First of all,I don't know how to say sorry to my dear rosidians..I am soo stupid!!Stupid to think that Ill leave all of you..See,it was actually similar to a suicide attempt to me..Sataying away frm Rosid,sataying away frm rosidians..Its just like killing myself..
I know..Jasmine di,Roshni chechi n sa'ada chechi might be thinking that this girl was very jolly even before s few hours and now why this sudden message..
If is because..I had written an admission test for entrance coaching in one of the famous instituites,and For the first chance,I didn't get it..
I again tried this year n the result was same..still my parents didn't scold me..Then I was all set to write the retest which is on coming April 1st..I was studying really hard for that n today when we enquired,they said that the registration for the test is over..My parents were boiling..they were blaming rosid for my fate..Then I thought,oh..Why should rosid gear all the blame,n decided to leave u all..As I didn't have the courage to originally suicide,I tried this way of suicide by leaving my rosid n my rosidians..
Now I understand it was such a stupid decision..After thinking about banu akka who is sacrificing all her business for us,our Roshni di who updates even when she is preparing for NEET..Then where is this small girl who is crying for an admission test..This is why I always feel that I don't deserve rosid..I am much selfish,as that dimar..n Can never be a true rosidian like u..But I..I really love rosid..I will love them,till eternity,too..
I'm really sorry for hurting all of u unwantedly..Sorry for making a mountain out of a molehill,as Roshni di says..Sorry for creating such a mess..
Won't you forgive this little girl for her stupidity?
No..I am not going leaving you all..I will stay here itself..Plz forgive me dears..plz..
*don't know if I'm crying..something like tears are rolling frm my eyes now.. đ
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