Revolutions of My Heart~Final Note - Pg 79~ - Page 55

god what a scary promo i hope at least kripa doesn't get shot so she can help angad 😳 😉 👏 continue soon

Too Late To 'Pologize

<Flashback>

Applewood Elementary. Weird name, weird teachers, weirder students. Rich side of town, filled with brats- enough of a hint? Hey, I aint callin' myself no brat. I'm a straight out ***** and I know it. One gets use to it you know. And it's better if you analyze yourself and reserve these descriptions for yourself. It'll prevent you from always getting offended in life.

I'd gone there since Pre-K. Spent all 8 years there. It was one of those PreK-8 places. Many good times. In every school, there is at least one loser. One kid that everyone picks on. At Applewood, there were a few. But there was one interesting specimen that was the most fun to mess around with. Allen Henderson, Fat Allen, F-allen, or Stalin. Call him whatever you want. But if someone called out an alien name in the hallway, everyone knew they were referring to Allen.

Even the other losers could tease and mess around with this guy, and he'd do nothing. He was this big giant that was the biggest scaredy cat you'd ever meet. When we'd steal all his crayons in kindergarten, he'd cry till his "mommy" came and soothed him. When we'd bully him in 5^th grade, he'd hide out in the boys bathroom. I bet the teachers would bully him too. No one had a reason. When someone is very vulnerable and gullible, everyone wants to annoy the heck out of them. Maybe if he would ever stand up for himself, we'd stop.

We all made it a point to make fun of that extra blubber he carried around. During Health, when we'd have discussions on the increasing rate of children with obesity, we'd point out that being around Allen intimidates us and makes us want to be fat. The teachers, of course, would just give us glares and a lecture on how we are to respect our peers. But hey, no one gives a dam*. And hey again, we don't even respect ourselves, so why our peers eh? Lucky us, the lecture would end class. Fooling around, teasing Allen, throwing spitballs all until last period [health]. The end of another exciting school day at Applewood Elementary.

Yes, we did fool around with him. Heck, he once asked me out. It was so random, horrifying, and hilarious all at the same time. It was in 8^th grade, when we'd kept low on the bashing. Of course, I straight out said no, and he was insulted. He was laughed at, made fun of, the guys decided to play around after that little event again. They dumped him into the swimming pool to later realize he couldn't swim. Luckily, I was able to comprehend the words "I can't swim" and saved him. He didn't even thank me. Loser face.

To be going out with Allen Henderson or to be friends with him was almost a huge SIN. You'd be given the "loser" label. Even the losers would make fun of you. No one talked to him, and he became weaker by our taunts. We shaved off his hair, stripped him to his underpants, man, don't get me started on all the fun we had in teasing that kid.

We continued to annoy him until we eventually graduated and of course, no one kept in touch with Allen Henderson, the loser. We'd made his life a living hell, and we never expected to ever come face-to-face with him again.

<End of Flashback>

It's really hard to digest the fact that emo guy and Allen was the same person. I mean, okay, we should've realized the fact that since we all lived in the neighborhood and pretty much went to the same high schools, he'd go there too. It's all quite crazy.

Back at school, someone was screaming my name again, and I couldn't tell who it was. They seemed very far away. I turned to Allen, who was sweating. "Okay Allen, I know it's too late to apologize, but I might as well go on with this. I'm sorry for all I ever did to you. We were kids, we were young and immature, didn't know what we were doing would eventually come and stab us in the back. So, before you kill me, I want you to know that I'm truly very sorry, all I ever did was to just poke some fun, and I really didn't mean it."

Allen just kept staring at me with no response. I nudged Angad, indicating him to follow my lead. He cleared his throat and began, "Allen….bud….uh.. I'm really very sorry for what I ever did to you. I was young and immature and--" He stopped as I gave him a look for copying my speech. The idiot made it seem like this was all a combined speech we'd come up with. He began to fake cough and then said, "I mean, okay, I was very stupid back then and stupid people do stupid things so yea. I'm sorry. Are you still going to kill me?" Oh Godd, this guy!

"Yes I will. You first, actually." There was this horrific look on Angad's face, as if someone had just kicked him where it hurt. Boy does this guy know how to make a girl feel safe around him.

"Come on Allen, I know you don't want to ruin your life like this. You have dreams and aspirations, you--"

"SHUT UP!" he screamed, taking me aback. "Just SHUT YOUR MOUTH! You can't change anything. I've decided I'm going to do this, DON'T TRY TO CHANGE MY MIND." He had his hands on his head as if it was about to explode. He really didn't want me to try to change his mind. But I'd rather bear his anger than get shot.

"Allen…" I began in a soothing voice…

He gave me a menacing look and abrupty shot Angad's leg. My eyes widened in shock and I tried to scream but nothing came out. I looked at the blood coming out of Angad's leg in horror. It's okay. It's all right Kripa. It's just his leg, it won't get infected so easily, we still have a chance. "Come on Angad, keep your eyes open" I screamed. But Angad seemed as if he were in a trance. I tearfully shook him. Suddenly, it seemed as if Allen gained more confidence, and now he shot me. My eyes began to close but I struggled to keep them open. He shot one last time. I didn't care who he'd shot at time, it might've been me, it might've been him. I couldn't feel a thing. All I could feel was Angad slipping away from me, and I didn't like that one bit. I turned towards Angad and saw him trying to reach me. I took his hand in mine and we stared at each other. "Kripaaa" he hoarsely whispered.

"Kripa, I want--ed to t-tell… yo-uuu thattt… I--I" he tried to talk further but his breaths were coming faster and suddenly, he didn't have control over anything. Suddenly, his mouth lay still, his eyes were closed, and his chest lay still. I silently stared at him, deep in shock. Glancing at Angad one last time, I fell down next to him and stopped straining to stay awake, slowly letting sleep take over.

More like leave me. I woke up screaming would be a lie. You only hear of that in books. Well, okay, it probably happens to people in real but it never happened to me. I was just a bit [extremely] shocked and breathing hard. I looked around to notice that I was in my room. That had to be the worst nightmare ever. I rubbed my eyes and held my hands there to hold the tears back.

But it never works. Tears find their own way of flowing. And when they have to flow, they will flow. Sometimes it's just better to not hold them back. I began to shake and cry, letting it all out, feeling incredibly better later.

I went to the bathroom and looked at my face in the mirror. Checked out my leg just in case. Same bruises, same scars, no new wounds. My eyes were red, which was quite expected of course. My whole face was red and blotchy. Quite a sight.

I looked at myself in the mirror for a few minutes, and then opened the tap and washed my face with freezing cold water. Shaking my head to let the water out of my hair, I looked at myself in the mirror again.

And I began to laugh. Laugh at the insanity of the whole situation. My break down. Wow. What a terrible dream. And what a reaction.

***

He was sitting in the kitchen. I won't hide the fact that I did heave a sigh of relief once I saw him. Exercised my neck to release the tension. Took another deep breath. Then walked up to him, and as soon as his surprised eyes met mine, gave him a big hug. It took him a few minutes to gather himself and put his arms back around me. I stayed there for a few minutes. I needed that. I needed all the forms of relaxation I could get at the moment.

When I finally let go, he didn't move his arms away from me. Holding me at shoulder's length, he stared into my eyes. "You okay?"

I stared back and slowly nodded.

"You sure?"

I nodded once again and closed by eyes for a few seconds. "I'm okay..I'm…I'm okay. Um, thanks for that…I actually…I..had a question."

He puts his hands in his jeans pockets and nodded at me.

"How did I get home?"

"You… um passed out."

I gave him a questioning look. "I...passed out?"

"Yea, you… passed out at school and I uh, I brought you here…"

I folded my hands and looked at him sternly. I wanted details, and I wasn't going to open my mouth and waste my breath to tell him that.

"Okay. Look, I didn't mean to do what I did, I seriously didn't expect you to react the way you did. I've heard enough from all the other guys, but if you still wanna kill me for scaring you, go ahead."

"So wait, you scared me? You didn't get shot?"

It was his turn to be confused. "Get shot? What are you talking about?"

"We were held hostage, and, and there was emo guy there and--"

"Woah woah woah! Calm down there…Okay; I think you just had some sort of weird dream or something. Because the only thing I remember is scaring you by pretending to be a shooter, you passing out, being checked up by the nurse, and then bringing you home. Let's not forget my getting an earful from everyone." He made a face at the last one.

"Whoosh. Thank God it was a dream." I sighed as I sat down at the kitchen table and looked at the clock. 8 pm. I'd been out for a few hours.

"You wanna talk about it?" Angad asked.

"Some other time. But I will take revenge. You just watch." I told him as I sent a menacing glare his way. He backed out as if I'd punched him or something, and went back to whatever he was doing.

What did I do? Believe it or not, for some reason I fell asleep again. Right there on the kitchen table.

Another exciting day in Kripa Land.

*****

Surprised? I was as well when I read it. Huge turn. Didn't want to make it a dream. But when I went back and reread it, I realized I loved all my characters. I didn't have the heart to hurt anyone in there. And there's so much left to reveal! I haven't written in so long I don't even remember the size of an average part. I'm sure this one was short, but I'll try to make up for it in the next one. Hopefully I'll post that one sooner. Remember how I asked questions at the end of my last part, back in…August? I really liked that. Received an excellent response. I'm gonna go with that again. Please answer, honestly. =]

How was the transition from the dream back to life?

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?

How was the part's length?

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?

Which is your most favorite character?

Should I end this after a few more parts?

Sorry, there's too many things I wanna know. Lolz =]

P.S- THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SWEET COMMENTS AND PATIENCE! I <3 U ALL!

How was the transition from the dream back to life?

the transition was cool..liked it..

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?

no you did not screw it up..it was f9

How was the part's length?

oh i loved the lenghth..i guess you kinda made up for ur missing updates..

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?

ummm there should be more pre are lovely.. so ya them dating scenes....cute scenes

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?

nop there are good enough ppl..

Which is your most favorite character?

angad and kripa..duhh....

Should I end this after a few more parts?

no no nononnonon..plzzzz dont...

sam.

Will answer as honestly as i can 😛

How was the transition from the dream back to life? It was a pretty realistic dream, but i think you did a good job at it. At first i'm like was that a dream?? But i caught on soon enough. I think you did a great job at it, honestly 😃!

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation? No, not at all 😛

How was the part's length? Its better than no part at all, i'd say it was nice and long. 😊

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes? I really don't know, whatever you feel would go better.

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already? I think there is enough already, but if you would like to add a couple then go ahead {sugg: Armaan and Ridhma}

Which is your most favorite character? I'd say Kripa, she's a very different character, and i enjoy reading her crazy yet funny acts 😆

Should I end this after a few more parts? Noo please dont end 😭

Amazing part 👏! You really scared me for a second, what a dream! I thought it was sort of sweet that angad felt a little guilty for scaring kripa, it shows he cares a bit. One question though, why did kripa faint again?? I'm really really happy that you continued, and i hope you continue again soon 😳

soo i kinda got confused when reading...so had to come back many pages back lol but whooaaa first of all i realized i never commented after august...and u wrote a couple parts after that...i didn't realize...so those parts were awesoome...i nearly had a heart attack when i read the shooter scene...but thank god it was all a dream...
wonderful part!

How was the transition from the dream back to life?
goood!! i am happy that it was dream!

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?
nope...it was pretty funny!

How was the part's length?
as long as u updated...i didn't really care about the length

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?
whatever you want...i wouldn't mind them dating and i wouldn't mind the cute pre-dating scenes

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?
not as of now...but i hear armaan and ridz are quite popular

Which is your most favorite character?
duh kripa!!! she quite funny and cute!

Should I end this after a few more parts?
if thas what u think is the best for the fan fic!

Sorry, there's too many things I wanna know. Lolz =]

How was the transition from the dream back to life?
my expressions were 😭 😕 😛 yay loved it strange na

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?
na it was get and the fact u mentioned angad getting an earful is valid enough

How was the part's length?
well no matter how long u write am too greedy to think it long 😉

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?
both 😆

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?
i think u have all the couples just paired them up maybe sujal and kashish

Which is your most favorite character?
kripa shes unique

Should I end this after a few more parts?
no right atleast a hundered page part

just loved it

Originally posted by: Dark Love

How was the transition from the dream back to life? wow i am really surprised. can't believe that kripa had such a weird and scary dream/nightmare

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation? no not all

How was the part's length? compared to other parts it was short

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes? yea, AK should be dating as in like they are dating yet nobody knows😉

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already? there are enough people but i think you should make josh-aaliya couple(i think they are in this ff😕)

Which is your most favorite character? AK😳 😉

Should I end this after a few more parts? depends on how next few parts come😉

Sorry, there's too many things I wanna know. Lolz =]

P.S- THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SWEET COMMENTS AND PATIENCE! I <3 U ALL!

continue soon hun 👏

How was the transition from the dream back to life?
it was reaaly brilliant loved it..

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?
No it was ok..

How was the part's length?
as long as u continue not really bothered about the length..

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?
i think both.. 😊

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?
i would love if you added Armaan and Ridima but its up to u.. 😃

Which is your most favorite character?
Angad and Kripa 😃

Should I end this after a few more parts?
Nooooo Please don't😛

Hey! I'm so glad you updated it. I loved the update. Very very well written and I found it very very very interesting! Good job!! 👏

How was the transition from the dream back to life?

I think it was perfect! Very realistic and you did an amazing job at it!

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?

No, I liked it. It was perfectly fine.

How was the part's length?

It was too short!

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?

No, no, no. The unique thing about this FF is that its not exactly a romance and I really like that aspect of the ff! 😛😃

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?

Yes, it might be interesting to have others characters.

Which is your most favorite character?

Mmm-hmm Angad.

Should I end this after a few more parts?

No, never 😳

Originally posted by: chocolate p

How was the transition from the dream back to life?

the transition was cool..liked it..

Glad you liked it!

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?

no you did not screw it up..it was f9

YAYY! 😳😆

How was the part's length?

oh i loved the lenghth..i guess you kinda made up for ur missing updates..

OMG! Thank you so muchhh! 😆 You're very sweet, some very close friends even thought it was too short 😆

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?

ummm there should be more pre are lovely.. so ya them dating scenes....cute scenes

Thanks for your feedback! 😳

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?

nop there are good enough ppl..

Which is your most favorite character?

angad and kripa..duhh....

Should I end this after a few more parts?

no no nononnonon..plzzzz dont...

Glad you're liking the story sam! 😳

sam.

Originally posted by: NYC_gurl_17

Will answer as honestly as i can 😛

Thanks 😳

How was the transition from the dream back to life? It was a pretty realistic dream, but i think you did a good job at it. At first i'm like was that a dream?? But i caught on soon enough. I think you did a great job at it, honestly 😃!

YESSS! Thanx so muchh, I was really worried about that! 😳

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation? No, not at all 😛

Great! =]

How was the part's length? Its better than no part at all, i'd say it was nice and long. 😊

Why thank youu!😳

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes? I really don't know, whatever you feel would go better.

Okayy =]

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already? I think there is enough already, but if you would like to add a couple then go ahead {sugg: Armaan and Ridhma}

Cool! I was thinking about AR, but maybe later.

Which is your most favorite character? I'd say Kripa, she's a very different character, and i enjoy reading her crazy yet funny acts 😆

She's my favorite too! 😉

Should I end this after a few more parts? Noo please dont end 😭

Amazing part 👏! You really scared me for a second, what a dream! I thought it was sort of sweet that angad felt a little guilty for scaring kripa, it shows he cares a bit. One question though, why did kripa faint again?? I'm really really happy that you continued, and i hope you continue again soon 😳

Thanks for the comment hon! She just passed out because she got so scared, and I don't think I remembered to mention this. but she hadn't eaten proper food so she'd felt dizzy cuz of that too

Originally posted by: desiqt8806

soo i kinda got confused when reading...so had to come back many pages back lol but whooaaa first of all i realized i never commented after august...and u wrote a couple parts after that...i didn't realize...so those parts were awesoome...i nearly had a heart attack when i read the shooter scene...but thank god it was all a dream...
wonderful part!

lolzz! Glad you're liken it! Is the confusion clear now? 😳

How was the transition from the dream back to life?
goood!! i am happy that it was dream!
Great! 😳

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?
nope...it was pretty funny!
Glad to entertain! 😳

How was the part's length?
as long as u updated...i didn't really care about the length

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?
whatever you want...i wouldn't mind them dating and i wouldn't mind the cute pre-dating scenes
Okayy thnx =]

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?
not as of now...but i hear armaan and ridz are quite popular
Yes, I was thinking of them too. Not yet though.

Which is your most favorite character?
duh kripa!!! she quite funny and cute!
Yee, I'm hoping this will change though, I'd rather have you guys like ALL my boys too. 😉

Should I end this after a few more parts?
if thas what u think is the best for the fan fic!
Thankss!

Sorry, there's too many things I wanna know. Lolz =]

Originally posted by: armaghan0

How was the transition from the dream back to life?
my expressions were 😭 😕 😛 yay loved it strange na HAHAHAHH! Lovely expressions you've got there! 😉😳

Did I totally screw up Angad's explanation?
na it was get and the fact u mentioned angad getting an earful is valid enough Allrighttyy!

How was the part's length?
well no matter how long u write am too greedy to think it long 😉
hahahahah! Ab I can't post everything at oncee ;]

Should A-K go out already? Or do you prefer more cute, pre-dating scenes?
both 😆
lololol

Is there a specific couple I should add to their gang (remember, they're in high school still…), or are there enough people already?
i think u have all the couples just paired them up maybe sujal and kashish
Thanks for the suggestion! Will def consider 😳

Which is your most favorite character?
kripa shes unique
I like her that wayy too =]

Should I end this after a few more parts?
no right atleast a hundered page part
LMAOO!

just loved it
Glad you likedd itt!