Daddy's Hands - SanDhir Fanfiction (Thread Two Link!) - Page 83

"Sanyukta," Randhir whispered, feeling guilty for the way he had treated her. "I'm sorry."

She leaned forward, still sobbing, pressing her face on his feet and Randhir bent down to hold her shoulders. He pulled her up to her feet and looked at her with nothing but guilt.

"Randhir, what will sorry do?" she asked, wiping her tears away with the back of her hand. "Will it take away the amount I had to struggle?"

He touched her cheek lovingly and she looked up at him with hope - hope that maybe he would say something and everything would be completely alright all of a sudden.

"I won't even apologize for what I did five years ago, because that's beyond forgiveness," he muttered, "But I'm apologizing for today. Whatever I said earlier was out of anger."

"I'm sorry too," she responded. "I'm not looking forward to marry Parth. I don't want to marry him Randhir, I don't."

He tucked a stray hair behind her ear and just looked at her - she was beautiful, even with swollen red eyes, even when she looked so weak and vulnerable, even after all these years.

"Then don't marry him," he murmured. "You don't have to."

"I promised," she whispered. "I'm engaged to him. I can't hurt him."(dnt do this yar u cant like ur life to repay for some ahsan of smeeone u ll tired soon of ur life)

He let go of her, frustrated.

"Sanyukta this was how it was like when we were together too - you never told him about us because you were too worried about his feelings!" he snapped.

"Randhir, he's done so much for me!" she yelled back through tears. "He cared for me while I was pregnant, he helped me with Shraddha for the last five years, and I can't devote the rest of my life to him? He was there for me in the most crucial stage of my life."

She grabbed the collar of his shirt out of frustration and tugged hard.

"Where were you Randhir? Where were you when I needed you the most?" she screamed.

Randhir let her scream, because she was right - he had abandoned her when he should have been with her. Although the DNA report came out negative, it was materialistic, and his feelings for Sanyukta should have been well above that... but he failed. He failed in this relationship.

Randhir felt his eyes fill up with tears as she cried in front of him.

"Despite all of this I have never loved Parth! He has been my greatest supporter, my companion through my darkest moments, but why - why is it that even for one moment I couldn't look at him in the way I looked at you? Why is it that I couldn't look away from you even once during these five years?" she sobbed, her grip around the collar of his shirt tightening, "Maybe... just maybe if I was able to look away from you, I would have seen him. Then I wouldn't suffer like this."(so sweet of parth )

His heart broke into pieces when she said that - she suffered so much and Randhir knew, he knew that no matter what misunderstanding there was, his faith in her had not been enough. Even if she had lied to him, he had always known that she would never have cheated on him. He had asked her for proof of the child being his out of ego, but when he opened the report, he was heartbroken, his trust in her had faltered at that moment - and that was when their relationship had broken apart.

He had more faith in a piece of paper than he had in her, and the thought crushed him now.

"Sanyukta," he said firmly, grabbing her face and looking directly into her eyes. "I have never looked away from you either."

"Liar," she hissed, as tears fell from her eyes. "You had a physical relationship with Vidhushi."

"Never an emotional one," he whispered, stroking her cheek softly. "I'm sorry Sanyukta."

She looked up at him. They were two souls separated - she made the commitment that he had never made, while he took he the step that she had never taken. Both of them had given themselves to someone else. They were separated by distance, but destiny was forcing them to come back together, to close the gap between them, to balance out their differences.

"I loved you so much," she choked. "Randhir, I loved you a lot."(i ll never able to understand this )

"So did I," he replied, wiping her tears again. "I loved you a lot too."

"I still love you," she whispered, pressing her face on his chest. "I still love you and I'm scared that I won't have the courage to let go anymore."

He stroked her hair gently as she continued to sob, her confession strangely calming down his inner demons. He knew she loved him, but hearing it come out of her mouth made his heart leap and his insides fill up with hope again.

"I still love you too Sanyukta," he replied, as tears fell out of his own eyes. "I won't give you a reason to let go now."

He meant every word of it.