part 13
flash back continue....
he lay her down underneath him....he was giving her soft kisses on her body...brush his face while kissing her every where...kripa totally surrender herself to him...she wasnt in a condition to protest...it seems angad occupy not only her body but soul too...she felt her leg go weaken by every single touch of him...but she still hesitating to hold him who blindly loving her right now....kripa made fist of her palm to control her sensation when angad hold her hand open her fist n put it on his waist by his own self....n then kripa hold him bak tightly ...he lift her skirt n start caressing her bare legs n then he cant stop himself for going further....he was making love or just making physical relationship???he didnt thought for a sec...he knew just one thing that he need her the most right now...he cant leave himself incomplete...n kripa was the one who can complete him....but while love making(or making physical relationship)he knew that she was so pure...she lost her virginity on him....angad didnt knw abt his heart but kripa definately touch his soul...tears fell out frm her eyes but the pain of love making giving her a intense pleasure too....n they both had been continue all this for whole night....
it was a very early morning...when she got awake in that cottege..but after getting up...she found herself all alone...angad wasnt thr..she scream his name so many time but he wasnt thr to reply her...she felt scared n left the cottege immediatly....she cudnt believe that angad can leave her like this specially after last night....she reach khanna house by herself where every one was looking worried for her....her eyes was searching him but he wasnt in her sight...kripa ask naina:"angad kaha hai??"..naina said:"apney room mai hai...pata nahi kya huwa hai ussey...itna frustrated or disturb lag raha tha kal adhi raat ko jab ghar aya tha.."kripa was shocked...she cudnt believe that he left her alone in the darkness of midnight...in unkown place..that moment she hate him...she felf disgusted...she went to his room ...she need answeres of her questions...she just speak his name when angad went out frm his room like he didnt saw her or didnt heard her voice.....n then angad avoid her like she didnt even exsist in front of him...she hate her self for loving him but she cant stop loving him....he hurt her,he betray her,he gave her pain but still she has feelings for him...dnt knw y??
kripa who wanted to move on in life ..now never able to go on...her life stuck with that night when she n he became one...once she got a chance to talk him...but angad one line made her speechless,he said:"plz kripa!those were just weak moments...i didnt knew wat happened to me that night...hope u forget all this...".
angad was confused with his own feelings...he has the feeling of betray her...but at the same time he dnt want to acknowledge his love for kripa...according to him he loved mishti...but his soul was restless...his soul already accepted kripa...he was in great confusion when he said all above things to kripa...days r passing silently...when he decided to propose mishti....he decided to propose mishti after a day...but that day never came as kripa left his house that night...n then the all veils remove frm his heart n frm his mind....his blurry thoughts were got clear...he realize his lost when she left...n secrately put a latter for him under his pillow...n frm that day he start hating himself...cursing himself...he cursed himself for not letting her speak her feelings...n not let her say of her heart....angad khanna who claim to b a best frnd of her ..who claim to understand her...actually unble to understand her n her love...he felt himself a big looser...
flash back end............
it was a late evening n kripa was locked in her room ..when she heard diya's crying...she came out frm her past n run to open the door for diya...diya was glued with her door n weeping badly...kripa took her in her amrs n hug tightly....diya was sobbing n said:"diya ko pehley godi mai kyu nahi liya."said cryingly but sound stubborn...diya said further:"diya ko dar lagta hai..mumma k bina..aap ney door der se kyu khola....??"diya was speaking non stop,inocently...when kripa said:"im sorry..beta!wo mumma ki tabyat theek nahi thi naa to-----"kripa lied just to divert her mind...when diya speak:"mumma!diya naughty hai ...aap ki achi beti nahi hai"kripa kissed her n said:"diya to bohot achi..bohot pyaari..."diya smile on her praise n said:"papa ney bhi diya se kaha k diya achi hai or pyari hai.."the word papa frm diya's mouth took all peace of kripa.
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ok frndz...flask bak is end now....in the past angad was confused with his own feelings for kripa n kripa loved him silently ...but thr actuall love story starts now....
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