ROSID FF - Page 5

chapter 6

What had happened to Roli in the past? The trauma is still there.

So something happened to her sister and she still feels guilty about it.

Nice update ... Siddhant is trying his best to change Roli's mood and his efforts should be appreciated 👏.. Siddhant as balloon vendor 🤣 nice plan Roli and that mother and Sid's encounter was fab 👌🏻👌🏻 loved beach scene...but what has happened in the past which Roli remembered seeing that girl in trouble and why is she blaming herself and Even is in depression and using pills .. what's the past eagerly waiting for it... Sid taking care of her was nice..and song too , hoping Sid to know the past happening and help Roli to come out of it ... waiting for next... update soon ..

After a long time ande you came with a Lovely update.. rosid's scene in the beach was super cute! Roli granny? Haha sid is super funny...Roli's life has changed after her sister's horrible incident poor girl!!!! Waiting for next ande

CHAPTER -7

After an hour , roli wakes up and gets confused seeing walls around because as far as she remembers she was in beach and a girl was shouting for help . She slowly sits and analysis where is she ... she finds a photo of Siddhant hanging in the wall and gets a clue that she is in Bhardwaj house .. She calls out Siddhant’s name hearing which sid ran upstairs to his room realising that roli woke up .

As soon as she saw Siddhant , she started shooting questions ..

“ what happened ?! “

“ we were in beach right ?! Then how here ?! “

“ and the girl who was shouting for help .. what happened to her ?! “

“ And ....... “

She stops asking further as she sees Siddhant standing there folding his arms in cross with a neutral face with no expression.

Siddhant : madam ji .. you just recovered from a small episode of syncope ...in simpler term you fainted .. and I had to carry you here ..and that girl , she reached her home safely .. any more questions ?!

Roli : haan .. what happened to that boy ?!

Siddhant : what happened to him ?! Arrey he was just beaten black and blue and then totally blacked out with a tinge of warning right infront of your very own eyes na yaar ..

Roli : ohh !

Siddhant : ohh ?? That means before that itself your mind got triggered.... hmm... so how long have you been taking these anti depression pills ?

Roli : sid ?!

Siddhant : correction .. Dr.Siddhant Bhardwaj, psychiatrist. Now tell me .. how long are you taking these pills ?!

Roli didn’t answer ..

Siddhant : it’s ok if you don’t want to share it with me .... I can understand.. how can you share about personal life with an stranger ..

Roli : sid ..

Siddhant ( with a puppy face ): but at least share with this friend of yours ( he said pointing to his photo ) bechara ..cares a lot for you .. I know he should have been there when you needed someone to be with ..the most but it was you who ran away from your small world of family and friends and hid yourself .. and even now nothing is lost .. look this friend of yours is still by your side to give you comfort , a shoulder to cry upon , a tissue to wipe off your tears, hear you out and mainly to bring you out from your hidden self .

Roli gets teary eyed hearing those ..

Siddhant : okay now it’s up to you ..

Roli ( teary eyed ) : sid, you know four years back, from Jhanvi di’s company , she was selected to represent her company for a project which was held in Pune .. didi was so happy about because if she bagged the deal for her company then she will get a promotion .. but fate had other plans .. the next day was her birthday.. and I really wanted to be with her .. so I thought to surprise her by visiting her in Pune ... didi always used to feel jealous of you as after I met you .. I used to spend more time with you than her .. that’s why I didn’t inform you about going to Pune .. so it will be just me and her on her birthday.. I went to the hotel where she was staying .. and from the reception I got to know about her room number and went there to surprise.. I rang the room bell but there was no response .. fed up with waiting there I called her .. I heard her phone ringing in the nearby emergency exit staircase .. I was confused thinking what is her phone doing in the stair .. later I heard someone screaming for help .. it was my didi’s voice .. I rushed upstairs to find a board room .. it was so dark .. the sight before me made me rooted to the spot my didi begging a man to leave her .. and crying for help .. the messy room , broken vases , files all over .. and my didi’s state ..it took me few seconds to understand what was happening.. she was being molested .. and now that guy took a match stick and bid a good bye to my didi and lit the match and threw it on my di .. I still remember her screaming and her burning flesh .. I didn’t know what to do .. should I save my di first or catch hold of that devil in disguise ... Before I could think of anything .. that guy hit me on my head with the fire extinguisher ... i could neither see his face nor save my di ..my eyes shut automatically and I went unconscious...all I could still remember is di screaming in pain and .. I could do nothing about it .. I had never felt that helpless in my life sid .. I couldn’t even help her .. when I came back to consciousness I was in hospital , then I got that news which shattered my world .. jhanvi di was no more .. and from the nurse I also came to know that she was r-raped .. I wish it was all a dream .. but it wasn’t .... then a news flashed all over the city .. the hotel in which my di stayed got burned in a fire accident.. and my di’s name was read in as a victim of that fire accident and her body was said to be completely burned ...I couldn’t digest it .. it was not any accident sid .. it was a cold blooded murder ... I tried to talk about the incident to the police.. you know sid ... rape is the only crime in which the victim becomes the accused .. no matter wherever I went trying to get justice for my di .. it was my di who was blamed .. they just assassinated her character .. my soul was broken into pieces .. that’s it my hope was lost .. I was all alone .. I became emotionally numb.. then slowly drowned into depression..

Siddhant couldn’t believe what he heard .. it was something which he never excepted .. and he can’t imagine that his roli had to go through it all alone ..

Siddhant : you could have called me na yaar ...

Roli : that time .. I just wished I was invisible to this world .. I just started living just for the sake of my di .. she always says that Suicide is never a solution to any problem ...

Siddhant gave her a cup of water and she takes a sip of water ...

Siddhant : so now what is the progression in your mission to get jhanvi di justice ?!

Roli (smiled painfully ): progression ? To progress .. it should have started right ?

What do I know about that devil in disguise .. I didn’t even see his face sid .. all I remember is a tattoo.. and wherever you go .. my di is blamed first ...and moreover we are in such a society that teaches not to get raped instead of don’t rape .. and I am just waiting for that day when I go to my di far far away from this place where devils In disguise roam freely ...

Siddhant takes a deep breathe ..

Siddhant : okay now .. you think your di will be happy to see you living like this waiting for death ..

Roli looks on ..

Siddhant : roli , everyone lives with a purpose.. and you have one too ... you have to get justice for your di .. If he is not stopped now .. there will be so many women out there who face the same thing as your di .... and I know you are all broken inside .. so first you need to be stronger and confident enough to face the world ..

Roli : sid .. I ..

Siddhant : ok now tell me one thing .. now you have a target to make 71 sheets of painting in those 71 sheets given to you .. in those you have successfully completed 24 sheets of painting.. but the last four sheets of painting looked dull due to its grey shades and it was not up to your expectation and seeing those makes you upset .. so because of those 4 sheets painting.. will you stop painting the rest 47 sheets ?!or move on by seeing the 20 beautiful sheets of painting you did ?

Roli : I will move on to paint the next ...

Siddhant : why ?!

Roli : because of those 4 sheets of painting.. how can I forget those 20 sheets of painting which turned out so colourful and beautiful.. may be from the next one .. I will try to be careful enough not to repeat the mistake which I did in Those 4 paintings and will try to paint it more colourful enough ..

Siddhant : good .. that’s how life is roli .. you know the average life expectancy of a Indian female according 2018 statistics is 70.7 years .. approximately 71 years .. in that you have almost reached to 25th year .. I know till you were 20 ..you had painted your life with so much colours , it has such beautiful memories.. but last 4 years .. i can say that things weren’t great .. they were dull .. now just because of those 4 dull and pale years are you going to waste your upcoming 47 years by still pondering upon those gone 4 years or as you said , are you going to fill it with colours ?! The choice is still in your hands roli .. you have to decide .... now .. are you going to live in your past or going to overcome and live a better colourful life ahead .. and don’t worry .. I will be there by your side to make it more beautiful with vibrant colours.. I can guarantee you that .. And I am sure ..that is what your jhanvi didi want you to do now ..Please don’t let the 4years to ruin your upcoming 47 years .

Roli wipes her tears ..

Roli : I will try ..

Siddhant : okay then let’s start it from now .. from this moment .. so ..MISSION ANTI DEPRESSION ON .. once this mission is accomplished then mission justice will be on ...

he shows his fist ..

Roli bumps her fist with his with a pleasant smile ....

Sujatha comes up and asks if roli is fine now and then takes them down for dinner ..

Rosid notices all those dishes were roli’s favourite aloo dishes ...

Roli remembers jhanvi seeing those dishes ..and layer of tears formed in her eyes ..

Siddhant : aye .. didi ki yaad aagayee kya ?

Roli nods her head .

Siddhant : wait you said that now you don’t like these right ? You stopped eating these just because they remind you of your sister .. am I right ? But why do you want to run away from your sister’s memory ?! I know that the first thing that pops up in your mind is that traumatic event which you want to forget right ?!

Roli looks on ..

Siddhant : you know something roli .. I used to think that you are so unique and rare species in this world .. but you also proved that you are same as the others ..

Roli : huh ?

Siddhant : what ?! You know the mentality of these people are like .. if you ask them to say what they see .. showing a white board with a small black dot .. they say ,” a black dot “ .. come on man seriously can’t they see the white which covers the majority of the board .. no matter how much good deeds you do .. they will just point out a small bad deed you did ... now in your case .. you almost have nearly 20 years of beautiful memories of your sister .. but the first thing you remember is that black unpleasant memory .... all that I wanted to say is that if you ever want to think or remember something.. think only the positive ones .. and use those negative ones to built up yourself into a stronger version.. so .. now do you want to eat these aloo dishes or ....

Sujatha wonders when his little son turned into such a mature person ..

Roli ( smiles with tearful eyes ): aloo wala dishes ..

Siddhant : good choice madam ji ...

They both along with Sujatha have lunch together ..

Evening , Roli takes blessing from Sujatha and leaves to her home .. and obviously Siddhant offered to drop her ..

In the car ,

Siddhant asks her to lean back and opens the car roof allowing breezing wind to hit their faces ..

Siddhant : madam ji would you mind if I play songs ?!

Roli : no sir ji ..

Siddhant smiles and tries to connect his phone Bluetooth to the car but he found his phone charge to be 4% ..

Seeing his charge ..roli offered her phone .. he sees a folder with collection of songs and asks her about it .. she replied that she listen to these songs whenever she feel low ..

Siddhant gives her phone back to her and asks her play one of her favourite song from her list ..

She plays ..

“Haaton ki rekhaayein aise rulaaye

Kisi rabbar se mit na paaye

Life kuchh bhi deti nahi hai

Badale mein leti hi rahi hai

Such a o such a

Duniya mein kahin dekha hi nahi”

Siddhant asks her stop it and asks her does she really hear to such songs when she feels depressed .. roli just nods her head and he ask her to play another one..

“Accha chalta hoon

Duaaon mein yaad rakhna

Mere zikr ka zubaa..”

Sid glares at her seeing which roli stops the song And asks if he doesn’t like it .. and says she even have some collections of English songs to play .. sid then asks to play one among those ..

“ Lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely

I have nobody for my own

I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely

I have nobody for my own

I'm so lonely

Yo! This one here “

Siddhant puts a sudden brake and snatches her phone making roli confused ..

Siddhant : abbey , koi depression mein aise songs sune te kya ?!

After a long waiting ....nice update ... I loved Siddhant in this update and his all the advices which he gave ... felt bad for janhvi and yeah it's true only that in this society the victim is blamed more than the accused ... Sid trying to make Roli understand through the examples was such a nice gesture and his maturity even Sujatha was amazed ...so the anti depression mission is on and wish it gets completed successfully and then they'll work on mission justice... I'm waiting for that ...and Roli she's a great lady who listens these types of songs in depression which will depress her more stupid now waiting for Sid scolding her for this ... update next soon ...

Finally truth is revealed.

Love the way Sid is beside Roli.

How amazingly he makes her understand was lovely.

About choice of listening song in this case Roli is like me.

When i feel depress i listen more sad songs hehe😂😂

Awesome update waiting for next update soon

After long time emotional and lovely update.... Felt bad for janhvi and roli told is so true.... Love the Sid advice in this update.... Now anti depression mission is on... Roli is great to listen this type of songs in depression it will make her more depression but it is present situation that who is in depression they will listen this type song which not good... Eagerly waiting for next update...

One word, beautiful update ande. Loved Sid's each and every Scene and poor janvi. Why everyone is blaming janvi only what a stupid society. Roli is handling everything perfectly, love her...It was fantastic work ande baby. Update next one soonn

CHAPTER -8

Roli rolls her eyes hearing his question .

Siddhant : roli , Music is inextricably linked with emotions and it has a power to change moods and help to process your feelings . It also have positive effects on pain, mood, and anxious or depressive symptoms . Studies also have found that hearing to nostalgic sad tunes or sad songs can actually increase symptoms of depression . Music is powerful enough to submerge you into your depression and also deep enough to save you from it . So.. now all these rona-dona collections of songs ( he deletes them making roli’s eyes go wide ) are into your phone’s trash .

Roli : No yaar ..

Siddhant : RIP to your song collections .

Roli : Sidd... you know how close those songs are to me .

Siddhant : hey , Don’t tell me that my 4 minutes of lecture went in drain .

Roli frowns .

Siddhant : ok one minute ..

he searches for something in his car and smiles wide when he got a pendrive and connects it to the USB port .

Siddhant : now hear this song .. though the singer is just a bathroom singer , hearing her song will evoke so many emotions .. but no matter whatever mood you are in , hearing this song all your emotions will take diversion to anger road to curse the singer for her horrible voice .. or laugh out loud remembering the memory behind it .. or .........wait ..why am I giving so much build up for this song .. you better hear this song directly..

Roli jiiiiiii.... Roli jiiiiiii.... Roli jiiiiii

( Roli’s jaw dropped hearing that .. why not ? The great singer about whom sid was telling about was none other than roli .)

Roli roli Roli jiiiiiii..

( Roli : Sid..you still have this ...

Siddhant : yesss ..

Roli : first off the song

Siddhant : what ? I can’t hear you roli .. actually.. for time being I am deaf

Roli frowns hearing that .. while Siddhant enjoys the moment and drives his mind back to the past ..)

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FLASHBACK,

Siddhant posted the title song of shaktimaan in his status .

“Shaktimaan.. Shaktimaan.. Shaktimaan..

Shakti Shakti Shaktimaan..

Shakti Shakti Shaktimaan… “

Roli after seeing his status ,

Roli : Sid , all hero’s have their own title song right ?

Siddhant : hmm.... yes

Roli : but why don’t I have one ?

Siddhant : whaaat ?!

Roli : look , all doctors are heroes right ? And I am going to be one too .. so I am a future hero right ? Then I should also have one intro song right ? Hmm .. hey how about this one ..

“ roliiii... roliiii....no no.. wait .. we can’t address a heroine without respect right ?

(Siddhant chuckles hearing that and starts recording it .. ) Hmm.. haan .. roli ji will be fine I think ... now you listen ..

Roli jiiiiiii.... Roli jiiiiiii.... Roli jiiiiii

Roli roli Roli jiiiiiii…

Roli roli Roli jiiiiiii…

Roli roli Roli jiiiiiii.. roli roli Roli jiiiiiii…

Roli roli Roli jiiiiiii.. roli roli Roli jiiiiiii…

Adbhuth Adhamya Saahas Ki.. Pari Bhaasha Hain

Ye Mitithi Maanavtha Ki Ek Aasha Hain…

Ye Shrishti Ki Shakthi Kaa… Vardhaan Hain…

Ye Avthar Nahi Hain Ye Insaan Hain..

Roli jiiiiiii..... Roli jiiiiiii.... Roli jiiiiiii “

Siddhant laughs hearing that ...

Siddhant : roli , do you want shaktimaan to file a copyright complaint against you or what ?! ..

Roli : you don’t worry that .. between the heroes we will talk and sort about it .

Siddhant : oh madam ji .. I am future hero too okay ..

Roli : oh yeah .. so in the place of roli and roli jiii you sing sid and Siddhant .. and we can talk with shaktimaan if we ever meet and sort the copyright issues .

Both of them laughs

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Siddhant : those days were so wonderful right ..

Roli smiles remembering the same incident...

Roli directs sid to the way of her house and they reach there it was roli’s same old house where she and her sister used to live before .

They both enter the house ..

Siddhant looks around the house , it has lost its charm and looked so dull with those faded walls .

Siddhant : roli , your house looks way too boring than you .

Roli raises her eyebrow .

Siddhant : what ? I am just saying the truth . It looks like some old people lives here .. no wait .. even their house looks much better than this . But no worries , now I am here to change your life bright .

( he analysis the house ) First we have to paint these walls and then change this boring plain curtain , then put nice bright covers for this sofa and then decorate it will vibrant coloured pillows .. then keep some pots of plants near the windows and hang some beautiful photos in these empty walls .. then it will be kind of perfect.

He turns and sees roli staring at him ..

Siddhant : what ? Why are you looking at me like this ?

Roli : no just wondering if you are a psychiatrist or interior designer.

Siddhant : if you are done with wondering .. then can please now help me with changing this boring house into a pleasing house .

Roli : oookaayyyy

They went out to buy some new paints ,curtains , covers and plants to decorate the house and started their work ..

After 3 hours ,

They both looked around the house and was satisfied seeing the output ... then they sat in the sofa tiredly....

Siddhant : now its look perfect.

Roli ( smiles ): thank you sid .

Siddhant : hello miss.stage two of Alzheimer, no thank you and sorry between friends ..

Roli : stage 2 of Alzheimer ?!

Siddhant : hmm... it is the stage where they start to forget things just like how you forgot our friendship rule .

Roli : siddd...

Roli takes the throw pillow to hit him .. he signals her to stop ..

Siddhant : yaar ..I am tired ..I will leave now and then meet you tomorrow. Bye take care .

Roli : bye .. take care

He leaves ..

After reaching his home , he shared about his day with roli to his parents, who were proud with their son’s mission to bring roli out of depression and then to get justice for jhanvi .

Then for the next three days , Siddhant spend a quality of time with roli after her working hours .. and when she was busy .. Siddhant was dwelling in his dream land . Why not ? He was granted leave for 4-5 days by his hospital dean .

Then on the fourth day , roli calls sid after her work , but he didn’t attend as he had put it for charge in his room and he was down with his father chatting .... otherside Sujatha who was crossing Siddhant’s room ,sees the phone ringing and attends it .. she haves a small conversation with roli and goes down to pass on the phone to Siddhant ...

Sujatha sees them chatting .. and smiles

Sujatha : sid .. your phone ..

Siddhant takes the phone from her without noticing that the call was on .

Rajendra: Sujatha ji , can you get a cup of water for me .

Sujatha nods and goes to bring water ..

Rajendra : and how is everything now ? Is there a improvement in roli ?

Siddhant : yes papa .. she is trying .. I think within few months she will be free from depression..

Rajendra: hmm..by the way when are you going to propose roli ?

Siddhant smiles hearing that ..

Rajendra: my suggestion is that you better keep your mouth shut like how you were for 5years because she is yet to recover from depression.. and if you propose now ..bechari will drown into depression again ..

Siddhant’s eyes go wide ..

Siddhant : papaa ..

Rajendra : what ?! If a species like you propose means isn’t it obvious that the person will go into depression?!

Sujatha comes with the water and gives it to Rajendra and sees sid just keeping the phone in his hand .

Sujatha : sid .. roli kept the phone so fast today ?!

Siddhant got confused hearing that

Siddhant : roli ?!

Sujatha: haan .. she had called you .. as you were down , I attended the call and brought your phone down as she asked for you .

It was then Siddhant noticed that the call was still on .. but it was too late as roli had heard everything....Siddhant’s eyes went wide seeing that .. His heart skipped a beat seeing that ..

Siddhant : maaa...

Rajendra : so did she hear us talking ??

he gulped the lump which had formed in his throat and kept his phone in his ear .

Siddhant ( nervously ): h-hel-loo roli ..

Roli : hmm.. what was your father telling about ?!

Siddhant : that .. r-roli ..

Roli : meet me at 5:30 pm today ..

She goes to cut the call ..

Siddhant ( nervously ): aye.. roli .. wait .. anyway you heard our conversation.. so wh-aat is y-our answer ?

Roli : see the gift which I had given you on last friendship day ..

And she cut the call ..

Rajendra : Siddhant what did she say ?

Siddhant : she said to see the last friendship day gift which she had given me ..

Rajendra: what did she gift like that ?

Siddhant : it was a pendant ..

Sujatha : but for your question , how will you find your answer in that friendship day ?!

Siddhant : Maa ... you don’t talk now .. why can’t you say first itself that roli was on call ..

Rajendra: hello mister . Now stop scolding my wife and once again go and see what your future wife / ex friend gave you for the friendship day 4years back ..

Siddhant : papaa ...

He fumed and went upstairs and opened the little box where he had kept that pendant .. he brought it down and showed his parents ..

Rajendra: looks like she wanted to say that you are just friend to her ..

Siddhant’s face fell low hearing that .. while Sujatha took the pendant from him and saw .

Sujatha : Siddhant it is not a normal pendant as you think ..

Siddhant : maa ?

Sujatha : it is a projection pendant .. do one thing .. take it too a dark area with no or less light and then flash your phone’s torch on the back side of the pendant ..

Siddhant : hmm.. okay

He goes upstairs to his room and closes all the windows and curtains and then does as his mother said .. he couldn’t believe what he saw .......

The pendant projected I love you in 100 languages ....

He couldn’t believe that his roli loves him too and she tried to propose him 4 years back and he slapped his head for being such a tubelight to understand that ....