part 2
diya was asking abt her birthday n kripa reply her that tommorow is her birthday...diya wrap her little arms around kripa's neck n said:"lekin diya ko aaj cake khana hai wo bhi mumma k haath ka..."kripa kiss her again n said:"to mumma ajj he cake banayegi diya k liye...happy???"diya smile n said impatiantly :"or diya ko birthday gift bhi aaj he chahye..."now kripa look at her with raised eyebrows n said:"so..this was the main point ..haa!".diya gigle n said:"mumma!diya ko donaa doll house"she insist.diya knew that kripa bought doll house for her.kripa get up frm the bed n said:"aap ka birthday kal hai ...to gift bhi kal he milega".then kripa pick her in her arms n said:"u r getting late for ur skool...".diya make some cute anoyed faces n shown kripa her tiny fourth finger..indicating kripa that she is"katti".kripa said while moving her hands on her hairs lovingly:"ache bachey zid nahi kartey...".diya said stubbornly:"lekin diya achi nahi hai..gandi hai...".kripa said while making her ready for skool:"kisney kaha diya gandi hai....diya to bohot achi hai".diya said anoyingly:"bunty(diya's class fellow)kehta hai k mere paas papa nahi hai naa is liye mai gandi hoo".kripa froze in her position after hearing diya.
meanwhile kanan heard the all conversation btw kripa n diya.kanan slowly put her hand on kripa shoulder n said to diya:"diya!kya tum mumma ki achi beti nahi ho???"diya shyingly noded her head in yes .kanan said:"to phir tum gandi kaisey huwi???".diya smile n look at kripa with happiness n said:"mumma!diya to achi hai...aap ki achi wali beti hai".kripa hardly smile on her daughter's happiness.n then soon diya left for her skool.
kripa n diya was living with kanan frm last 3 years in nainital.3 years bak when nishant who was kanan husband saw kripa in a very bad condition in banglore took kripa with himself n give her a full support like family.initialy when kripa left khanna house she went to masoori just to hide herself frm khanna family as khanna family was searching for her ,so she choose small town to spend her life but after 8 months when she gave birth to diya...ppl around her didnt accept her ,taunt her for being single parent...pass some disgusting comments on her...told her that:"she is a spot on sociaty".she didnt get jobs as ppl dnt want to communicate with her...when ever she went for a job..ppl humiliate her n if she got the job,the bosses of companies in which she got the job shown physical intrest in her that kripa cudnt bear...she left masoori n when to banglore ...but in banglore too,she didnt get a peace ppl kept hurting her ...even kripa didnt found any permenent shelter to live....it was getting hard for her to spend this life...she cudnt even ask for death in front of god as little diya was in her hands..she has to live just for her little daughter.n then one night in banglore when she was roaming aimlessly to find any shelter ..nishant saw her n took her with him .
kripa look at kanan with blank eyes like she dnt hav anything to speak.kanan said:"dnt worry kripa!we all r with u".next day was diya's 4rth birthday.n diya cut the cake happily n excitingly.kanan,nishant,buaji n little daughter of kanan n nishant"pinky" clap for diya.diya said to kripa:"aaj diya 4 years ki hogayi".she said happily.kripa also smile n said:"haa baba!diya aaj bari hogayi hai...purey 4 years ki.."then kripa gave her a big kiss n her gift.diya kiss kripa with her soft n tiny lips n said:"i lov u mumma".
diya n pinky was making doll house n kanan n kripa was having little chit chat,when diya happily rush toward kripa n said:"mumma!diya ney doll house banaliya"then diya drag kripa with her n shown her beautyfully organised doll house n then diya said while pointing toward the doll:"ye diya ki doll hai...or ye doll ki mumma or ye papa.."diya inocently shown two other dolls to kripa.kripa said:"wwoowww!diya ney kitni achi tarha doll house decorate kya hai.."kripa was appriciating her daughter.a big smile comes on diya's face by which her dimples got prominent..kripa quickly kiss on her dimples...for kripa this was the most beautyful sight in this world...diya said inocently:"mumma!diya ki doll kitni lucky hai...us k paas papa hai..".diya share her heart inocently with kripa n kripa feel helpless once again...
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in khanna house,it was mid night n he was walking in his room,restlessly while smoking...he read:"im going....now thr will b no need to avoid me....im going frm ur house n frm ur life....dnt worry!i will never tell any one abt wat happened btw us that night,i wanted to assure u earlier that i will never do disrepute u but u ignore me like im not even exsist in front of u...i knew one thing that u never loved me n ur ignorance n ur behavoiur already assure me that u cant even tolarate my presence..so im going now u can live happily n wat else i want for my dear frnd....thr was time when u r my frnd n only frnd but after that night despite of gaining ur love i lost ur frndship,dnt knw y???yeah!one thing which i always wanted to tell u is"i love u..i love u frm the day we met but i never got courage to tell u"i knw u r uncomfortable while reading all this but wat can i do i had a habbit to share my heart with u..this was the only thing left in my heart which i havnt told u till now....one more thing...dnt ever try to find me ....if u ever felt love for me even for a moment though unintetionaly so for the sake of that moment never ever try to search me...this is my last wish frm u n hope u will fulfil it".after reading this letter,he slowly fold the letter n put it on the bed.he hold his head n then said yearningly:"i love u...damn it..i love u....y did u put this condition that i cant even search u"then he unfold that latter again n touch the hand writting,thr was spot of her tears in that letters...he was reading this letter frm past 4 years every night n yearn in a pain of her love...he said to himself:"i also loved u frm the day we met but i realized my love just 4 years bak..when u left....i didnt love u for a moment but loved u for my whole life...."after then he throw himself on the bed but sleep was miles away frm him...he was cursing himself frm last 4 years....he was non other then angad"angad khanna".
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hey frndz,thnkx for replying....u all will get the answere regarding to my this ff in comming parts..so wait n read.love u all
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