Part 31Siddhant POV:
I wake up early though we hardly sleep the previous night...
I looked at Roli who was sleeping on my shoulder hugging me tightly as if in fear that i may go leaving her if she leave...
I smiled...
I kissed on her head while she too wake up...
'Good Morning Roli...' i greet her...
'Good morning Siddhantji...' she greet and tighten her grip around me...
I thought this is the right time to let my wish to be known to her...
'Roli...' i called her...
She slightly lift her face & looked at me...
I gently pushed her to the pillow and turned towards her...
'Roli.. i wish to tell you something...' i told her...
'What??? ' she asked...
'Roli... will you get surprised that i was least interested in marriage and i agreed to see girl for me only for my family...' i question her to see her expression...
'Does this mean you married only for family...' She asked me with all surprise...
'I was in that idea only to marry for my family... but you know what.. when i saw you looking from the window and hiding from the door... you were sounding interesting.. then when i came to know you kept papads in the chair... i was happy to know how bold you are to do such to the guy who has come to see you to marry...and...' i stopped and looked at her...
'And.. what... ' she asked eagerly...
'When i saw you... you just stole my heart on very first sight...' i expressed...
'Really...' she wanted to confirm...
'Yes... i liked the blink of mischief in your eyes.. with that only i found you did something in the tea... and yes you did... i made you to have a sip.. but not more.. i cant see you suffer.. i immediately gave water to you.. you remember...' i reminded her...
'Yes i do...' she agreed...
'But i got doubt whether you dont like this marriage or what as you are doing all these with me.. i wanted to talk to you and you asked yourself for that.. then we went to terrace to talk.. again you this mischief eyes told me what your plan is...' i clarified...
'No.. is not that i dont like you...' she hurried to explain...
'I know... when you told why you show mischief to accept you as you are unlike what your friend faced by someone rejected...' i said...
She nod her head as acceptance...
'Roli.. i doubt when you know there is oil.. why you walk in that oil though i called you...' i asked...
'What can i do??? when i cant deny the order of your eyes...' she said with a blush...
'When you were about to fall... i hold you from falling and when we were much closer.. i as lost on you completely... i moved towards your face to kiss.. but i wonder how you take it as we were not even engaged at that time.. thats why i just talk to you and left you...' i explained...
'OMG... my heart might have burst that day with my increased heart beat when you suddenly moved towards my face...' she expressed...
'You know all the time my eyes were on you... thats why i realised you were upset and hide behind pillar.. i came to you and talk to you to ease your mind... i feed you sweet... do you think it was all not without any feeling towards you...' i asked...
'I dont know about other.. but i know your eyes were only on me.. this CBI eyes with pierce through me even if i stand very far...' she replied...
I smiled...
'Yes i did.. you know my mother & grand mother were surprised when i told the size of the dress is not ok for you... ' i told...
'I know you naughty... they called me confirmed my size... what they might have thought about us... that how you know about my sizes..' she said with a blush...
'You know day by day i was eagerly waiting for seeing you... i got ready early for marriage while you took lot of time.. then our marriage happened... While we returned you slept while all the way i was admiring you in the car... Then in the milk bowl.. i pinch you to show i too can be mischievous... In the Reception i just loved your expression when you were caught when trying to prick me... and in that wedding night...' i stopped...
'OMG.. you went to prick with such force... how can you do that... ' she pat on my shoulder gently...
'I wanted to see what you do... not bad... i loved when you came to my shoulder & hug...I wanted to give that sweet torture to you for keeping me waiting all these days entering into my heart on first sight... ' i looked into her eyes...
'But what was that left just like that and went out...' she expressed with a dull face...
'What to do Roli.. Actually they got some important terrorist info and wanted to convey me.. i cant tell them i am enjoying with my wife and cant come... thats why i went... As such i was going out in the nights since i came on holidays unknown to family... And the mission was nearing its end... thats why i decided to complete the mission so that i can enjoy the holidays...' i explained...
'Oh... i was not knowing that...' she said...
'Next day when they wanted me to take you to dinner... i was unable to tell them that i got work... i took you and told you to stay in restaurant.. but what you did???' i asked...
'i came in search of you.. what can i do.. how long i can wait in that weird restaurant...' she expressed...
'then what you did???' i asked again...
'I.. i... confess my love to you... you said to tell that in mike and i did that...' she clarified...
'Roli.. i was waiting for terrorists while you came there & confess your love.. Moreover others in the mission was also there in other places around building.. can i love you in that spot of danger... In that tension only i told to tell in mike.. while you went to tell in mike in real.. we were about to finish them & complete the mission while it got delayed because of you... ' i explained...
'Oh.. i thought in real you want to tell in mike...' she said innocently...
'Roli.. love confession is our personal matter which should happen within four walls.. how can we tell that in mike in front of all...' i asked...
'I didn't realise.. i am sorry...' she apologised...
'Sorry.. i know how to collect it... keeping that aside... i understood your innocence and dropped you in the house.. next day you were so upset and gave me half tea cup where also i told you right... did you thought it was just for tea...' i questioned...
'No.. i know it was for me too...' she replied...
'When that was known.. when i called you in the room and clarified i got job.. then what was the need to hide and come in the car yesterday...' i puzzled...
'Mataji only told to be with you always and told me to hide in the car...' she replied...
'You know i was not knowing you were inside and i was about to blast it first.. seeing you insdie i told my friend and pulled you out.. even if we missed the timing of few seconds.. you might have blast too with that car...' i said...
'I was not knowing... otherwise i might have not done that...' she replied...
'I know you were not knowing.. I know how much you were missing me.. I know how much you were craving for me.. thats why i didn't told you anything for doing that...' i told..
'I am happy that you understood.. i was afraid that you will scold...' she replied
'I saw the scary scary face.. thats why i didn't tell anything yesterday and went to fresh up.. Also told you to fresh up... Then let you to cry for a while so that you will come out of all the tensions you had... Now you understood...' i asked...
She nod her head as acceptance..
'I was unable to hold me more.. thats why i crossed the limits without even waiting for your consent.. All these days waiting made me to turn wild too.. i am sorry...' i apologised...
She swiftly kept her finger on my lips...
'Why are you asking sorry... what is there to ask my concern.. when i am all yours...' she confirmed...
I kissed on the finger which was on my lips while she swiftly took that finger and wrapped her hand around me...
'Roli.. i love you...' i confessed my love while her eyes expressed the pleasant surprise...
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