
As the sun came into the Meherothra home everything had changed. The home had changed greatly but not physically... It was the still the same elizabethan era sofa sets and dewans. The same rollable seats and the same glass coffee tables. Few things had changed though, the dark printed cushions had been changed to dark green ones with small roses gold block printed on it. The rollable seats were plain and simple with copper shaded covers or light cream ones. On the coffee table was a small copper vessel with various roses floating in it. Around it were small lamps painted using gold glitter paint. Once white background walls had turned into a shade of dark cream, there were several photos too! Four on one single frame all hung with a single sandalwood mala right near the main door. The photos of Shipra, Ashwin, Janvi and Aman - the Meherothra family. Diagonally opposite was a beautiful photo of Maya, a large round gold maanga Tika with vinen designs set with floral colour stones. Dark blue eye shadow were against her eyes making the look stronger against the dark peach lipgloss. She was wearing a short sleeved, white anarkali churidar set with roses in red and pink colours. Platinum thread work were connecting the flowers as the embroidery highlighted the ends of the dress alongside the neckline and sleeves. Leaning against the pillar she had her hand held above her head looking away. Her hair was in a side braid and the wind blowing the rest... The dupatta she wore shone through with the dim light as the other hand on her stomach, both having pearl layered bangles. A guy with square glasses stood in front of the photo his eyes filled with tears, "Do saal hogaye hai babu. Aur aaj bhi main tumse uthna hi pyar kartha huun jab maine tumhari maang main sindoor bharaya. Lekin tum kabhi samajthi kyun nahi ho? Muje apnalo na babu... please muje apnalo. Tumhara pathi main huun lekin mujse zyadha tum Aayan se close ho. Kyun babhu, kya tume meri aankon ka pyar nazar nahi aathi ya baath kuch aur hai? Ya phir tumne Ma ki un gandhi baahoth ka yakeen kar liya? Pantha nahi vo kaise bhul gaye ki vo rishtha tumhari dhi hui bheek thi... Phir bhi tumhi se ithni gandhi thara baath kiya.
His speech with the girl was interrupted by a voice calling, "ARJUN. Arjun ek minute ithar aana please.
"Maya? his eyes fluttered with both attention and reverence as he rushed to her, "Kya hua Maya? Tum teek tho ho na? Chot tho nahi lagi na? Kya baath hai?
Maya stood in the balcony looking out, she was dressed in a splashed top with yellow, blues, greens, reds and oranges with white overall shorts. Sone wore a small floral earrings and a gold chain with a similar pendent along with the small mangalsuthra with the drop pendent type with a large black bead more dropping with a bunch of more black beeds, his mother's. Her open hair was left casually with her side parting as the wind continued to blow through her hair. She wore no makeup, except for light moisturisers and yet he could not take her eyes off her, "Arjun vahaan dheko na, uss tree main kithni saare butterflies hai, please uski photo keencho na mere liye muje Aayan se share karna hai.
"Sure. he replied taking the Iphone out of his phone and did as she told, "Aayan ka koi phone call aaya?
"Kahaan aaya Singapore main hai na so he is having a lot of fun bol. Marks bhi aache aarae hai aur upar se kaam bhi kaafi chalenging hai. Sandy ne saaf saaf kehedhiya ki jaldh Aayan ko India ka office sambhalna hoga. He is almost ready! Kaafi kush hai Aayan ka performences se. Arjun smiled adjusting his light gray hooded shirt a little, discomfort still in his heart, "Tum jo usse guide kar rahi ho. You are a really good guide. Khaana khale?
"Tumhari favorite sandwiches ban dhiya, saath saath sponj cake banadhiya. Duudh gharam kardhiya... aur chahiye kya? she asked he shook his head, "Nahi, main lekar aath huun, yahee par khalenge?
Maya nodded lightly as he gently pushed the hair that fell on her face behind her ear. Just then the phone rang with the tune of, Ikthara, picking it up the smile on her face lit a ten fold. "Aayan ka video call? Hi darling, aabi aaya kya?
"Hi dhi, nahi khaana bana raha hoon, chicken pasta. Aayan added taking a sip of coffee from the bright green cup, he was still dressed in the dark maroon shorts with a white sleeveless undershirt in white sleeveless undershirt. His hair was standing in all directions and a beard was threatening to grow on his face and the rimless glasses added to the dark circles already under his eyes. He smiled at her through the camera moving about the small kitchenette chopping some mushrooms simultaneously, " Ithna jaldhi kyun? Aaj tho Saturday hai na?
"Haan dhi lekin free tha socha dinner banadhuin. Tune lunch khaya? Maya nodded, "Kiya mixed sandwiches, sponj cake aur duudh, yeah Arjun mixer kyun chala raha hai?
"Shayad tumhare liye milkshake banarah hai. Dhi sirf teen maheen bache hai Sandy bol raha tha ki muje base work shuru karna hoga. Rehene ke jaga se shuru karke kapdon thak. Maya laughed "Rehene ke liye tumhari kamra aadha ghante main saaf aur decorate bhi kardungi. Materials ka shopping saath main karthre video call ke zariye. Sirf kapdon ki baat hai na umm ek kaam karo apna right fit kapdon muje aur main kapde bamadethi hoon.
"Main tum donon ke beech nahi aana chahatha hoon. Maya looked around, "Ayaan yeah hum dhono ka ghar hai beach nahi. Tumhara kamra thiyar hoga jaab thak tume apni ghrihasthi share karne ke liye koi nahi miljathi. Teek hai?
"Tere hote hue main kaise zimidhari uutapaunga? he asked chopping onions, "Tho ghar samaj kar nahi hostel samaj kar raho. Sun jo tum apni room ke liye detheho muje dedo.
"Maya teek keherahi hai Aayan. she smiled at Arjun who shifted her physically making her lean on him as he wound one hand around her waist as he set the plate he was holding in his hand as he set the large, white desert plate onto the wall of the balcony. Along with several sandwiches it also balanced several layered, finger sandwiches. Two pieces of sponge cake and a large glass of milkshake with two straws. "Sorry Maya I hope you don't mind, tere liye almond, banna milkshake bandhiya. Tume tho plane duudh bilkul pasandh nahi hai na?
"Thank you Arjun, dheka Aayan tumhara bhai bhi mere baathon ko maantha hai. she added smiling, Aayan rolled his eyes watching as his brother picked up a sandwich and ate it before reaching out again for another and fed it to Maya his fingers trailing on her lips longer than necessary. "Kaunsi straw?
Maya looked at the straws and replied, "Purple, tum blue lelo.
"Teek hai. he continued to hold the glass as she took a sip of the milkshake before continuing to eat the sandwiches. Aayan smiled watching as they chattered away about the plans after finishing the collage. "Muje jaana hoga.
Aayan blew a kiss when Maya smiled Arjun grabbed it mid air, "Zyadha chalane ki zarurath nahi hai. Ja - ja aur jaldhi ghar aana. Maya baaar baar tumhari baath karthi rehethi hai.
"Mera maan bhi vahi hai aap donon ke paas. added Aayan with a final wave. Pocketing the phone Maya allowed Arjun to feed her some of the cake again, "Theen mahene aur phir Aayan bhi ghar aajayega. Tumhari baath hui thi kya Saanj se?
"Patha bhi nahi vo kahaan chali gayi, bhas gayab hui hai. he sighed upset about the situation at hand, "Do saal Maya, aachanak apni resignation ko beeji thi phir gayab. Kahaan gayi, kaisi hai, kyun gayi kisi ko kuch nahi patha.
Maya sighed leaning on his shoulder allowing the single tear to fall down her eyes. She still remembered the night of the party were they became friends. The spot where she was crying to bappa about her pain and later on Aayan's shoulder when Arjun gently rubbed her shoulder. She still remembered the beautiful words Saanj spoke. "Maya tum aaj se akeli nahi ho tumhari theen theen dosth hai. Hum saab milkar tume ithna pyar dhenge ki tume kabhi kisi ki nafrath nazar hi nahi aayegi.
Those words gave her so much hope that she hugged her tightly... what she did not know was that another set of older eyes were watching them. The very eyes which were now filled with tears in her home seeing the photo of her two sons with her. The only photo were she had both her sons smiling in one picture. A plump woman was dressed in a dull gray saree with yellow leaf prints and a yellow blouse. Her hair was tied into a tight bun and there was no place for cosmetics... not even a bindhi. Only pain in her lonely home... the very home were they had grown fighting tooth and nail. The home where he had finally called her ma... she had witnessed the scene. The seen which continued to stay on her mind.
A week after the party it became a norm to drag Maya over at the craziest of times. There were incidents when she was brought over early in the morning and at times she hung around till late night. On one such occasion she had walked into the family in a heated argument. "Sautheli ma hai, ma nahi. Mere liye yeah vo aurath hai jisne muje meri ma ka dosth bankar aayi thi lekin ban gayi mere papa ki dusri biwi. Vo aurath jisko meri aason ka koi mathlab nahi tha. Vo aurath jisne humesha muje sirf aur sirf neeche dhikaya. Kahaan se maanu isse apni ma? Isko apni maa kehekar main apni ma ko dhardh nahi dhesakta.
"Dhardh ke dhava dhene ke liye bhi kabhi kabhi himmath ki zarurath padthi hai Arjun. they all turned around to see Maya standing there in a light pink netted saree with silver thread work of ancient bird buttas in dark pink. Both her hands were set with a row of silver bangles with thick red stone silver bangles at each end. On her forehead was a silver maang tika with a roundish design with a red stone in the center with star sparkles pointing out. Her hair was parted into two side braids with the rest left open. Around her neck was a long silver chain with a large pendent in the oval stone earrings and pendant. The saree it self was wore loosely and flowing... the light red lipgloss with the dark pink single layered eyeshadow highlighted her features further.
Arjun's eyes gaped open at the sight in front of him the words in his lips disappearing. When she spoke he seemed to be in a trance as he listened to her speak, "Maine apne ma aur baap ko kokar jaab roi thi Ashwin aur Shipra bhi kaafi pareshaan the. Dharvaaze main kade hokar dhekte he, lekin Ashwin ka dosth ne ek kaam kiya. Uss blast meri aankon ke saamne hui thi tho issi liye muje ek counselor ke paas bejwadhiya. Unhone ne hi meri zindagi main Ashwin aur Shipra ke liye ek jaga banadhiya. Kabhi kabhi ek nayi rishta ko jaga dhene ke liye na sirf do logon ki nahi theen logon ki zaurath hai. Bahoth rothi thi, kaana khane se mana karthi thi, bhimar padthi thi. Shipra tho muje jaanthi thi, phir bhi ussko bhi aunty ke thara muskil hui thi. Aise main agar vo consler nahi aaya hoga tho shayadh muje ek parivar nahi mili hogi. Lekin yeah sari kahani tho tum jaanthe ho... aab ussi kahani ke nazarya se aunty ko dheko Arjun. Hamesha sahi aur galath black and white nahi ho payegi, gray shades bahoth hai. Ashwin ka ek action ne muje ek kalank banakar janam dhedhiya, phir bhi main use pyar karthi hoon kyunki Ashwin mujse pyar kartha hai. Shipra meri papa ki biwi bankar meri zindagi main aayi lekin meri Yashoda ma bankar jee rahi hai. Aur papa, vo tho shadhi kiya sirf issi liye kyunki une meri nandhalala banna tha. Main kabhi unlogon ko pyar na karne ke baare main soch bhi nahi saktha. Arjun, ma hamesha ek hi ho vo zaruri nahi hai, bagvaan Krishna ko dheklo, do do ma aur pitha ki bete the vo. Donon ko pyar kiya tha Krishna ne, issiliye bol rahi hoon tume Vandhana aunty ko apni ma ki jage dhene ki koi zarurath nahi. Usse vo jaga dhedo jo sirf uske liye hai. Tumhari nazar main jo tumhari ma ka jaga liya hai na, unhone tho tumhare dad ki akelapan ka dhardh ko dhuur kiya aise tho soch kar dheko...
Aayan, Saanj and herself watched as the most amazing thing happened. Arjun tightly hugged her and began weeping, "I miss her Maya. I miss her so much, jab bhi koi uski jaga lene ki koshish karthe hai na patha nahi muje kya ho jatha. Main apna aap par koi control nahi hotha. Maine uski mauth ko dheka Maya... maine dheka ko vo kaise dhardh main thadap rahi thi. Maya gently wrapped her arms around her and rubbed his back gently. The black tshitr with silver stars around the neck and the dark blue jeans. She gently shushed him, seeing him pull away she grabbed his hand, lead him out. Two hours later Arjun walked back in, no longer the same... the words she longed for came from his lips, as he hugged her, "Ma... ma... I am so sorry ma. I am so sorry.
Maya stood behind him leaning against the main door smiling the saree was flowing down her arm lightly. Though her joy knew no bounds the pain in Saanj's eyes that it was not because of her was also clear... Maya distracted everyone at the moment by saying, "Aagar ma aur bete ki milan hogayi tho main kaam hosaktha hai kya?
"Sure chalo. Aayan took her away, the apple green shirt with black jeans. Arjun's eyes though narrowed seeing the way he took her hand. Somehow seeing the way Arjun's eyes were fixed on Maya, Saanj felt underdressed in her simple dark orange and light yellow zig-zac dress she wore with the three fourth sleeves. Something that was once trivial seemed so large right now... Still hiding the insecurities she hugged Arjun with a happy smile, "Ma mubarak ho duffer.
A fact Vandhana saw, instantly. "Muje jaaldhi hi Maya ko Saanj ki jaga dhikani paday gi varna Saanj uski dhabav main juki hi rahegi.
"Maya aap aaj kya lunch humare saathkarenge? Arjun asked desperately, instantly she turned to, "Saanj, tumhari magiee mil sakthi hai kya? Arjun ne ithna thareef kiya hai...
"Main banathihuun Aunty aap Arjun ki favorite sandwiches banayie. Duffer tu fruit salad banadhe, vo tho kar payega na? Arjun nodded, Maya laughed, "Tho muje bhi koi kaam dhedo na please?
"Yeah le flask aur Aayan ke saath Raju ke dhukan jakar chai lekar aana. Tum waise bhi dhekna chahathe the na? Maya nodded happily as Aayan grabbed the long thermal flask from Saanj, "Chalo Maya.
The day still haunted her dreams, for a moment seeing how Maya allowed Aayan to take her hand... later how either one of the boys force fed her a mouthful when she was too busy chatting. "Main ithni galath kaisi ho gayi thi?
The question still burned her mind. Even through lunch Maya and Aayan chattered away the most, though Shub his usual companion had later joined them. Seeing that, the feeling that Saanj's place was secure had been destroyed. She wished she had seen the reality which shone in Arjun's eyes. Throughout the lunch he was constantly looking at Maya, at times even reaching out to feed her the food when the chatter made her ignored it. Despite all of it, how did Aayan support Arjun's marraige to Maya? "Maana halath karab the lekin iska yeah mathlab nahi ki jis ladki se tumne pyar kiya usko tum apne bhai ko shadhi karne dhe dhiya?
Unaware, Aayan was sitting on the porch grill of his small apartment in Singapoor enjoying the pasta seeing the stars, his thoughts towards the girl he addressed as, "Maya dhi, I miss so much. Jaab bhi tharon ko dhektha hoon na, humari uss raathon ka coffee ke yaadh aathi hai jab hum balcony main bait kar lego pieces ko assemble karthe the. Ashwin aur Shipra tho chup chap vahi balcony par lean karke dheke the hum donon ko. I miss those days, I miss Ashwin, Shipra and you my sweet darling big sister. Jo family ka feel muje tumhari ghar par miltha tha na mere ghar par kabhi nahi miltha tha.