K: happy birthday to u…happy birthday to u…happy birthday dear krish…happy birthday to u..yayyyyyyyy
Kripa brought the cake will krish stood by the table and his friends around him. She stood next to him and held from his little hand to cut the cake with him
K: wait where is angad
Angad was talking with his friends. Krish turned 5 now…kripa thought angad now was over the whole thing becz he was always acting really nice with krish but she didn't know it was only for few mints when she was around and after that poor krish….
K: angad
A: turns around) yea
K: C'mon cut the cake with us hurry everyone is waiting
A: do I…yea I will be right there
Angad stood next to krish in his right will kripa was on his left and all three of them cut the cake. Kripa bent down and kissed krish's cheek and told him happy birthday…it was angads turn and he bent down and hugged krish will taping hard behind him
A: happy birthday son (whispers in his ear) great now I will torture you 5 times more then I did before
Krish stood there frozen and scared will angad got back up smiling to the guests….kids run around will older talking laughing and all of them enjoying will little krish was scared and kept on standing by kripa
K: whats wrong jaan…go play with ur friends
Ka: no…I….I want to spend my birthday with u mommy
K: smiles to him and kisses his cheek) that really sweet of u…but ur friends wont be really happy for u not be with them…now run along
Ka: ok ( leaves to his friends)
Krish was running with his friends around when he bumped into angad which made angad spill his drink in his shirt
A: looks at his shirt then back at krish) you…(sees kripa coming toward them)
Ka: sorry dad
A: its ok beta..go and play
Krish was surprised that angad talked nice to him but when he turned around and saw angad reaching to them he became sad and notice that angad only talked nice to him becz of kripa.
K: oh jaan…go change your shirt
A: yea I will (leaves up to his room)
Ka: to kripa) sorry mom I didn't meant to..
K: its ok jaan…it was just an accident
Ka: daday is mad at me
K: no his not…go now and play don't worry
Ka: ok (leaves back with his friends)
The party was over and kripa put krish to sleep
K: pulls the blanket on top of krish will he layed down on the bed) good night jaan
Ka: thank you momy…for the party
K: kisses his forehead) no problem….did u like it
Ka: I loved it (puts his arms around kripa's neck and kisses her cheek will kripa laughs and tells him good night then turns of the light and leaves to her room)
Kripa lay next to angad after changing.
K: angad I need to go somewhere tomorrow and I might be late…can u pick up krish from his friends house…in the morning I will drop him there and he will be at the park just pick him up ok
A: sure I will (to him self) and I need to deal with him to
Next day angad went to pick up krish from the park
Angad sees a kid playing and leaves up to him
Angad holds from back shirt of a kid and start to shouts at him
A: what the hell are u doing here
The kid looks down
K: sorry dad…I was just playing
A: playing will I was waiting for u…u llittle…when we reach home I will cut u in pieces and put u inside the oven then cook u and give u to the dogs
The kid gets scared
K: im sorry dad
A: don't call me dad…I aint ur dad how many times do I have to tell u…now hurry up get to the car
K: yes dad (runs to the car)
They reach home and the krish runs inside trying to go to his room when angad holds from back of his shirt again and pulls him up in the air facing him.
A: where do u think ur going u little brat
K: im sorry dad…I wont do that again
A: oh really (lets go of him which makes the kid fall down on the ground hard hurting him self) ops I wont do that again (laughs and leaves to the living room then sits down on the couch trying to watch movie when he couldn't find the remount which makes him angry and shouts) krishhhhhhhhhhh
Krish was in his room when he hears his dads voice he jerks up and runs down
K: stands by the couch shivering scared) yes dad
A: where is the remount
K: I don't know
A: gets up and walks toward him will krish walking back scared) u don't know
K: low voice) nooo….I want mammy
A: what…speak louder
K: speaks a little loud) I want mammy
A: shouts) to bad she isn't here
K: starts to cry) I want mammy waaaaaaaaaa
A: shut up…stop crying
K: cry's more)waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
A: puts his hands on his ears will shouting at him to shut up which kept on making him cry more harder)
Puts his hand on his mouth trying to make him stop crying
A: shut up I said
Ka: gets little quit and speaks will still sobbing) every one has dad and their dad loves them a lot….(start to cry) why do u hate me so much
A: becz I do…now shut up
Ka: im sorry if I did something wrong…I never wanted to hurt you….im sorry daddy
Angad feels little sad inside but then ignores it
A: just shut up you little brat…you want me to make jamba juice out of you…now go to ur room
Krish leaves to his room will still crying. Few mints later angad leaves up to his room when he was passing by krish's room he heard krish still wiping which made his hearth itch a little but he kept on ignoring it
2 hours later kripa came back and she called out loud krish's name
K: krish…krish
There was no answer…she left to his room. When she got close to his room she slowly opened the door and saw krish sleeping. Kripa sat by him on his bed when her smile despaired as she felt his pillow wet little bit.
K: krish (she shook him a little to wake him up) krish jaan wake up
Krish jerked up and saw kripa…as he saw her he quickly hugged her.
K: krish what's wrong…what happen (she aparts him from herself when she sees his eyes all puffy from crying) did you cry jaan…what happen my baby…did someone hurt you
Ka: shakes his head)
K: then what happen tell me
Ka: nothing mom…I just missed you a lot
K: puts her arms around his shoulders will keeping him close to her self and rocking back and forth) you should have just called me….im sorry I wont leave like this again
Ka: no mommy its ok
K: do you consider me as your friend
Ka: nods)
K: do you love me
Ka: nods again)
K: apart from him and looks at him) then tell me the truth what happen….I don't like it every time you lie to me….its not the first time…every time when I come I see you crying…now please jaan tell me what's wrong….did dady hurt you
Ka: shakes his head) no mom…daddy loves me a lot…. He loves me a lot (start to cry)
K: kripa gets really sad will she couldn't hold back her tears and she understood angad was still not good with krish…but it made her really made to see krish sad like this all the time…she gathered her self
K: don't worry…everything will be fine ok…did you eat…go take bath I will fix you food until then ok
Ka: nods and leaves to the bathroom
Kripa gets up and leaves toward her room. She inters inside her room and doesn't find angad there….she walks inside her room and opens the other room that leads to study room from their room. Angad was sitting and working in some papers. Kripa closes the door behind her.
K: angad
A: looks up) you back…I didn't even notice
K: I need to talk to you
A: yea in a mint jaan…let me fish this
K: talks angry and loud) I mean now
A: looks up and surprised at kripa's behavior) whats wrong
K: tell me the truth….do you still blame krish
A: no of course not
K: look at me and talk
A: looks up at her) ----
K: gets teary) I cant believe you angad….how can you be so cruel…his your child your own blood…how could you be so mean to him and hurt him
A: did he say I hurt him
K: no….but I notice…becz I know you better angad….and stop blaming him all the time….every time when I saw him sad or crying when I asked him what happen he kept on making excuse and never told me the truth but this time I couldn't take it….I knew something was wrong….do you still blame him angad
A: kripa I
K: shouts) do you still blame him
Angad gets up and walk toward kripa….he holds from her hands and makes her sit on the couch and kneels in front of him
A: kripa im sorry….I just couldn't….I don't know…yes I am blaming him
K: pulls her hand back) enough angad…enough is enough….he is only 5...he just turned 5.…how could you blame him…you will never understand his pain angad…you will never….I know how he fells when a parent blames their child for something….I know how much it hurt when a parent doesn't except them….you did to once angad….when you where left alone….didn't you wish you had a parent with you….how did you feel that time….
A: kripa I…
K: you forgot angad….you don't know anymore…becz you got you dad back right…but krish…what about him…do you know how much you hurt him all the time…every time time he sees his friends with their father do you know how much it hurt him….when his friends asks him where is you father how come he didn't come to your school preferment's to see you do you know how much he gets hurt….when you get hurt about something small you want to tell…you take your anger out on something…but him…what should he do…he keeps it all inside of him…he is killing him self inside by keeping quite
Angad looked down will felt hurt inside and guilty for what he always did to krish.
K: you will never understand him angad….never….maybe becz you are not like him….but I am…I don't have nor mom or dad….I always felt alone….everyday I keep on wishing once to see them but I cant….it hurt me so much to just think that how much they hate me (kripa kept on telling him will she cried in silent as she spoke…tears kept on rolling down her cheek but she kept on talking) its ok angad….I cant take this anymore….when he was born u didn't want to see his face I didn't say anything becz I thought you will changed but I was wrong…I was really stupid to think you will ever change….
A: im sorry kripa
K: im sorry angad but I cant forgive you….you need to ask for forgiveness from krish not me….angad (shuts her eyes) angad its over between us
A: shocked and looks up at her) what…kripa what are you saying
K: im sorry angad….but I cant anymore (stands up) im leaving angad…I cant stand with you anymore
A: gets up and holds from her hand will she was about to leave) kripa please don't say that
K: I already made my mind few mints ago and few years ago when I found out that you blamed krish for this. (pulls her hand back and opens the door interring inside their room will angad behind her
A: kripa plez stop you cant do this…kripa listen to me im sorry
Kripa opens her closet and takes all her cloths out then throws it on the bed. She takes the briefcase out and puts her cloths in will angad trying to stop and kripa continue on packing and crying. Kripa takes her suit case to krish's room and leaves it in the corner not to let krish see. Same time krish comes out from bathroom and sees his mom standing by the door will angad came inside the room
A: kripa listen to me
K: krish come down I will make food ok
Kr: nods will kripa leaves down and angad after her)
Kripa goes down to the kitchen and tells the maid to leave. She takes out some food and starts making food for krish. Angad tried a lot to talk to her but she kept on ignoring him
K: enough angad…I don't want to talk about it anymore…I took my decision no matter what it wont change understand
A: kripa plez
K: stop it…I don't want to create since in front of krish…he is already hurt enough….I will tell him my self later…and I know he will be happy to hear it to.
Same time krish comes down and when he sees angad he puts his head down and walks up by the table where kripa was serving food.
K: come jaan eat
Kr: mom im not hungry
K: I know u didn't eat all day…now come plez u want to eat with me
Kr: looks at him mom and nodes his head then slowly walks by the table and sits in the chair quietly scared of angad
K: puts plate of food in front of krish) don't worry…there is nothing for u to be scared of anymore….its all over ( looks angry at angad then sits by krish feeding him food as angad stood there watching kripa feeling really sad inside and guilty but he knew there was no use for feeling guilty anymore what he did was wrong and kripa's words touched him a lot that he felt pain as he kept on remembering the way he was mean to krish.
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