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Posted: 6 years ago

Who to love?

They didn't call each other for a week, she texted him finally on the 9th day after that watch party.

She spent many days agonizing over why he would be dating someone while he was hooking up with her

She cursed herself for being too old fashioned and jumping to conclusions for no reason

Not every woman is a girlfriend, I am so stupid she told herself

She felt better for a few hours, telling herself how she was judging someone exactly the way she herself did NOT want to be judged

There is nothing worse that anyone thinking she had forgotten Bik

Nope!

She could never forget him

But yet she was hooking up with Avi wasn't she?

And yet she didn't want anyone to judge her so she wanted it all to be a secret

Maybe hooking up with her had offered him the courage to go sort things out with Charu?

She texted him 9 days later with a "That watch party was fun

"Thanks he responded promptly

"How have you been? he asked

"Busy, as you saw from my dozen emails to you everyday the cheap phone didn't have any fun emojis

"I see that

A couple hours later he texted her "The weather's nice I am taking Toast to Nehru Park do u want to go for a run?

"I don't "run I will walk she said

She realized how easy it was for them to be pleasant to each other

"Just wear comfy shoes he texted

She met him at 6 ish after one of Delhi's famous dust storms, and drizzle, the temps had dropped from 40+/100F down to a "lovely 30ish/80+ with a moisture laden earthy breeze

She took a Metro to Chanakyapuri and walked to the park and texted him by the gate, he was pulling in, he saw her, she had her laptop backpack with her (she couldn't leave it in her locked car in the Stern parking lot as usual)

He slowed and Toast almost leaped out of the Jeep he was driving

She shrunk back afraid

When they finally started walking Toast looked like he was exhausted from greeting her, she handed Avyaan a gift bag with dog bone on it

"For me? he laughed

"NOOO

He pulled out a giant ceramic divided dish with an image of dog on one side and cat on the other

"Dogs drool it said on the dog side and "Cats rule it said on the other

He stopped and laughed out loud

"If u are trying to be his friend this is not helping he waved it gasping with laughter

The dog pounced on it, he had to show it, he saw the image of the snowy white cat and growled

"Yep.. Avyaan nodded

She smiled sheepishly

"I just want him to know I don't like him either

Avyaan fished in his pocket for a treat set the dish down and threw some in it

"He drooled over your cat, Ouch! Avyaan mocked her picking it up and putting it in the gift bag walking towards the Jeep

"Good to see you that night she mumbled after they had walked quietly for 30 minutes Toast changing birds, butterflies, lil kids and anyone who he wanted to scare

"Oh yeah he suddenly remembered

"Who were you with? he asked

"A friend she said stiffly

"An old friend? he chuckled

That irritated her

"My DAD actually she snapped

"Oh? he was shocked

"is that why you rushed back? he asked thoughtfully

"I didn't see you wanting to chat, I saw you DUCK when the woman at your table started looking for you

It came out...

"Whattt?

"I saw it

"U think I am ashamed of you? he asked horrified

"Maybe that's a stretch, but definitely not happy

"Can I say the same about you?

They were glaring at each other

"He was there for a quick visit

"Meeting me would have made him miss his flight?

She squirmed

"Why are we even bothered about getting to know others in our lives she said with sage like wisdom

"You started it Samidha, you lied about your Dad

"I didn't lie

"Really?

"You still haven't told me who YOU were with?"

"MY MOM he said incredulously

She turned a guilty red

"It doesn't matter" she said primly

"Oh why?

"U love Charu, and I love my husband Bik" she said haughtily

"You talk as if he is still alive" he said pissed😡

Color washed off her face

"If you can still love someone that left you for someone else, then I can love someone that has only ever loved me" she said her voice trembling...😭

Edited by Nisha0604 - 6 years ago
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Posted: 6 years ago
Yiiieee!!! They are both going there!!!! How is this going to shake down Nisha? Is it going to be an out and out fight or are they going to back away from the cliff?
I loved that Samidha brought a gift for Toast! That was too cute!👏


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Posted: 6 years ago
Oh no!!!
THIS will be the big fight
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Posted: 6 years ago
Who to love ?

Many first steps towards a relationship...

Her gift - Just solidifies the fact that she is thinking about him & his dog when she is away from him and is not afraid to express that in a form of a simple gift.

Her unrest - knowing that there was another woman. Quickly jumping to Charu conclusion and then reeling back to think it's probably someone else.

His curiosity and expectation - he doesn't want to go w.o understanding who she was with. And he also expected her to introduce him to her dad.

Her insecurity - she is pondering the bigger questions. Is he comfortable to be with her ?

His possessiveness- he is not ready to let her thoughts be parted including her dead husband.

Absolutely fabulous who to love - both of them.
Edited by jaschick - 6 years ago
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Posted: 6 years ago
Bereaved Love, Jilted love, New Intimacies Ambiguous relationships, Divided Loyalties, simmering Internal conflicts, how soon is too soon... Can years define time or grief or should people be given the right to judge the kind of Grieving that's permeable moral turpitude...

Her plate of life currently is much similar to the divided dish she gave to Toast... while she drools on Avi... Bik rules her heart still .. and that's the storm she's caught in viscerally... Deep Down her grief has metamorphosed with her new fling and her predicament is raining cats and Dogs.

The arc of love all brought out so beautifully in Who to love. Your bestest chapter in this take so far Nisha, not to take the beauty or the strength in other chapters in anyway.
Love.
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Posted: 6 years ago

Originally posted by: Errantnomad

Bereaved Love, Jilted love, New Intimacies Ambiguous relationships, Divided Loyalties, simmering Internal conflicts, how soon is too soon... Can years define time or grief or should people be given the right to judge the kind of Grieving that's permeable moral turpitude...

Her plate of life currently is much similar to the divided dish she gave to Toast... while she drools on Avi... Bik rules her heart still .. and that's the storm she's caught in viscerally... Deep Down her grief has metamorphosed with her new fling and her predicament is raining cats and Dogs.

The arc of love all brought out so beautifully in Who to love. Your bestest chapter in this take so far Nisha, not to take the beauty or the strength in other chapters in anyway.
Love.



similar to the divided dish she gave to Toast... while she drools on Avi... Bik rules her heart still

👏 ❤️
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Posted: 6 years ago

Originally posted by: jaschick


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BR]similar to the divided dish she gave to Toast... while she drools on Avi... Bik rules her heart still

👏 ❤️



👏 👏
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Posted: 6 years ago
Hey Nisha. Morning. You absolutely cannot pause when these two are caught deep in their first fight!! Ha Ha... you know that!!



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Posted: 6 years ago
I am also reminded of Sosy. When II and dude went the romantic walk way from MM to shanti niketan on good days. Though most times the return would be II picking a fight and asking to get dropped in Ranjan's car.

This walk's not quite the same . One thing common though, when it comes to real conversations harmony turns its back on them especially when the actions's not the same as in bed. Moral of the story ... don't talk. 😆

Jokes apart, they are on the way to wanting something more from the enmptiness inside they had gotten used to as their way of life . If something comes out of this , they can think each other for getting back to living life with all its frills and drills
Edited by Errantnomad - 6 years ago
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Posted: 6 years ago

How deep is your love?

"I am not going to weigh your feelings against mine, its STUPID he said gritting his teeth

"I am not asking you to do that she said miserably

"I don't need you to be nasty about Charu to legitimize your love for your husba... late husband

"I wasn't being nasty, you started by reminding me hes dead she fought tears

"I didn't cause it so don't pin it on me he said with childish outrage

"I didn't even imply that she sniffled

"You were the one that talked about your father as an acquaintance

"because I thought WE decided this was going to be a purely physical relationship

"Oh so, there is no way I can ever meet anyone you know? he was shocked

"I didn't even think it mattered to you Avi she was flummoxed

He yanked Toast's leash as Toast went off to smell random dog poop

"You love Charu and I love Bik, I thought what we have right now is not important compared to that she said as if it hurt her to say it

"Oh so THAT'S why you didn't want to stay for the watch party? he was offended

"Think about it, 5 years from now the more people that know we hooked up means, more... um.. ... uh

"WHAT?

"Awkwardness you know... Every person that knows about this besides you and me is a person that's going to judge us

"WHY does it matter? he couldn't wrap his mind around why it bothered her so much

"BECOZ I DON'T do this routinely she was ashamed of herself

They walked in silence

"I have NEVER in the last 4 years EVER approached a guy and asked if he wanted to hook up she said the last two words cringing

"I don't think anyone cares... I don't care if u did or not

"You don't... its not easy for everyone

"You can stop... we can stop if you are so ashamed of yourself he took it personally

She didn't respond

She didn't want to stop

He made her feel whole

He caused sensations within her she had convinced herself were altogether dead within

"I am not ashamed she said boldly

"Here bud he yanked the leash as Toast eagerly wandered off to smell a poodle's butt

He smiled in ack at the other owner

"I don't want to meet your parents, or your Dad he said bluntly

"I don't want to know who that was at the restaurant

"I TOLD YOU it was my mother

She swallowed trying to be convinced

"Ive never done this before she insisted

"I don't care Samidha, what I think of you shouldn't matter to you

"Then I am sorry I am trying to convince you then she said somberly

"U can love... Bik... (he hated saying that name) all you want

"Thanks she nodded

That pierced him like an arrow...

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