Hi friends, this is just a random shot which I thought of writing.. don't worry will update other stories soon. Meanwhile just give it a try.
Its related to the sheetal track, though I literally hated that track... I really wanted some good intense jealousy moments in the show, khushi being jealous of Sheetal or Sheetal being jealous of khushi and Mr. Raizada showering immense love on sankadevi and showing her that no one can make him crazy other than her... but it didn't happen and some stupid baby track was shown. So here is one with my imagination
You are my sanity!!!
What's this heaviness she is feeling in her heart? Is it real? Is she... is she really feeling so... how can she... after all it was her decision... didn't he warned her in advance... that it was not a vice decision... that she will... she will feel jealous... after all the lady with whom he was cheerfully playing basket ball was his Ex... yes.. that's what he had said.. they were seeing each other and she... such a fool she was didn't understand the actual meaning until he told in simple language.. Girl Friend-Boy Friend.
But then he also said that its her... its only her that matters to him right?... Then why is she uncomfortable... why is she in secured?
It is giving her headache.. the closeness between them... more than that the comfort level they shared... yes thats what bothered her.
She knew her Arnavji loves her a lot... but how can her foolish heart understand the female in front of her who practically knows each and every detail of her husband... facts that even she didn't know and thats what was bothering her the most, the camaraderie they shared.. Sheetalji knows Arnavji more than her..
He never mentioned he likes to play... play basketball.. she has always seen his tough side... his rude behavior... though he has changed a lot after their marriage but still.. she has never seen him smile so openly.. like a child who has got his favorite toy and he was enjoying each and every moment and she... she was not a part of it... she was not a part of his world which is totally different from her's.
Though she willingly and voluntarily said that she too will play to make him happy.. but who is she kidding she doesnt know all these games which is played as sport among rich people.
During her school days.. they only learnt how to play gilli danda or lagori...
Basket Ball is something she didn't knew about... but today to make him happy she wanted to play... but soon she realized that she is a failure in it and slowly she moved out of the team that was enjoying the play now... everyone was cheering up either Arnavji or Sheetalji...
They were totally into the game.. its better she moves out...she thought sadly
Arnav soon realized that she was not on the ground anymore and his eyes searched for her and he was surprised to see that she was not playing but was sitting away among the audience.
Break time... he declared as he took a pause and went to his wife... khushi... he said breathlessly... why are you here? Are you not playing? He asked her.
No Arnavji... she said hesitantly... its better you all play.. I am not good at it.. saying so she got up to leave when Arnav stopped her.. he knew something is wrong... but she just jerked off his hands and left to arrange snacks for everyone.
Now he was really confused... what happened to khushi he thought... few minutes back she was fine and all chirpy saying that she will also play.. but then now she looks upset... he was lost in his thoughts when sheetal came along with Aarav...
ASR lets play come on he said... ya Arnav come the game is not over still or are you scared to loose.. she smirked in a teasing way.
Oh come on sheetal I never loose.. he said while getting irritated.
Then what are you waiting for common saying so she dragged him to the ground and he again failed to notice the hurt on khushi's face..
Now she was more upset and was not at all feeling like being there... Jiji... she called payal... I will leave.. I am not feeling well.
Khushi... what happened... are you ok? We will leave together the match is not over yet.. how can you go alone..
No Jiji its fine... I will go...
Ok tell arnavji and go or he will search for you and wait I will also come with you.
Sheetal was enjoying each moment of the game she was relishing the fact that Arnav was playing with her after so long... she missed their good old days... She wished if they could have been together like before... but...
How come the hot handsome Raizada fell for a girl like khushi... it may be an arrange marriage she thought... may be Arnav will realize later what is missing from his life... khushi can be no match to him...
She was so lost in her happy bubble that she didn't notice Arnav's lack of concentration in the game.
ASR come on play Aarav whines... but he was lost he had eyes only for khushi who was looking tensed and saying something to payal.. he left the ball and walked towards khushi..
He pulled her by her elbows and asked khushi what's the matter why are you looking upset.. but she didn't replied and started walking away.
What the?.. Khushi don't walk away are you ok? See lets go home... if you are not fine we will leave.. she still didn't answer and by now everyone else got confused... She just walked away towards NK her only friend... Nanhe ji can you please come with me to market.. I needed to buy some grocery...
Khushi but you said you are not feeling well Payal asked? To which Arnav got conscious.. what? Khushi are you ok.. see I said we will leave...
I'm fine she said to no one and just walked away asking NK to come with her.. and he followed without saying anything... Arnav signaled him to take care of her to which NK nodded.
Arnav was upset.. hell upset... this is one thing which he cannot take it... digest it... his paagal and cute wife not talking to him.. has he done something wrong.
Hmmm.. Arnav.. are we not playing...Sheetal asked with a smile.
Hell this women, cant she understand he thought...Sheetal.. I'm tired will leave home now..
Now sheetal was confused... what happened to him...
She came to Anjali and asked... Anjali... what happened to Arnav... he is sounding upset.
Anjali Sighed... its just a start Sheetalji.. now I don't know what hungama is going to happen at home..
Means... Sheetal asked getting confused..
You see Sheetalji... a quiet khushiji.. is something my chotey cant digest.. till the time he gets to know what is bothering her.. he will not be in peace neither let anyone else be in peace.. she said as a fact.
It was almost two hours now they have reached home and Arnav had called NK for almost ten times asking him about when they will reach and finally they came back to shantivan.
Khushi.. he called after finally seeing her back.. may be now she will answer his questions..
But she directly went to kitchen and started doing her favourite job... making jalebies and this made everyone more tensed.. now what is wrong with their sweet little khushi.
Arnav was getting more impatient each and every moment.. he dint wanted to bother her much and wanted to give her sometime so that she herself opens up... finally she came with tea and Jalebies for everyone and he called her again but she didn't look at him.
Now enough is enough he thought.. khushi speak to me dammit he said getting all angry.. but she just moved away to give jalebies to everyone... everyone was scared of his outburst and hence didn't feel appropriate to interfere between husband and wife.
Finally he grabbed her to himself and she looked at him with a painful expression... he gulped at the way her face was depicting the pain... what has he done.. why his sweetheart is so upset.. god.. he cant see her like this.. but he has to make her speak and this is the only way he knew.. he just took two jalebies from her plate and tried to put in his mouth.
Arnavji.. she shrieked... stopped his hands in middle and said.. what are you doing it has sugar in it.. these are not sugar free...
Ohh... so finally you spoke... from last three hours I was trying to talk to you... you know I cant take it when you don't talk still you are doing this to me he said with agony on his face.
She bowed her head down unable to answer him and he had lost his patience.. he swallowed the jalebi in one go and took two more to eat... he swallowed that as well and everyone was shocked...Chotey.. what are you doing.
Aranvji... she cried... why are you doing this...
So that you answer me... whats bothering you...
Is this the way you will make me answer by harming yourself... whats wrong with you? She asked in painful voice.. then what should I do dammit he said while pulling her to himself... you know I cant stand when you don't talk to me.. then why are you doing this to me? He asked with hurt on his face.
She didn't wanted a scene in front of the family and hence just ran away from there to their room while crying whole way...
Khushi... khushi wait.. he screamed and ran behind her...
Sheetal was confused with this whole drama... whats wrong with Arnav... why is he overreacting.
Anjali.. what's the matter... why is khushi behaving like this and why is that Arnav so restless..
Anjali was tongue tied as she didn't had words to explain how deep is their relation and at the same time how different is her chotey.
Woh sheetalji.. I don't know khushiji is upset due to something may be.
And chotey is like that... as I told you... he cant stay normal if khushiji don't talk to him... he will go crazy and get to the root of the problem.. In fact he can go to any lengths to make her talk to him.
He loves her that much!!!
Khushi was crying badly... why is Arnavji not understanding her... cant he leave her alone for some time.
Arnav saw khushi facing the wardrobe when he entered their room... he slowly locked the door.. he knew he had hurt her in some way... but he will get to the root of it and make her speak.. he cant see her like this.
He wrapped his hands around her waist from behind while inhaling her scent deeply and feeling her fully
I'm sorry.. he said as a whisper and kissed on her nape... she closed her eyes unable to control his touch.. his feel.. her tears were flowing continuously..
I'm sorry I did that down... but khudhi.. I cant you know I cant take it when you don't talk to me.. it sucks the life out of me..
I become crazy... I loose my sanity khushi..
Please love tell me what is that bothering you... he asked while turning her around to face him and cupped her face in his palms...
I cant do this Arnavji.. .. she cried and hi cupped ... I cant.. I cant see you with anyone else... I know you had told me, warned me.. but it hurts... hurts badly... not because I don't trust you... its becoz... its becoz she knows you more than me...
Out of all the possible reasons he didn't thought this one to be the reason for her pain... didn't he make it clear that it's always her for him.. then?
And what does she mean that Sheetal knows him more than her...?
Khushi... he called her while pulling back from the hug which she had engulfed him into after her outburst wetting his shirt all the way... khushi look at me he said while cupping her face.
Do you really think so he asked wiping her tears which were killing him more.
I don't know Arnavji... I don't know what to think.. its just that today I felt like I don't belong to your world at all... its not that I'm jealous of sheetalji.. becoz she was coming close to you.. I mean I do feel uncomfortable.. after all she is... she was your girlfriend.. but I know it was your past.. I don't care about your past as I'm your present... but when I see her... when I see you and her together I realize how different we are.. and how similar you both are.. she knows what you like and dislike.. what you were during your college days.. but I.. I don't know anything about you.. I just know that you were this broken and rude person before and now the way you smile in her company.. the way you were enjoying and I was not a part of it... I was not a part of your happiness and that hurts me a lot.
You idiot.. you stupid girl.. you think all this... all this makes me happy... that these moments are important for me, then you don't know me at all khushi humari gupta singh raizada.
She looked at him with a puppy dog face.. khushi yes you are true that you knew me as a rude and arrogant person.. and who made me a happy man... who made me a changed man.. its you.. its only you.. today I am able to enjoy these moments its not becoz of sheetal... but becoz of my khushi.. whose each and every gesture makes me feel lively and content.
Khushi sheetal just knows that I like to play basketball becoz I used to play in college but that was a part of my life which really doesn't matter to me.. becoz those days I used to play to divert my attention to run away from the pain of loosing my parents in my childhood.. to run away from anger thats all, but now I don't feel so... I don't feel the age old pain anymore.. I don't remember my past anymore as I have got so many beautiful memories given by you to me.. each and every moment I have spent with you is what always keeps on flashing in mind.
My day starts with you your thoughts and ends with you being in my arms and thats what makes me happy and not playing a stupid game with my old friend.
I agreed to play today becoz you wanted me to... becoz you had arranged it and I wanted to enjoy with you.. that's the reason though I know that you don't know how to play.. I wanted you to play so that I can be around you for some more time and the moment you walked out of the game.. I lost all the interest I had, but still I'm sorry khushi.. I'm sorry if my behavior or any of my actions have hurt you or made you feel less important becoz it is not the way.. you are the most important person in my life
Look at me... look at me love.. look in my eyes... it looks out only for you... it searches only you.. when it is not able to find you.. it becomes desperate.. desperate enough to have just a glance of you so that my heart is at peace.. I know you are not used to hearing such words from me.. becoz I'm not good at words.. but that's the truth...I love you from every fiber in my body... You are my life..
You are my sanity khushi!!!
Armavji... she was so overwhelmed with emotions.. with his open confession of feelings that she just pounced on him and attacked his lips with hers and he didn't resist back giving totally into the kiss.
Ohh how much he loves this mad girl who thinks he can ever feel her less important in his life when she is what he wants always in his life.
He trailed a series of kisses towards her jawline and down towards her slender neck...
Arnav...he bit her above her cleavage and she shuddered with the intensity of his passion...
Say again... say again khushi.. he whispered wanting to hear his name from her mouth.. its only in such moments she utters his name without a JI!!!
She was quiet and was feeling his assault on her senses.. when he opened her dori and pulled her dress off her shoulder... he started licking her all over and she called again..
Arnav...
Khushi... he moaned... I want you... I want you now... she came back to her senses she knew everybody is waiting for them to have lunch..
She pulled out... no Arnavji they all are waiting for us... she said pushing him aside.
He groaned in frustration.. I don't care dammit... I want to spend some time with my wife.., and don't need to give any explanation to anyone.
Arnavji... she tried to stop him... but today he will not listen... he was in no mood to let her goo... today he will show her what she really means to him.
He swooped her in his arms and took her to their king size bed..
There were deep moans and groans all around the room... she was breathless... today her laad governor was on a mission.. on a mission to make her crazy with passion... he touched her devoured her in ways she cant even think of... his lips not even leaving an inch of her body untouched... his eyes never leaving her face as if telling her again and again that she is his and he is hers... and she was scared with the intensity in his eyes that he will just do anything and everything in his reach to keep her to himself... she cupped his face which were just looking at her...
Never... never ever say that you are not part of my happiness khushi.. he said in an emotional voice... you are everything I have ever wished for and you know what... when I am with you... when I touch you when you love me with so much passion it revives each and every cell in my body... saying so he started kissing her crazily.. his hands roaming over her naked self and her hands scratching him all over leaving marks behind... he bent down to suck those aroused peaks which were begging him to be touched... he sucked them licked them bit them inciting loud moans out of her.. and her each moan was making him more crazy for her...
They wanted to end this pain.. this craving and started the age old rhythm of passion by getting intimate more... him being inside her makes her feel alive.. he increased the pace not able to control any more..,.. he wanted her to look at him when he collapses on her... khushi look at me... but she was in the thrives of passion... khushi please look at me sweetheart... she obeyed and he pushed himself more and more finally screaming out her name... khushi.. Arnavjii... they were breathless... full of sweat and tired like hell... and being exhausted soon went into sleep...
He kissed her one more time and snuggled into her for a good sleep.
Is Arnav not coming for lunch... I mean Arnav and khushi are they not hungry sheetal asked being curious...
Sheetalji... now since husband and wife had a fight.. so... post fight there will be pestering lot of apologies and then lots of lovely time Anjali said in a teasing way... and anyways... Chotey cant stay angry to khushiji for a long time and khushiji cant stay without her Arnavji... the family giggled at their naughtiness.
Sheetal was highly irritated... she didn't think Arnav will be a love sick puppy.
Khushi tried removing his tight grip from her naked waist.. she blushed at the thoughts of their passionate encounter some time back.. along with their ove.. their passion is also increasing day by day.
Arnavji never leaves any chance to devour her and today he took her to different heights of passion and the thoughts of it itself gave her goose bums.. she was lost in her thoughts when she felt his fingers caressing her bare back all the way... she closed her eyes and felt him pull herself back to him...
Where are you going... Arnavji lets go down I'm hungry she complained like a baby and he smiled at her pout... sure dear you will be tired after our... he smirked and she punched him on his chest.
Come lets feed you... when they came down everyone was giving them teasing smiles and khushi saw a slightly irritated sheetal... looking towards Arnav... but he had eyes only for her and she saw him winking to her and she smiled... life is beautiful with her Arnavji and he is her sanity!!!!
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