Arshi FF: Hopes and Ambitions. Thread 3 - Page 69

What do i say, Shweta? Yes, my hearth cries for this Arnav. Yes, it's not fair at all but who told him that life was going to be fair and square. I absolutely feel for him that he had to watch the love of his life deteriorate in front of his eyes in such heart-breaking manner. Yes, that did take away the anger i felt for last 2 chapters - so thank you for that little note you gave after last chapter. Having said all this, I still have not forgiven him completely - sorry for that. I really hope he gets back and treat that gem of a wife he has been blessed with with some respect, understanding and care. I'm sure love with also come with time. Also, after all the heavy stuff i think there should be some lighter moments too:-) Absolutely looking forward to the next chaper, please hurry

This updates is so emotional. I could feel arnav' pain.😭

an amazing story a bit hart breaking ...hope everything gets sorted out soon

"Tears rolled down Lexie's face, yes, she hated crying, they were a sign of sadness and she didn't like the term much, but her heart whatever was left of it was trembling because of this man, " I may choose to think I loved everyone in adundance, with all my heart, but the truth of the matter is there is only one who loved me. Truly loved... And, me, alone, in this bed is a testimony to that fact. well, it is too little too late now, I guess."

Originally posted by: vks11

Even though he is deeply attracted to her and feels all the emotions of Jealousy, possessiveness ,and protectiveness for her in the presence of NK or Shyam, he does not want to ponder over it or acknowledge it. Did he feel the same way when he thought he was in love with Lexie? No.

Will he be able to allow Khushi to even think on the lines of living a free life in a good way not tied to him. I don't think so.

I think he is just scared to give a name to his feelings towards Khushi and this emotion called LOVE because he has never experienced it before not even with Lexie. He does not want to burst the bubble and accept that whatever he felt for Lexie was not actually love.

LOL😆 Please don't think I an crazy! This will be my last post on this topic till the next update.

i agree with you...either he is scared or he hasnt realized it, cause as per him, he will only love lexie always... that sanse ruk jayengi moment hasnt arrived yet... if that happens, then he will realize, that how easily he cud let go of lexie, while returning to India... though he was depressed n stressed, but he cud go on... but without khushi, life ceases to exist... i hope that moment comes for him...n soon...

Hi Shwetha

beautiful update ... it is a story woven very well with each and every character etched so well ...with so many discussions going one there is not much left to say but to let the writer/word crafter weave her magic spell...

Originally posted by: anjs

i agree with you...either he is scared or he hasnt realized it, cause as per him, he will only love lexie always... that sanse ruk jayengi moment hasnt arrived yet... if that happens, then he will realize, that how easily he cud let go of lexie, while returning to India... though he was depressed n stressed, but he cud go on... but without khushi, life ceases to exist... i hope that moment comes for him...n soon...

Originally posted by: kondhili

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Sorry shweta i am undergoing a whole gamut of emotion...with my feelings all over the place.🤔

I might be in a small minority here but i don't feel sorry for Lexie...i feel sorry for a beautiful life that got wasted but the fact of the matter is that she alone is responsible for her sad miserable state right now.

Every body has problems in their life and the most easiest thing would be too loose one self in a make believe world where finding momentary happiness is very easy.

Every body has a choice to decide which direction to go...lexie was incredibly lucky that she had a 'boyfriend' who loved her so much so that he tolerated all her nonsensical ideology. Every step of the way he supported her and was there for her coaxing her to step back into the real world.

Frankly i can't understand why arnav is feeling so guilty right till the end he stood by her infact he gave her a choice to come back with him to India also. It was lexie's and only lexie's decision to stay back and rot in the 'free loving world' that she was in.

Like i wrote for the last chapter, the saddest part for me again was that, that this Arnav thought of khushi only when lexie mentioned her. It just made me extremely sad, upset and heartbroken.

How can khushi accept and be happy being called Arnav's responsibility??🤔

I don't know how many of us would be happy being called anything but our husband's love.

It would make me proud that my husband is a responsible man but i would derive no comfort in being called his 'responsibility'

May be i am being too harsh on all the characters i still want to go and on but i think i shall give time for myself to cool down a bit.

Neighbours think alike ;-) even I can not symphatize with Lexie even though I want to..she atleast had Arnav and money to spend..some people have nothing and still they make good of their life..

Originally posted by: sman

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Neighbours think alike ;-) even I can not symphatize with Lexie even though I want to..she atleast had Arnav and money to spend..some people have nothing and still they make good of their life..

like Arnav himself had. Lexie and him found similar chords and struck together. but that was that. Arnav made more than simething of himself. whereas Lexie took the wrong path at being unable to cope. even when she had Arnav to guide. Belittling him. never giving importance. She might have never even loved him. Thats why the beliefs of the cult influenced her so easily.