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What should I say?!!!Its an amazing heart-wrenching update.Glad you gave the insight of his past 5 years.Reading about arnav and kushi's plight would give me heart attack..Seriously..How is it possible to write this piece containing too much of emotional conflicts within Arnav and Kushi fighting for it to get into him.Here Im angry on Arnav. He is again doing the mistake like before.By thinking of saving Kushi from upcoming turmoil he is unconsciously giving punishment by not letting her in.(in his life actually).At least he could survive with the love she would give(shower upon) him and he on the other hand revel in their passionate love & she being with him,would keep him fight this serious complication.But no,he being ASR(stubborn) took his own decision by hurting them both.What is he getting now and what will she get then when he was not there(scared to say this/think about anything happening to any of these two).Because of her he has got the blood clot ,because of her he is going to die and because of her he is destroying his chance of prolongevity by stopping his medication.So if anything serious going to happen(God forbid)to him the weight of guilt fell upon her and that would destroy her totally.But Sir didn't think in this angle.If not for her atleast for his mother he could have continued his medicines.By doing this he would be interpreted as selfish person.Then it wouldn't be silly to say his love is selfish.He still didn't ask her or tell her about his condition in detail.Like he lost his love once she has also the loved people(mother & father) and she now have him.Did he think about her future?Thinking about her future means not naming his property on her name/giving her high level post in his company/making her strong by any other means by hating him. Didn't he think for once to give a chance to their love to know more about her love?.Guarding his heart and her heart huh?Didnt he think atleast for once that if he was not there for her she wont be able to live alone with the emotional stress with guilt and upon all that she would be blamed for his this condition.Agree its too much to ask him to think of being selfless.Hmm it seems after his surgery he didn't share any information about recurrence of the clot/treatment for it with either Lavanya/Aman. Does Kushi even know about the surgery/or the seriousness of the disease?Hope Arnav end this turmoil and open up everything with her.It means opening up every wound with her and Kushi make him continue his medications and all.Sharing their love between them would only become hopeless if he still continue with the drama.HOPE is the only way to think about their beautiful future together.Along with praying GOD..Cant see them both in pain and drowning themselves in pain give us pain.Arnav surely is in pain wanted to leave the world by death as well as wanted to live in peace in the world by love with Kushi. His word that he shared with his mother was heartwrenching and disturbing thought as well..waiting eagerly,sadly and hopefully for the next update to post it soon..
Ufff Yeh Love Hai Mushkil
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