Originally posted by: maanmeet1
oh kashish.........u wont believe me i checked d forum so many times for ur post..........der was overflow of feelings today and i wanted words for it......i knew u would do proper justice by writing every single moment's explanation "direct dil se"........
i was so sad dat ur post was nt der bt just now i saw it and i had a big grin on my face......m so thankful to u........d way u praise maan i feel dat u can feel and understand my love and admiration for him.........m really not good at explaining things or not even good vd vocabulary.....
as i said earlier he is man of honor, dignity and principles.........his outer appearence is so strong bt frm vd in he is sooooooo fragile, delicate, soft and sweet.......he just knws how to love, care, protect, respect d one he loves...........i feel anyone(loved one) who is vd him has to "handle him vd care" coz he can easily get hurt.......
he will never show his vulnerability to any one.........he wont show dat he is wounded, shattered, heart broken......he can just project anger to hide is anguish and pain......
i admire-respect him sooooo much more coz while changing geet's clothes while she was unconscious he made every possible attempt dat her honor is not compromised.........i can say i literally worship him......he was above all and unique for me bt today everythng went beyond dat.....above worship......i dont knw wht v can call it.....
today only i wrote in some topic dat he loves dadi bt at d same time he loves geet and in case of geet his heart over rules his mind all d time.......he will never leave her esp in dis condition and dat happened.....i was so happy dat i knw him well........his heart will bleed every time he will b vd geet coz he doesnt knw d whole truth......bt he has to stand by her, he feels dat she is his responsibility.......he loves her so much dat he can ignore his own pain and hurt for her......amazing man.......kya kahu is insaan......i just dont knw.......
i knw m writing too much and too long bt DIL HAI KI MAANTA NAHI.........i want everyone to fell d same, i feel people should praise him.....i really feel proud.......coz dats d man i love.........
wanted to keep on writing bt had to stop somewhere else u guys will throw chappals and sandals at me.......
Manmeet my darling!!!!
Thankyou sooo much for all the love words and appreciation ... it really means a lot lot to me. You are very special because everytime u reply, it comes straight from the heart and i admire it from deep within my heart.
before i say anything M, i want you to know that you can write as long a post here as u like. i would love to read your POV and as i have said already, i enjoy every bit of it. because jo baat dil say nikalti hai wo asar rakhti hai ....
now coming to maan .... yar na poocho aaj mera kya haal hai .... when he closed the lights to change he clothes ... as u rightly said, i bowed my head ... and this is the song that echoed my mind ...
sajda, tera sajda,
din ren karoon ... na hi chain karoon
I loved your analysis M that he will never accept his vulnerability in front of anyone ... never ... and anger is his only way out .. but i feel he is trying to come to terms with this fact ... even then, when he is alone with geet, he cant take it ... the truth hits him again and again, and hurts him again and again. please geet tell him the truth ... PLEASE!!!!
Lots of love,
Kashish