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ash08

@ash08

Dazzler

Posted: 15 years ago

#51

@Doods - Nope, no reason to cry. I totally agree with Jyo. Have faith in Nissar.

@Jyo - Sasha and Vicky? Geet has another problem in Sasha then!!

@All - Maan in tears? I cried with him. Hell, GC is one amazing actor. (Ayesha, no pun intended 😆)

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Gagori Chatterjee

@jyoti06

Alumni

+ 8

Posted: 15 years ago

#52

Originally posted by: adits7
jyots....pottli baba ki jai......😆.

helllooooooo devils....

Adits I told u na Friday is Noodle's fav day😉😆😆.....that day he sings .."And we twist...and we twist"😆😆😆

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@TheRowdiest

Stunner

+ 6

Posted: 15 years ago

#53

@jyo- i m with you with my virtual gun😛 ...

btw guys can we start a topic abt it on FB before its too late ? ...better complaining later lets do something now....No Dev- meera in Maneet scenes

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spshastr

@spshastr

Sparkler

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

#54

Originally posted by: jyoti06
When critics talk about "BOLD"..now this is what u call Bold and Brave👍🏼...Geet has shown what women of today can do...they r not just limited to being a doormat like we see in every daily soap today..👏👏👏👏...will throw some virtual kisses to Doodle's Noodle😉😆 and CVs for showing such a strong lead protagonist ever on Indian TV⭐️⭐️⭐️

👏👏👏👏

I cant wait for tomorrow.Hope they show the whole scene and his reaction with no interruption😊

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Gagori Chatterjee

@jyoti06

Alumni

+ 8

Posted: 15 years ago

#55

@Anj:They charaofied your idea again😆😆...yesterday only u told na Geet should lock him in a room and put a tape on his mouth😆...well u see they r mind-readers I guess😉😆

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ash08

@ash08

Dazzler

Posted: 15 years ago

#56

Poem by Charlie Finn.

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off
And none of them is me.

Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.

My surface may be smooth but
my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.

But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it is followed by acceptance,
If it is followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls
from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to. I'm afraid to.

I'm afraid you'll think less of me,
that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.

So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a faade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of Masks,
And my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I'd like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.

I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings --
very small wings,
but wings!

With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator --
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from the shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.

Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls
The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books may say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.

Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.

Edited by ash08 - 15 years ago

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cacoethes

@cacoethes

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 15 years ago

#57

what is it with the Khuranas exploiting alternatively 🤣

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Gagori Chatterjee

@jyoti06

Alumni

+ 8

Posted: 15 years ago

#58

Originally posted by: minnie.reet
@jyo- i m with you with my virtual gun😛 ...

btw guys can we start a topic abt it on FB before its too late ? ...better complaining later lets do something now....No Dev- meera in Maneet scenes

Ya we can😉

Also when we do our aalysis..everyone should put that warning note..no Dev-Meera scenes tomorrow😃

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Vinitha

@Blueberry_07

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 15 years ago

#59

@Ash: I love the fact that Maan had tears in his eyes..I'd actually wanted him to cry buckets..😆😆😆 BUT this is good enough...OR maybe it might come pouring down tmrw again..after the truth is revealed...