She glared at him with a question raised in her mind-''Veer...I have a question''
Veer-'Ask''
Neha-''You said that you wanted to marry me that's why you had kidnapped me...But what about Tara??...You were going to marry her then Why you did this?''
Veer looked at her for a moment and smirked-''So what you want?get married to someone else and tried to be happy...I can't do this''
Neha-''You are not happy with her??'' she asked quickly
Veer-''Of-course not..."'he replied immediately
Neha-''Veer, but why you wanted to marry me?? Our families will never accept this...''she completed worriedly and waited for his answer...He didn't say anything just stood up silently and headed towards the fence of balcony...
She knew he was very much in pain...But marriage was not the good idea it would increase their problems...Though she was dying to be with him but she didn't want to be the reason of his problems...He had suffered a lot because of her...
She headed towards him and stood besides him to put her small palm on his hand grasping the fence-''Veer, I know what you are thinking...You want to marry me just because of guilt...You are still guilty...Right? but that was not your fault..It was my mistake ''
Veer frowned at her-''Wait a minute...What are you talking about? I am not guilty whatever we did in Singapore...Yes I wanted to marry you but not because of guilt...Its just that...''He stopped suddenly when he saw her puzzled face..She was waiting for her answer when he turned his face to other side again...
Neha tried to recollect the sweet gestures by him...It was not like that she didn't know ...He cared for her...Their last few encounters with each other was very sweet and lovely which she would never forget..But still her heart wanted a confirmation that he LOVE her...
She asked hesitatingly-''Then what's the reason??''
He looked at the moon and finally whispered-''I can't live without you''
She stood still and blank...Finally he confessed his feelings for which she was waiting from 4 years...Somewhere inside her she knew that he loved her ...Her heart jumped with happiness but fear of losing him still haunted her badly...If they would get married and her father or brother got to know they would surely kill him...Tears gathered in her eyes but she managed herself and stood silently for few seconds
When she didn't speak anything he turned his face to saw her...She was looking tired and pale..she need rest..he thought-''Neha...Go and sleep...early morning I will drop you''
she gazed him-''Veer, ''he stopped her -''I know you won't change your mind...You are still scared of losing me..Right?''
She was blank again..How did he knew about her fear...she tried to find the words when he said again-''I know very well that four years back you left just because of me..and your point is valid our family will never accept this...I am also scared of losing you...And I didn't get any other way except the marriage...That's why I had kidnapped you ...I am sorry''he confessed guiltily
She stared at him-''Veer, I don't want to risk your life just because of me''
Veer pulled her hand away from his-''So You think It will be fine by staying away from each other...''He responded quickly and his voice showing the anger...she didn't said anything just listening him...He moved his fingers through hair-''Every time run away like a coward is not a good idea I think...You should learn to face the situation...''
He said little louder and moved towards the room when she said-''So you think I am a coward''
Veer turned to look her..She was standing on the same place with moist eyes...She came closer to him and spoke -''What do you think I am enjoying all this? What would you do If some one whom you love the most was dying in front you?? What was I feeling that time you don't know...Its very easy to judge anyone but its hard to face the reality and the reality is that I don't trust my brother anymore.He almost killed you that night.He ruined your brother's life and after knowing about our marriage I really don't know what will he do with you...''fresh tears rolled down from her eyes...she wiped them quickly
He had never seen her like that and he was cursing himself to put her in this situation...He shouldn't had said those words to her..He moved towards her but she backed-''Don't come near to me...''he stopped instantly and stared at her red moist eyes ...She stared him back-''You said you can't live without me but what about me?...How would I live without you...what if something happens to you...I am staying away from you just for you...''she chocked, failed to speak further...He took quick steps and embraced her ...She felt his warmth and cried like a kid..He tightened the hug and cursed himself under breath-'I am sorry I don't want to hurt you.''she closed her eyes and embraced him back...
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Veer looked at her who was sleeping peacefully on bed clutching the duvet close to her chest...It was very difficult situation for both of them...He couldn't marry her neither Tara...He leaned back on couch and looked at the ceiling blankly...It would be tough to live without her. She was right their families were the main problem right now they would never accept them. His father never trust her because of her brother. He shouldn't marry in hurry. Her family abandoned her four years back just because of him...Their marriage would lead to many problems for her...First of all he had to solve the problems between the families. He turned and looked at her again-''I know you are scared of losing me...But that doesn't mean we will stay away from each other...I will never give your place to any one''
He wanted to accept her but not without her wish...His family wouldn't accept her either. He had to solve many problem before getting into the relationship with her. He had to bring them back on track. Marriage could wait...He thought for a while closing his eyes...
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Early morning
Veer smiled at her lovingly and pulled her veil away from the head..she was smiling cheekily and trying hard to hide her blush.But all gone in vain when he encircled his hands on her waist and pulled her more closer. His warm breath fanning her lips made her blush even more.He grinned to saw his effect on her and decreased the gap between their lips
" Veeer-'' Neha woke up with a scream...Bewildered she looked at him who woke up with jolt and looked at her worriedly. He took quick steps towards the bed and cupped her face-''Neha, what happened? Are you ok?''
Neha looked at him in annoyance and pulled his both hand away...She start punching his chest which made him confused.he frowned and grasped her both little fist-''What are you doing?? ''
She tried to freed herself when she scolded him-''How dare you to kiss her'' still struggling with him from few seconds she found herself free...
He was shocked as hell and looking at her confusingly_''Are you mad or what?? I am here with you since last night...I didn't kiss any one''
Realization hit her hard.She looked around the room.Everything was different, that was not the place where he was standing with Tara. She was dreaming about him and Tara. Embarrassed, she bit her lips and closed her eyes covering her face with both hands.
He giggled to saw her reaction but he was enjoying it. He moved a little closer to her to remove her hands from the face..Still closing her eyes she spoke-''I am sorry''
He chuckled and gazed at her beautiful eyes...She had the most beautiful eyes in the world ...He thought while leaning on her..HE softly kissed her eyes...
Nervously she opened her eyes and gazed at him when he smiled -''Well, your dream was good but there is change..There were you instead of Tara''with wide eyes she looked at him on which he smiled and moved towards her lips.She put her hands on his chest to stop him but he remove her hands.Soon he placed his lips on hers instantly she closed her eyes pleasurably.Still kissing her he laid her back on bed and leaned on her completely.
He pulled her more closer to kiss her gently sending sparks of pleasure in her body...She was feeling on top of the world...This was not their first kiss but still it felt like the first one. He had a strong effect on her which made her weak.She wanted to stop him but her mind and heart was supporting him. She couldn't afford to lose him..A mere thought of him with other girl shook her completely...Unknowingly she encircled her hands around his neck to pull him closer...
She kissed him back and found him smirking arrogantly between the kiss...She broke the kiss and looked at him.He caressed her pink lips with his thumb and whispered-''Its hard to resist me..Huh? he said almost touching their lips...
She didn't said anything just gazing him to find the answers of her question..Would she be able to live without him? Would she be able to see him with other girl??.It was not difficult for her before her arrival but it was tough to live without him when he was with her... so close...He claimed her lips again and kissed them passionately. He sensed her fingers in his hair caressing them..He pulled her more closer crushing their bodies with each other to made her comfortable..She closed her eyes to felt his touch and lost herself in his embrace.
After few minutes he broke the kiss and looked at her eyes filled with love. He didn't saw any guilt and hesitation in them. He smiled to saw her red cheeks-''I am not sorry''
She glared at him and removed her hands away from his neck when he stood up from the bed-''Get ready...you should leave now'' He said while staring at his watch...
She sat on bed and grasp his wrist as he moved towards the doors...He turned to saw her..She was little nervous and worried..Finally composed herself she spoke-''Veer, Can we get marry today''
Shocked and surprised he frown at her-''What??''
Neha-''Tell me, can't we marry today''she asked again
He stared at her expressionlessly for few seconds..Still tried to remember her words from last night...she said so many things last night...It was very tough to understand a girl...He shook his head at the thought
She stood up from the bed and stood in front of him-''Veer''she shook him when he glared at him and said-''Neha, last night you said that our family won't accept our relationship...And I thought you were right..My decision was wrong to get married to you in hurry so I made my mind to resolve the problems between our family first then we should get married ...''
Neha lowered her head in disappointment ..She was the one who always ruin his plan...
He looked at her sad face and went closer to console her. She was feeling insecure and he could sense her state of mind..He pulled her face upward-''If you wants to marry then we will...But We still have the same situation..Don't you think firstly we should deal with our family issues ?
Neha-''In between If your parents insist you to marry Tara..then will you be able to say no to them?''she asked clearly showing her fear of losing him
He didn't said anything for few seconds just glaring her face..after a pause he said-''But our marriage will worse the situation''
Neha nodded-''Yes, I know.''she said in low tone when he came more closer and cupped her face-''Let's get married''
She looked at him brightly and hugged him ...He enveloped her in his arms...It would lead to many problems..But He would deal with them one by one but couldn't saw her like that...
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Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
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