FF: IRRESISTIBLES:: I hate you so,cause I love you soo - Page 3

Originally posted by: maanmeet1

today also i was looking for ur post....m so happy to read ur feelings..whatever u write is soooooooooo apt b it for maan or geet....in ur description everything is so organized in flow dat i always wish to keep reading it....it should never end....and trust me m nt exaggerating....i really feel dat u and i both understand him bt u r better and u can give voice and words to his each and every gesture-expression........

today it was a bit overwhelming for me....m too hurt and shattered coz i cant take dis pain any more....i cant see him suffering like dis....i just wanna give him a warm hug and let him knw dat dont worry sweetheart things will b fine.....geet is yours only...dont punish urself unnecessarily

kyun mere MAAN ko hasi aur khushi raas nahi aati........kyun.......

uski hasi ki gunj aane se pehle he kismat uske hontho ko-dil ko saza de deti hai.....the moment he starts smiling or laughing, fate plans something else for him where he is not allowed to smile or b happy....

every time he said i hate u geet, geet could feel how much he loves her....he failed miserably to show his anger to geet.......his heart, his eyes betrayed him.....he himself knew if he stands in front of her for a single more min he is gonna lose his control over his heart....he just ran away....he was getting more and more aggressive every time he said i hate u bt he knew he was lying...he knew how badly he wanted to hold her, embrace her, melt in her, feel her, get lost in her....dats love........a very pure-pious feeling where u can forgive and forget anything and everything......

today i cried twice d moment i saw tears in his eyes while he was trying to get support of d wall....he was soooooo helpless in love....his longingness for her, d desire to see her just once.....was killing me....

his wound were bleeding bt no one could see except his lady love.....she feels d same pain and distress....she has her own pain to tackle bt now his pain was torturing her and she would not let him break down like dis....she knows dat he will never show anyone how badly he is hurt or d distance between dem is killing him....she took a decision to make him understand things on her own terms....i loved her for dat....firstly coz she didnt give up and 2ndly she wanted him to b free frm dis pain, anguish.......

2nd time i cried after watching d precap....she opened her heart and past in front of him, which was wounded from every possible angle....she cried out dat fate played d game and her own(so called) people cheated her.....deprived her of all d happiness, dreams she once had.....he was stunned.....and angry...

m not sure whether he is angry coz he doesnt believe her or angry on d person who ruined her life....was it a feeling dat oh god....how come she handled so much pain in such a tender age....y i was not der to protect her, b vd her, to fight vd d world who trying to b unfair to her....y i was soooooo late dat i could not protect her honor, her dreams, smiles.....

dont know bt i thought of dis song while writing:

GEET:

pyaar ke mod pe, chhodoge jo baahe meree
tum ko dhoondhegee, jamaane mein nigaahe meree

ayesaa naa ho, aye sanam jaao to fir aa naa sako
meree ye tamannaa hai, tum mere paas raho
kyo tumhe bhaatee nahee, aaj panaahe meree

saath main tumhaare hoo, ab koee gam naa karo
khud ko tanahaa mere, hote humadam naa karo
ho ke maayoos naa dam tod de, chaahe meree

MAAN:

Tumse milke aisa laga
Tumse milke armaan hue poore dil ke
Ae meri jaane wafa
Teri meri meri teri ek jaan hai
Saath tere rahenge sada, tumse na honge judaa
Tumse milke aisa laga
Tumse milke armaan hue poore dil ke
Mere sanam, teri kasam chhodenge ab na yeh haath
Yeh zindagi Guzregi ab
Hamdam tumhaare hi saath
Apna yeh vaada raha, tumse na honge judaa

Originally posted by: maanmeet1

i know it was mind blowing but somehow m not able to write what i want to......my heart is not giving my saath today.....m writing bt m not happy vd wht i have written coz m feeling much more den wht i m writing......

m sure u will understand wht i meant and could not write

Originally posted by: bahane

you explained his feeling soooooooooo beautifully
You are wonderful writer and thank you for sharing it with us your last lines made me so sad please i want something beautiful tomorrow
yes may be at first there will be lots of tear but in the end noooooooooo
in real life it is almost impossible but in dreamland i dream a beautiful dream
i hope i will read your lovely post not written by ink,tear but hope and love
thanks dear
best wishes

Originally posted by: maanmeet1

muniza i cant think of a single situation whr i want pain for maan........i knw he cant live vdout her.......he is just blaming her coz he doesnt want to show his weakness........

he said she needs him........bt he knws dat vdout her he wont b able live for a single day.........he needs her badly........he just wants to b near her and he needs an excuse.........my POV........

i dont want dem to b separated........bt if he has to realize his mistake and love for her like dis den i wish she leaves............😔 😭

Originally posted by: muniza75

@ Kashish - I can understand your more love for Maan, kya karey hum opposite party hain toh Maan ko toh chahiengey, pur kya karon mere andar ki aurat ko, jo ek aurat ko kamzoor nahin daikh sakti. Aaj ki aurat strong hai, aur aaj ki aurat ko koi kamzoor dikhaye woh bardasht nahin hota.

Maan ka maan kabhi na jaye, pur Geet ki self respect ko bhi koi thais na pohanchey..

Good to know that you are MaanEet fan. And yes today Geet was amazing, she hit the sixer by trapped him in the room...Love her for that, Agar woh Maan ka pyaar hai, toh woh bhi uski aatma hai. Woh jeete hain ek dosre ko, aur ek dosre ke baghair adhore hain.....




Muniza

Originally posted by: muniza75

Arey as a MaanEet fan we cant think 1 moment without them, but just for Maan realisation i want Geet to leave his house, and be out of his life for sometime....

I agree Muniza. There is no doubt that if geets leaves him, he will go crazy. agar halaat aisay ho gayay tu i stand by you as well, geet should walk away. if even after telling the truth he doesnt want to believe in her, than she should walk away.

doori pyar ko barha daity hai. maybe that will entice maan to find out about her past and the man who hurt her like this.


Tell you honestly the way you wrote everything from his perspective, it pierced my heart, yes he needs her badly, but he has to take this out from inside. He has to confess this after the truth revelation that he needs her badly...

once again i agree. for now, he has been silently feeling his love for her. but he has to come out in open and accept it. i want him to accepot it to her, full fledge, at the top of his voice ..... i want it too. i am waiting for that moment when maan will confess his love to her .... uffff kya moment ho ga.

I am so tense that what will happen tomorrow, i am just hoping everything best now, but dont wanna say anything.....

One side i am happy that truth will come out, but somewhere i am tense too.....

Sach mein, tension tu bohat hai .... bohat!!!


One more thing i loved the song you dedicated to MaanEet, such a lovely song, and perfect for our love birds....




Muniza