Chapter - 24
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I was waiting for Rey to comeback when he told me to and I was biting my nails badly while the crazy chickens were inside Nikki's room checking out some latest clothing sales on the internet. I couldn't seem relax just for a minute when I know that I don't know how I should act in front of Rey or any of them normally when I found something quizzical conversation. I have a lot of answers that I wanted to
be answered by Rey by jay or anyone of them who were also included in that conversation. Does the rest of Rey's gang know about it? I was thinking whether to confront each one them or contemplating whether to leave it alone and waited for the time or just find out about it by asking them professionally. Then suddenly I was interrupted from my mental discussion when the doorbell rings. I immediately
got up from my seat and opened the door expecting Rey to come but it wasn't him. "Dump him." That's the first line came out from jay's mouth with a serious and flat voice which by means commanding me to follow what he has to say. And according to what he had said, there's no way I'd let him.
"No." I said bitterly.
"Dump him or else.." His brows were furrowed together.
"Why would I dump him?! Give me a perfect reason to dump him!"I said harshly at him. I didn't mean to be just using that tone but he's testing my patience. I wanted to be with Rey and what's with him anyway? Why won't he just be happy
to me?
"I don't want you near that bas***d. So dump him." He eagerly told me trying to convince me but I'm not going to fall for that.
"I love him." I looked at his eyes making him to believe what I had said.
"No...No...No, you don't. You're just confused." jay said. "I'm not confused jay! I love him jay!" I said pointing the truth pointed out for him to understand what I felt towards him. I just couldn't force myself to stop loving him just because of one person who truly had importance to me and that's jay but he's making this hard for me to choose from them. I just have to make jay to understand this. He looked
taken back off when this was his first time to hear me yelling at him, desperately. I swear, it wasn't my intention to but I just have to do it to the benefit for him to understand my feelings too not only his but mine also.
"You're too young. You don't know what you're talking about. You don't love him, princess. It's NOT love." jay desperately tried to force me into something which I didn't like it.
"Don't call me that." I said coldly at him. "P-princess.." He trailed off seeming sad or upset because he just witness something the different side of me and that's the coldness and sincerity towards my actions.
"Stop treating me like a kid, jay. I know what Love is! I already knew that despite the fact that I knew it, I FELT IT! I felt it, jay! I felt the love with him and he was Rey. He gave me love. He had shown me love!
I'm already grown enough to know what love is jay!"I desperately told him as my tears started to fall but I just couldn't let my weakness puts me first.
He sighed then pinching the bridge of his nose with his eyes shut closed. Then it's been a long time since the awkward silence had taken us out and I wonder what's gotten into his head. I felt bad about what I just did to him but that was exactly what he needs to taste his own medicine that I'm already grown up. I wasn't the kid anymore that usually tells him everything and the kid who always listen to whatever he wanted me to do and what's the best for me and to decide. I've already been in my own and to live here all by myself without someone to help me to decide because I already knew what's right from wrong although sometimes I make wrong decisions but I learn something from them. I already know how to live and to build my own life. So maybe I already know how to decide who I'll ever love and I had chosen Rey. Maybe he have flaws, imperfections and isn't my typical choice for understanding for man but he had something captivated me and that's being Rey. I love him just the way he is and the way he understands me and I understand him too.
"Why just don't you accept that fact, jay? Why don't you like him for me? When I told you at the amusement park you seemed so fine about it but when you saw him, you wanted me to force out of his life when I already had taken his life." Then I crossed my arms.
"Tell me the truth, do you know Rey?" I curiously asked him.
"Yes, I've known him for four long years from now and he's not good for you, Kriya." He said seriously.
"And why's that?" I lifted my brow at him. I really wanted to know the answers to my questions maybe one step at a time procedure. "You don't know him enough like I do know him. Trust me, Kriya. He's too dangerous." He said seriously looking him into my eyes. Rey isn't dangerous. He's gifted from above. He had given to me and to be his. He isn't dangerous, he's just a boy with a bad of habits because of some reasons that I still haven't yet find out but although he's that type of a guy. I learned to love him, to take good care of someone like him who needs someone like me to help him up from the darkness that he was depending on when there's a light out there's a reason to be brighten up not by blinded by darkness. It's becoming so fast to learn to love him and trust him but trust me. It was all worth it to have someone like him to accept who truly I am. Not by name, my last name or any fortunes. He loves me for me. So nothing's going to stop me and us from love because if they do, I'd accept the challenge to fight them whatever it takes to leave us alone. Even if it's jay, I'd fight until he'll surrender.
"I trust you jay." I told him. "That's good." He smiled at me.
"...but I trust him too." Then his smile slowly disappeared when I told him that. I trust Rey too much to let him go and to betrayed our promises to be together. I won't
leave him until he told me so. I won't leave him until he pushes me away from his life and lastly, until he'll tell me that he didn't love me anymore.
"Princess, this isn't the time to be hard-headed." He said treating me again like a kid. God! I hate it when he treats me like one! I'm not seven for goodness sake! "jay, Do you love me?" I asked curiously. "Of course." He smiled at me. "Then that means you want me to be happy?"I asked him softly. Then I saw him nodded...
"Rey is my happiness. Please don't take my happiness away from me. Just be happy for me if you really love me, because seriously, I don't think I can live a day without him."I looked at him seriously then he just remained silent for a little while looking at me disappointed yet upset. Why can't he just be happy for me?!
B I G S I L E N C E
"Hey Rey! Did you hear what your wifey had said?"I heard someone's voice coming behind jay's back. I gently make my way out from the door and into my horror, I saw Rohan smirking at me leaning against his silver car looking at me then back to...I gulped...He looked at Rey who was wearing a big smile plastered on his face. Oh my gosh! Did he just hear everything, everything that I poured out from jay? Oh my god! That was so embarrassing! That's why he looked at me with pure amazement. I quickly looked away from him and turned my heel towards jay.
"So, jay, What are you going to do? Are you still going to break what Romeo and Juliet have?" Rohan chuckled then he continued.
"You lost, man!" Rohan snorted.
"Maybe, for now." jay said as he passes away from me then he looked
at me "I'll call you later, Princess." He said and kissed my cheek and went straight towards his car. Oh gosh! That was so embarrassing! I was pouring my hearts out just for him when he's just a meter away from us and he could hear me saying those words and statements! I could feel the heat presence burning my cheeks and all I know is that, I was blushing furiously. He just heard me saying it. I just
can't believe it. I heard jay's engine swiftly off away from our house while Rohan's phone suddenly rings and I heard him picking it up. Then I felt something more like someone who's been staring into my soul trying to look back at him but I just couldn't knowing how embarrassing that I just did.
"Hey Rey, I need to go. The lads had crashed down the house. harry had burnt some of my pancakes so vicky needs a little help to clean. That ! They're going to burn my house down. Just ring me." Rohan said and rushed his way up into his car and drove away. Oh no!! Rey and I left here all alone. Talking about the awkward. This is going to be so embarrassing I just can't face him right now with my face burning in red. "Wifey.." He called me. Oh god! Please? I wanted to disappear like a bubble that
pops. I'm so embarrassed.
"Y-Yes..?" I stuttered not looking at him.
"Please turn around and look at me." He pleaded like a kid. I wanted to fall for that and just turn around for him but I just couldn't knowing I had a tomato burning face right now and I'm still fresh into embarrassments.
"I...I-I can't!" I said looking down nervously.
"Why?" He asked me.
"B-because...Uhhh..ehr..I have a..a Pimple..a big one!" I panicked. Oh great! Is that what you only had gotten, Kriya?! A pimple really?! Craaap!
"I don't care."He said as he grabbed my both arms and turns me around to look at him but I still refused to. "REEEYYY.." I whined when he cupped my cheeks with his warm hands and when I saw him, I couldn't believe that his lips were smiling so widely in victory. And his eyes were sparkling beneath me
watching my redden face.
"Repeat." He said smiling. What? What repeat?!
"Huh?" I asked him confused. He sighed at me smiling.
"Repeat what you said." He said smiling down at me his cheeks becoming red like mines. Oh gosh! He looked so cute!
"No! I'm so embarrassed!" I said looking down as my head started to wriggled out from his hands but he didn't budge.
"So, you're embarrassed from what you've said about me, aren't you? Are you embarrassed going out with me?" He said as his voice become upset and down. Then my heart sunk down. Oh no! I hate it when his voice became like this. I'm just so embarrassed but I don't want him to feel that way and I AM NOT embarrassed with him anymore like before. I'm absolutely so proud of him but it's just..It's just because he was testing my honestly.
"N-no! Of course not Rey! Why would you think of that?" I said
looking up to him but his eyes were pure of sadness. OH great! Way to go bree! "Never mind." As he sighed as he releases his warm hands away from my cheeks replacing it with the cold air of London. He tucked his hands inside of his pockets and looked down. He's mad and it's because of me...as always.
"Rey...Please don't be mad?" I said then my hands flew for his cheeks making him to look at me but he didn't look at me but instead his eyes weren't on mine. He was more interested at the closed door behind my back with his face that looked so down and sad.
"Please?...Talk to me Rey..Just look at me." I said pulling his face near mines but he didn't even budge a bit he remained silent.
"Okay! I'll say it!" I said happily. Then his eyes suddenly sparkled down at me seem excited to hear those words from me. Is he that excited and wanted desperately to hear those out? He seemed so happy and alive and I wanted to see him always like this. So, maybe saying it out won't hurt a thing right? And besides, he's my boyfriend and he deserves to hear that from me.
"I'm listening." He trailed off.
"But in one favour?..." I asked him. I just can't look at him in the eyes while saying it. I might get lost away. His eyes were mesmerizing and breathe taking making me forget about everything. His eyes were intimidating making me comfortably comfort but distracted. Then I heard him groan.
"Okay, what?" He said.
"Please turn around and I'll say it."I said hoping. Then I heard him sigh then turned his back facing me while I smiled at him knowing that I could do it. I can say it.
"Uh ..you...R...Reyyy..you...you a-a-r...CRAAAP! I can't do it!" I said as jumped into shyness. I thought I could do it but still I felt the intimidation puts me first. Then I saw him walking away from me and I panicked.
"Where are you going?!"
"To Rohan's" Then his voice became cold. Oh great! Thanks to me! Gee, Kriya! You just have to say it and then done. You just have to spit those words out to make him don't feel unloved. I just have to put those feelings away and prioritize him first. I sighed and catch with him up way up to his car. I snaked my arms around his waist and my head landed on his back making to stop.
"Hubby, I LOVE YOU!" There I finally said then he abruptly stop from walking holding his from his hand almost calling Rohan's number.
"Repeat." He said again for the last time.
"Alright, just stay behind me and don't ever let go if I say so. Just say it behind my back. I won't look just say it."He sighed... I think I just can do it again. I finally am going to do this again. I finally have the guts to do this
. "I LOVE YOU!" I said loudly making him to hear it.
"Say it again." He repeated.
"I LOVE YOU! You are my happiness and I don't think I can live a day without you. I love you." I sweetly said while the prize that I had gotten was the smile and my heart flipped due to the happiness that I just got to tell him that freely. Then he grabbed my hands away from his waist and turned around looking at me with those precious
beautiful sparkling golden brown eyes. He looked so beautiful when he smiles heavenly at me. I really mean it, I think I can't live a day without him. He's my happiness. He brought me happiness. He's my happiness.
"You really love me?" he asked looking at me hopefully with an answer. I nodded. "Yes, I do love you." I smiled at him as my cheeks becoming red.
"I'm happy to hear that. You don't know how much your I LOVE YOU' means to me." He caressed my cheeks. "I love you more and I love you more than anything in this world.." He said sweetly at me.
I asked surprised. "Yes. Hey wifey, I'm going to give you something and it---" Then he was cut off when his phone rings.
*"I LOVE YOU! You are my happiness and I don't think I can live a day without you. I
love you."* his phone. My jaw dropped from the ground! Oh God! Did he just recorded what I had said and make that as his ringtone?! I looked at him shocked as his face was written with a big smirk. He is so dead! Oh gosh! He just recorded my voice and for the topping, he just made it as his caller ringtone! Oh god! "Rey! Delete it!"I whined and pouted at him.
"No can do wifeeey!"He cheekily smiled at me like a kid.
"You sneaky bas***d! That's why you wanted to repeat it all over again, isn't it?"I said crossing my arms looking at him annoyed.
"Is my wifey mad at me?"He said as he tries to grab my arms but I stepped. Two can play this game, singhania. I smirked mentally.
"Don't you call me WIFEY'" I seriously told him then his face completely became pale and flustered when I didn't let him to call me WIFEY'
"But y-you're my wife tha "" He stammered nervously but I cuts him off.
"Then talk to my lawyer. I want a divorce!"I said playfully at him and it makes his face completely shocked and seemed scrunched all together into downfall.
"Wha"What?! Divorce?!"He looked at me with those precious eyes widen. I wanted to laugh at him right now and tell him that I was just joking but I just couldn't, knowing how hilarious he is right now. I wanted to slammed my body into his and hug him that I will never going to do that but I'm just playing with him and his game. "Yup! And I will call my lawyer to settle our Divorce paper so I---" Then he cuts me off with a whacked again on my head. Ouch! What was that for?! Abusive Husband! "We will never going to have any divorce or shits! Wifey." He convincingly and
seriously told me.
"You bas***d! Abusive Hubby! I'll call the woman's agency for support." I glared at him playfully.
Then he chuckled. "Shut up wifey. Oh wait, I forgot to give you this and for exchange, my phone's ringtone." He said then he jogged all the way to his car. "Here!" Then lifted the big stuff that he was holding and into my surprise, I giggled and jumped into joy. He just gave me the bear that I wanted him to get for me! Awwe! He's so sweet, he shouldn't have got this for me. But where did he get this?
I grabbed my toy away from his hands and brought it in front of me then I heard him chuckled. "OMG! Thank you Rey..I love this bear and...WHERE'S THE CAP?!" I looked at Rey shocked. Where's the cap?!
This toy has a cap? I loved that cap and it totally fits how fluffy this fluffy bear.
"Oh shit! I beat the shit out of him and knocked him off but he didn't have the cap..." He said as he muttered angrily under his breath. Then I looked at him shocked. "What?!" I said looked at him intently. Then he looked away from me
."Nevermind." He sighed. Did he beat that guy? Is that why he wanted to leave me so soon previously ago because of this toy? I couldn't believe he's still bothered about that toy and beat the guy. I looked him and sighed. I felt lucky to have him and appreciate all the things that he's willing to do for me but he needs to learn that violence isn't the perfect way to solve things.
"That's why you left..to fight for this, isn't it?" I asked him. He avoided my gaze then he dropped off the topic.
"Just hold that bear every night." He smiled at me.
"Why?" I asked him confused while petting the bear that he gave me. Aww! This bear is so fluffy, I'm gonna die!
"Well, we aren't both allowed to sleep in the same bed every night. So, just hold that bear every night for me. As long as we aren't married yet, just pretend that that fluffy bear is me, every night you just have to cuddle with that bear. Even though it doesn't
look like me but just pretend it's me...for now." He said patted the fluffy bear's head. I looked him sweetly and chuckled looking down. Despite the fact that isn't always sweet, he finds a way to be one of the romantic yet cheesy guys that every girl has always been dreaming of and how lucky I am to have that bad-boy cheesy lad over here.
"Rey." I said sweetly reaching for his hand and laced it with mine while I was holding the fluffy bear using my other hand.
"I freaking love you!" I smiled at him widely. Then he looked away smiling as his cheeks became red until his eyes were back again on mines.
"You wanna die? You aren't allowed to cuss wifey." He scolded me. I playfully rolled my eyes at him and cheekily smiled.
"And I will never ever get a divorce." I said closing the gap between us until my
nose brushes his nose.
"You better be, wifey and Oh..and for the record...I freaking Love you too." Then he kisses me with pure passion and love...
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