'Last days.' SanDhir SS(Complete.)Part 7-12 Pg 25 - Page 15

Part 6

"..kittnaa khaoge !! ..." I flinched my nose ..annoyed ..this guy was having his third large pizza ..since we had missed our first class ...en then were late for the second caus we ..ehmm ...we got ..like you know kiss m ..jo b .. we decided to bunk .. ..en do crap today ..

"..kya h tumhe !! ..khaane do ..bhukku lagaaa .."he pouted ...en gulped down another bite of the pizza ..gawd this guy ! -.-

"..randhir !! kittna khaoge motte ho jaoege ! chalo b naa ... vadhav sir ka period h ..!!" I said with pleading eyes ..

"..yeh achha saala !! ek masoom sa insaan kha b nahi skta .." he twitched his lips to one side ..

"tum khao !! ..tum naa ..bass ..pagalaaa... pagal ho gaye ho !! ..idiot !! ...insaan ho ki dinosaur ..!! thusse jaa rhe ho tabse..!!" I raised my hands in the air ...thus starting to create a scene ..in the canteen ..

"..kyu mere khaane ko nazar laga rhe ho ! tumhe nahi khaana matt khaao !! mujhe khaana h m khaaunga ! ..huh !" he said taking another bite ..I rolled my eyes en was about to shot back ..

"...kya tum log bachho ki tarah laddh rhe ho?" parth our bestie dropped in ! ..

"issko bolo ! issne start kiyaa .." we said in unison en glared each other after ..

"..arre ree ...ye love birds ko kisski nazar lag gayi .." vidhushi said winking at me en sitting beside parth pecking his cheeks ..

..suddenly my phone buzzed out of the blue ..I took out ..en suddenly everything seemed weird ...my heart beats fastened ...as I picked it up with trembling hands ..the lump didn't allowed me to speak ..so the other side took over ..

"..ehm Ms. Sanyukta?" the doc said doubting since I hadn't said a hello .

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"..ye..yes doc !" I said with my lips shivering ..the people around me turned their faces serious looking intently at me ..each one had love concern ...en uff course ..in one I found myself too ...

"..ehmm well I called you up to tell you that ..or rather inform you that..well ...see in life everything.." but I cut him shot ..I knew what it meant when people started giving you philosophies ..it's always that way ...

The time when something bad is about to happen ..everyone will start remembering all the great words said !!.. en said it's our fate ..we are not to decide ...en so it goes on .. ..en if something good happens ...it was them who did it ..it was their effort ..their hard work .. I won't say it wasn't ..but don't support both the sides of the coins ..well you can't ..either ..have this that it's on fate what will happen to you ..or wither ..you be the master of your fate ..

Returning back !..

A tear escaped my eyes .. "..I didn't got any bone marrow matches ..right ?" I said as eyes widened around me ..I closed my eyes tight ...en drops warmed my cheeks bit by bit.. my fist tightened ..around the fabric of the Patiala I wore ...

"..ye ..yess ..sanyukta listen .." the doc tried an explanation may be ..

"..no doc ! it's alright !" I smiled through tears ..opening my eyes ...I hanged up the call ...I kept the cell phone aside burying my head en face under my arms ..vidushi scooped her hands around me ..leaning on my back as I put my head down on the table sobbing ..she kept kissing my hairs again en again ..

...after some time ...I got back to normal ..en opened my eyes to latch with his ...another second went ..en I broke down again ..jumping in his arms ..as he held me tight ..

"..nahi mila koi .." I said ..my voice shivering en my throat pained ..my eyes felt heavy en so did my body ..I don't know when I passed out ..

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I found myself in my room as I woke up ..randhir sitting right next to me ...holding up my hand ..smiling at me ..

"..you okay ?" ..he asked caressing my forehead en then hairs ..

"yea .." I smiled back ..

"..ehmm ..the doc wants to meet up sanyukta .." he said hesitantly ..

"..for what ?.." my voice sounded weaker than usual ..but still it was colder ..

" ..sanyukta ..pls ?" he said en I couldn't deny this man's pls..

*sigh*

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"I am glad you came Ms.Sanyukta ..!" the doc spoke smiling at me ..

"..can we make it fast pls.. I don't really much adore your hospital .."..I said looking around ...randhir elbowed me but I least cared ...

"..ohh why ?"the doc asked surprised taking out some files ..probably my reports..

"...who would like a place where you get to know that you're very much dying ?" I said cocking my brow ..throwing my hands in the air ..

"..sanyukta .." randhir gritted his teeth ..

"..I am sorry ehm for her .." but he was cut off by the doc.. " ohh no no !! it's perfectly fine .."..

"that's so kind of you !!..ehmm so doc ..so did none match ..?I mean her mother ..father..brother.. siblings have most chances don't they ?.." I was a bit surprised ...so he researched on ...this ? I mean ...he will just ..he's being so much in love with me ..en all I will do is leave him after some days or months .. !

"..well yess !! but well unluckily it didn't match in this case.."...the doc said sighing handing randhir the reports ..

Silenced filled the room for next 10 mins ..I kept looking around..the doc seemed quit uncomfortable himself ..while randhir thoroughly read the reports ...

The doc was around his 60's ..en basically had too many wrinkles ..I didn't wanted to be rude but then you see ..I was dying en ..!! ugh ! it's hard to explain ..when you're gonna die ..en the only hope closes ..actually just finishes ..vanishes ..like it never existed ...

The feeling ..that ..that you'll soon be no more' ..everyone sympathizes with you ..cries en ..etc etc ...en when you have a slight hope that you could prove all of them wrong ...but whoosh !! ..it all just evaporates ...it's all gone ..!!

"..mera bhi to ho sakta h na ?" Rd spoke to him ..breaking up my trance ..

"..ehmm possibility kaafi kam h ! still app test karwa lijiye !" he answered with a straight face !

"..no Randhir ! it's risky !" I automatically blurted out !! ..it could be risky ? right ? I had read it ...it it ..had those .. back or hip pains ..fatigue ..muscle pain ..headaches ..bruising at the incision site ..en I don't know what ..these are common ..there can be horrible than these ..no no way ..my eyes welled up at the thought of randhir being in pain ..no no way ...

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