II's CALENDAR for Nivi is full, packed but Nivi's OUTLOOK doesn't support it. 😊
Makes me wonder about II's cribbing to Mrs.Iyer for being so tough on her when it came to her own paatu lessons. The thing continues with Nivi too . She understands and pitches for Nivi to opt out of it silently but when you are met with a No from the Guru I think it's all about adhering to the discipline required to harnessing that skill . II feels bound by that expectation of discipline and also a kind of reverence for the Guru, I think to tow the line though half heartedly inspite of struggling to go along with the flow .
II is still struggling caught somewhere between reverence and generational
Shift. It's interesting. It would be interesting to see what Nivi does later when it's her time to make such kind of decisions. Sport and art are two Disciplines that demands a lot of discipline almost to a point where your reserves are tested , hating it at times that you end up wanting to quit and give it away.
80's takes me to this actress Shobhana. I felt there was something divine about her beauty, more the classical kind. Pretty decent height, Beautiful eyes ethereal For a brief while I remember trying to give her face and structure to II , but when some of our friends here attached Matt Bomer to dude, I think that face to II somehow slithered away from my imagination. Yes it's nostalgia