oh yes ..i was thinking the same! Shes back to a place which shuld be ideally the closest to her heart but is the most painful, in an environment(marriage) which must be suffocating her with dreadful memories of her own travesty of a marriage,
The horrific memory of her own grandfather and brother opting on MURDERING her in cold blood(actually thinking of it as an honorable thing to do)!
When one is turned upon by the one thing(here family) they blindly trust,love and die by, it renders the entire emotion of Love and belief baseless! Makes a person feel like the biggest fool, a feeling that changes your entire perception of life.
Its not easy to have to give up on something so basic as trusting and loving your family. Its as if having to learn the entire process of living again and this time all by yourself.
I do think Geet shouldn't be able to sleep cuz even if the festivities around her are scraping her wounds, its the dead quiet of the night she would want refuge from when her thoughts and dreams would be the loudest without anything drowning their intensity.
When there is intense pain, you need diversion. and if there is none, there are nightmares.
Edited by ninand - 15 years ago
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