Part 11 :)
"Go read a holy book, bath in holy water, wear full clothes and say goodbye forever to me, I won't kiss before marriage. Bye Khushi"
Khushi smack Arnav on his shoulder when he said all this.
"Damn girl, you really want to kiss?" he suddenly smirked wide but his eyes were flickering too much.. she didn't know why.
"Um, sure. I am willing to do you a favor." Khushi mocked making him roll his eyes and smack her shoulder. She smacked his shoulder back, he did that too and she did it again before their lips pressed against each other into a messy, hot kiss.
"You taste so frikking sweet." Arnav groaned inbetween as she dug her fingers into his hair.
"Don't talk like a vampire." she giggled shortly before he kissed her again.
And again.
And again..
*
Khushi screamed in her pillow so many times when she came back home. She felt that fuzzy mushy feeling again: everything is so amazing!
She skipped dinner today, Buaji was obviously angry at her but Khushi didn't want the taste of Arnav's lips on her lips to be replaced by food.
She danced infront of the mirror, looked at herself and saw the reflection of what she thought is the luckiest girl in the whole world.
She is so much into him...
*
"Sanka devi! When will you keep down your phone? Today is your midterm exam right!"
Khushi ignored buaji's shouts when she came down with her phone in her hand. It was crazy how Khushi the bookworm wasn't bothered about exam today, all she wanted was to talk to Arnav but he wasn't online.
But he generally is at this time.. and he didn't reply to her 'hey' message that he had seen too?
She felt sadness filling her up but she thought she's overreacting and so she just kept her phone away and hurriedly started eating her breakfast coz she wanted to check her phone again soon..
*
5 days passed.
And they hadn't talked..
Khushi didn't know what was happening, why wasn't Arnav talking to her? Whenever she texted/called/tried to chat with him he was never available. She even went to his house but he wasn't there too.
It felt like he didn't exist anymore.
Everyday she woke up and checked her facebook first thing to see if he has replied to one of her so many messages. But he didn't. Never ever.
This particular day, she opened her fb with no hopes, but then she saw a status update from him.. HIM!
Arnav Singh Raizada: she's sweet like candy in my veins. cant let her go now that i've got her.
Ok, for who the hell is this status?
She couldn't contain herself, and she just typed a comment-
Khushi Kumari Gupta: huh? :P
She felt so nervous. What the hell. What the fudge.
Will he reply
No
Maybe not
And then HE REPLIED!-
Arnav Singh Raizada: @Khushi :* I love you
IT'S FOR HER! IT'S FOR HER. YAY!
She immediately went to the chat to find him online. BLESS THE HEAVENS ABOVE!
Khushi: do you know how much i hate you?
Arnav: do you know how sorry i am? sorry i haven't been responding to you. i was in another country.
Khushi: and you didn't tell me?
Arnav: i'm sorry, beautiful. i just didn't have the time
This is so weird.
Khushi: you made me cry, you know.. I felt that you didn't want me after we kissed. Like I was just some bad kisser or maybe you just.. I dunno. Dunno what to say.
Arnav: OMG
Khushi: ew dont say OMG only overly-dramatic girls say that
Arnav: BUT OMG YOU CRIED? I'M SO SORRY LADYHITLER
Arnav: YOU WERE MY BEST KISS EVER
Arnav: how will I ever forgive myself for making the coolest girl in the world cry?
Khushi: it's fine. I dunno why you didn't talk to me all this time, but it's ok. maybe you were really busy or something
Khushi: Arnav where are you?
Khushi: arghhh you disappeared again?! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU ARSEHOLE! YOU DIDNT TALK TO ME FOR ALL THIS TIME AND YOU ARE GOING AWAY AGAIN? I NEVER CRY BUT YOU MADE ME CRY COZ I LIKE YOU SO MUCH. YOU KNOW HOW BAD THIS IS? I DON'T LIKE BEING EMOTIONALLY DEPENDANT AND YOU DID THIS TO ME! YOU KISSED ME AND THEN YOU JUST WENT AWAY
Arnav: i was in the kitchen cutting myself with a knife for making you cry
Khushi: loser
Khushi: liar
Khushi: ignorer
Arnav: ignorer is not a word uh-uh. what is happening to the smart geek khushi i knew?
Khushi: NOW YOU'LL TELL ME MY MISTAKES?! And by the way my exams didn't go very well coz i was obsessed with a 19 year old stupid idiot guy aka you!
Arnav: are you on your periods?
Khushi: NO MORON
Arnav: just confirming relax
Khushi: i cant relax. i'm allergic to jerks
Arnav: :( i'm a jerk alright
Khushi: yah be sad you jerk
Arnav: :(
Arnav: :(
Arnav: :(
Arnav: :'(
Arnav: :((((
Arnav: is being this sad enough?
Khushi: no get lost.
Arnav: uff terey nakhrey :')
Arnav: just relax babe. take a deep breath, then exhale. in, out. in, out
Khushi: no I'd rather choke your neck and make you stop breathing
Arnav: OMG SOMEONE WANTS TO MURDER ME
Khushi: OMG ya be scared you dumbass
Arnav: YOU'RE CROSSING THE LIMIT NOW. I don't like girls who insult me
Khushi: then don't like me
Arnav: Bye, stop talking to me then
Khushi's heart skipped a beat, did he really mean it? She felt her face getting hot and her lip started quivering.
Khushi: bye
She clicked the 'send' button and a shaky breath came out of her mouth.
Arnav: what bye? :P haha I wanna hug you so tight right now
Khushi scrunched her eyes. This is too much. Whats happening to her? Why has she become so sensitive? Why does he control her emotions this way?
Khushi: I'm tired Arnav.
Arnav: of me? NO OMG
Khushi: OMG NO i'm just really tireddd
She didn't know what she was typing. She was so overwhelmed with everything that happened this week.
Arnav: ok, just rest then babe.
Khushi: no.. I actually wanna talk.
Arnav: ok, just talk then babe.
Khushi: ok can I be honest with you?
Arnav: ok yeah
Khushi: stop saying ok
Arnav: ok :P
Khushi: jerk
Arnav: witch
Khushi: UGH ARNAV I THINK I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU AND I'VE NOT FELT SO CONNECTED TO SOMEONE AFTER MY PARENTS SO YOU BREAK MY HEART WHENEVER YOU IGNORE ME OR TALK IN A WAY WITH ME THAT SEEMS LIKE YOU DON'T REALLY LIKE ME AS MUCH AS I LIKE YOU
Arnav: I love you. I really do.
Khushi: then why did you do all this?
Arnav (his fist clenched): I was... feeling bad and guilty. I couldn't face you.
Arnav: I've done something, Khushi, that if you know it you'll start hating me
Arnav: And I cant lose you
Arnav: I really wish I met you before Jia.
Khushi's brows furrowed in confusion, what does he mean?
Khushi: what is it? Tell me
Her fingers were shivering. jia.. what does he mean?
Arnav: Jia and I have been friends for a long time. She said we should start dating, and we did.. I thought she is a gorgeous girl and will be good for my status coz she is rich too. But then I started getting to know about my parents, I came to know that they don't love each other and I kinda stopped believing in romance coz of it. Whenever Jia tried to sleep with me I denied her. One day she got so angry, you know, she said infront of all our friends about my problems and said that I can never love a girl. I was so sad, but I acted like a brat that I am and in a so-called cool way I told her I will get a girl better than her. It was a bet. Sometime after that I saw my friends talking of you.. they said that you're this girl who never gives any attention to guys. You had declined one of my friends and he used to crave for you all the time and speak about you. I finally saw your profile and I swear I couldn't get over how beautiful you are.. I decided that you'll be the girl I'll use for winning that bet I had with Jia. When Jia came to know of you, she got so jealous.. I think she deep down knew that you're 100 times better than her. So she told me that I should just get a kiss from you to prove myself and then the bet will be over. She didn't want me to date you, or to be very close to you. I said okay, and then I started talking to you and made up that kiss me kiss me game to keep you hooked to me.. all my friends saw our first chat and laughed. I laughed too. Coz they all saw you as a girl who's getting trapped. I did too. But then I came to know of you Khushi.. and I couldn't believe that I can even think of hurting a girl so special like you. I could have just gotten a kiss from you anytime.. when I proposed you, when we met, just.. anytime.. but I did not. Coz I didn't want to lose you. I've become so possessive of you and I didn't want us to be over. And then you kissed me and I felt like I'll lose you so soon. After we kissed that day and you left.. I cried, I was awake whole night rereading all our messages that we've ever sent to each other from the beginning and I realized how much I love you.
Khushi numbly stared at her laptop screen.. she looked down to find her tears falling.
Arnav: I know I don't deserve you. I know it's not easy for you to forgive me. But I'm sorry, Khushi. I'm really sorry. I love you. You're just everything into one.. you're so pretty, and funny, and nice, and impatient and childish and mature and rude and adorable and hot.. just so interesting. Any guy who will get you will be blessed. I'm blessed, coz I was your first kiss. And your first boyfriend.
Arnav: This is it. No more secrets.
She sobbed, looked away. She couldn't look at his words anymore.. her chest was aching so hard she felt like she'll die.
Khushi shut her laptop and ran out of her room, she stood in the gallery and looked down.. remembering that handsome flirty boy called Arnav who once stood there with flowers for her..
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Edited by MrBiebersWifey. - 7 years ago
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