarishen'
Kuch kum lehraati hai hawa'
Kuch kum hai dil mein khwahishen'
Thamsa gaya hai yeh waqt aise'
Tere liye hi tehra ho jaise'
Hmmm'.hmmm'hmmm'.
Phool mehke nahi kuch ghumsum se hai'
Jaise roothe hue kuch yeh tumse hai'
Phool mehke nahi kuch ghumsum se hai'
Jaise roothe hue kuch yeh tumse hai'
Khushbhuyen dhalgayii'
Saat tum ab jo nahi'
A tear escaped his eyes as her musical laughter rang in his mind and heart. All the moments sprang to life like a motion picture making him feel hopeless'a sense of self disgust, regret, pain and agony was tearing him apart'resting his forehead against her picture, he tried to control his crying heart'to console it by remembering his Geet and her love she was about to shower on him'
Kuch kum roshan hai roshni'
Kuch kum geeli hai baarishen'
Thamsa gaya hai yeh waqt aise'
Tere liye hi tehra ho jaise'
Hmmm'.hmmm'hmmm'.
Nahi jaane doonga, Geet'I won't let you walk in on me'I will never let you drift away from me'I will bring you back, Geet! I will bring you back to rule my heart. This love is not fake, Geet'it is very intense, very powerful'I have never felt this kind of attraction or love for any other person ever in my life, Geet'never ever'please give me one chance so that I can forgive myself. I promise I won't disappoint you again, Geet'I just can't let you go, Geet'I just can't. Not when I know you loved me too'I am coming to you, Geet'I am coming!
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Emptiness'.
The stars didn't twinkle'
The moon didn't seem to be laughing'
The winds didn't seem to be jingling'
Everything seemed empty'completely empty and lifeless'
No sense of happiness'how could she be happy when her heart was broken so badly'it couldn't be repaired'
She was all alone in this world'in this whole wide world. She had become an insignificant human, whose emotions didn't matter to anyone'
No one cared if she lived or died'no one cared that she had suffered a heartbreak'no one cared that her eyes was filled with tears of regret and pain'
Humiliated by everyone, even by her love'
Her love, Maan'who she thought to be staying with her forever'but it was just a mirage'just an illusion'she had made a mistake'
Not just a mistake'she had killed herself'.or rather he had killed her'he had assassinated her life'her love'her trust'leaving her lifeless'
In moments, everything she had evaporated in front of her eyes and she could do nothing to hold on to it'she saw her happy soul leaving her, pushing her into the pit of darkness'
But,
She couldn't hate him'she couldn't'no matter what she did, she could only feel that love for him'she was entrapped in that love she had felt for him'she couldn't change that love into disgust or hate even after she faced so much because of him'she could only love him'only love him endlessly'
Only LOVE!
She got up silently and walked away on the paths of loneliness, without the sense of her destination and with no one around her'.
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It is very hard to stay away from a person you love the most. It is even worse when you know they will never come back to you.
Rajesh stood by the window, staring at the skies where he could nothing but tiny little star twinkling. It was a new moon that night and so, there was no smiling ball of white. It was a dull night like it was before 25 years. None of his sons could remember what day it was but he could, with vivid clarity.
'Promise me, Rajesh. Vaada kejiye mujhse ki aap hamare beton ko kabhi maa ki kami mehsooz nahi hone denge. Please.'
His wife's words rang in his mind again. The promise that took away his sons from him. He looked up to the portrait of his wife and muttered 'Dekha Garima, maine kya kar diya. Tumhari ek maang bhi poora nahi kar paya. I failed you. Look at what has happened to your sons. Un dono ko yeh bhi nahi pata ki aaj unki maa ki barsi hai.'
He closed his eyes in frustration, thinking how his decision of sending his sons with their aunt had gone horribly wrong.
PRECAP:
Bro where are you going?
In search of Geet'
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