[COMPLETE]ArShi SS :: Kusi #3 Note on Page- 151 (11/12/16)) - Page 37

"It's fine , everything will be fine. Don't worry " Khushi ran her hand on his back, his hands tightening around her in a tight grip.

"I am scared, I don't want to lose anyone" Akash closed his eyes. He has grown up listening to people how his mother died during child-birth. What if Maria..."I can't live without her ..." came his scared whisper.

"Don't be scared... Maria jiji will be fine ... you will see ... Maria Jiji and baby will be fine ... trust me .."

"I want to trust you..." his hold tightened more around her.

"Then trust me .." Khushi hugged him back and lifted her eyes to look at her husband.

Arnav looked at Kusi and tried to give an assuring smile, but his lips refused to budge. The same faded, dreadful memories of his childhood captured his heart. The images weren't clear, but the dreadful feelings are still very much palpable, it still haunts him. He don't want the echo of those events again, he don't want his brother to go through those horrible pain.

The door cracked opened, wrenching everyone away from their thoughts.

The midwife smiled at the three scared faces. "The baby and Mother both are healthy. It's a baby boy"

"Hey Devi Maiya!! Suna aaapne?" She threw herself in Akash's arms, hanging by his neck. "Baby is safe ..Maria jiji is safe ... told you ... I told you ... Aapne toh hume bhi dara diya tha ... " She pulled back and looked at his dazed face. "Boliye kuch.."

"Baby and Maria are safe ..." his lips slowly stretched into a smile. "They are safe... Oh my God, they are safe ..."

"Yes, they are .." the midwife answered. "You can come inside now.."

"Chaliye ..." Khushi took Akash's hand and urged him forward. "aap bhi aaiye " she turned to look at her husband and smiled at him.

Arnav nodded at her and entered the room after them.

"She is tired and sleeping, don't disturb her .." The midwife said.

So the three of them stood their staring at the sleeping form of Maria till the midwife stood in front of them again, now a tiny baby in her arms.

"Meet the baby boy "

Akash looked at the tiny baby, his heart bursting with joy. "My baby .." he took a step forward and lifted his baby in his arms. "Oh my God ... Khushi see he is so beautiful ... unbelievable ..."

Khushi looked at the baby, the big grin refusing to leave her lips. "Baby ..." she stood close to Akash, and looked down at the baby. The baby was so tiny, beautiful, so vulnerable. The smile on her lips fluttered, and after few seconds of staring at the baby, she burst into tears.

"Khushi?"

"Kusi?"

Two concerned voice followed. Arnav walked towards her and pulled her in his arms. "What happened?"

Khushi sniffed. "Baby is so small, we have to take care of him ... we should never leave him alone ever... he is so small .."

Akash and Arnav laughed.

"Yes, we all will take care of the baby. Nothing will happen to him ..." Akash promised, holding his son close to his heart. "You want to hold him?"

Thinking the question was for her, Khushi lifted her head at him to say yes, but his eyes was fixed on the figure beside her.

"You want to hold him, Bhai?" Akash asked again.

Arnav stared at the tiny baby in his brother's arm. He took a hesitant step towards him. "Ye...s... Have never held a baby though ..." he said, looking at the little miraculous thing. "He is so tiny ..."

Akash smiled and placed the baby in his brother's arm. "He is ...and so beautiful ... "

Arnav looked down at his little nephew. "Hello ..."he greeted, taking his implausibly small wrist in his big hand. "I am your Uncle."

Khushi smiled and stood beside her husband, looking down at the baby in his arms. "And I am your Badi Maa."

Arnav frowned at Khushi. "You are his aunt, Kusi, not mother."

Khushi frowned back. "Aunt , too. But also Badi Maa"

"Khushi is right, Bhai..." Akash interjected. "Aunt , Badi Maa, both are same.." he explained.

"Oh.." Arnav shrugged.

"I will teach him hindi." Kushi announced, too excited, making both the men smile at her.

"Akesh..." they heard a small voice and turned to look at the bed.

"Maria jiji .." Khushi ran towards the bed and sat beside her Jiji. "Jiji, it's a boy. He is so beautiful, so tiny ... his hair his like yours...So very tiny he is... I love him ... Are you fine?" She asked as she looked in her tired eyes.

Maria gave a small smile and nodded her head. "I am fine... Glad it's over..."

Khushi leaned and kissed her cheek. "Congratulations..."

"Thank you, Khushe"

"Kusi, let's go now, they need some time alone. Come here.." He handed the baby to his brother again, and extended his hand towards Kusi.

Khushi got up from the bed and reached her husband.

Arnav took her hand and exited the room.

Arnav laid on the bed, tired after day's work. And soon felt a warm and soft body snuggle to him, making him forget his tiredness. Turning towards her, he pulled her to his chest, his arms tightening around her. "Still awake..?"

"Hmm... but sleepy .." Khushi replied in her groggy voice.

"Sleep then .." he kissed her hair, his fingers getting lost in her silky hair.

"Eric ... Baby's name is nice, no?" Khushi asked, snuggling more into his chest. "It's so cold.." she shivered.

Arnav looked outside , peeking from the flying curtains. It was snowing. The fireplace was burning, he secured the blanket around them. "I know ...It will be fine in sometime... And yes, Eric is a beautiful name ... I am so happy for them... Akash was so scared, and rightly so ... It frightened me ..." he confessed.

Khushi pulled little back and looked at his troubled face. "Why?"

Arnav looked down at her. "We lost our Mother in childbirth, Kusi ...Ofcourse we will be scared."

Lifting herself little up, she nuzzled his cheek. "You don't have to... Aapko darne ki koi zaroorat nahi hai ..."

Corner of his lips lifted into a small smile at her soothing words. "Hmm"

"Are you scared for me, too?" Khushi asked.

Arnav didn't replied for some time. Then, after some time. he said "Partially ... I don't want to lose you .." cupping her waist, he pulled her on his chest. "You are too precious to me .."

Khushi buried her face in his neck. "You won't lose me ... I know... I am very strong.."

Arnav curled his fingers around her tiny wrist, and chuckled. "Yes, you are so strong... "

Khushi pulled her hand back and pushed herself up to look down at him. "I am strong from here .." she pointed at her heart. "From inside... May be not from here ..." she poked her husband's massive arm. "But I am very strong...I am very brave ... "

"Oh my brave darling..." Arnav chuckled and rolled her down. Leaning over her, he took her lips, sending her senses berserk.

Arnav lifted his head and looked down at her drowsy eyes. "Magic ...wasn't it?" he asked, leaning down again to nuzzle her neck.

"Ma..gic" she agreed. "I want more magic .." the need burning in her belly, the need she don't know how to quench. But something told her, her husband knows it all.

Arnav kissed her soft cheek. "Not now ... you are so young..." He was scared. He enjoys the company of this sweet innocent girl, who has no reservation, approaches him with the weirdest of question, and never shies away. What if after knowing the intimacy of their relationship, she stops being the carefree girl he has fallen in love with. Too much was at stack, but he knew he can't avoid this for forever. Not that he want to. Every night as she snuggles close to him, he want nothing more than to take her then and there, to feel her sweetness, to explore the passion her magical brown promises him. It's been two years she entered his life. He hadn't known that the kid he was marrying will one day mean so much to him that he will stop seeing his life without her in it. But now it has happened, and he is too scared to lose it all.

"Maria jiji too has a baby now ... Nani Maa asked me in her letter why I am not getting a baby ... She told me if I don't give you a baby, then you will marry someone else..." a tear slipped from the corner of her eyes, her chest hurting.

Arnav took a deep breath and wiped her tear. "Kusi, look at me and listen to me, listen carefully. I have told you, no matter what, I will never leave you. And I have told you, we will get a baby when we will make love ... There's no other way you are getting a baby.." God! This is so ridiculous.

"Then make love ... why aren't you making love?" She lifted her closed eye lids to look at him. "Why?"

"Kusi ..." his shoulder slumped visibly. He groaned and buried his face in her fragrant hair. "It's not that easy Kusi ... I am scared ... It will hurt .. I ..I just ...I am not sure ..." He wants nothing more than to fulfill her wish, but he is scared. What if he hurt her? He has never been with a virgin, what if he scares her with the want burning inside him for her.

"Why are you scared?" Khushi's brow furrowed, her fingers running in his thick hair.

Arnav lifted his head. "What if I hurt you?"

Her frown deepened. "Why will you hurt me? You are so nice ... a good man .. You love me, don't you?"

"Yes...I love you, sweetheart."

"Then how can you hurt me?" she countered.

Inspite of himself, a smile broke on his lips. The trust and love shining in her eyes squeezing his chest painfully.

"You trust me, don't you?" his thumb caressed her milky cheek.

"Yes, I trust you ...Now you will make love?"

"Kusi..." Arnav sighed.

"Please? "

"You have to promise me something first ..." He took her hand in his and brought to his lips. "Whatever happens between us today, it won't change anything ... You won't change ... promise me.."

"Why will I change? I am not going to change ..Nothing will change .." she circled her arms around his neck and pulled him down, hugging him close. "How to make love?" she asked close to his ears.

Arnav closed his eyes, allowing her sweet voice to wash over him, wanting her voice to calm his racing nerves. He needed control. He want to take it slow, show her the beauty of mating, introduce her to the sweet pleasure she has never known. "Close your eyes, Kusi ... and just feel... If you want me to stop, then just say it, I will stop. OK?" Arnav asked , and felt her nod her head. He kissed her neck and unwrapped her arms from around him. He looked down at her sweet face, her eyes close, trusting him completely. Unpinning her chunnari, he took it off her body.

Khushi's breath hitched as she felt him take her chunnari off her body. She lay there, unsure of what will come next. And then it come. His warm breath touched her stomach, his soft lips followed next. Her fingers curled around the bedsheet. It felt good, really good. His warm lips leaving hot kisses on her stomach. A sweet feeling churned her insides, making her moan. And then it was gone. Frightened that he has stopped, her eyes jerked opened, and soon collided with his green eyes. "Whaat? That's it?" She asked. That was all? But she wanted more. She..she can feel that.

Arnav shook his head. "I have not even started, Kusi .. I just realized that..." he leaned close to her face. "That you have never called me by my name...Say my name, Kusi..."

Khushi gasped and shook her head. "I can't .."

"Why?" Arnav frowned. "Why can't you? Say it ..Arnav ..that's it .."

"No ...You are my husband, I can't call you by your name ..."

"What nonsense is that? I am your husband , so what? I want you to call me by my name ..You will say it, or I will stop right now.."

"No! Don't stop ... I ..I ..."

"Then just say my name ..."

"I...Aaap ... " Khushi closed her eyes, deep red coloring her face. "Ar...Arnav ji ..."

"Ji..?"

"I can't take your name ... I...I will call you Ar..nav ji ..." she stammered.

Arnav smiled. "That will do for now ...Now everytime you address me, you will use my name ...Is that clear?"

Khushi nodded her head. "Yes ... Now you will make love...?"

Arnav cupped her face and nodded his head. "Gladly ..." he leaned down and took her lips in a sweet, lingering, slow kiss, the pleasure making her insides curl. Her mouth opened for him, his tongue tangling with hers, tasting every corner of her sweet mouth. "God! You are so sweet. I want you ..." the passion pumping his vein, devastating him off the control he was hoping for. He kissed her with a renewed hunger, pouring all his heart. "I love you ..." he mouth feathered kisses from her chin to her neck. "So much ..." his hand went to her choli, sliding it off her shoulder. His lips moved to her shoulder, her satin skin feeling so warm against his lips.

"Arnav ji ..." she moaned, feeling like her body was on fire. His warm mouth on her skin felt so good, she gasped with pure pleasure. The unquenched need burning in the pit of her stomach, intensifying further.

Arnav's hand went back to the thread of her choli, untying it. "Don't be scared, Kusi.." he said, remembering her frightened eyes when he had touched her breast. Probing on his left elbow, he used the other hand to take off her choli. "I love you .." throwing the piece of cloth away, he again leaned over her. He sucked in a breath as his eyes drank her beauty. Her chest heaved up and down, burning everything inside him. "Are you scared, Kusi? Do you want me to stop?" he need the confirmation, because after he takes off from here, there's no guarantee he will be able to stop himself.

Khushi opened her eyes, feeling too shy to look at him. "Is...is it necessary?...My ...my cloth ...?" she stammered, too shy. Her hand lifted to cross her chest.

"Yes... we don't need clothes to make love.."

"We?.." her eyes widened. "You too?"

Arnav smiled and lifted himself up. And in one swift movement his shirt was off his body. "We both don't need cloth if we want to make love .. " he again leaned over her. "Without clothes, without restriction, without holding anything back ... we just love each other .." he took her bottom lips between his teeth, nibbling softly. "Just loving each other ..." his voice turning husky, eyes darkening with love and need. "It's normal, Kusi ... what I am doing, is normal,... what you are feeling, is normal ... this is how two people make love ... This is how we make baby ... You trust me, don't you?...Answer me.."

"Ji ...Ji Arnav ji ..."

"Then don't hold back, don't be scared. What I am doing is not wrong , it's showing love ...just feel it .. " and with that, his mouth rested on her breast, bringing her the pleasure she has never known existed.

Her loud moan filled the room, nails digging in his shoulder. "Arnav ji ..." an intense feeling burned in the middle on her chest, making it difficult to draw her next breath. This was too much. The pleasure he was bringing was too much to handle. "Arnav ji ..I ...I don't know ...don't know what to do.." she sobbed with pleasure.

"Shh...Just feel it Kusi ...let the feeling settle ... don't be scared, don't try to push it away ..." he consoled her, shifting to her other breast. He felt her hand on his shoulder pushing him more closer to him, and smiled. "Do you want me to stop, Kusi?" he asked, his warm breath teasing her skin.

She shook her head. "No!" her fingers found his hair, pulling his head closer to her chest. "Don't stop, Arnav ji ... Please don't stop.." She wanted more, she don't want this to stop ever, not when the need was still burning her body.

"As you say, darling ..." he said, moving lower and lower till his face was parallel to her stomach. His hand found the thread holding her ghagra to her waist, and unfastened it. He pulled down the ghagra and off her body. He moved little back, taking in her pure beauty. Her skin glowed like a gold in the amber light, making him groan with the held back passion. His whole body throbbed with need -- need to possess her, need to bury himself in her. Unable to hold back any longer, he slipped off from the remaining cloth, and came over her.

"Kusi ..?"

"Yes..?" She replied, unable to open her eyes. She was naked, naked in front of him. She don't know what to feel, but it didn't felt wrong. She felt good, she felt loved. She had never imagined doing or feeling such things, but it was right, she knew it was right. This is how husband and wife love eachother- Arnav ji has told her.

"It will hurt ...a little .." Arnav said, making her open her eyes.

"Hurt? What will hurt?"

The fear in her eyes made him feel like an animal. "Don't be sacred... It's normal...but it hurts for the first time ..."

"Only for the first time?" she asked confused, not knowing what he was going to do that will hurt.

"Yes ..I will be slow...If you want me to stop, you just say it, OK?"

Khushi nodded. "OK... Will you kiss me?"

Arnav smiled. "With pleasure , sweetheart" and he kissed her. With the tenderness that melted her heart and caressed away all the fear taking root in her mind. His hands traveled down, wanting to know if she is ready.

Khushi felt his hand on her stomach, then on her thigh, and then it traveled down more. She gasped in his mouth. "No! Ar..nav ji .."

"Shh" he kissed the corner of her mouth.

"Don't touch there ...It's not right ..It's" any other word she wanted to say died in her throat as his hand rested there. The wild feeling that burned her entire body made her arch her back. Her mind went in frenzy, unable to think or say anything. She don't know it was right or not, but she surely don't want him to stop.

Arnav nuzzled her neck, his fingers exploring her silky folds. Her moans driving him crazy. Unable to bear anymore, he shifted on top of her, his mouth again covering hers, wanting to distract her mind from the pain. "I love you, sweetheart..This is the first and last time I am going to hurt you.." and with that he drove inside her, drinking her painful moan. "Shh ...be still ..I am sorry ..so sorry ... " he knew this was inevitable, but that didn't lessen the aching thought that he had hurt her. "Don't move .." he whispered as he felt her hip move beneath him.

"This ...this is how people make love?" she asked in a soft whispered. This intimacy scared her, but it felt right, pure.

"Yes ...It will get better, the pain will go away .." he promised.

Khushi nodded her head, as always, trusting his words.

As he felt her relax around him, he started moving slowly. He leaned down, taking her breast in his mouth, wanting to bring her as much pleasure as possible.

Khushi withered beneath him, unable to take this pleasure. It was too much too handle. "Arnav..ji .." she gasped. The burning has increased tenfold, consuming her. "Something is happening.."

"Let it happen ...Don't hold back ... It's ...It's magic .." he increased the pace, groaning at how good it felt. He had been with many woman ..but this ...this was truly magic.

Khushi felt like she was going to explode. Something gathered in the pit of her stomach, and then exploded, racking her whole body. She saw stars.

Arnav let out a loud groan and poured his seed into her. His whole body trembled with the pleasure he had never felt before. His limb, satiated body fell on her.

For a moment neither of them said anything, unable to come out of the magic just transpired between them. And then Arnav rolled to his side, taking her with him. He held her close to his heart.

"Kusi? Are you, OK? Are you feeling any pain?" He asked, concerned. He didn't get any reply. Worried, he pulled back to look at his wife. "Kusi?"

"Arnav ..ji?..It...It was good..."

Arnav smiled. "Yes ... it was...Are you in pain?"he repeated the question.

"No ...I am fine .. It ...it was magic ...Better than the kiss.."

Arnav chuckled. "I am glad you enjoyed it ..." And glad he was. He didn't wanted to scare her.

"Can we ..can we..." she hesitated.

"Yes?"

"Can we ..can we do it again?"

Arnav just stared at her for few seconds, and then burst out laughing. And here he was worried about losing his cherry and crazy wife.

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