Part 37Siddhant POV:
I was shocked on her question whether i can be away from her...
I know its not an easy task like what i was thinking before coming on holidays...
I just thought of doing this marriage for my family.. leave her with my family & continue my work...
But when i practically fell in love with her...
When i started living with her..
After whatever sweet moments we shared with all sweet punishments & love...
Its definitely not an easy task for me to stay away from her...
Still what can be done...
Its my job and i cant go back from my duty...
We need to handle this...
I know if i stand there further... both will go weak to handle the situation...
I moved from there and started packing my bag...
She got no guts to come to me to talk further on this...
She was standing near the window with tears which she swiftly wipe thinking of wiping it before i notice...
But my eyes were all on her only and i know i have become the reason for those tears...
After keeping the bag ready... i looked at her...
She swiftly turned towards outside the window to hide her tears...
I cant see her in tear anymore...
I went near her...
I took her in my arms...
Then took her to washroom...
I opened the shower knob while the water started wetting us...
I moved towards her face & kissed all over her face...
I let our tears scroll down together with the showering water...
In the lover we shared... we by now forgot the grief of separation...
In a while.. we came out wrapping dry towel around us...
I took her again in my arms & dropped her in the bed...
I pulled her towards me & moved towards her...
We both know this night is a significant night which we are sharing together before facing that break of 1 year...
I let her love as much as she want & loved her as much as i want...
We were sharing the infinite love inside the blanket in each other arms the whole night... without intention to move away from each other...
I know her fear of missing me turn her wild and she make love marks on my shoulders, chest & back...
After spending a moments filled sleepless night she was on my shoulder when the Sun rise...
Still we got no intention to close our eyes to sleep missing the chance of being together...
Roli POV:
I dont know how he understand my mind...
He knows i am very much disturbed...
He let me to love as much as i want...
We had shower together and spend the whole night making infinite love towards each other...
I turn wild on missing him and made love marks on him with my nails & teeth...
We ddin't closed our eyes to miss the chance of few more hours & minutes we are left with to be together...
I really hate this time which moves very fast... when we really wish it to stop without moving further...
I really hate & its finally the Sunrise...
The day started and he need to start today...
I really dont know how i am going t handle it...
But i need to.. When he wants to do that sacrifice of leaving his family and work for the nation...
Being partner in crime.. is my responsibility too to give hands of support...
Yes... i decided to support him and encourage instead of making him weak to handle this 1 year...
Siddhant POV:
Its indeed a difficult day where i am going to leave my family & go back to work...
Its all normal with my family members which is happening every year...
But now my wife is there who is facing such for first time..
In fact.. its new for me as well...
I really dont know how i am going to handle her today...
But i need to.. i cant give up...
We got up from bed...
We had shower together again sharing hugs & kisses...
I am all ready changed to Military dress...
I took my bag and looked at her...
I can see some sort of courage on her eyes now...
I felt happy that she got redy to handle the situation now...
Before coming out of the room...
I wrapped my hand around her waist & pulled closer...
I kissed on her cheeks...
'Take care Roli...' i said her while she nod her head as acceptance...
We came down and sat to have food...
My mother prepared my favorite dishes today...
I feed Roli while Roli feed me...
We finished having food...
Now its finally the time to start...
My father drive the car while i told my mother to sit in the front...
My grand mother sat on one side while Roli was sitting in the middle...
I sat beside Roli & we started he journey towards the railway station...
I can see a new Roli who is now ready to handle the situation which made my task easy to handle her...
I called her with my eyes while she lean on my shoulder sidewise...
I wrapped y hand around her and pulled her towards me...
My grandmother closed her eyes giving privacy to us while my parents didn't turned behind...
I know they all know our condition we are...
All the way she was on my shoulders & now we reached the station...
All got down from the car...
When Roli tried to get down.. i pulled her towards me & kissed on her cheeks...
We got down from the car and went inside the station...
The train arrived in a while and i need to get into the train...
I can see other friends too who has come to station to get into that same train...
I waved bye to my family members & looked at Roli...
My eyes asked permission to go and i fear she should give permission without which it is difficult task for me to go leaving her...
Yes.. finally her eyes gave the permission and i get into the train...
I was standing in the door steps looked at her while the train started its journey...
I waved bye and the train increased the distance between us..
Though we were showing us as strong and courageous to handle the separation...
I can see the tears started scrolling from her eyes which she swiftly wipe so that i dont notice...
While i realised i got tears too in my eyes...
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