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Posted: 9 years ago

Hi all

Hope you all are doing great. I am posting an old ff as I wanted to complete it. Th old ff's link is here (Heartbeat). [I have taken the moderators permission for this]

I posted it way back in 2011 but could not end it. I wanted to complete my story so here I am posting my ff.I lost my old readers so I am hoping to find new ones. 😳

Please do read and give your suggestions and comments.

Part 1

'love comes to you when u least expect it'

When you don't wait for it..
U know something is missing but you aren't able to understand what it is'
You are happy around your family and friends..u know they are always there for you no matter what..
But still your eyes search for someone ..someone whose eyes also search for you and only you
Yes love is beautiful and makes life even more beautiful...

And so it came to me .. In my perfectly happy life where I was just bothered about 3 things parents, friends and studies..just like any other student studying medicine..
But life is about changes '
It was the exam time. Just 2 months left for my finals and My long hours of study in the library didn't give me much time for anything else

But once or twice I lifted my eyes away from the books exhausted but not irritated ..tired but still determined and looked around observed people.. Some being my batch mates and some the very regulars of library

And then one day "he" walked in blue eyes long hair cute dimple which showed even when he didn't smile ...
Something bothered me...
No I wasn't a teenager ..seeing a boy for the 1st time.. when u feel your crush is your love...
No no ...none of that...
But I felt something different.
He was in my class..but so were 90 other boys ..I never bothered to look at any..though our batch was said to be the hottest guys batch..
I realized I had started playing with my hair..
I got confused and put my head down... medicine medicine medicine..
Once or twice I looked up again he was studying few tables away from me...
And I kept staring ..what was it ????
It wasn't the 1st time I was seeing him...I had seen him randomly walk here and there...
And then something struck me... I actually remembered every time he had walked in
My mind was playing games with me and flashes of him were coming back and those flashes brought to me his name Armaan Mallik Roll number 20...

HUh????? I m thinking about a guy????..whats wrong
Study ridhima...You had promised to yourself after that 12th grade incident..no bf's...no crushes...

And his face came into my memory...how he had rejected me 'Samrat'.
A tear seeped out
I immediately wiped it...oh i had moved on...
i loooked again into my book
this time determined not to look up...
and i succeeded this time...

But...
" Excuse me"...

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I am posting the next part right away as well

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INDEX

Part 1,2,3 & 4 - Page 1

Part 5,6 & 7 - Page 2

Part 8,9 &10 - Page 3

Part 11, 12 , 13 & 14- Page 4

Part 15 16- Page 5

Part 17 - Page 6

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Part 2

Excuse ?? Excuse???
Oh god give me an excuse to talk to that girl !!!!
An idea struck the awesome mind of Dr ahem going to be Dr armaan malik
I got up looked at the girl across the hall of library.. who had just stared at me
And walked towards her.
I felt weird ...very weird...this wasn't me...but still I walked towards her
" Excuse me"
she looked up ...I thought she would have an irritated expression but it seemed to be blank but somehow to me spoke a million words ..
I ignored this thought
The basic instant of every guy.. "ignore feelings"

" umm I was wondering whether we have a test on Tuesday or not actually I just came from a holiday and all others are coming tonight from the tour no one has a clue.."
And for the 1st time I was blabbering...a guy who made girls blabber
She still seemed blank but somehow I could see the fear in her eyes
Maybe I was scaring her...I hesitated
" umm so?? Test there??"

" No...umm'"
But she stopped 'as if something was stopping her from speaking..
It was the 1st time I ever heard her voice..

I said 'thanxx a lot'
I waited for a reply bt didn't get and finally turned and walked back

Yh It wasn't the perfect meet...
Who knew...that my life was no more going to be perfect...
I turned again and looked at her'.

Why did I talk to her ???
Dr armaan malik ... who everyone dies to talk to ...who is the heart throb of this college wanted to talk to this loner...
Oh yes that was the reason'.she was the loner... exact opposite to me...and yet I felt she was like me...
I had been noticing her since the 1st day'quiet keeping to herself...but her eyes as if wanted to belong to the crowd.. As if she was scared of something...
She did have frienz yet I felt she had isolated herself...
Why was I thinking so much about her????

No no...it wasn't attraction ...at least not now and nor was the simplicity which is so overrated these days...hot guy simple girl meant to be each other ..love is much more than this
It was more of a curiosity
Because questions never stopped erupting and I couldn't get even one answer

I walked out of the library and I saw from the corner she was looking at me
A smile crept on my face

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Griffy

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griffy.fz

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Posted: 9 years ago

Part 3

The water touched my feet..I looked at the silent sea just like me..
As if it too was lost in its thoughts..
This was a place that always gave me peace...but today it made me wonder that even though it was silent 'but once or twice it did let its feelings out
So should I too???
No..
The last three years had been perfect...I stayed out of trouble...I got decent marks'.my parents have no complaints from me...yh perfect too perfect???

His face flashed in front of me ...oh not again.. I remember how stupidly I looked at him when he talked to me'gosh how lame I was..
But yeah I was scared too'scared if he read my eyes'read what even I was scared to or admit tooo.. scared that he might sense that when he looked at me'my heart beats were racing...
I didn't want to admit to it...

And then I remebered samrat.. Felt something like that even then'..but I was stupid and immature...I remember he was my best friend and as usual like every 2nd girl who falls in love with their best guy friend.. I fell for him...
And when I finally told him... He felt bad'..and rejected me..
Tears started flowing..
It wasn't like my heart was broken forever .. it is just I wasn't ready for love..
Obviously I was deeply hurt being let down by your so called love... Is a big thing..

And it changed me'.I became unstable
I got year back in 12th grade 'shame on myself'
If love was so beautiful why does it make us fail in life?? A question I still seek answer for...
And that year I decided to be away from all this ..
I thought its best to leave all this behind me ..and start a life which had lesser people 'lesser number of people to hurt me .

The worst part of your so called 1st love is even though the memories of that special person fades the memories of the pain remains and it kinda gets engraved ...
And that's what happened to me...
But was this forever??? should I be a loner forever'

Oh why the hell was I thinking so much.. if my life is perfect shouldn't I just not think and go and study???.. then why a weird feeling was creeping ? .why was I feeling this tingly feeling again...and why where my heartbeats saying..this was different..
Love at first sight???
Then why did I remember every memory of him every time he played that song...teri yaadein...I remember being lost in hid words why did all suddenly matter so much.. and behave as precious memories to me .

Maybe I was looking and not really seeing and today suddenly it all came crashing to me'but to name it love??? No no..it was a very strong word'. Love is an emotion which is least understood'even by people who fall in it .

Maybe I should let things flow like the sea .. I had controlled my life and yet today it was controlling me again and whispering in my ear " I let you do it "
...

"heard you went to the library ???all ok dude????"
I laughed when I heard mayank saying this
" dude I wanna study too"
"oh finally i 4th year you have decided to take medical seriously college stud what's wrong???"
"medical is the only field where the collg stud is not the topper...and I think I should change that"
Mayank looked at me as is he was going to puke..
I laughed.
And again started playing the guitar ...
But couldn't think of a song
Something was changing ...her scared eyes. her scared brown eyes . What were they trying to tell me? and I turned and she walked in the class as if my heart knew she was gonna come..
She lifted her head and scanned the class
Her gaze rested on me...for a little while...she lowered her head'.and walked out...
Just ..Curiosity????? Or something more...and suddenly i started singing...
"Chupke se aaye teri yaad yahaan'. Sirf main janoon tu hai kahan kahan"

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Posted: 9 years ago

Originally posted by: MysticRiver
good..

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Posted: 9 years ago

Amazing part

Loved it my favourite song too

Looking forward to next part

Glad your going to update this again

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griffy.fz

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Posted: 9 years ago

Originally posted by: Anam Ali
Amazing part
Loved it my favourite song too

Looking forward to next part

Glad your going to update this again

thanks a lot sis ! u r the best 😳

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Part 4

"Chupke se aaye teri yaad yahaan'. Sirf main janoon tu hai kahan kahan
Hawa tum fiza tum'meri raahaton ka pata tum
Mere aibon ko jo dhak de'..wo paak si fiza tum."

I stood outside hearing his voice... he sounded great but for the 1st time I felt emotion is his voice
But I didn't want to think too much.. still I stayed till he finished the song .the class erupted with applause ..
Why had I walked out???'ughh I hated this ..
I wasn't clear about my feelings'I had been so sure that after thinking about samrat and all my plans I would let go of all this and yet again I failed
But it was just the start ..
Somehow I saw him everywhere in the canteen in the hall way.. by the bike stand'and now even in the library
What was happening ??? Was he following me around ?
Noh ..somehow I always reasoned my self that he wasn't following me.. I always saw some hot girl or the other.. and I thought he was trying to flirt with them and that's why he was there
And the worst thing was every time he was there my eyes met with him...and the tingly feeling kept coming
I wished it went away ...but...life had other plans for me
I was sitting in the library trying my best to concentrate
But I knew as usual my heart wasn't in it'every time I looked up... he was staring at me...
And then for the 1st time'he smiled at me .
My eyes widened
What the hell is going on ????...
I looked down.. angry...gosh what's wrong with this guy ..and worst what's wrong with me .
Why do I have to look at him every two minutes ???

Gosh she got angry now'why cant u stop staring at her
I just couldn't stop following her
I just couldn't stop thinking about her
I didn't want to approach her as I knew it would just worsen things
But I had this strong urge to know her
What was happening to me???

I heard thunder..
OH no rain..I better get going...
I took one last glance at her and got up...
Another day gone and still no answer...for any of the questions

...

Oh no Rain ..how will I get home.. I better leave right now
I got up.. and as usual my eyes met with him he was also leaving
Gosh what will I do now..
I heard the rain getting louder
I better get going
I took my bag and walked out of the library

...

She's also leaving now she will think I m following her
But I need to leave ..home is so far it will take time

I came outside the library.. and was surprised
The noise had not done justice to the intensity of rain

But that's not what surprised me..
I saw her staring outside at the rain and once or twice touching the water .
And across her face was a beautiful smile .
that was the 1st time ever I saw her smiling
She looked beautiful..

I stood there staring at he

She had not seen me yet...she was lost in the rain
Ridhima likes rain ..and I???? well I hated rain .
It was WET and Dirty
but when I saw how happy she was.. I too wanted to play in the rain with her.. stare at the rain with her'.in fact dance in the rain.
Dance in the rain
with her
I was lost ..in her
She turned to pick her bag ' and she saw me staring at her ...
Her smile faded...

She bent down immediately to pick her bag and her specs fell off
"Uff what the hell??" she sounded agitated..

Somewhere I hoped if I kept staring
She might try to talk to me..

She started walking past me towards the other end...to be away from me.
But maybe rains happen to begin stories .to do what doesn't happen generally .
And she slipped ...and like a hero ...I caught her
She fit perfectly in my arms...
I stared at her..

at her Deep brown eyes..
Scared brown eyes..
My heartbeat skipped
And I got more than one answer that day
" I was ... yes I was falling in love"

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Part 5

Why cant he stop staring at me..I better go away from here...
Oh no... I m gonna fall but then his strong arms caught me..
To some other girl it would be the moment to fall in love.
Somewhere it did affect me tooo...but it brought back memories'memories I had shut away'..

" samrat I m going to get mamma" I started running towards the stairs and I slipped ..and fell in his arms ..oh yes that was the moment I fell for samrat.. then my best friend

Tears started coming towards my eyes..
I immediately got up...and withdrew my self from armaan
No it wasn't happening again...
I wanted to say something'
But I had too much to say and too little courage.

...
Oh no shes going to cry..how did I hurt her??..
She withdrew from my grasp.
She looked as if she wanted to tell something but couldn't
The wind was blowing ..
her hair was falling on her face..
And Automatically my hand reached out .
But she took a step backward ..
And I felt pain 'pain of love'.it wasn't just a step backward it meant she didn't feel the same
And before words could escape my mouth...she ran ..towards the bike stand..
And with in few minutes ..she was gone and this beautiful moment became a memory
I had never felt this way'.never felt that I could understand someone so much even when she hadn't shared a word with me
Somewhere I felt she had fallen for me too but somewhere I knew she was scared to admit it
Somewhere she did understand my feelings and somewhere she just denied hers
This was just a start ''this moment was just the beginning''

My heartbeats told me...that a lot had changed...in just few moments..
The stud armaan malik felt weak...just because of a girl and well that was the first time ever...

...

Its raining so hard how will I get home??
" I will drop u na'..lets finish this game 1st "
" but samrat "
" comeon Ridz...shut up and come back...forget about the rain we need to complete this level"
I looked at the rain'and then I looked at him
Gosh I had fallen for him and he had no idea about it..and I just loved being dependent on him...
So what if he had a girlfriend I m sure he will forget dia... They have been going out only since last month...

I looked at him..and decided I should tell him soon ...because it was getting tougher to be with him and see him with her ..
I was so sure that he also had hidden feelings for me'which he hadn't yet realized'

...
So many assumptions...so many dreams...so many questions...and at the end I got what???

Nothing!!
When u love someone u think he will be yours in every possible way...
And when the curtain falls the truth is out it was pure fake show and none of the possibilities could be true..
He did love dia "they were still together I guess ..
And still somehow those days I had reasoned myself...no...he loved me
I stared at the rain ..I remember I had started hating it...because one of these nights only he had left me..But today..I felt like playing in the rain...
I was going back to old ridhima'..

Was it because of him???
No ..I don't want to believe that
Armaan was just like samrat and such guys end up with girls like dia not with simple girls like me...

...

I was walking down the library and it started raining again...so I stood new near the stairs...

" where have u been??? And why weren't u picking your cell??"
That voice was similar...I had heard it
I turned and saw at the corner a girl hugging ...oh no
" armaan malik"

Why did I feel bad???
" oh dia ..I m sorry!!!"
And my eyes widened

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Part 6

I stood there and somewhere I knew a tear was finding its way...I didn't want to cry
that's expected Armaan Malik had a new girl every 2nd week...this wasn't new...no it wasn't..
And still somehow I stood rooted to the spot...
Staring wishing it was a dream wishing 'that this wasn't the end'
End to what?? My mind questioned..but my heart giggled...
"oh u so have a crush on him!"
" No I don't I wanna go!!"
" well then go'"
I gt angry ..at myself for having stupid feelings'..but the thing that baffled me was DIA...
I had hated that girl well now all hatered was gone and all I was left with deep pain and embarrassment after all I had proposed her then boyfriend..

I m sure I looked like a fool when my friend nupur shook me
" what are u doing here and why is yr mouth open??? Come on yr late for class god knows where u are now a days u hardly attend any class''

And she went on and on...
She finally caught my hand...and started pulling me right towards armaan as he was standing near the stairs ...and everything started becoming blurry...I could see him and only him and I kept wondering why I felt so hurt ..what had he done ?
Had he started to affect me so much'?
But I heard a scream " ridhima!!!!"
My heart knew it was armaan...and I remember his strong arms holding me
And then ...it all blacked out

...

" is she gonna be fine doctor?? "
" armaan u are a student yourself'.u know it's a simple case of hypoglycemia'she hasn't been eating well I think and shes really weak "
" oh k thanx doctor"

I heard this I had gained consciousness ..but didn't open my eyes.
Still my heart told me that he was staring at me..I imagined his blue eyes his lovely blue eyes ..
And then I felt him sit near me...
And then he took hold of my hand...

...

I wanted to say
I love you...more than anything ...but something stopped me...
It wasn't the time...
She was peacefully asleep...
I took hold of her hand...
I didn't ever wanna let her go ''
Why wasn't she eating properly ?
Was it because of me had I mentally disturbed her so much,,,,???
didn't she love me back and yet why every time when she secretly glanced at me

'All her eyes spoke were love for me'.
Why did I feel she belonged to me??
Why in such few weeks silently I had submitted to her why??

We didn't share words but it was as if our heart beats played on the same rhythm and understood every beat of each others

...

My heartbeats started racing...he made me feel loved and cared again...
Or maybe I wanted to feel that way..
Somewhere I did want this moment to last forever...
My head was still dizzy but his touch made me feel better...
Was I letting the door open ??

I heard whispers around
"what does armaan see in her'"

"gosh such a behenji"
" is it right he carried her to the hospital"

So everyone knew
This is so embarrassing
But I had to sit in the class I had missed enough attendance
But they got more worse
" oh she thinks she can get armaan huh...hes so not falling for her"
" maybe it is just a game he bet with some one lol"
More and more snickering..laughs.. continued
A tear fell from my eyes
As the class got over I immediately ran out.
Wishing I could close the door again...

...

I saw her run out of the class.
How can my own friends do this to me? Why did they have to mock her like that ?
I felt extremely bad ..

She hadn't talked to me in the hospital .
I thought maybe later she would but now I knew she would never
As if she had closed the door on me
My cell rang again
20 miss calls from Diya
And then a message came on my cell...
" I am sorry for bailing on you 'but I had to go to see my mum and she hasn't been well from the past few days so I haven't been getting out ...bt I have to talk about ridhima its important"

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