Seven Vows Part 2- Chapter 154Page 148 - Page 79

Sorry Shruthi I cant understand ur situation as i have not experienced it first hand.. though understand that ur hurt and rightfully so.. because ur hardwork and trust is broken.. But ur a fabulous writer. and frankly speaking only feeling curious to know about the person who has done this so as to irritate that person if at all possible.. but I know that would only be a motivation for that person that he/ she is getting attention.. I dont want that for the cheater..

Originally posted by: jhema

Shruthi,

to be frank i visit this forum just to read ur writing. i know the dedication of u in writing, that dedication only pulling me towards your work. definitely that dedication will get true rewards. 🤗

I know how u might feel as we faced the same sometime ago. but we should not leave just for someone's betrayal. there we left because just for a show we shouldn't lose our self respect. but here it is your passion and some people like me are truly appreciating you from our heart. we should stand strong because we didn't do anything wrong and fakes cant sustain for long.

Coming to story.. this is unexpected. Sudhir might be shocked to see the happenings. is there someone following goraji's man to know abt shree and co's whereabouts.

@Ria I don't advertise my work, major reason being I am quite uncomfortable doing it. It is not just here. I am the same in professional life and personal life too. Maybe when I feel close to someone, I request them to read it that's it.

Originally posted by: JRia

Sorry Shruthi I cant understand ur situation as i have not experienced it first hand.. though understand that ur hurt and rightfully so.. because ur hardwork and trust is broken.. But ur a fabulous writer. and frankly speaking only feeling curious to know about the person who has done this so as to irritate that person if at all possible.. but I know that would only be a motivation for that person that he/ she is getting attention.. I dont want that for the cheater..

@ Ria, just because some one stoop low, that doesn't mean even we can go to their level. If the person is intelligent, he/she will realize their truth is caught red handed and will put an end to their deed. But if they doesn't stop, that means no amount of irritation will work on such people. So better is to let them know that they were caught but left to lead their life by hinting our highness.

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

Guys wanted to tell you something. Actually on Wednesday I didn't write the collab fiction not because I was busy, but was seriously thinking of quitting writer's corner in IF and stick myself to analysis of some contemporary shows.

I had almost decided I will tell Shirley that I am so sorry I will not be able to continue as I don't feel like writing and was planning to give the regular readers of my fiction Seven Vows the remaining story in a one or 2 parts through individual PMs. Writing it in short gist wont take much time.

Now you will ask why such a drastic decision, that too suddenly. It was not sudden. Actually a thought has been nagging me for quite some time that a reader of my posts and fiction have taken my ideas, twisted them in the most ugliest way and using it as their own. It is not direct plagiarism, but I would say a very clever and strategic plagiarism where it is difficult to point out actually your work has been plagiarized. If it was done by any tom, dick, harry I wouldn't have been hurt this much, but it has been done by someone who praises my work in front and bashes my view from behind. But I was silent, didn't wanted to create unnecessary debate.

But whatever the person wrote on Wednesday was too much for me to take. Because it was the most dirtiest, ugliest, bashing for my work which others may not be able to find, but since I am the one who have written it, it just couldn't miss my eyes. I was fed up. Someone was taking my ideas, twisting it and I am unable to do anything about it. Because I do not have any proof to substantiate my claim. The person can always use technicality to get away telling I am seeing things. I didn't want to write any more. Why should I. Write and give ideas to someone else, who is lifting it, bashing it, and then comes and praises me also 🤢. It was really a sick feeling.

But 2 phone calls that day made me change my decision. As if the Supreme Power itself felt, I will not even attempt a fight and give it up if I felt I was all alone. One was my best friend, my friend from kindergarden who was calling me after say 3-4 months. The first question she asked me was " How are you " than her usual " What news dear". I asked her why such a question, she said she felt like calling me. My bestie who had supported me through most of the ups and downs of my life wanted me to share my feelings. Actually it was a relief talking to her for more than a hr telling her everything what I felt. She doesn't read a thing I write. I mean she never reads books much. But she said we had never quit. That person shouldn't be the reason I should be quitting what I enjoy the most.

Second was my call from youngest uncle. My emotional backbone. The person I used to run since childhood whenever I had a problem. how much ever down I was, how much ever I had felt I cannot do it, the person who has always put me back in the ring to fight it out. I didn't tell him anything, but that call asking me whether I will be coming to his place on Monday and Chachi asking whether we will be there for breakfast or lunch made me feel like how can I give up. If there was one person who was responsible for making me whom I am after my parents it is him. And he would never want me to quit because of any unpleasant incident. But rather face it.

So I am putting it here in this thread. Since an indirect method of attack has been deployed, I will also use the same. I am not taking the name of the person who is doing it. But I want the person to know that if the analyst in me can see things in a show which others don't see, if the analyst in me can correlate the seemingly unrelated incidents in a show. If the analyst in me can draw parallel between Ramayana and MB, it didn't take even a second for me to understand what you have done. I will not ask you to owe up your mistake or look at your conscience. Because if you had conscience you wouldn't have done what you have done. I know maybe you will lose connect with this story also, but will stalk this thread to lift the ideas. You are most welcome. Please go ahead. Take whatever you want, twist how much ever you want, and present it as your POV.

I know fake will glitter more than original and there will be more takers and appreciation for the fake also. But I know one other thing also. Fake can get instant appreciation, but original, the proof of original is always given by time, the worth of original is always shown by time. And I give it to time to give proof of what you have done.

Thanks Aditi actually I do not have any issues on anyone using those words andd writing it with their own trademark. I had said also I feel the most happy when my readers are able to articulate on their own the concepts I had put in my post. You call it a mentor's glee or a teacher's delight.Actually Gowri have written a beautiful piece on the subject and dedicated to me in wattpad. 😃. DD had asked some tips to write on that topic and I had helped her write on the same.

Shruthi, it is 3.48 am here and I just finished reading the missed updates. I had to reply now itself because I was really shocked to learn that you were planning to quit. I can understand how much you are hurt. But to leave your passion, something that you love because of someone who is not even your well wisher

Do you even have any idea how many people follows your stories and analysis. And because of this one person you decided to just quit. You don't even know how angry I am feeling now. Sorry Shruthi. I will comment after I get my sense back. Take care.

Shruthi Di pls don't ever stop writing. I have already told I keep reading your fiction but at a very slow pace. I know what you feel for I have made this mistake once. Sincere apologies that u had felt hurt like this once, because of me in Skr forum.
To the concerned person who is doing it with u now, not even directly let me tell you, you will regret and it's really tough to come out of it. Do introspect.

@Geena angry with me 😃. If so sorry😆😆. Actually I am fine after getting it out of my system than brood around with the nagging thought in my mind. Maybe I had to see the worst of it to finally accept it is happening and face it. Till then one part of me was just telling it is a feeling, it will go away. I shouldnt bring hurt to someone without even realizing how it was hurting me, burning me. Though I decided to fight it out on Wed, I still had no idea what to do and thursday went into another sick, tedious discussion. I was having headache actually on thursday. Finally it was on Friday I decided to listen to my all time favourite song " Mauliyil Mayilpeeli charthi" from the Malayalam movie Nandanam. I always feel when I close my eyes listening to this song, I am in front of Guruvayoor Temple and I am seeing my Guruvayoor Krishna with flute. That kind of a feel KS Chitra has given to this song. As I listened to the songs multiple times closing eyes the response formed in my mind, that is why I decided to put it and end it once and for all.

Originally posted by: shruthiravi

@Geena angry with me 😃. If so sorry😆😆. Actually I am fine after getting it out of my system than brood around with the nagging thought in my mind. Maybe I had to see the worst of it to finally accept it is happening and face it. Till then one part of me was just telling it is a feeling, it will go away. I shouldnt bring hurt to someone without even realizing how it was hurting me, burning me. Though I decided to fight it out on Wed, I still had no idea what to do and thursday went into another sick, tedious discussion. I was having headache actually on thursday. Finally it was on Friday I decided to listen to my all time favourite song " Mauliyil Mayilpeeli charthi" from the Malayalam movie Nandanam. I always feel when I close my eyes listening to this song, I am in front of Guruvayoor Temple and I am seeing my Guruvayoor Krishna with flute. That kind of a feel KS Chitra has given to this song. As I listened to the songs multiple times closing eyes the response formed in my mind, that is why I decided to put it and end it once and for all.

@Sanju your case yes I was hurt, but not to this extend. Because yours I could prove it is mine. It was direct lift and second I didnt know you. Then you came and apologized. I left it at that. But this was someone I know and that's why it hurt the most.