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Hello friends!
m back with another ONE SHOT!...
this one came up while i was watching JAB WE MET.. & when this song came...aogay jab..tum o saajana,my hyperactive imagination took over & i was drifting into maaneet zone Once again. Strange how it happens even when m watching a certain movie lolz!
anyways...as we all know gurmeet WAS down with malaria( I & all of his fans wish for his speedy recovery)
In the show it was declared that he had gone away...
m GLAD that he is back with a bang!
heres my version of his return.........
But its important that u hav heard the song before…only than u will be able to understand the dilemma they r in at the moment…
Song starts...
(geet is standing gazing out of the window witha forlorn expression)
"Aaaaaaaaaaaa…aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….aaa" - Its raining heavily outside...it seems even the heavens r crying at the sad fate of one of its most beautiful & cherished pairs....
*music*
she seems sort of in a daze...having doubts as to wether she had made the right descision of leaving maan sir forever or not?
"Aaoge Jab.. Tum O Saajna" - now even daadima is inda hospital because of her.& nobody is ther to lessen her grief this time.not even maan sir.....
"Aaoge Jab.. Tum O Saajna" - maan sir….where was he now?...can it be true? that he had really got that rose for her?
"Angana phool khilenge" - smiles sadly as she knows in her heart that it was DEFINITELY him...she looks lovingly at that same rose that she had retrieved from the bin the moment it became clear that who it was from & for whom it was intended for..
"Barsega Saawan, Barsega Saawan" - tears come into her eyes as she remembers the heartbroken look on maan sir's face in their last encounter... she can no longer be with maan cuz of the situation she is in....the descision had been taken by her & now in her heart she was finding it difficult to follow...
"Jhoom Jhoomke" - yes she had made the right descision....it will be best for her & maan sir to go their seperate ways....
"Do Dil Aise Milenge" - but the outcome had been worse..1st maan had left without informing anyone....than daadima had fainted & ended up in the hospital.....had she really made the right descision? If she had..than why dint it feel right anymore?
Thinking so she tries to change her mind & ends up thinking about their day at dargah.
"Aaoge Jab Tum O Saajna" – at the dargah, PEER baba had declared them a couple...
"Angana Phool Khilenge" - closes her eyes annoyed at herself for being so weak thinking about him & her like that! Hadn't she any control over herself? Angrily she tries to shut out those memories & her eyes land on the rose…
With a defeated look,she glances once at the rain& moves away from the window to see whether daadima was awake or not.
Somewhere away, maan was sitting on a bed of a hotel room WITH A SERIOUS THOTFUL EXPRESSION…fighting with the same thoughts & feelings..trying to clear his mind now that he was away from her..he could sort out his feelings ..yes after all he was MAAN SINGH KHURANA & nobody can play with his feelings! Not even that girl Geet..
Geet….so young..so vulnerable …yet strong & stubborn…he remembers the time she had shouted him down & various times when she had done things clumsily...he shakes his head at the thought…Geet....his Geet…. Who has changed him....Maan singh Khurana is no longer the same guy he used to be…He knew it in his heart that she had changed him completely…Geet….who is always playing on his mind…Geet….
"Naina Tere Kajraare Hain" - remembers geet's eyes – one of their eyelocks
"Naino Pe Hum Dil Haare Hain" - smiles softly at the way they captivate him..
"Anjaane Hi Tere Naino Ne" - looks down still smiling
"Waade Kiye Kayi Saare Hain" - he looks down at his cellphone & sees numerous calls from his home that he had delibrately avoided & suddenly he remembers how geet had refused to stay on & had decided TO LEAVE HIM...his insides burn at the thought of her refusal…he feels so lost & betrayed..how can she do that to him? After all he has done for her? After all he has gone through just to keep her there with him & never let go? agitated he gets up &walks to the window angrily…never did he imagine that his heart will ache so much at that single rejection from her...
"Saanso Ki Lay" –it was like he died a million deaths just hearing a NO from her....& her leaving him..
"Madham Chalein" – frustrated, he bangs his hands on the window sill with so much pain on his face
"Tose Gayee" - looks at his hands & remembers the time when geet had tenderly put paste on his burnt hands..
"Barsega Saawan" - clenches his fists, looks up inhaling deeply,closing his eyes to control his emotions....
"Barsega Saawan Jhoom Jhoomke" - a lone tear seeps out of his closed eye....how he wished he could take her in his arms...the way he had once done in the rain...he knew he loves her...& its killing him from the inside now....eating him..gnawing at his insides…
"Do Dil Aise Milenge" - Thats it!....he was maan! MAAN SINGH KHUARANA! he cant let this happen to him? He cant run away like that & cry like a sissy! He loved her damn it! & knew he couldnt live without her...he needed HER...& right now he wanted nothing more than to just capture her in his arms & KEEP HER there.. binded TO HIM FOR ETERNITY!
"Aaoge Jab Tum O Saajna" - yes...This was it... he had made his mind...he WONT LET HER GO AWAY FROM HIM like that...he will fight for her..do anything to force her into staying back...he has already lost in love once..HE IS NOT GOING TO LOOSE HER..not when she felt even MORE right than samira ever had...
"Angana Phool Khilenge" - maan turns around with a determined look,there's a twinkle in his eye & for the first time that day,he felt a little content with his descision..
Quickly he reaches in his closet & takes out all the clothes & starts packing with feverish energy,his hands trembling slightly as he collects all his things & leaves the place...
YES…He was going back..back to her..to make her His forever…
(Meanwhile geet daadima are back from the hospital..with docs strict orders that daadima is not to be given any kind of stress.so now after promising daadima nth time that she wont leave her in this condition, daadima finally took her meds & went to sleep,holding geets hand tightly.)
Its nightime now.
Geet,who is sitting beside daadima,stroking her forehead lightly, sees that she has finally drifted off to sleep.she looks at her peaceful expression,her angelic face & sighs..yes hse was her fairy God mother..& she, Geet, had done this to her in return of all the good things....she cudnt forgive herself for that ever...
She again looks at her content look & soft smile..what wouldnt she give to be sleeping as peacefully right now,with the assurance that every trouble will vansh as soon as she closes her eyes & when she wakes up tomorrow,there wont be any past..no worries…no dev…not his baby…she will hav a new life in which she is only geet without a haunting past….&that everything will be alright between her & him..no chains holding her back…
But she knew that wasn't possible…
With a heavy heart,she gets up, tucks daadima more comfortably,switches off the light leaving the lamp on...kisses gently on her forehead & reaches the door silently..
"Ka ba ba sa sa re ga ga" – quietly she closes the door behind her than goes to one of the big windows of the outhouse near the door & gazes out…
"Chanda Ko Taaku Raaton Mein" - ...she stares at the moon,looking for answers to her doubts...yes she was now having serious doubts over her descision…
"Hai Zindagi Tere HAathon Mein" - she puts her hand lightly on her tummy..carressing it lovingly...afterall she was doing it for her baby..for maan sir..& for herself …right?
"Palkon Pe Jhilmil Taare Hain" - Her eyes fill with tears as she thinks about living all alone…with such a huge responsibility…why? why did this happen to her?
"Aana Bhari Barsaaton Mein" – she looks up at maan's picture near the table,than picks it up & gazes at those beautiful eyes of his…
"Sapno Ka Jahaan" - smiles a little thinking about herself & maan..all those happy moments & the latest when he tenderly puts her earring back in her ear...
"Hoga Khila Khila" - looks down at the little white rose she had been holding all day...
She feels it was all a dream...& like every dream comes to n end as soon as u wake up…realization strikes he like lightening...she closes her eyes...as everything ..her responsibility & all comes back crashing over her...crushing her under there weight...knocking the breath out of her…
she felt suffocated,like her heart was being crushed in an iron clasp..
she couldn't take it anymore..it was too much...her throat constricted causing her to choke & she completely broke down…crying uncontrollably…
"Barsega Saawan, Barsega Saawan" - turns away from the window & leans her head against the wall sobbing loudly, asking why babaji? Why did this happen? Why did dev come in her life? Why did he leave her like that? Why was she bearing his child now? & when she had just made up her mind to live alone..why did he have to Throw maan in her life? Why did he had to ignite all these sensations of love in both their hearts ….WHY WHY WHY??
"Jhoom Jhoomke" -
"Do Dil Aise Milenge" -
cuz she dznt know what to do,knowing in her heart that only one person can bring her peace & a sense of security..
but she cant rely on him anymore...she just cant let him go through the pain she has gone through in her life cuz she has to Fight alone....
With a defeated sob she slides down the wall & lands on the floor in a heap...crying hopelessly..
WAS this really right? Than why did it feel soooo wrong? Why did it feel like she was gonna HURT maan sir too by this? She remembers again his look of resentment,his hurt expression.. ..Did maan sir deserve this? She knew he harbored some feelings for her…but wasn't it wrong in causing him more pain like that? she hugs the frame holding maan's pic near her heart like a drowning man holding on to a small board helping him remain on the surface..holding on for dear life...yes he made her feel like that.. safe...how she wishes for those strong arms around her right now..comforting her,pacifying her...giving her a sense of security..helping her get strong ...those arms that promised her complete happiness & a gauranteed protection from all the evils of this world...but she dint belong in them no matter how much she wanted...she dint belong anywhere in his life!..
she tries to control herself...gathers herself up & taking in deep breaths to steady herself...
"Pa ni sa re ma ma ga ga ga" - ..she rises slowly,holding on to the wall for support,still hyperventilating,as if she had run a marathon..bt she had steadied her self a bit..with fewer sobs except for her eyes,who hadnt been able to take control over the tears...
"Ga re re re ga re da ni re re ma da ni da da" - she slowly returns the frame back to the table & fondly gazes at it for a minute & brings the rose near her face closing her eyes,trying to feel the warmth of his hands on her face...
"Da ni da pa ma ma ma da da ma re pa ga" - a tear drops into the rose…she opens her eyes & wipes off her tears with her duppatta
"Ga ma da ni sa sa re pa ma ma ga ga ga re ga sa" – turns around… away from the frame.....& finds herself looking into the same pair of eyes from the frame… looking back at her…dark & intense….those same eyes that had been haunting her all this while....those eyes she was longing to see & could happily get drowned in forever..the eyes which now looked bloodshot as if those eyes hav not slept for days…
She looks on in wonder & awe at the beauty of those eyes that she knows so well but has never been able to understand....Now for the first time… as she stares in them….she felt she could see each & evry one of those thousand emotions in his eyes clearly! How strange?
"Angana Phool khilenge" - ..she hears her name lightly escaping his lips...it was a mere whisper..not at all audible..& yet she heard it loud & clear.....
Can it be true that he was really there infront of her? or her mind was again playing games with her?...he looked real.....that face she had been longing to see..& which now mirrored her own expression of pain,longing & wonder.. glistening with tears that were threatening to fall out any minute... just like hers were....
Pa ni da ni da sa re ma ma ma ma ga - ..... she just kept staring at Him....not daring to blink lest he vanishes into thin air & never comes back...
"Angana Phool Khilenge" - she sees his figure moving slowly towards her........& in a trance like state..her feet too carry her forwards....till she is just inches apart from him....
"Ma ma pa ni da re ma pa re re sa da" - hearing her name again was enough to make her believe that he was Actually there & not a figment of her imagination! this time his voice cracked under the weight of a thousand emotions it conveyed to her...her breath caught in her chest & she threw herself in his arms sobbing hysterically.
Maan embraced her tightly ...both having tears in their eyes...Maan witnessing a sweet painful happiness in him that was spreading from his heart to the tips of his fingers.. while geet sobbing silently in his chest,feeling safe & protected...
"Re pa pa ma ma ga ga" - yes....HE was back.....& he had made up his mind...he would never EVER let geet go away from him...no matter WHAT...he was going to fight this time...he knew she dint wanted to leave him...her complete submission to him right now was proof enough that the feeling was mutual...both were MADLY in love with eachother....
Slowly..geet realizes what she had done & untangles from him…takes a step back & turns her back to him,all this time not looking in his eyes…
But maan kept his eyes glued to her…cuz he was ready for this… afterall this was GEET ….His stubborn little geet...so what if she wasn't going to declare her love...so what if she was trying to hold back her feelings… distancing herself from him for no matter WHAT the stupid reason there was...she didnt know what MAAN SINGH khurana was capable of!!...
Maan smirks thinking…
Bring it on Geet handa! i'll show u what the meaning of stubborn is....after all "MAAN SINGH KHURANA KO AAJ TAK JO CHAIHYAY HOTA HAI..WOH USSAY PAAKAR REHTA HAI ..what do u think geet? i'll let u go that easily? no dear m gonna fight for u..for myself.. & for the sake of our love :) I'll make u realize what love really means..I'll do everything to make u realize our love....& EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO STOP U FROM LEAVING …I promise… & u cant stop me… SAMJHI TUM?!! (understand?!)
& For that I haVE to join forces with some one who thinks just like HER…..
Hmmm who could that be? YESS…OFCOURSE!!
DAADIMA HERE I COME HA HA!!
NEXT: "daadima helps Maan in planning ways oF forcing geet to stay back…hehe"
lolz okayyyyyyyy so here it is!
hope u liked it...... :)
will be delighted to read ur comments!
hugs,
~Alia~
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